Chapter 1 Hello, my name is Li Wanran
For Li Wanran.
The moment she climbed onto the rooftop, there was nothing in this world to remember.
The same was true that night before going to bed.
She looked at the sleeping pills that she had put on the bedside table, and after being stunned for a long time, she slowly took it in her hand, opened the lid and poured the medicine into the palm of her hand.
She knew it wasn't the usual dose.
Maybe from that moment on, she didn't want to live like this.
Li Wanran used to dislike her son very much.
Because in terms of physiognomy, this child's appearance is more inclined to his father Liu Changqing, so that he didn't have much love for Liu Changqing back then, and he didn't even like this child very much.
But I never thought that after everything was over, it was this child who really remembered me......
If it weren't for her son, she might have died four years ago.
In that relationship with the child, Li Wanran had the idea for the first time that it might be good to live like this.
Although her son didn't come to see her much because of academic problems at that time.
But it also brought a little light to the already dark days.
As time went by, Li Wanran lived her life so numbly, and she more or less paid the due price for the wrongs she had made.
Of course, she also paid attention to An Yuanyao.
This friend for many years, although he has long since stopped contacting him, but for some reason in the short time with his son, Li Wanran will always inquire about the news of the other party's family intentionally or unintentionally.
From her son's mouth, she learned that An Yuanyao and Liu Changqing had a child.
Dragon and phoenix fetuses and a boy.
I also learned from my son's mouth that my daughter still doesn't have much talent in learning, but her talent in dancing is far beyond ordinary people.
That's nice......
For the first time, there was a feeling of envy.
Li Wanran still remembers the expression on her son's face when talking about his family.
It was a happiness she had never seen before.
Later, Li Wanran found a job.
Working as a teacher in a small dance studio, teaching children to dance.
The treatment is not very good, but it is barely enough to make ends meet.
There was a strong gap from the previous days, but she survived them one by one.
When did you have the idea of whispering?
If you think about it, it would have been that day.
I accidentally saw An Yuanyao go to the kindergarten to pick up the three children from school, the lively and cute children, who looked a little like An Yuanyao's children, surrounded her and laughed.
Li Wanran couldn't accept it.
Just looking at the happy picture of their home, her chest was depressed and breathless.
Everything like this should have been hers.
was buried by her own hands.
It was also from this moment that Li Wanran felt that the world was gone.
Even if his son will come to see him, even if he can learn about Liu Changqing's recent situation from the other party's mouth......
But what does all this have to do with her?
After taking sleeping pills, she had a very real dream.
That dream seemed to be the world she hoped for.
So much so that at the moment she woke up, looking at Liu Changqing who appeared in the ward, she couldn't tell the difference between reality and illusion for a while.
That's why they will open their mouths to call each other "husband"
But Liu Changqing in front of him is not the one who loves himself after all......
When she heard the indifference to herself in the other party's tone, the indifference to herself in her expression.
At that moment, she woke up from a dream, and realized that all the happiness that had just happened was just a dream.
In fact, from that moment on, Li Wanran didn't listen to Liu Changqing's words very much.
She also knew what the other party meant.
Allow yourself to leave the place where everything happened and start a new life.
Can...... She is her, she is Li Wanran.
Rather than survive alone in such a world, it is better to be a hundred.
Therefore, she chose to struggle out of the ward and quietly slipped to the roof.
When standing up at the moment.
The distant scene was in her eyes.
The moment it fell.
She suddenly felt that she was an extremely selfish person.
Until she died, she didn't think about seeing her daughter again.
I didn't think to say goodbye to Zhiyue.
did not express his true emotions to Liu Changqing.
Not to mention with An Yuanyao......
It was too late.
If...... Earlier......
Accompanied by physical contact with the ground.
Li Wanran, who fell from a high altitude, lost consciousness at this moment.
The world went dark.
Li Wanran didn't know how long it had been.
When the body slowly becomes conscious, when the sound rings in the ears......
When the eyes are open.
She woke up.
Lying on the table, she stood up sharply.
Such a strange behavior made the teacher who was taking a class on the podium suddenly shut his mouth, and not only the teacher, but also the surrounding students also turned their eyes to her.
My eyes widened.
Li Wanran felt that something was not real, she was stunned for a long time before she slowly lowered her head, looked at the desk in front of her, looked at the unfolded books, and her slender fingers.
This......
"Li Wanran, are you not feeling well?"
The teacher's voice came at this moment, even in the old days, he had a more kind attitude towards the top students and teachers in the class.
At the same time, it was also this sentence that pulled Li Wanran's consciousness back.
She looked away from her palm and looked at the teacher in front of her.
Then, as if in disbelief, he looked at the classmates around him, as well as An Yuanyao, who cast a curious glance at him not far away.
The one with a puzzled face, An Yuanyao when she was young.
The fingertips exert force, causing the paper surface of the book to become wrinkled.
Li Wanran suddenly turned around and left his seat.
In front of many teachers and students, he strode out of the classroom.
It happened too suddenly.
So much so that the teacher didn't react at all to stop it, just stared blankly at Li Wanran, an outstanding student in the class, skipping class in front of him.
He had just been teaching for a short time, and he was questioning himself at this moment.
Begin to doubt yourself.
Is it that my lectures are so rotten that students can't listen to them?
Why don't you quit your job......
And Li Wanran, who left the classroom, didn't know what the teacher in the classroom thought.
She just wanted to prove it at this point.
Today's Liu Changqing...... Is it the person you like?
That Liu Changqing, who was with An Yuanyao......
With this thought, Li Wanran came to the outside of Liu Changqing's class, walked directly into the other party's classroom, and raised his eyes to look at the students who were in class.
When he saw that the seat belonging to Liu Changqing was empty, he turned around and left without the slightest hesitation.
The teacher in this class was not given the slightest opportunity to ask.
It's like a gust of wind, it comes and goes quickly.
After looking for a long time, I searched all over the places that the other party might have been.
Eventually, Li Wanran found Liu Changqing's body under a big tree at the edge of the school.
Some have dark faces, and their hair is shaved with very short braised egg heads.
At this moment, for some reason, he looked loveless, leaning against the tree in a daze, and was still muttering something in his mouth.
Seeing this scene from afar, Li Wanran, who had been looking for a long time, took a few breaths.
Calm down slowly.
After hesitating for a while, he lowered his pace and slowly approached the other party.
Until I heard Liu Changqing's words.
Saying inexplicable things......
"This thing is outrageous Nima, how did this happen......
What happened?
Li Wanran, who didn't understand, thought carefully for a while, and also thought of what the other party was talking about.
Unable to figure it out, she simply didn't want to, and with such a thought, she took a few steps forward.
came to Liu Changqing's side.
It was probably the movement of walking that woke Liu Changqing up, and he turned his head to the side at the moment when Li Wanran was standing beside him.
looked at the girl who appeared in front of him with strange eyes.
He asked with an unhappy face.
"Look at what I'm doing!"
“……”
Li Wanran was stunned.
Suddenly, a wave of joy rose in my heart.
This tone convinced her that the person in front of her was the one she liked......
Liu Changqing.
After the joy, Li Wanran's indifferent expression loosened at this moment, and the corners of his mouth were hooked upward.
After a while, reach out to the other person.
And said.
"Hello, my name is Li Wanran."
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