"Damn, can you change the song?"

Zhang Heng, who looked calm, exploded when he heard this song, and shouted at Ren Fan, Ren Fan turned around and scolded something, but he didn't hear it clearly, but he still cut the song.

Zhang Heng sighed, ignored Ren Fan, and looked at Lin Xuan's eyes resentfully like a dissatisfied young woman, "I didn't know how to get along with girls since I was a child, and I almost never talked to girls when I was in school. ”

Wang Sheng was too lazy to listen to Zhang Heng's chatter anymore, and went to Ren Fan's side to order songs, he and Ren Fan had obviously listened to Zhang Heng talk to him once, and at this time it was time for Lin Xuan to shoulder the heavy responsibility, so he had to smile with Zhang Heng, who was obviously a little drunk: "Aren't they all ranked for the first term?" ”

"What's the first term, I'm not as good at flirting with girls as you, it's just to see when you have spare money."

Zhang Heng smiled self-deprecatingly, seeing that Lin Xuan's expression was a little puzzled, and shrugged his shoulders with a very calm and casual look, "Periphery, you should have heard of this, right?" A lot of small models, or school students, including some little stars, I can introduce you to a middleman, and the quality of the resources in his hands is good......"

"Don't do it, you might as well keep it for yourself."

Lin Xuan was a little speechless, he originally thought that Zhang Heng had a habit of in-depth communication with fans, but he didn't expect to find the periphery, which understands why Ren Fan scolded him for deserving it, although it makes sense to exist, but this thing is really not advocated.

Zhang Heng poured a glass of wine for Lin Xuan with a wine bottle, then filled it for himself, raised his glass to Lin Xuan, tilted his neck to kill it, and asked, "Do you know how I met Song Jia?" ”

"I don't know."

Lin Xuan put down the cup, shook his head, and saw that Zhang Heng's expression was a little strange, and suddenly a thought flashed through him, his eyes suddenly became strange, and he said in disbelief: "It won't be ......"

"That's right......"

Zhang Heng leaned back, leaning on the sofa and breathing a long sigh of relief, although he tried his best to make a very calm appearance, how could Lin Xuan not see that he was unnatural, even if he was a little drunk, it was still very awkward to say this kind of thing.

It's just that he was in a bad mood at this time, and it was probably not the first time he had told someone, so he could still laugh, but the taste of self-deprecation was very strong, and then it seemed that he remembered the situation at the time, Lin Xuan didn't speak, just maintained the posture of a listener, and waited for Zhang Heng to continue.

"I don't know how to get along with girls, including the periphery, the red light district and everything, I've always heard from others, I always thought it was a legendary existence, you know, and then I was brought by Brother Kun's dog......"

Zhang Heng said that he grabbed a few melon seeds and smashed them on Wang Sheng's body, Wang Sheng turned around and scolded: "Bullshit, then it's obvious that you want to go, labor and management see that you are pitiful and help you, and besides, when you first confirmed your relationship with Song Jia, you didn't tell us that you met in bed." ”

"Fuck your sister!"

Zhang Heng scolded angrily, turned his head and continued to tell Lin Xuan about his love process, "At the beginning, I liked her photo when I saw her photo from the girl I introduced on WeChat, and when I introduced the information, I also said that I was a newcomer, and it was the first time I did this ......."

"Do you believe that? This person is doing it for the first time, but what about someone else? Wang Sheng interrupted Zhang Heng's words again.

"Why don't you stop singing?"

Zhang Heng didn't bother Wang Sheng, but scolded Ren Fan, who was singing, he was singing "Miss Dong", most likely because a certain lyric touched Zhang Heng's very sensitive nerves at this time.

Ren Fan didn't care about Zhang Heng either, and asked Wang Sheng to cut the song for himself, but after Zhang Heng saw the song title "I Have an Agreement with the Grassland" that popped up below, he grabbed a handful of melon seeds and smashed it over, "Can you sing some normal songs?" ”

Without Ren Fan to say, Wang Sheng continued to cut the song, this time it was "Qinghuan Police Song", Zhang Heng finally stopped, only scolded "Men sing girls' songs all day long", and then continued to drink with Lin Xuan.

In the late autumn weather, these goods still took cold beer, and after pouring it down, his chest and abdomen were cold, Lin Xuan actually wanted to drink some liquor at this time, but the protagonist tonight was Zhang Heng, what he wanted to drink, he naturally had no opinion, so he clinked glasses with him again and dried them up in one gulp.

"Hoo ......"

Zhang Heng exhaled heavily, sniffed, and continued to say to Lin Xuan: "Actually, it's not that I haven't looked for a beautiful one before, but I don't feel that way...... You've seen her, right? ”

Lin Xuan nodded.

Zhang Heng continued: "At that time, she was not like this, she was much cleaner than now, she looked clean, very pure, like a beautiful girl in school, of course, she really hadn't graduated at that time." Later......"

Probably because of the alcohol affecting his thinking, or because of his mood, Zhang Heng's eyes were a little scattered, he didn't know whether he was organizing his language or sorting out his thoughts, he didn't squeak for a long time, and only Ren Fan's passionate and high-pitched version of "Qinghuan Police Song" was echoing in the huge box

Hugh will be ignorant of his own heart, and do not praise the faults of others

Be cautious and have no frustration, and be patient and negotiable

The hard crossbow string has never been broken first, and it is easy to hurt every time you see a sharp knife

There is no need to fight for right and wrong, so why should we judge each other

……

Zhang Heng finished reminiscing and said: "It seemed to be afternoon, I went to the elevator to pick him up, wearing a pink skirt and long hair, very beautiful...... I didn't even dare to ask if it was her, but when I came to the room, she stripped naked by herself, and I always felt like I didn't dare to touch her......"

Lin Xuan smiled and asked, "You really didn't touch it?" ”

Zhang Heng smiled: "How is that possible, I still know what I am here for...... Well, I originally said it was once, but then I changed to a sleepover, and we talked a lot during dinner together in the evening, and when I woke up the next morning, I had a ...... for the first time."

He scratched his head and thrashed it twice, "I don't know what to say, that's the feeling anyway...... I just don't feel like I'm a passerby like I used to...... Can you understand? ”

"Roughly understood."

Lin Xuan nodded, and smiled again, "Do you think you are looking for so many, including Brother Kun to take you...... Well, entering the industry, all to wait for her to appear? ”

He was joking, but Zhang Heng thought about it very seriously, and then said: "That's not true, I didn't think about it so much at the time, but now that I think about it, it's almost like that." ”

"And then?"

"Later ......"

Zhang Heng had a short state of emptiness again, and then said faintly: "At that time, Sky had just been relegated, but our treatment was not affected, and there was a lot of money in the previous competition, anyway, it was enough to find her, and I was embarrassed to say anything else, so I continued to let her accompany me...... Later, on the third day, she asked me if I would dislike her if I wasn't her next boyfriend...... At that time, she told me that she had a boyfriend in her freshman year, and after more than a year, she was short of money, so she did this with her classmates, and she wanted to be in an emergency. ”

Lin Xuan has no intention of judging the truth or falsehood of this, but he knows the inertia of people, the so-called emergency may be true, but most of the people who do it temporarily because of the emergency will not be able to get out in the end.

Many of the illegal acts are actually similar to this, and after experiencing an easy and quick way to make money, it is difficult to maintain a normal mind and do other work.

In many cases, once the psychological defense line is opened, it is difficult to plug it again, like a flood bursting the embankment, how easy is it to rebuild the embankment in the torrent of desire?

"And then the relationship was confirmed?"

Zhang Heng thought for a while, and said a little dazedly: "I don't know, in fact, for a long time, I didn't know what our relationship was, anyway, she said that she didn't take other people's and didn't take my money, and then I don't know when she became my girlfriend when she appeared around other people around me." ”

Lin Xuan nodded to show his understanding, from Zhang Heng's narration and self-confession, he can probably understand his shortcomings in emotional processing, this deficiency actually has nothing to do with congenital conditions, it is not dull, it is more appropriate to describe it as "naïve", in the final analysis, it is the blank caused by too little interaction with the opposite sex since childhood.

People often like to use "goddess" to describe a girl, this definition is more often for male psychology, and in fact, the boy who really regards the goddess as a goddess basically has little hope of catching up, taking a step back, even if he catches it, if he can't correct this mental imbalance in time, sooner or later he will be separated.

Some people say that evenly matched is the best state in emotional life, which is not true, but it is indeed difficult to last for an unbalanced emotional state, and finding emotional balance is the most important thing.

And Zhang Heng ......

Lin Xuan could almost imagine that Song Jia had a linear diagram of the process of going up step by step from a relatively low position.

"Actually, for a long time, I never doubted her anything, and I was really happy at first, I wasn't a person who knew much about life, very rough...... Then she bought clothes, outfits, daily necessities, and everything, and even when I went home, she bought things for me......"

Zhang Heng's words confirmed Lin Xuan's conjecture, and he waited for Zhang Heng to recall the good happiness of the past before asking, "What happened later?" ”

Zhang Heng was silent for a while before smiling self-deprecatingly, "I saw her video on a website. ”

Lin Xuan was stunned for a moment, then looked at Zhang Heng's expression, reacted, and subconsciously wanted to ask what website, after thinking about it, he felt that it was easy for Zhang Heng to misunderstand his intentions, so he nodded clearly, did not comment, and waited for Zhang Heng to continue.

"Just last month, you should have just returned from Paris for the last two days...... She said that she had done it a few times before she knew me, and she didn't know that she was photographed, and she was worried that I would look down on her and didn't tell me anything like that......"

Zhang Heng let out a breath, stared at Lin Xuan and said with some bitterness: "I forgave her later." ”

Ren Fan, who was singing, turned around and scolded "stupid", Zhang Heng ignored him, poured a glass of wine and poured it down.

Lin Xuan had no choice but to take a sip of the cup with him, and after putting down the cup, he patted Zhang Heng on the shoulder and said: "It's nothing, in fact, sometimes, people who have made mistakes and changed their mistakes know how to cherish it more, a lifetime is so long, and you have to look backwards." ”

"!"

Zhang Heng scolded, "That was last month, do you know why I pulled you over for a drink today?" ”

"Why?"

"I told her that I was going to the base for training today, not your classmate who came for a trial, and then I didn't go, I just wanted to see what she would do."

Lin Xuan also didn't correct that Liu Handong was not his classmate, and asked, "And then?" ”

Zhang Heng stretched out his finger and pointed at Wang Sheng, who had just come over there, laughing so hard that he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "Do you know that this scum is called Wang Sheng, but we are Brother Kun?" ”

Lin Xuan shook his head.

"He makes appointments whenever he has time, fans, strangers, peripherals, and is hardly picky eater......"

Wang Sheng was a little embarrassed, probably wanted to explain to Lin Xuan, but he didn't know how to explain, he was a little annoyed, "Didn't you say that you didn't mention this stubble?" Why did you exchange names when you made an appointment, how did you know that it was Song Jia if you didn't meet labor and management......

"Why don't you look at the pictures?"

"How many times have I explained this to you! Now that I'm giving you a photo of this society, can you meet the right number? Besides, I didn't even look at the photos! Didn't look at the photos! It's all said that Langzi introduced, people are guaranteed to be a beauty, and I still look at a fart, and when chatting, Song Jia is killed and doesn't send photos, even if you kill me, I can't think it's her...... Why don't you look at what kind of stuff your girlfriend knows......"

"you paralyzed!"

"Alright, alright!"

Seeing that the two had a tendency to fight, Ren Fan and Lin Xuan had no choice but to hurry up, Zhang Heng scolded: "If you hadn't run away if you hadn't met, the labor-management would have killed you tonight......

"Is there an end to you? Why didn't I even touch her with a finger, okay? ”

"How dare you?"

"Are you breaking up now? Believe it or not, go after her...... Look who's going to fuck the ...... of the dog's day"

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