【448】I don't know what to do (2nd Update)
Lin Xuan didn't have a chance to solve the troubles left by Meng Hua, just like when facing Xu Qingru at the beginning and now, boys will always have more scruples when dealing with girls who have a good impression of him, if they just refuse naturally, they can refuse neatly, but this kind of hazy and ambiguous good feeling is difficult to deal with directly and quickly.
The most important thing is that in the matter of Jiang Yuqing, the biggest obstacle is Jiang Qianyu.
If it weren't for the behavior of matching Lin Xuan and Jiang Yuqing, which is almost brain-dead in retrospect, if Jiang Yuqing hadn't had a good impression of Lin Xuan, with the intimacy between Xiao Nizi and Jiang Yuqing, most of them would have told them about their feelings with Lin Xuan.
But now she's the least able to tell.
Because of the incomplete two sentences of dialogue she heard, Jiang Yuqing's misunderstanding deepened, but her mood was better, and she was happy that could be seen at a glance for several days.
This undoubtedly made Jiang Qianyu even more difficult, on the one hand, it was difficult to speak, and on the other hand, it was very clear that Jiang Yuqing should not be allowed to fall deeper and deeper.
In the blink of an eye, on the fourth day of the National Day holiday, and the third night of Jiang Yuqing's arrival, Lin Xuan received a message from Xu Qingru.
A screenshot of the chat content sent by Lin Xuan to Xiao Nizi is as follows.
Xu Qingru: I'll go back tomorrow.
Lin Xuan: So fast?
Xu Qingru: Hmm.
Lin Xuan: I didn't even have time to invite you to a meal, if you have time now, can you please have something to drink?
Xu Qingru: Okay.
Lin Xuan: Wait for your address.
Then there was Jiang Qianyu's reply to the reading instructions.
"You're very positive."
"The meaning of the people is obvious, there is no need to embarrass the family, right?"
"Did I say I was going to embarrass her?"
"Of course not, my family is not such a stingy person."
"Hush."
"You're not going to pick them up, are you?"
"There's no need, just find a place near where she lives."
"Do you know where she lives?"
"I don't know, but it should be close to the intersection where I met her that night, otherwise I wouldn't have walked back."
"Wow, Lin Xuan, you're so smart, you're amazing."
“……”
"What?"
"Creepy, you're not going to climb into my bed again tonight, are you?"
"Get out."
"Seriously, shouldn't your three girlfriends also go?"
"You don't come, today Zhao Han said that this trip is a bit sorry for you, didn't you say that the floor is very comfortable? He also said that he would let them stay for a few more days. ”
"Uh...... The floor was quite refreshing to sleep on at first, but after a long time, I missed the bed a little. ”
"Hmph."
Lin Xuan changed his clothes and went out, and when he was on the way, he found a café within the speculated hotel where Xu Qingru lived through the mobile phone map, and sent her the address when he was about to arrive, which was opposite the hotel where she lived.
Lin Xuan waited downstairs for a while, Xu Qingru came down quickly, a pure white T-shirt with a light blue skirt, I don't know if it was an intentional comparison or a coincidence, it was somewhat similar to Jiang Yuqing's clothes when they met that night.
Her image and temperament are feminine, there is a kind of ancient rhyme, Lin Xuan remembered that he had seen her wear Hanfu once before, which was extremely amazing, and at this time, a fresh and fashionable dress did not damage the ancient temperament, but in addition to the fresh style of clothing, there was a sense of tranquility.
Good looking, good looking in anything.
After the meeting, there were some nourishic greetings about where to go and where to play in the past few days, and how to be a little tired, the two walked into the café opposite side by side, and found a corner to sit down.
The two of them came to the café but didn't drink coffee, Xu Qingru ordered a smoothie, Lin Xuan asked for a glass of juice, and ordered two desserts, she shook her head lightly and said no, it's too expensive, Lin Xuan smiled: "I just sent a bonus." ”
Xu Qingru pursed her lips and smiled, and did not stop or ask about the prize money - this was undoubtedly equivalent to showing him that she knew that he was going to play professionally and win the championship in the LDL.
"Meng Hua called me."
Lin Xuancai didn't mean to keep Meng Hua secret, that thing had pitted himself, how could he not come back? Besides, he didn't tell Xu Qingru himself.
Xu Qingru was slightly stunned, and then asked, "When?" ”
"The night I met you."
The speed and tone of his speech were not abnormal, but the two words still hit Xu Qingru's heart, as if there was an unbearable weight, and something was crushed.
She bit her lip lightly, didn't explain or say anything, just smiled and asked, "What is he looking for you?" ”
"What else can you do?"
Lin Xuan spread his hands and smiled a little helplessly: "Do you say I am wronged?" But it's good that he didn't say he wanted to meet, otherwise I wouldn't have dared to go to the appointment......"
Xu Qingru couldn't help laughing a little, and said with a slight annoyance: "Who do you think people are?" ”
"I didn't want to be anyone, classmate Meng is still quite good, of course, I didn't mean to sue you, so I just thought of mentioning it."
Xu Qingru did not speak.
The waiter brought up the things ordered by the two of them, Lin Xuan thanked him, and took a sip of juice before he said, "Don't tell Meng Hua what I told you, I don't want him to find another chance to give me a kick." ”
Xu Qingru couldn't help laughing, hurriedly took a tissue and gently wiped off the milky white on the corner of his mouth, and said a little funny: "I'm not so boring...... But he shouldn't run that far just to kick you. ”
"Is it good for me to play LPL next year, 419 will go to Lucheng next year, don't go to play 419 when the time comes, before I get on the field, I was ambushed by Meng Hua pretending to be a fan of Wang Hao......"
Xu Qingru couldn't help but smile and said, "Then why are you still provoking Wang Hao?" ”
Lin Xuan said helplessly: "I'm a newcomer, a vulnerable group, and I'm just forced to fight back." ”
Xu Qingru glanced at him and didn't bother to answer this sentence.
Lin Xuan didn't plan to talk more about this topic, and asked, "Have you finished visiting Lucheng University?" ”
Xu Qingru couldn't help laughing, "Not yet, I've been in military training all the time." ”
"You're not right, it's a waste, isn't it? I used to say that I wanted to go shopping, but I really ran over, and I haven't been shopping for so long? It's just that no matter how big the school is, even if the turtle crawls in more than a month, it can climb around, right? ”
"How can it be more than a month?"
"Almost."
……
Compared with the last time, the chat atmosphere of this meeting was undoubtedly much more relaxed, and he didn't mention any emotional issues, and the chat was quite pleasant, of course this was not Lin Xuan's own feelings, Xu Qingru's smile was not fake.
When I remembered to look at the time, it was already early ten o'clock in the evening, and more than an hour had passed unconsciously, Xu Qingru said the time, and Lin Xuan also took the opportunity to say that it was not too early, and then bought a single and got up and left.
In addition to the café, I saw a drizzle on the street, and under the light of neon lights, it was like countless threads connecting from the dark sky in front of me.
Lin Xuan walked outside the eaves and stretched out his hand to try it, then turned around and smiled: "It's okay, it's not big." ”
Xu Qingru stood under the corridor and looked at him, his clear eyes became brighter and brighter under the light and shadow, and some things that had been hidden for a long time were shining brightly, naturally they would not be tears, it was a corner of the picture reflected by the light in the depths of the girl's heart.
Clear, frank, sincere, noble.
Has every girl ever had such innocent feelings?
When people involuntarily rise up to care for and cherish the heart, a kind of uneasiness for fear of blasphemy arises.
She asked softly, "Are you in a hurry to go back?" ”
Lin Xuan smiled: "Of course there is no hurry. ”
Probably worried about affecting the entry and exit of people, Xu Qingru walked to the other side, stood under the porch and looked at the rain curtain of drizzle and silk threads outside, so Lin Xuan also followed, standing side by side beside her.
Xu Qingru turned her head and asked, "Who was that girl that night?" ”
Lin Xuan pretended not to know, and looked at him with some doubts.
Xu Qingru didn't answer, just stared at him with those clear eyes, and his gaze was pure and clear, and he didn't reveal any other emotions that you knowingly asked or psychologically pressurized, just quietly waited for him to answer.
It's like a drizzle on the street at the moment, no wind, no sound.
Lin Xuan felt that it was too shameful to play tricks in front of such a girl, so he had to explain: "Shallow classmate, I came to play with her during the holidays...... It has nothing to do with me. ”
Xu Qingru retracted her gaze and looked at the drizzle under the light before she whispered: "You don't actually have to tell me the last sentence." ”
Lin Xuan sighed: "It's just a matter of one sentence, and I can't get tired of talking more." ”
The extra word made her feel some weight again, and the two of them stood there watching, neither of them making a sound.
After a long time, Xu Qingru suddenly whispered softly: "The young man listens to the rain song upstairs, and the red candle is dim. Middle-aged people listen to the rain in the boat. The river is wide and the clouds are low, and the broken geese are called the west wind. Now listening to the rain monk's house, the temples have stars. Joys and sorrows are always ruthless. A step ago, drip to the dawn ......"
The vicissitudes of life were too strong, and it was somewhat inconsistent with the pronunciation of a beautiful girl like her, but the low and soft voice finally added a sentence, and all of this was melted away.
She turned her head and asked, "You say, if we all reach the age of gray sideburns in the future, will we still remember each other?" ”
The low voice is still calm, but you can clearly feel some emotions and thoughts hidden behind it.
Lin Xuan was silent for a while before he said, "I should remember, but it's hard for you to say." ”
Xu Qingru's eyes widened slightly, and asked, "Why?" ”
This sentence made Lin Xuan involuntarily think of Jiang Qianyu, and he couldn't help but show a slight smile on his face, and asked, "Why do I remember, or why do I say that?" ”
Xu Qingru glanced at him, "What do you say?" ”
Lin Xuan took a few steps forward, stretched out his hand to feel the raindrops falling, and said with a smile: "It's just the difference in thinking between men and women, boys are easy to immerse themselves in memories and the past, while girls are more likely to be immersed in the happiness of the present, just like many girls will be haunted by their boyfriend's first love, and vice versa, unless the girl loses the first night, for boys, many times the more nothing has happened with their first love, the more unforgettable it is." ”
Xu Qingru blushed a little because of his unconcealed mouth, but he refused to back down, pursed his lips and said, "Why is it more unforgettable for all I see to be girls." ”
Lin Xuan smiled: "What you see is wrong. ”
Xu Qingru said: "Didn't you look at it from somewhere else?" ”
Lin Xuan coughed and didn't answer this question, "It's also ......a fact that girls are sad at the beginning of falling out of love, and as time lessens, the more painful and indefinite the boys' lovelorn is, and it lasts forever."
Xu Qingru didn't bother to argue with him, and said angrily: "What do you want to say?" ”
Lin Xuan spread his hands and smiled: "It's just a matter of making up the number of words." ”
Xu Qingru couldn't help laughing, and also walked to the side of the corridor, and Lin Xuan also laughed.
Upstairs in the hotel across the street, someone stood in front of the window and never smiled.