Chapter Fifty-Eight
Zhao Chanxue has not left the palace for half a step since she was taken back to the palace by Zhao Guangyi that day. Every day, I miss Murong Yanyun in my heart, and I often wash my face with tears. It's just that she knows that everything is no longer what it used to be, and she and Brother Murong are already strangers to the world.
The fight between the two men is no longer for their own hatred, but for this world where countless heroes bend their waists, which is no longer something that they can control......
A few months later, Zhao Chanxue gave birth to Murong Yanyun's child. is a girl, inheriting all the advantages of the two, Zhao Chanxue is very pleased.
Unexpectedly, for the birth of the child, Zhao Kuangyin was not only not angry, but very happy. Because he thinks that girls are more gentle, and they have lived in the palace since they were children, they must be gentle and virtuous. It will no longer be like the previous two generations, fighting to the death for love and hatred all day long, let alone worrying that she will turn against herself for Murong Yanyun.
The father did not hate this granddaughter because of Murong Yanyun, which was enough to make Zhao Chanxue feel gratified. What more could she ask for, and what else could she ask for?
The child grew up day by day, and his longing for Murong Yanyun did not decrease a little, but became stronger and stronger. Every day, she secretly washes her face with tears, which is her only remission. She always cried until she fell asleep, thinking about her Murong brother in her dreams......
Zhao Kuangyin saw that her daughter was so worried about Murong Yanyun, and she was getting thinner and thinner, and she was a little unbearable in her heart. That night, he arrived at Zhao Chanxue's palace, did not let the maids report, went straight to his daughter's room, and saw that Zhao Chanxue was still crying.
He slowly walked to Zhao Chanxue's side and said gently: "Xue'er, my father knows that you can't let go of Murong Yanyun in your heart, and although my father hates Murong Yanyun's kid, I can't bear to see you so sad." For the sake of the Father, let you take your child and meet him before the battle. ”
Zhao Chanxue couldn't help but be slightly stunned when she heard her father say this, then stopped crying and asked in disbelief: "Father, is what you said true?" Do you really agree to me meeting Brother Murong before I go to the battle? ”
Zhao Kuangyin nodded and said with a smile: "Haha, my father is now the emperor, and I can't joke to others, let alone my daughter." He then sighed again, "Alas, it's just that if you go, you will definitely not come back, and this huge palace, only my father and emperor will be left alone......
Zhao Chanxue burst into tears and laughed, and said, "Father, you are so good to me, how could I leave you alone." Don't worry, I won't never go back, I just want to see Brother Murong one last time, and I will have no worries in this life. ”
Zhao Kuangyin nodded, "Thank you my good daughter!" You have finally made your choice between the Father and Him. My father will choose a wishful husband for you, and from then on our family will share the joy of family. ”
Zhao Chanxue shook her head, "Father, my heart has been occupied by Brother Murong, although I can't be with him in this life, I always have only him in my heart, and I can't tolerate anyone else." ”
Zhao Kuangyin smiled, "Xue'er, sooner or later, your father will go before you, and your father is gone, who do you want to rely on?" Don't be stupid! ”
Zhao Chanxue sighed, "Father, I have made up my mind, if one day you go to the west, I will become a nun, and from then on I will jump out of the red dust, but I will also be clean and comfortable." ”
Zhao Kuangyin smiled: "Haha, Xue'er, don't talk nonsense!" You are the princess of my Great Song Dynasty, how can you become a nun? I believe that even if your father is gone, your uncles will take care of you, and the world is so big, is it really only Murong Yanyun who can get your heart? ”
Zhao Chanxue was about to refute her father, but Zhao Kuangyin said first: "Xue'er, you don't have to defend anything, your father understands." Since you miss him so much, for the sake of your father, I will send Gao Zhijun, the son of Gao Huaide, to escort you tomorrow, and meet him before the battle. He turned and left.
"Father, alas, ......" Zhao Chanxue sighed, but thinking that she would be able to meet Brother Murong soon, she was naturally extremely excited in her heart.
That night, Zhao Chanxue stayed awake all night excitedly. The next morning, she got up early, dressed up carefully, and Zhao Kuangyin personally sent her to the palace gate. Gao Chujun was already waiting outside the palace gate, and he was accompanied by hundreds of soldiers to escort Zhao Chanxue to the front of the two armies.
Zhao Pu was in the martial prison at this time, no matter how Han Yonglin scolded, he just couldn't go out of the retreat. Zhao Chanxue and Gao Huaide entered the martial arts prison at this time.
Zhao Pu and Shi Shouxin saw Zhao Chanxue and bowed respectfully, "I've seen the princess!" Zhao Chanxue nodded in response and asked, "Zhao Pu, this princess asks you, is Brother Murong in the camp on the opposite side now?" ”
"Exactly, the day before yesterday, Weichen also met with him before the battle." Zhao Pu replied.
Zhao Chanxue nodded, "That's good, this princess is going to see him in the opposite camp now." She glanced at the guards, "Open the door for me!" She said that she was about to go down.
Zhao Pu hurriedly said: "Princess, no, you can't just go over like this, in case of danger, how can Weichen explain to Your Majesty?" Why don't you wait another day, let's go out of the city together early tomorrow morning, and it's not too late to see you before the battle! ”
Gao Chujun and Shi Shouxin were also discouraged, and Zhao Chanxue had to say: "Okay, okay, you are not allowed to delay tomorrow, otherwise this princess will be angry, and she will have her father punish you!" ”
Early the next morning, Zhao Chanxue led everyone to set up a formation in front of the pass.
Murong Yanyun had been waiting for Yun Yimo's arrival, and at this time, listening to the sentry report, Zhao Chanxue, the princess of the Great Song Dynasty, had arrived in front of the formation, and he hurriedly led his troops to open a large formation half a mile away from the Song army.
The wind was unusually strong that day, but it couldn't blow her infatuated heart......
Zhao Chanxue saw Murong Yanyun on the brown and red horse opposite, and the bits and pieces of the two of them rushed to her mind in an instant. Her eyes turned red in an instant, tears rolled in the corners of her eyes, and she had a thousand words to say to Murong Yanyun at this moment, but she didn't know how to speak.
Murong Yanyun also felt a lot of emotion in her heart when she saw Zhao Chanxue, thinking that the two had shared life and death in the past, and they were intimate. He thought that he might be the enemy of everyone, but he never thought that he would turn against Cher, whom he loved so much. He had thought of countless scenes of reunion with Cher, but meeting in front of the battle at this moment was unexpected by him.
"Xue'er, are we really going to do it, is there really no other way...... Murong Yanyun muttered. He seemed to be asking Zhao Chanxue, and he seemed to be asking himself.
Ben and Yun Yimo stayed in the sixteen states of Yanyun Yu Ruoyu, because they missed Murong Yanyun very much, so they resigned from Yun Yimo, and came to the front of the battle yesterday to meet Murong Yanyun. At this moment, she was beside Murong Yanyun, and when she saw Murong Yanyun's expression when she saw Zhao Chanxue, she couldn't help but feel a little pantothenic acid in her heart, and thought, "I came to meet my cousin yesterday, but he only said a few polite words to me. When I saw Sister Zhao today, I lost my soul, which really made me a little sad! ”
She then saw that her cousin was extremely confused, and naturally understood the reason, so she comforted: "Cousin, don't be sad, you and Sister Zhao may be destined to be inseparable in this life." However, my cousin and my brothers and I am willing to stay with my cousin for the rest of my life, and we will never turn against each other. ”
Murong Yanyun smiled bitterly, "Cousin, you will always be a sister in my heart, and I will always love you, that's because I am your cousin, and I can't bear to see you hurt again." Speaking of Xue'er, my heart is full of her smiles, and it will not change in this life. ”
While the two were talking, the wind became stronger, and with a hissing, the white horse under Yu Ruoyu's crotch was a little startled, and he turned Yu Ruoyu, who was full of worries, into a little unable to sit still. Seeing this, Murong Yanyun hurriedly helped her.
Zhao Chanxue was hesitating how to speak, and when she saw the intimate actions of Murong Yanyun and Youruoyu, she inevitably misunderstood in her heart. She looked at the child in her arms and said softly: "Alas, our mother and daughter are the stupidest people in the world. Your father has long been empathetic, but we are still coming from afar, wanting to surprise this negative person, where in the world to find such a stupid person as us? ”
Murong Yanyun said loudly to Zhao Chanxue at this time: "Xue'er, are you doing well these days?" Are we really going to fight? Why do you have a baby in your arms? ”
Zhao Chanxue was embarrassed to say it in public for a while, she was thinking about how to tell Murong Yanyun, and her eyes inadvertently glanced at Gao Chujun.
She was about to speak, but Murong Yanyun followed her eyes and noticed that there was a young and handsome white-robed young general beside Zhao Chanxue. Murong Yanyun sneered: "Hahaha, I understand, the child belongs to you and this general, right?" Why do you deliberately insult me in front of the battle? Okay, well, since you are so ruthless, we will never meet again for eternity! ”
Zhao Chanxue saw that Murong Yanyun not only misunderstood herself, but was also so ruthless, she was also furious in her heart, and snorted coldly: "Murong Yanyun, whose child is in my arms, and what does it have to do with you?" Say whatever you like! I wish you a hundred years of good harmony with your sister of the Youjia family, I, Zhao Chanxue, never want to see you again in this life, farewell! She said that she took off the jade chain that Murong Yanyun bought for her back then, and slammed it on the ground, and she was about to return to the customs after beating the horse.
Although her words were extremely hard, but at the moment of turning around, tears burst out of her eyes indisputably, and only she knew how uncomfortable her heart was......
"Xue'er, I was impulsive just now, don't get me wrong, you listen to my explanation, I will always be the only one in my heart!" Murong Yanyun shouted in despair, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes. He knew that he had misunderstood her, that he had hurt her again and again, that everything was caused by himself, and that he could not blame anyone but himself.
He wanted to say anything more, but it was too late. Zhao Chanxue's heart was originally a fire. But the more the fire burned, the faster it went out, and now the fire was gone, and only dead ashes remained.
Murong Yanyun looked at the jade beads scattered on the ground, and his heart was about to break. He knew he was wrong, very wrong. He can doubt everyone in this world, but Xue'er is the last thing he should suspect!
"Xue'er, I'm sorry for you......" He sighed softly, slowly leaning down and picking up the jade beads. But can he pick up the scattered jade beads, can he pick up Xue'er's heart again?
You Ruoyu, Li Minghe, and Murong Pingzhou were all old acquaintances with him, but they had never seen Murong Yanyun's desperate and regretful expression at this time. In their hearts, Murong Yanyun would never bow his head and never regret it. But at this time, not only did he regret it, he also bowed his head. He bravely fought with the sky, the earth, and people, and he never failed, but it was himself who couldn't fight.
That night, Murong Yanyun sat alone in the camp, constantly sighing, he didn't complain about heaven and earth, he didn't complain about fate, he only complained about how he could be impulsive and angry Xue'er. Xue'er searched for medicine for herself, knelt at the door for herself for seven days, and even threatened Zhao Guangyi with her life to protect herself and others from going down the mountain, all of which lingered in his mind for a long time......
"Cousin, you haven't eaten for a day, I made a few side dishes for you, you can eat quickly. If something happens to you, not only will we feel distressed, but Sister Zhao will also feel uncomfortable. Yu Ruoyu said, lifted the curtain, and walked in with a wooden plate.
"Cousin, I'm not hungry, thank you......" Murong Yanyun said slowly, but she was still thinking about Xue'er in her heart.
You Ruoyu sighed, "Cousin, if you treat yourself like this, will Sister Zhao forgive you?" You still listen to my little sister, let's eat something quickly. ”
Murong Yanyun glanced at the wooden plate, and when he saw a bowl of noodles on the plate, he couldn't help but sigh again, "Alas, when I first met Xue'er, Doctor Liu of Feihua Mountain Villa pretended to be her and made a bowl of noodles for me. At that time, I didn't have the current power, I didn't have the current martial arts, but I had Xue'er, and now I really miss those days! How good this bowl of noodles would be if Cher made it. ”
You Ruoyu couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, "Cousin, what is Sister Zhao better than me, can't you really forget her?" Would you be sad if I wasn't there one day? ”
Murong Yanyun subconsciously said: "Xue'er's smile is so moving, I want to forget her, but I can't." What's the point of me winning the world without her? ”
Yu Ruoyu nodded slowly, "Cousin, I understand." So she went out of the tent and returned to her tent.
She sat on the bed, took the bronze mirror of her makeup, and thought about Zhao Chanxue's appearance in her heart, constantly imitating it. She was a person who never liked to laugh, but for the sake of her cousin, even if she could have a trace of happiness, she constantly imitated Zhao Chanxue's laughter over and over again.
Yu Ruoyu's cold face was unbearable because of imitation again and again, but she didn't want to stop, even if her cousin could like her a little bit because of this, she was willing to suffer a lot. Because she loves Murong Yanyun, she loves her more than herself, and she is a hundred times better than a thousand times.
A woman, in order to make a man she likes happy, imitates her rival day and night, and the greatest sorrow in the world is nothing more than this......
Three days later, at night, there was a waning moon in the sky, so beautiful, but so sad......
You Ruoyu made another bowl of noodles and brought it to Murong Yanyun, she smiled and said, "Cousin, you should eat the noodles quickly." ”
When Murong Yanyun saw her cousin smiling, her heart moved, and she thought, "My cousin never likes to laugh, why did she laugh today?" But then he noticed that his cousin's smile was exactly the same as Cher's, and he couldn't help but feel a little strange.
He was about to speak, but You Ruoyu asked first: "Cousin, you said that Sister Zhao's smile was touching that day, I specially practiced for three days and three nights, do you think I smile beautifully?" She smiled sweetly again.
Murong Yanyun nodded, then shook her head again, "Cousin, you smile beautifully, very much like her." But no matter how similar you are, it's not her after all, and you still can't replace her after all......"
When You Ruoyu heard Murong Yanyun say this, she couldn't help but feel sad, tears were almost falling, and she said secretly, "Cousin, it seems that you will always have Sister Zhao in your heart, no matter how much I pay, it seems that you will not have the slightest heart for me." ”
"Cousin, you eat slowly, I'm leaving." Yu Ruoyu said a word, turned around and walked out of the tent.
As soon as she came out of the big tent, she suddenly heard a great commotion in the camp, but saw a white-robed young general holding a silver spear and surging in. Yu Ruoyu hurriedly shouted to the camp, and at the same time pulled out the sword at his waist.
"You have to be arrogant when you wait for the thieves, and the general is handsome!" The young general shouted, and the spear in his hand became more and more agile, like a silver dragon going out to sea, and like a pear blossom blooming, and countless soldiers died under the spear everywhere he went.
Li Minghe, Murong Pingzhou, and Han Yonglin came out of the camp one after another, but how easy was it for them to block this high-ranking jun who was like a tiger and a horse like a dragon with only the strength of their feet? Fortunately, they believe that with the martial arts of the lord, they will never be injured in the hands of Gao Chujun.
But seeing that Gao Chujun single-handedly hit Murong Yanyun's Chinese army tent, he was facing Yu Ruoyu, "The woman opposite is Yu Ruoyu?" It's you slut who makes our princess sad, how can I spare you today! As he spoke, he stabbed at Yu Ruoyu.
Murong Yanyun came out of the camp tent at this time, and before he could see the enemy general, Gao Chujun's silver spear had already changed direction and stabbed at Murong Yanyun with a shot. Although Murong Yanyun is strong in martial arts, he has been overthinking in his heart these days, often not eating or sleeping, and his spirit is in a trance, where can he use his past skills. He couldn't dodge Takashijun's big gun for a while.
Seeing that Gao Chujun was about to stab Murong Yanyun with a shot, Yu Ruoyu shouted, and he actually used his body to meet him. When she arrived, she still thought to herself, "I died for my cousin, and my cousin will never live without me again." ”
A shot from Gao Ruoyu stabbed Yu Ruoyu in the lower abdomen, he immediately stopped the silver spear, and thought to himself, "Yu Ruoyu made the princess unhappy, I killed her like this, it's too cheap for her, it's better to catch it back and let the princess dispose of it!" He thought about lifting the rain and putting it on his horse, and whistling away.
Murong Yanyun wanted to chase Gao Chujun, but his horse was too fast, and Murong Yanyun couldn't catch up with him with ten successful efforts. He watched his cousin being captured by the enemy general, and he blamed himself so much that he almost fainted.
"Lord!" At this time, the three generals rushed over, supported Murong Yanyun, and asked anxiously, "Lord, what's wrong with you, where are you injured?" Tell us! ”
Murong Yanyun pointed in the direction where Gao Chujun left and said, "Cousin...... My cousin was robbed by him! ”
"What, the girl was kidnapped by him?" The three of them also panicked when they heard this, and they didn't know what to do for a while.
Murong Pingzhou said angrily: "This person actually captured the girl in our army's camp, it is really too deceitful!" How can I, Murong Pingzhou, tolerate him! Lord, don't worry, I'm going to kill him, and the girl will come back! As he spoke, he drew his sword and was about to chase after him.
Li Minghe hurriedly said: "Brother Pingzhou, if you go to chase him at this time, I am afraid that not only will you not be able to save You, but if the other party has an ambush, you will not be able to protect yourself!" ”
"Alas!" Governor Murong Ping sighed and persuaded: "Lord, don't be too sad, Brother Yun will definitely have a clever plan to save Miss You!" ”
Murong Yanyun nodded, "Brother Yun, I didn't expect to leave you, I couldn't move an inch, and I couldn't even protect my cousin......" he said with red eyes.
He used to only cry for Cher, but now that his cousin is gone, he also breaks his liver and intestines. At this time, he couldn't tell which of the two women was more important in his heart......