Lovesickness is hard to kill
At the beginning of June, the scorching heat of summer did not stop Li Xiaoyue's desire to go to school. It was supposed to be a pleasant day, but it ......
Thinking that she would see Su Muyan again soon, Li Xiaoyue, who was in a good mood, shook her long flowing hair and walked into the gate of the school in a dashing manner.
Due to the hot weather, not many people want to stay on the playground, and the classroom is the best summer resort for the students. Why? Of course, there is an electric fan! When you drink ice water, blow an electric fan, and lean on a chair like this, it's refreshing to think about.
After buying a bottle of water at the commissary, Li Xiaoyue felt like she was back in the classroom.
"Li Xiaoyue~~~"
A pleasant voice came into Li Xiaoyue's ears, and when she heard the sound, she saw a short-haired girl smiling sweetly at herself. The small vermicelli hairpin parted the bangs, revealing a white forehead. The upper body is wearing a white shirt, and the lower body is a royal blue suspender skirt, and the white and flawless long legs are unobstructed. Smiled coincidentally, inadvertently evoking a little charm between the eyebrows, looking forward to it, even if it is as beautiful as a cherry blossom, it will be eclipsed. If you take a closer look, it turns out to be the sixth senior sister in the broadcasting room.
"What did Xiaoliu tell me to do?" Seeing the delicate beauty in front of her, Li Xiaoyue had some doubts in her heart. Although there is usually a slight intersection because of the submission of the broadcast script, most of the time it is also a few words about learning.
Although there were some doubts, Li Xiaoyue still walked over. "The radio room is a great place and it's air-conditioned!"
The pain of diao silk is destined to be single for a lifetime!
"What are you looking for me?" Leaning back on the chair, holding hands on the pillow, and blowing the air conditioner comfortably, Li Xiaoyue finally remembered to ask Xiaoliu the purpose of calling him over.
"No~~ nothing!" For some reason, Xiao Liu, who is usually articulate, actually stuttered a little.
Seeing that Xiao Liu didn't say anything, Li Xiaoyue didn't ask, looking at the scenery outside the window, the cold wind of the air conditioner was blowing on him and looked very refreshing, he closed his eyes comfortably, and planned to wait for the class bell to ring before going back to the classroom.
Looking at the handsome man next to him, Xiao Liu's heart welled up with all kinds of emotions, and he said to himself: "What is love? ”
There were only two of them in the radio room, and although the sound was not loud, it was still captured by Li Xiaoyue, who closed her eyes.
Curiously opened her eyes and looked at the beautiful person next to her who was a little depressed, Li Xiaoyue frowned slightly. "Trapped in love?" Li Xiaoyue's first reaction in her heart was like this. Although she has never had a deep friendship, Li Xiaoyue still knows that she is a very cheerful girl. And the only thing that can make a girl who smiles like sunshine so sad must be love! I don't know if it's not, anyway, that's what Li Xiaoyue thinks.
"Ah~~ It's not what you think!" Seeing Li Xiaoyue looking at herself with some frowns, Xiao Liu hurriedly waved her hand and explained, I don't know what she thinks Li Xiaoyue thinks.
"Oh~~" Although Li Xiaoyue was curious, she didn't like to take care of people's privacy, so she stopped looking at her after a perfunctory sentence.
"Hey~~" Who knew that it didn't take long for a resentful sigh to come from his ears.
After all, this is someone's territory, and seeing that the owner is a little troubled, Li Xiaoyue is still very willing to be an enthusiastic big brother.
"What worries can you tell me and I'll help you plan?" Looking at Xiao Liu with a smile, Li Xiaoyue decided to help her.
Who knew that Xiao Liu looked at Li Xiaoyue and just opened her red lips and was about to speak, but she closed it with hesitation. His cheeks were crimson, he looked down at his toes, and his fingers subconsciously stirred the corners of his clothes.
Seeing Xiaoliu like this, Li Xiaoyue knew that it must be the girl who felt embarrassed and couldn't speak.
Although Xiaoliu didn't talk about it, he was already sure that he was trapped by love, and he didn't know that it was the negative man who couldn't bear to let the beauty be lost.
But since I decided to help her solve this matter, I plan to talk about my experience first, and then slowly enlighten her.
After having a plan in her heart, Li Xiaoyue sighed: "Love is not possession, but being willing to pay silently to a person you like!" Even if the person you love doesn't love you, you are willing to accompany her silently, protect her, and be willing to ...... even if you hurt a lot."
Suddenly, Su Muyan's figure appeared in Li Xiaoyue's mind again, her brows tightened, and her heart ached faintly.
The man in front of him who was secretly sad seemed to be a story, flipping through it, and slowly attracted by the plot inside. Xiao Liu held his cheeks and watched Li Xiaoyue listen quietly, the world seemed to be nothing, and there was only the man in front of him and his story.
Seeing that Xiao Liu was fascinated by what he heard, Li Xiaoyue calmed down a little, and continued: "Love is not only the driving force that makes people move forward, but also the poison that makes people feel painful. People become happy because of it, and it is also depraved because it makes people depraved. Unwillingness, pain, resentment, and killing followed. But I have always believed that love is beautiful. Even if the person I love doesn't love me, I would like to wish her eternal happiness......"
In the end, Li Xiaoyue could no longer speak, not because she was short of words, but because her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe anymore. Love is letting go, but who can really do it? It's all empty bullshit!
"Sorry, I still have to leave beforehand!" At first, I still planned to comfort others, but at this moment, how much Li Xiaoyue hoped that she could comfort and comfort herself, even if it was just a small look and a smile, it was enough.
Li Xiaoyue's figure slowly walked away, but she didn't know that his words made a woman fall into deep thought.
"It's been a year! Who is not that poor man~~"
Li Xiaoyue, who was in a sad mood, could no longer read, and after returning to the classroom, she wrote an article with infatuation and resentment towards a woman. Grief is a good thing, and it always makes your inspiration spring like a spring.
After venting the emotions in her heart, Li Xiaoyue laughed at herself, tore the article off the notebook, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it into the trash.
I thought this was already a very heart-wrenching thing, but who knew that it was just an appetizer just now.
"Yuezi~~" Xiao Wu suddenly rushed into the classroom and ran to Li Xiaoyue's side with an abnormal expression.
Xiao Wu saw Li Xiaoyue's preoccupied appearance today, so he planned to take him to the bamboo forest after class to smoke a cigarette to see if he could help him solve his worries, who knew that Li Xiaoyue was not in the mood, and Xiao Wu, who was rejected, had just walked out but hurriedly ran back.
"Yue~~~~~ I~~~" Xiao Wu's eyebrows furrowed tightly, and he couldn't even speak. looked at Li Xiaoyue, who was calm down at the moment, and was hesitating whether to tell him about it. In case she says it, it is estimated that Li Xiaoyue will be sad again, but if she doesn't say it, I'm afraid that Li Xiaoyue won't be able to forgive herself in the future.
"Say it!" Seeing Xiao Wu like this, Li Xiaoyue knew that another big thing was going to happen, and she was mentally prepared.
Seeing that Li Xiaoyue had spoken like this, Xiao Wu's eyes closed, and he said stubbornly: "Su Muyan is about to graduate!" ”
"Smack~" The book fell from Li Xiaoyue's hand, making a sound of indulgence.
Although Li Xiaoyue also knew that Su Muyan was about to leave, she still couldn't accept this fact.
"No kidding! It's not funny at all! Li Xiaoyue was very happy, but she still didn't give up in her heart, hoping that Xiao Wu was lying to herself.
Looking at the wild and unruly teenager in the past to look like this, Xiao Wu also felt a pain in his heart, and looked at Li Xiaoyue speechless for a long time.
"Stop kidding yourself, what's so good about that woman? I'm going to make you die today! "Long pain is better than short pain, in order to help his good brother, Xiao Wu yelled at Li Xiaoyue for the first time, and then dragged him up and walked to the door.
A neat row of chairs was placed on the playground, and on top of it were beautiful backs, and there was a row of standing on the ground in front. A photographer was crouching in front of him with a camera, and a burst of laughter penetrated Li Xiaoyue's ears.
Looking down from the balcony of the corridor, even if there was only the back of a group of women, even if she was wearing the same clothes, Li Xiaoyue still saw her at a glance.
Two lines of clear tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of her eyes, and Li Xiaoyue fell to the ground weakly, her eyes empty and glazed, and she couldn't accept this cruel fact in her heart.
Many students from the same floor came out and saw someone fall to the ground, so they came over curiously.
"Hey, isn't this Li Xiaoyue?"
"What's wrong with him? Beaten? ”
"Wow, he actually cried!"
The more and more people gathered, looking at Li Xiaoyue, who had fallen to the ground, they all turned their heads and began to talk in a low voice.
"Look at what! Get out of here! Li Xiaoyue was motionless like a piece of wood, but Xiao Wu couldn't bear it anymore, she was originally angry because of Li Xiaoyue in her heart, and now she saw that someone dared to talk about Li Xiaoyue in person, and the suppressed anger in her heart burst out, and she yelled at this group of people who were watching the excitement.
Maybe it's because of the reputation of the second mechanical class, after being yelled at by Xiao Wu, those who were timid and afraid walked away. However, some girls not only did not leave, but also asked about Xiao Wu with concern.
However, Xiao Wu was in a very irritable mood at the moment, so he ignored these people.
......
In a tavern, all the brothers of the second mechanical class gathered here, of course, Li Xiaoyue was also inside, but his eyes were scattered, and he must not know how he came here.
In the small box, although there was a group of people, none of them made a sound.
"Drink a bar!" Jiang Zi frowned, breaking the silence in the room.
As soon as she saw the wine, Li Xiaoyue finally came to her senses.
After drinking for thirty years, I don't know if Xiaoqiang was intentional or unintentional, looking at Li Xiaoyue and saying mockingly: "Isn't it just a woman?" It's not that Lao Zhao has done it! ”
The hand holding the wine stopped unconsciously, and looked at Lao Zhao with a surprised face, Li Xiaoyue snorted: "Why didn't you tell me?" Why? ”
"Don't listen to Xiaoqiang's nonsense~~" Lao Zhao hurriedly waved his hand when he saw Li Xiaoyue's tearful appearance, and then scolded Xiaoqiang angrily: "I'm Nyima!" ! As he spoke, he stood up and wanted to beat Xiaoqiang.
Of course, in the end, I was stopped by everyone.
"Haha~~~" Li Xiaoyue will still believe them at the moment, the person she loves the most is actually with her brother again, and she actually concealed herself, Li Xiaoyue is completely desperate, she can't feel the pain in her heart, maybe her heart is dead.
"Be nice to her!" Suddenly grabbed Lao Zhao's collar, Li Xiaoyue's sloppy gaze re-emitted light, fierce, fierce, sharp, but there was still a trace of unwillingness. Maybe from this moment on, the two of them can no longer be good brothers, although Li Xiaoyue will sincerely bless them, but if he wants to pretend that he doesn't know anything, he can't do it. Although Li Xiaoyue usually speaks very freely, he cares more about it than anyone else in his heart. That woman, can he really let it go?
Maybe the deeper the love, the deeper the ruthlessness, Li Xiaoyue wanted to beat him up, but she couldn't do it. At this moment, Li Xiaoyue only thought of escaping from this place, escaping from this city, completely cutting off this love thread, and never seeing each other in the future.
"Yuezi~~" Lao Zhao looked at Li Xiaoyue, who was close at hand, with a somewhat complicated expression, but he couldn't speak anymore.
Seeing this situation, he thought that Lao Zhao had acquiesced.
"Goo~Goo~~" grabbed the freshly opened liquor on the table, raised his head and poured it into his mouth.
There was no burning sensation like fire entering the throat, except for bitterness or bitterness, the bottle was full of bitterness.
"Stop him!" The prawn sitting opposite Li Xiaoyue saw that the matter was about to get bigger, and hurriedly yelled at everyone.
"Smack~" The wine bottle was beaten to the ground by Xiao Wu, and fragments and wine were scattered all over the ground.
"Sober up for Lao Tzu!" Xiao Wu grabbed Li Xiaoyue's clothes angrily, yelled at him for the second time, and then shed tears.
"Hahahahaha~~~~~~~" Li Xiaoyue, who was already drunk, let out another burst of wild laughter, and then ran out after breaking free from Xiao Wu's restraints.
"Confinement!" Xiao Wu shouted at Li Xiaoyue, but unfortunately the back did not look back.
Sometimes feelings are just one person's business, and they have nothing to do with anyone. To love, or not to love, can only be decided by itself. A tragedy has just unfolded on the other side of perfection, where all the blood and tears have grown a bud in the withered thorns, which will go through seven thunderstorms of reincarnation and then bloom in the humid air.
On the top of the mountain, who roars at the endless night sky?
Blood and humble tears fell under the tree, and the boy closed his eyes in despair......