Chapter 152: All of Yours
Since Su Bingyun confessed on a whim last time, the relationship between the two has not gone further, perhaps in Su Bingyun's opinion, this is already the limit of her feelings.
"If you had to choose between cool tones and me, who would you choose?" Yan Yunxing took a bite of the big white steamed bun and asked tentatively.
"Cool tones, of course!" Su Bingyun did not hesitate at all. Then he asked, "What about you?" ”
"Nonsense, of course it's you!" Yan Yunxing did not hesitate.
"Hee-hee...... Are you willing to abandon the Five Poisons Sect? Abandon your brothers and sisters to marry me? I don't believe it......" Su Bingyun didn't believe it, she understood that Yan Yunxing was a little liar with rhetoric.
"Tsk...... Look at you, of course choose you between cold tones and you, and cold tones have something to do with me? ”
"Little bastard! You're sloppy with me, aren't you? See if I don't bite you! Su Bingyun threw Yan Yunxing to the ground, and was about to bite with his small mouth open, his teeth and claws, Yan Yunxing naturally raised his hand to block it, but she still caught the opportunity to bite Yan Yunxing's finger.
"Ah...... Oh......" Yan Yunxing first screamed in pain, and then moaned comfortably, although he couldn't see his appearance, Su Bingyun could imagine his obscene appearance.
Su Bingyun listened to the embarrassing moan, hurriedly jumped up from Yan Yunxing, tidied up his somewhat messy bun, and scolded: "Bastard, every time you bite you, you have to hum twice, are you hungry and thirsty for a long time and treat pain as pleasure?" ”
"Hey...... Xiao Susu, you bite me, you bite me, even if you don't have pleasure biting me, you can't let you bite in vain! If I don't feel well, won't I be disappointed by your intention to bite me? "Yan Yunxing has something to say, but it can't be said that every time you know that I want to blame, why do you insist on biting, once this kind of thing is spoken, I am afraid that I will not have this kind of benefit of being bitten in the future. But what he didn't know was that there would be no such benefits for a long time to come.
"Hmph...... ......"As a modern person, Su Bingyun naturally understands the ambiguity in Yan Yunxing's words, but this kind of thing is getting darker and darker, not to mention that he is still a person who wants to open a dyeing workshop when he gives three colors, this kind of topic must not be accepted......
Of course, Yan Yunxing is not the kind of person who doesn't open his eyes, he can just say some things, if he has to force others to realize it, it will be really shameless.
"What do you think of our relationship?" I don't know why, Su Bingyun suddenly felt an inexplicable irritability.
"What can it be to do with each other, like each other......"
"But what if I find out that I don't like you......" Su Bingyun suddenly said such a sentence.
"What zodiac sign are you?"
"Huh?"
"What zodiac sign are you?"
"Place...... Virgo. Why do you suddenly ask this? Su Bingyun suspected that this was another trap for Yan Yunxing.
"No wonder it......" Yan Yunxing suddenly realized.
"What's the wonder?" Su Bingyun didn't quite understand what Yan Yunxing meant.
"No wonder I like it for a while...... I don't like it for a while"
"What...... It's not for that reason, how can you still believe in horoscopes as a man! ”
"Then why are you?" This is a bit confusing, do you like people or for a while?
Su Bingyun lowered his little head and hesitated for a moment, and finally decided to say what he had hidden in his heart for a long time: "Maybe you are right, there is no love for no reason, in fact, you and I have been together for so long, you should also see it, I am an idiot in terms of feelings, I liked you at the beginning because you are a special person, different from the men I have seen before, you can make me laugh, make me happy, in this dark environment, maybe happiness is the most important thing......"
"And then?" Yan Yunxing's tone gradually turned cold.
And then ...... And then I don't know why, suddenly one day I don't think you can make me laugh, your jokes are old-fashioned, your personality makes me feel irritated, I'm sorry, maybe I hurt you by saying that. Su Bingyun understands her feelings very well, although she is an emotional idiot, she understands what she wants.
"Huh...... After staying together for almost two years, how many jokes and how many humors will be swallowed up by this boundless darkness. Yan Yunxing regretted it a little now, why didn't he eat her during this time, if the raw rice was cooked and cooked, there wouldn't be so many problems.
"You must be regretting it now, why you haven't had some relationship with me in the past two years of being alone and widowed." Su Bingyun's tone also became much more indifferent, as mechanical and cold as when he first heard it.
"Hehe......" Yan Yunxing can only repay him, you are smart, but you don't play with me like this, you say that the person you like is you, and the person you don't like is also you, what qualifications do you have to trample on other people's feelings at will?
"I can tell you for sure, you can't get me, one, I won't give myself up so easily; Second, you know in your own heart that there is still a person living in your heart, and I can't get in or get rid of it. ”
"Hehe, that's your excuse to play with my feelings?"
"You and I are both adults, and we don't play with feelings, you don't kill yourself because I don't like you anymore, and I don't feel sorry because I don't like you, do you?"
"Why? Why did you suddenly become like this? Yan Yunxing didn't understand it, although it was a little uncomfortable.
"I don't know, maybe you and I need distance between me, together all day and night, I found that you are not the maverick I imagined, you are the same as other men, try your best to make me happy, but in a different way, others are here to praise me positively, you are just angry with me in turn, and the ultimate goal is just to get my favor."
"Hehe, you're pretty transparent, how do you say it? Tired of this way? Or are you tired of being my type of man? Yan Yunxing suddenly thought about it, and was relieved, just as she thought at the beginning, the darkness gave her courage, loneliness gave her confidence, once she got tired of the darkness and no longer felt lonely, then in her eyes, she was just a maverick man, a strong woman like her, emotional matters, always ranked last.
"I can't say I'm bored, I can only say that I'm used to it, you can't surprise me anymore, our current state is like a young couple who have been in love for twenty years, and all that's left is plain ......"
Yan Yunxing just wanted to say that a plain sentence is true, but after thinking about it, everyone said so, what is the use of saying this?
"The main thing is that you don't have me the only one in your heart, and I know very well that you love that woman deeply, so let's stop pushing ourselves against each other." After Su Bingyun said this, he turned around and walked to the other corner, leaving Yan Yunxing alone to stand there stunned.
Yan Yunxing felt very uncomfortable, I don't know why, he had a feeling of being toyed with, although his feelings were free, there was no need to be so petty, he sighed and cried like a woman, but he was still very uncomfortable.
Ay...... It turns out that he is not a prince charming, no one will like a person like me, lazy, arrogant, shameless, ruthless, think about it carefully, it turns out that there are so many shortcomings, they all say that men are not bad and women are not loved, nonsense, if a woman is not stupid, how can she live with a scoundrel? Maybe only she from afar can tolerate my shortcomings......
In fact, if you think about it carefully, she is in two states in front of Hua Tianjiao and Su Bingyun, in front of Hua Tianjiao, she has always shown herself to be a little man who has the courage to take responsibility and dare to say love, just to not want her to look down on herself and not let her worry. In front of Su Bingyun, he has always been in a state of joking, and he behaved as a scoundrel, although it was to cater to her and make her happy, but if he really likes someone, he has to dare to take responsibility, but he doesn't have the guts.
Yan Yunxing let out a long sigh, thinking of this, he was relieved, all this is just a dream, practice hard tomorrow, and get out of this dark world as soon as possible is the right way!
Why did Su Bingyun suddenly say such a thing, it may also have something to do with her character, she was originally a strong woman, and when she met someone like Yan Yunxing, she was just curious, as time passed, she gradually pondered Yan Yunxing's personality thoroughly, in fact, when she said that she liked Yan Yunxing, she had already begun to dislike him. What's more, people really need distance between people, and they get together all day long, no matter how beautiful or perfect they are, anyone will get bored.
Su Bingyun is another person who wants to do it when he thinks about it, I feel that I don't like you anymore, so I want to make it clear to you, but the above reasons are not the main reasons, the main problem is: I, Su Bingyun, am not a person who has been abandoned from the beginning, and I also understand that the relationship between two people is true, I still have you in my heart, but you don't have my place in your heart, rather than you say some decisive words in the future to make me sad and make me sad, it is better to let me cut off this strand of love first, than to make me miserable in the future.
Su Bingyun lay in the corner, curled up, and said these words, which made her feel very happy, but more uncomfortable, her heart was as uncomfortable as a big stone, which made her breathless.
"I'm sorry, little bastard, I don't like you anymore...... I'm afraid...... I can't wait for you, your love for that woman is too strong, too strong, too deep, too dazzling, I ...... There is no way...... There is no chance to enter your heart either. Su Bingyun didn't shed tears, she was born strong, she didn't shed tears, but her heart was dripping blood, this was the first time she liked someone, and she no longer liked that person. But can a person's feelings really change that much? Is it really capricious?
To fall in love with a person is because of his characteristics, and to fall in love with a person is to fall in love with all about him. The farthest distance in the world is that there is only you in all of me, and there is no me in all of yours.