“...... Therefore, Chu Future is indeed a boy. ”

In a café in Suzhou and Hangzhou, Xu Rui said with emotion.

Sitting next to him was Liu Xueyan, and opposite the two of them was Chu Future, who was wearing a long-sleeved coat.

His hair covers his ears, half of his face is buried in a scarf, and at first glance, he looks like a cute girl.

"I always thought you were using your brother's ID card or someone's ID, but I didn't expect it to be me......"

Even the well-informed Xu Rui was a little surprised at the moment.

Chu Future's ID card authenticated by his real name in the background was indeed a man, but Xu Rui listened to his singing, but subconsciously thought that it was a girl who used the ID card of his family.

Now that I think about it carefully, although Chu Future's singing voice is gentle and beautiful, it is indeed much lower than the average female voice, more like a man before the transformation period.

"Isn't there a little disappointed, hehe, I'm such a monster."

Chu Future's two hands were placed next to the steaming cappuccino in front of him, and his slender fingertips slowly swept across the rim of the cup.

His voice was deeper and recognizable as a male, but with a little processing, it was no different from a female voice.

"I've been like this since I was a kid, even if I deliberately tried to break my throat with chili peppers or something."

"It's rare......"

Liu Xueyan said with emotion.

He had read the relevant information before, in the ancient West, there was once a kind of existence called eunuch singers, these singers were young boys before entering puberty, changed their voices, although the birth process of such singers was extremely cruel, but they had three times the extraordinary voice of ordinary people, and the sound quality and timbre were also extremely excellent, in the era when women could not participate in the performance, these singers played the role of female voices.

Of course, there are also some talented people who are born with similar voices, and now it seems that Chu Future is the one who has such a talent.

Such a voice is called the "voice of the angels".

"You don't have to feel inferior, it's a pretty rare talent."

Liu Xueyan said after explaining.

"It's ...... Talent? ”

Chu Future was a little confused, after all, he was only a fifteen-year-old child, and his cognition would be affected by his surroundings to a large extent, Xu Rui and they had to be guided carefully.

"Yes, if you look at Hatsune Video Online, everyone likes your voice very much."

Xu Rui took out his mobile phone, clicked on a cover video released by Chu Future, flipped to the comment area, and happened to see a comment that this viewer seemed to have hurt his friend, hoping that Chu Future could give him the courage to admit his mistakes.

There are many such comments, in their opinion, the future song either brings them some courage to face life, or allows them to get a moment of peace in their busy life, they all like the future, like the future singing.

"That's because they don't know what I am, and if they knew that I was a boy, a monster who liked to wear girls' clothes, they would definitely dislike me like those classmates."

Chu Future lowered his eyes and argued.

"Speaking of which, would you mind if we understood why you would wear women's clothing? Listen to your mother and say that after your sister died, you did it often? ”

Liu Xueyan did not forcibly persuade Chu Future, but decided to understand the ins and outs of the matter first.

Chu Future raised his eyes, looked at the sincere Xu Rui and Liu Xueyan, and spoke.

"It's not since my sister died, actually, we've been playing each other a lot since we were kids."

His white fingers pinched the teaspoon and slowly stirred the coffee in the cup.

"Dream and I are still twins, we look almost exactly the same when we were children, we often play a game, that is, I put on her dress, she puts on my clothes, the two of us play each other's appearance, because of the special voice of my voice, adults can hardly see it, such a game is going on even after entering junior high school, we are in different classes, sometimes we will pretend to be each other for a whole day of classes, I help Dream also take the physical education test, she helps me take the math test, on the weekend, we will also dress up as sisters to play together on the street."

Hearing Chu Future's story, Xu Rui was stunned, this kind of gameplay is really unexpected.

"Dream also has a dream, that is, one day as a singer on the stage, the audience is full, she often tells me this dream, and wants to sing with me on stage, I will start to learn to sing, and I am also influenced by her."

But things went wrong a year ago.

When the two went out on the weekend, they encountered a series of car accidents, Chu Meng was also killed, and Chu Future also lay in the hospital for a month.

"The dream still died to save me, at that time, the car just ran out of control, she pushed me away, and she was run over by the car, until now, I can still see her eyes in the dream in a pool of blood."

Chu Future suppressed his voice and spoke.

"So, you're actually playing your sister?"

Xu Rui asked, making Chu Future feel a little surprised and nodded.

"I sometimes put on my sister's clothes, pretend to be her, eat with my mother, or go out as if she was still alive, I know that this behavior is like a pervert and a monster, but I can't help it, sometimes I even think, it would be nice if I just turned myself into a dream, if only I had been the one who died."

Xu Rui can imagine this situation, but it is not worth advocating, because this is an extreme self-denial, and if left unchecked, it is likely to be dangerous.

"You think like that, but it's irresponsible for the dream of dying."

Xu Rui pressed Chu Future's hand, his hand was very light, not like a man at all.

"In that situation, people can't think at all, they can only rely on instinct to act, why do you think she pushed you away? Because she wants to protect you, she values your life more than her own, you know, the future? ”

“……”

Chu Future didn't answer, he had never thought about why his sister pushed him away at that time.

"Although it is a bit of chicken soup to say this, however, your sister has passed away, what you can do is not to revive her, but to live with her, to live twice as wonderful as in the past, this is what she wants to see, what she finally gives you, not only the hope of living, but also the rest of your life."

Liu Xueyan also persuaded.

"No, to be precise, it's not that your sister's dream is unrealizable."

After being silent for a moment, Xu Rui suddenly thought of something and said.

"What?"

Chu Future raised his head and opened his eyes wide, Xu Rui's appearance was reflected in those moist eyes, and at this time, Xu Rui noticed that Chu Future's eyes were not jet black, but a little tan bright color, clear and pure.

He just looked at Xu Rui like this, biting his lower lip lightly, with a little cowardice and pity, even if Xu Rui knew that the other party was a boy, he subconsciously looked away and cleared his throat.

"Ahem, I mean, I have a way to get your sister to perform on the same stage with you, but I need you to face yourself and cherish your life and talents."

He said, adding.

"You may have to take some time off."

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