Close the door, don't want others to hear, look dazed, thirsty.

Li Mu definitely didn't come to Mu Chun to talk about the blossoms of spring or which brand of coffee is more suitable for spring.

Mu Chun put the perfume bottle left by Liu Tiantian into the drawer, and put a few empty bottles back into the wooden plate and put them back on the windowsill together.

Then, Mu Chun picked up a cup and asked, "Coffee?" ”

"Thanks, I want ice."

Li Mu really needs a cup of coffee, a cup of coffee that can clear his brain.

"So, you locked the door to tell me some secret?"

The coffee machine sounded with a roar, and Mu Chun's voice accompanied the operation of the machine, but Li Mu didn't hear it.

He was immersed in his own troubled thoughts, and he was once again in a state of fear that could not sleep because of recent events.

"Doctor Mu, I'm sorry, I don't know where to start."

Li Mu took the coffee handed to him by Mu Chun, lowered his head, and his shoulders shrugged slightly because of nervousness.

Mu Chun knew that Li Mu was a person with outstanding intelligence, he was good at thinking and could effectively control his emotions after thinking.

But today, his expression was very complicated, and Mu Chun could see doubt and suspicion of doubt in it.

As a result, you can't believe anything, and you can't be sure that nothing has happened.

Once the brain can't believe in itself, people will fall into an unspeakable chaos.

If a person has been in this kind of chaos for a long time, it is likely that he has no way to say what he thinks he can say clearly.

"I love my wife very much, I love her very much." Li Mu's words are more like saying to himself.

"Well, it's enviable."

Li Mu smiled bitterly, "Okay, I'm more relaxed now." ”

He leaned his upper body back until he leaned back against his chair and let out a long sigh.

"Maybe I figured it all up, maybe I have something wrong with my brain." Li Mu pointed to his temple.

"Maybe, then tell me what comes to mind."

"It's horrible, I don't dare say it, but I have to say it, or I'm probably going crazy, or I'm already crazy." Li Mu scratched his hair and instantly turned his originally handsome hairstyle into a bird's nest built by a stupid bird.

"There are probably several kinds of crazy imaginations:

Imagination related to illness – I'm sick, I'm going to die, even treatment is useless;

I killed a man - did I kill that person? Did I see him when I was driving, did I not see a red light, why was there no violation reminder, did not there be a violation reminder to mean that I did not hit and kill someone, no, I still hit and killed someone; ”

"Horror." Li Mu shook his head.

"Good." Mu Chun raised his head comfortably and took a sip of coffee.

"Good what? Not good at all. ”

"So you're sick?"

"It's not."

"Did you kill someone?"

"No, it's not a human thing, I don't know how to say it, it looks so stupid, I've been here in the winter and I've been sitting in this chair, and I told you at the time that I can't sleep well at night because my life is a mess because of my busy schedule."

"Your mental state is in disarray, so you're not sleeping well now, just like you did in the winter? Staying up late in a row? ”

"No, I've been better for a while, and I'm almost completely free of those chaotic emotions, and I don't have the uncontrollable urge to hit someone."

"You don't have violent tendencies, so you don't need to think about this for the time being."

Mu Chun told Li Mu clearly.

Li Mu looked at Mu Chun gratefully and said, "Thank you, thank you for not suspecting me of being violent, thank you for believing in me." ”

"Patients believe in doctors, doctors naturally have to believe in patients, there are not only people's feelings but also scientific evidence, you were stressed at that time, but now it seems that it is not."

"Since finding a leak in the bathroom and a dead ...... in the passage above the exhaust fan"

Speaking of this, Li Mu's lips trembled, and he looked at Mu Chun in horror.

He thought, "No, this is terrifying, how could anyone believe such a thing." ”

Li Mu had thought about coming to see Mu Chun many times today, but when he really spoke, he found that it was even more difficult than ascending to the sky.

Because what happened recently is so unscientific that it can't be imagined unscientific.

"Cats." Mu Chun raised his hands, pretended to be claws, and put them in front of him.

Li Mu was nauseated.

It's not because Mu Chun deliberately sells cuteness to make him feel uncomfortable, but because Mu Chun suddenly said the word that he couldn't say at all.

"So it's still about cats."

Looking at Li Mu's ghost-like expression, Mu Chun also realized that this problem was a bit complicated.

No wonder he looked so flustered.

"If I'm not mistaken, there were wild cats who entered the building's exhaust tunnel and died inside because they couldn't get out, and this has been confirmed, right?"

"Yes, not bad at all." Li Mu suddenly tightened the corners of his eyes, raised his voice and said loudly, "Yes, yes, that's why I think it's my imagination, all, everything I came up with, Doctor Mu, you might as well tell me directly, I'm sick, and there is something wrong with my brain." ”

"For example, tumors." After Mu Chun finished speaking, he got busy between the keyboard and the mouse.

"What are you doing? Doctor Mu, you ......"

"MRI, have you had any headaches lately?"

"Yes."

"How long?"

"Two weeks."

"It's only been two weeks?" Hearing this, Mu Chun suddenly stopped typing on the keyboard and shifted his gaze from the monitor to Li Mu.

"It's only been two weeks?" Mu Chun repeated.

"yes, what's wrong?"

"How was it before?"

"I went upstairs to the house to check the floor for water leaks, and it was fine until after the Chinese New Year, and I ...... again."

"So you didn't have any headaches two weeks ago?"

"Nope." Li Mu shook his head.

"Dizziness? Unsteady on your feet? Mu Chun continued to ask.

"No, I'm fine, I'm busy with the company's affairs and recording shows at the same time, recovering from fitness, everything is fine, very good."

"Yes, I heard you've been pretty popular lately." Mu Chun smiled.

Seeing Mu Chun smile, Li Mu also smiled reluctantly.

"I also mentioned you on the show that a doctor has helped me a lot, and I am very grateful."

Mu Chun really wanted to complain, "Don't praise me on the show, I don't want to be popular at all, really, I don't want to be popular at all." ”

"What's wrong?" Li Mu saw that Mu Chun didn't speak, so he asked.

"Let's continue to discuss your symptoms, are there any particularly obvious ups and downs in your mood, such as being very impulsive when you encounter a little thing, especially irritable and irritable?"

Li Mu thought for a while and replied, "No, I was really good during that time, like a new life." ”

"That's a really good word." Mu Chun gave a thumbs up. "Are there any memory problems, such as forgetfulness?"

"How is that possible, the company has a lot of data that needs to be interpreted and processed every day, and I never go wrong."

"Speaking of which, there is no need for a brain test for the time being."

"What about other physical ailments? Does it cause hallucinations?

"You have to tell me first what your hallucinations are, whether you are hurting someone else, or someone else is hurting you, or the harm has nothing to do with you, it happens to someone else, you are just a spectator, as if you are watching a thriller."

"Are these three different?" Li Mu was a little dizzy, but he understood what Mu Chun meant, and soon he told Mu Chun that his condition was the third.

"Bystanders?" Mu Chun asked Li Mu for confirmation again.

"Yes, bystander." Li Mu's brows furrowed, and then he took a few deep breaths.

Mu Chun didn't say a word, obviously sitting next to Li Mu, but it seemed to have disappeared in the outpatient room of the psychosomatic department.

It's so transparent that it doesn't feel like it's there.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to say it, because these things seem so unreasonable during this time. I can't say it, it would make me look like a fool, I'm probably a fool. ”

Seeing Li Mu's frustrated and embarrassed look, Mu Chun didn't comfort him, but laughed out loud and said: "Truth is defined by people, the world itself has no logic, and it is too complicated." ”

"Yes." After listening to Mu Chun's unclear words, Li Mu felt a little better in his heart.

"There are many, many people in this chair that you are sitting on, men, women and children, who have said many, many illogical things, but these things are important to each and every one of them, and they have insomnia, alcoholism, self-abandonment, and even self-destruction over these things."

"So, there's nothing to be laughed at?" Li Mu relaxed a little.

Mu Chun shook his head.

"It's a cat, one night two weeks ago, I finished recording the strange showdown, which is the reality show that has been more popular recently, I drove home by myself, I'm pretty sure there is nothing wrong with my mental state, because since the last time I had a lack of sleep in my eyes, I changed my schedule, there will be a small nap every afternoon, if I need to record the show that day, I will change the dinner to a salad or light porridge, set aside some time to exercise in the gym downstairs of the company, and then go to record the show, everything is OK, There was nothing wrong with me, I slept well, I was in good physical condition, and my mind was quick to calculate.

Therefore, when I saw the same picture again as before the Chinese New Year, my whole body was broken.

I walked into the bathroom that day ......"

Li Mu's voice disappeared suddenly, as if something had been eaten in an instant.

After a long while, Mu Chun asked, "What happened later?" ”

Li Mu seemed to be in a daze for a moment and was pulled back into the outpatient room.

His eyes were red, but he didn't blink.

"And then?" Mu Chun asked again.

"That day, I walked into the bathroom...... Smelled a strange smell that I thought was the smell of depilatory cream......"

"It's normal, bathroom and depilatory cream."

"No, it's not normal, it's not normal at all, because ......"

The volume suddenly rises again, then abruptly stops.

"Okay, it's not normal, it's not normal at all, hair removal cream, bathroom, are you closed?"

Mu Chun asked cautiously.

"What?"

"Did you close the bathroom door?"

"Of course, I closed the door, you mean?"

Li Mu looked at Mu Chun blankly, could it be that the doctor was doubting my memory?

"It doesn't matter, because the voice isn't outside the door, it's in the bathroom, right there, out of sight."

"The voice?" Mu Chun frowned, "Is it the voice of a cat?" ”

Li Mu suddenly trembled and hugged his arms.

Mu Chun got up and walked to the windowsill and closed the window.

"No, I'm not cold, I'm ...... I am...... I must be crazy. ”

Li Mu laughed stupidly, and his laughter was miserable.

Mu Chun changed a cup of hot water for Li Mu, and he took two sips of it, and his face recovered slightly.

"I can't go on like this, it's going to ruin my life, am I evil."

In Mu Chun's opinion, Li Mu began to show incoherence, and he was considering whether to give him an assessment, schizophrenia or delusions of victimization, which could be judged by evaluation.

Considering Li Mu's strong desire to talk, Mu Chun was still willing to wait a little longer.

He tried to keep the conversation going.

"The bathroom, the smell of suspected depilatory cream, and the cat."

"That's right." Li Mu repeated, "Bathroom, depilatory cream, and damn cats." ”

"Damn cats? The cat showed up in the bathroom or did you just hear the sound. ”

"The voice, the same as the previous time, that's why I said if I'm sick, the passage above the bathroom has been installed with guardrails."

"Is it possible for a cat to get into the guardrail, cats are 'liquid animals'."

"No kidding." Although he said this, Li Mu still smiled.

Mu Chun handed Li Mu a piece of paper and asked him to try to draw the guardrail.

"Draw guardrails?" Li Mu was puzzled, but he still took the paper and pen and drew slowly as Mu Chun said.

Three minutes later, Li Mu handed the paper to Mu Chun.

"Shutter structure?"

"Yes, unless the cat is really liquid, not crystal mud, otherwise it will definitely not be able to run into it."

Mu Chun put the drawing paper aside and asked, "So, the sound didn't come from outside the bathroom door, nor did it come from the original passage, so where did the sound come from?" ”

"Ah!!!!!!!!!!!! That's what I find scary, and I suspect it's coming from here. ”

Li Mu pointed to his temple again, and then he shook his head with a wry smile, "This is the most reasonable explanation. ”

"Yes, if you're sick, some kind of brain lesion or psychotic symptom does provide a reasonable explanation for that."

"Good, very good." Li Mu's tone was a little self-defeating.

"I'll have a consultation with a neurosurgeon, and we'll need to do a series of assessments, and you'll have two or three follow-up appointments a week."

"I ......," Li Mu wanted to say but stopped.

"Or is there anything else you want to tell me? Take your time, we've learned a lot of information, the bathroom, the depilatory cream, the sounds of the cats, and the ......"

"Autumn Tree."

When he said this, Li Mu was in pain, like a man who was tortured by life to the point that he had no power to fight back.