Chapter 179: A Hurdle in My Heart
Whether it's in the north or south, May is the season when everything grows.
The day of May is the end of spring and the beginning of summer. It is like the gentlest smile, neither the cold of the beginning of spring, nor the impetuousness and laziness of the midsummer. Gentle but not light, warm but not restrained, the sky is calm, and the grass and trees are happy. Rare freedom and idleness.
Of course, Jinling in May is also the most beautiful.
Especially at night.
A warm breeze blows, beside the railing of Jinling Bridge, a pair of young men and women are reclining, and the man with long hair in a shawl has a cigarette in his mouth.
"It's so late, you called me out just to see you swallow the clouds and spit out the fog?" The woman frowned a little unhappily, raised her hand and waved a puff of smoke in front of her. She doesn't like other people to smoke, and she doesn't like her friends to smoke.
"Tell you to come out and see the night view of Jinling......" The long-haired man took a hard breath, then threw half of the cigarette butt on the ground, stepped on it, bent down to pick it up, and threw it into the garbage bin on the side.
"Aren't I the most beautiful night view in Jinling?" The pretty woman shook the flowing short hair very confidently, threw a wink at the long-haired man, laughed and gently beat the man's arm, and then grabbed his shoulder, faced the Yangtze River in the breeze and said, "What's the matter, is there anything annoying about being in Dongying for so long?" Say it so that the buddies are also happy. ”
The long-haired man looked at the smiling short-haired girl beside him with a strange face, sneered, and said: "What, Xiaobai is not free, have you changed my sister to play the role of my buddy, are you quite devoted......" Yan Yunxing said and grabbed Bai Xiaobi's jade hand on his shoulder, gently touched the smooth back of his hand, and laughed obscenely.
Bai Xiaobi didn't care about it at first, but Yan Yunxing's goods became more and more addicted the more she touched it, and the two fingers bounced and were about to slide down the back of the hand to her shoulder, Bai Xiaobi panicked for a while, and immediately a throat lock stuck Yan Yunxing's throat, only to see her face flushed and a little ashamed and said: "I am kind enough to comfort you to be your buddy, you usually eat your buddy's tofu like this?" ”
"Ahem...... Be...... Dude, just hand over your body to me......" Although Yan Yunxing was stuck in his throat, he still didn't care and continued to tease Bai Xiaobi, as if this trick didn't have any effect on him at all.
Bai Xiaobi listened to Yan Yunxing's frivolous words and instantly became angry, and the two slender fingers that were pinching Yan Yunxing's throat also increased a little strength.
"Yan Yunxing! Do you want to die? Dare to tease the police, I see that you are really impatient! ”
"Huh...... cough cough cough ...... Come on, strangle me...... cough cough...... "Yan Yunxing didn't do any struggle at all, and let Bai Xiaobi's two fingers pinch deep into his neck.
Bai Xiaobi felt that Yan Yunxing's state was wrong, and immediately shook him off, and stomped his feet a little angrily and wanted to leave, but in the end he couldn't bear to leave him here alone, but he had nothing to say to him, so he could only lie on the railing silently and look at the sparkling river in a daze.
Yan Yunxing twisted his sore neck, took out half a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and put one in his mouth, but he didn't light it.
"What about Xiaobai, are you busy? I haven't seen him for almost half a year, half a year? Hehe, four years to be exact......" Yan Yunxing leaned his back against the railing, shaking his head and sneering as if he was drunk with the unlit cigarette in his mouth.
"He is very busy, after being promoted to the captain of the Snow Wolf Legion in the north of Qingchuan Road, it is difficult for me to see him in the battles every day and night......" Bai Xiaobi snorted and explained without being salty.
"Yes...... Call...... I still remember that I entered the world at this time last year, and a whole year has passed, and time has passed so fast......"
"What the hell is wrong with you tonight?" Bai Xiaobi still couldn't hold back the worry in her heart after all, and looked at Yan Yunxing with a pair of eyes and asked with concern.
"How's the Five Poisons Sect?" Yan Yunxing avoided talking about it.
"Everything is normal, I found a brother named Xi Jinghong to be the master of the Psychic Hall."
"Oh...... That's good. ”
"No, what the hell is wrong with you? What happened in Toei? Tell me! Bai Xiaobi really couldn't bear to watch Yan Yunxing continue to be so decadent.
"Don't be afraid to say it, I'm ...... I'm eating human flesh...... Vomit ......" Yan Yunxing just finished saying the word "human flesh", and suddenly knelt on the ground and retched.
"What!" Bai Xiaobiyuan opened her apricot eyes and looked at Yan Yunxing who was kneeling on the ground and vomiting incredulously, she couldn't believe it, she didn't believe that Yan Yunxing was such a cruel person, what kind of situation could force him to eat human flesh?
"It's sour...... Vomit...... It's bitter...... Vomit...... It's astringent...... Vomiting ...... "Yan Yunxing vomited once when he said a word, and he vomited once when he said a word, and in the end, he vomited until his stomach twitched, and he couldn't even vomit a trace of bitter water anymore."
Seeing Yan Yunxing's messy long hair mixed with a puddle of yellow water sticking to the corners of her mouth, that pitiful appearance made Xiaobi feel heartache, she hurriedly patted Yan Yunxing on the back, took out a bottle of water in her bag and asked him to rinse his mouth, and then helped him up and let him lean on the railing to calm his breathing.
"In order to promote the realm of the Mental Law, I stayed in the black prison, and no one sent me food, I can only eat corpses, I'm sorry......" Yan Yunxing lowered his head with some remorse, he hated why he didn't follow Su Bingyun to leave in the first place, and the hurdle of eating human flesh could not be crossed in his heart.
Bai Xiaobi let out a long sigh, took out half a pack of cigarettes in Yan Yunxing's pocket, put one to her lips, "click", lit it and took a sharp puff, and then handed the cigarette to Yan Yunxing's mouth.
"That's just a game, I won't blame you, and no one else will blame you......" Bai Xiaobi said with relief.
"Huh...... It wasn't a game, seven or eight years made me feel like I'd been the end of my life, and I felt like a parasite at the thought of going to that black prison every day, facing that broken corpse, and taking the nutrients from that piece of rotting flesh for me to breathe normally, I felt like a parasite, and I didn't want to play anymore...... It's true. Yan Yunxing has decided to give up, his life does not need to experience twice, the cruel reality once, the cruel game once, life, living once is enough.
Bai Xiaobi suddenly felt very distressed, feeling sorry for this big boy who was the same as her younger brother, his strong performance in the game had already made her forget, Yan Yunxing was just a big boy who had just graduated in his early twenties, he shouldn't have to bear all this alone.
However, he is not just a big boy, he is also a man, his every move is related to the fate of thousands of people in the Five Poisons Sect, do you have to give up if you say give up? I can give up with you, and I can also be a little finisher, but what about Qian Yucheng, Xiang Lingkong, and Li Yuqing? Your abandonment represents the decline of the Five Poisons Sect, where will they go? And the purple clothes that I have been looking forward to all day, are you right about her?
Also, are you right about me?
"Although I have never eaten human flesh, and I have not been imprisoned for three years, I may not understand your pain, but no matter what you do is right or wrong, you are our sect leader, and if you become a poisonous demon, all of us will follow you to become a demon, and if you become an ogre, all of us will follow you into a demon. Although you shouldn't have to bear such a burden at such an age, you shouldn't forget that there are thousands of Five Poisons following you behind you, giving up is not as simple as saying a word, and it's time for you to learn to try to take on this responsibility. When the Flower Sect Master handed over the Poison King Sword to you, I guess she must have seen the glorious future of the Five Poison Sect. ”
Yan Yunxing let out a long sigh, only took a few puffs of a cigarette and threw it directly on the sole of his feet to crush it, bent down again to pick it up, and threw it into the garbage can.
"Let's go......" Yan Yunxing took Xiaobi's hand and was about to leave.
"Where are you going?" Bai Xiaobi couldn't come back to her senses, and persuaded him in three or two sentences? That's too unconsuasive, isn't it?
"Accompany me to get a haircut, Xiaobai is not here, you are a sister and naturally have to replace Xiaobai's work." Yan Yunxing laughed and shook off his long hair, he didn't pay attention to it for half a year, and he was indeed a little sloppy.
"Hey...... I said that you are a person, how can you change your face faster than turning a book, besides, can you stop holding my hand all the time, the public will be public, and let people see how ......"
"Angs...... Hasn't the saffron matter been solved yet? It's been a long time, and your police are too inefficient. Yan Yunxing forcibly changed the topic and interrupted Bai Xiaobi's words, as soon as Bai Xiaobi heard about this question, she instantly raised her belly, and she didn't care about the hands that the two held tightly, only heard her say hatefully:
"Don't mention it, I get angry when I mention it, Lai Changsheng's dog thief absconded abroad, hired a killer to shoot all four witnesses at home, and now only Xiaowei is under my protection......"
On the side of the Jinling Bridge, the long-haired man and the short-haired pretty girl held hands and talked about the noisy and walked towards the city center. The dim street lamp stretched the shadows of the two people obliquely...... Intertwined, twisted, faded into darkness.
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Late at night, after saying goodbye to Bai Xiaobi, Yan Yunxing returned home with a shiny bald head, and talked with Xiaobi, which made Yan Yunxing feel good, opened the refrigerator, and saw that the meatballs were no longer disgusting, but felt hungry for a while, boiled meatballs, soaked bowls of instant noodles, Yan Yunxing looked at the unread messages in the mobile phone while eating.
Falling leaves are ruthless: "Yan Yunxing, your uncle!" (angry expression) When will I save my brother! "Tai Chi Heart Method" has been memorized backwards, why haven't you waited for your turtle grandson! ”
Reply: "It's the same end of the world, wait, when I practice the flying hoop, it will be the time when I enter Nara!" (Struggle Emoji)"
Big goblin: "When will the little brother of Yunxing come out?" Do you want the little lady to save you? (a series of shy expressions)"
Reply: "Hold back, wash up and wait for me!" (a series of emotes)"
Falling leaves are affectionate: "Brother Yunxing, Xiao Mo's stinky boy won't tell me in detail, I heard the news from the Blood Knife Gate before, your situation is very critical, do you want me to lead someone to save you?" ”
replied: "Thank you Brother Xiao Xiao for your concern, we will be fine soon." ”
Xiao Susu: "Are you okay?" Otherwise, don't eat that corpse, we'll just forcibly kill you and save you!" (anxious head scratching expression)"
Re: "Don't use it, concentrate on finding the piano, I can go out by myself, your husband and I are very good." (smirk)"
Xiaobai: "Brother Xing, I'm sorry, I've been really busy in the past few years, I'll invite you to dinner to make amends for your sins when I have time, and my sister will lend it to you first, and say hello to you on my behalf." ”
Re: "Is it really good to betray your sister like this......"
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After replying one by one, a bowl of instant noodles was also eaten, Yan Yunxing took a deep breath, turned back to the bedroom, put on his helmet, and entered the dark prison again.