Fang Ming looked at Gu Tiantian's situation and the two emergency records, and shook his head.

"What can I do about this?" Fang Ming said to Shen Zifeng.

Shen Zifeng rolled his mung bean-sized eyes, and whispered in Fang Ming's ear, "This is a relative of Doctor Jiang Hong, and Doctor Mu has also treated it before. ”

"Ah, then continue to let Mu Chun come, there is nothing to continue on my side."

Fang Mingjiang patted Shen Zifeng's shoulder and went back to the second floor, this time, Gu Tiantian walked to the physical and mental health clinic on the fifth floor by himself.

Mu Chun looked at the outpatient registration system and sighed secretly, strange, didn't they all make an appointment to come next week? Why did they all come early?

"Doctor Mu."

Gu Tiantian's face was extremely ugly, the man behind her looked to be in his sixties, Gu Tiantian called him grandpa, thinking that it should be Gu Tiantian's child's grandfather, that is, Gu Tiantian's father-in-law.

My father-in-law is introverted by nature and is not very good at talking, but after seeing Mu Chun, he looked at the environment of the outpatient room before he said, "What kind of outpatient clinic is this?" Shouldn't you go to Dr. Jiang? ”

"Grandpa, this is Doctor Mu that my aunt asked me to find, you go outside and wait for a while, I'll be fine here."

The person who was called grandpa looked at Mu Chun hesitantly, and finally took the door and stood in the corridor uneasily.

"Or is it? Not breathing the way I taught you? ”

Gu Tiantian's right hand was still attached to the bottom of his neck, and Mu Chun wanted to take that hand down, but that hand seemed to be used to being placed there, as if it was a strange ritual to prevent something terrible from happening.

“？ Is this my case? I was actually very, very, very scared. ”

Gu Tiantian's fear was far more serious than what she said, she panicked and couldn't cry.

"Wait a minute, many moms, like you, have gone through this process, you don't, don't be too nervous, relax, relax."

"I'm the scariest person in the world, you don't know, you don't know."

Gu Tiantian could barely finish a sentence, and it took several minutes before he went from crying out loud to sobbing in bursts.

"I, I, always think of killing my son by all means, I'm the worst mom in the world."

The table in front of Gu Tiantian was full of tissues, and Mu Chun just handed them to her one after another, still unable to alleviate her self-blame and pain.

"Why is this happening? Why? ”

Mu Chun shook his head, "But you never do that." ”

"What?"

Gu Tiantian didn't understand Mu Chun's words.

"But no mother would do that, and it's because you love him so much that you can imagine all kinds of horrors that happened to him. You may think that he will be burned by boiling water, will be bitten by mosquitoes and suffer from incurable diseases, playing in bed will fall to the ground, food will choke on the trachea when eating, adults will fall asleep when holding him, the baby on the balcony may fall, the hospital may die from vaccination, sick and antibiotic may be low resistance and eventually die, child seats may be unsafe, a brake child will break the cervical spine and eventually die, may slip and fall while bathing, Using a bathtub may drown the child, eating toothpaste may cause parasites to die eventually, coming to the hospital for a physical examination every month will be infected with germs in the pediatric care department and finally dying, the baby may die because the mother accidentally did not hold it and fall to the ground, the child may die because he accidentally grabbed something and put it in his mouth, eating jelly will definitely accidentally inhale the trachea and suffocate to death, eating seafood may be allergic to terrible pimples and finally Adam's apple edema dies, penicillin skin test cannot be 100% accurate, The child may die of delayed allergies due to the use of penicillin, the bottle may burst suddenly, glass shards will fall into the child's mouth, puncture the throat and cause the baby to die, the elderly may neglect the hygiene of the tableware and cause the baby to die of bacterial infection and diarrhea, the mother's ring may accidentally fall into the baby's mouth, the baby will choke to death, the father is always careless, most likely will hold the child too close to the heart and compress the heart, causing the child to cry and finally die, men always think that they will not miss throwing the child around, As a result, he fell to the ground and died on the spot, the car door may not be locked when driving, the child always has a way to open the car door and roll down from the car, the cotton swab that cleans the child's ears may accidentally puncture the eardrum and cause a brain infection and finally die, the child may not have a defecation for a day, and the tumor may burst and die alone, if you don't cover the blanket when you sleep, you may catch a cold and freeze to death, if you cover the blanket, you may be caught by the baby and suffocate your face, the shower at home is likely to be leaking gas, if the mother is asleep, Children will die of gas poisoning, the quality of plastic toys is worrying, children may die of chronic poisoning, milk powder problems are good today and tomorrow is bad, maybe the child has already lived to be less than three years old, if you go to the toilet too hard may pull the intestines out, at this time it is too late to send to the hospital, once the child coughs is pneumonia, a runny nose is a viral cold, sent to the hospital to check that it is okay does not mean that it will be okay to go home, it may be that it is not checked out, there may be cockroaches into the baby's ears when sleeping at night, In the end, death, fish must not be eaten, chicken bones will break the esophagus, skin cancer is easy to spend more time in the sun, fruits are genetically modified, and there are more than 10,000 ways for a child to die.

However, they will grow up just like us. ”

"This"

Gu Tiantian didn't know what to say at all, just pinching the tissue, this doctor, is it the devil?

"When it appears, it's like a real event, and the more you try to drive that imagination away, the more real it is."

"Yes, that's it, I get a chill in my back and I can't move, and then, sweat on my forehead, and eventually I have trouble breathing, and I always feel like there's a breath stuck in this place. What the hell is wrong with me? ”

"Because I care too much about my children, and you're a first-time mother, because you're a good mother."

Mu Chun's voice was very gentle, Gu Tiantian didn't expect the doctor to talk like this, so he lowered his head and cried again.

"Fear is such a thing, when you feel fear, it doesn't matter if it happens or doesn't happen, because the brain is really experiencing pain, so let's do an experiment now."

Mu Chun tried to make Gu Tiantian imagine that Xiao Ling was seriously ill and gradually weakened, and imagined that she was holding the child in pain and crying in the end.