Lin Xuan was in a trance for several days.

On the night Jiang Qianyu left, after hanging up his father's phone, he turned off his mobile phone and went to bed, and when he woke up, it was more than ten o'clock in the morning, and he slept for fourteen hours.

But I woke up without feeling full of energy.

North American time is twelve hours slower than China, so Xiao Nizi set off at eleven o'clock in the morning on the 24th, and when she arrived, it was only two o'clock in the afternoon on the 24th local time, Lin Xuan suspected that he was also out of time with her, which was equivalent to sleeping for two hours, except for chatting with her, the whole person's mind was empty.

Even if he had already realized his feelings for her, Lin Xuan never thought that knowing that it was only a three-month separation, it would have such a big impact on him.

Recently, Zhang Heng has played a significant increase in training matches, and his state seems to be picking up, which once rekindled the hope of Zhang San and Ren Fan, but what everyone didn't expect was that Lin Xuan, who had been ridiculed by the two coaches as an output machine, has fallen off a cliff since the 24th, resulting in the training results of the entire team all the way to red, which is even worse than before.

Among the six starters of the entire team, only Jiang Yingxue's state is still maintained at a normal level, sometimes Lin Xuan watched her get up early every day to study, during which training alternated with reading and writing, and there was almost no leisure time, and when it came to the training match in the evening, he was basically a person who worked hard to support without complaint, and he was somewhat guilty, but he knew that his state was wrong, and he wanted to work hard to adjust, but this kind of thing could not be changed by subjective will, otherwise wouldn't everyone be able to maintain peak condition? And he wants to work hard to adjust, but it is more likely to make more mistakes.

After all, Zhang San is an old man who has been coaching for many years, and quickly realized Lin Xuan's problem, and no longer pointed out his mistakes, but had a long talk with him, pointing out that he is currently in a bottleneck period that most people will have when they are studying or engaged in a certain industry, Lin Xuan doesn't think so, he thinks that this should be caused by Xiao Nizi's departure, and his concept and cognition of the world.

When he came out of the hospital and slowly began to work hard to accept the reality and integrate into his current life, what really calmed him down was Jiang Qianyu, or he found that he fell in love with this girl who was nominally his sister, she was like a bright light clearly visible in the vast waves, leading her to integrate and enjoy the current life.

Now that she is gone, even if she has not left his life, and has a clear and visible goal, to win the ticket to the mid-season championship game, to go to North America to find her in three months, and even if she loses the game, he can still go to her, she will not have any dissatisfaction because of this, and will only be happy because she has more time to spend with her, but after all, she is gone, Lin Xuan feels that his heart is like a three-no ship with no sail, no anchor and no direction, drifting with the waves in the waves, everything around, It's like there's an invisible chasm between you and yourself, you're here, but you don't belong here.

This is not a bottleneck on the field, but a "mental barrier" in life.

Training matches and competitions have been popular all the way, and the RANK score has dropped from the top 20 to the masters, but it no longer attracts as much attention as it did when sky first lost in the streak, and there are many short-lived new teams, and sky's achievements may be very impressive, but if it goes all the way, it is really unexpected.

The time came to the middle of March, Jiang Qianyu has been in North America for half a month, after the first few days of fun, she began to enter the intense review, although Shen He has a certain relationship, but she is not to gild, but to learn and improve herself, which is a hard work.

There is an endless ocean between the two of them, and there is a time difference of twelve hours, but because of the particularity of e-sports training, the barrier of time has become a help, Lin Xuan readjusted his schedule, go to bed before one o'clock in the evening, get up before eight o'clock in the morning, and take a half-hour nap at noon to ensure the best sleep quality, in this way, every morning when she wakes up, Xiao Nizi just eats dinner, and before going to bed at night, she is just ready to take a nap, but more often, it is all on the voice, Lin Xuan is training here, She was reading and reviewing over there, not interfering with each other, Lin Xuan was worried that she would be noisy here, and she would also mute her side, sometimes she could hear the sound of her flipping a book over there, or the rustling of writing, and sometimes she would complain a few words, Lin Xuan would sometimes cancel the mute, and complain to her that this group of teammates couldn't take her.

More than half of the first round of confrontation in the same group in the regular season, sky still did not win his first victory after returning to the LPL, especially with Lin Xuan's performance in the last two games, after the state has declined significantly, there are fewer voices of distressed brother-in-law, and there are obviously more voices of distressed Xiaoxue, and even Lin Xuan has seen some reports with titles such as "Inventory of the genius players who have debuted at the peak of the past dynasties", and he has been divided into those rookies who are as gorgeous as meteors and quickly disappear from everyone's field of vision. It's like your brother-in-law is already cold.

Lin Xuan didn't care much about this, as the long-distance relationship with Xiao Nizi gradually stabilized, he could feel that his heart seemed to be slowly settling down again, especially two days ago, Jiang Ya probably saw some remarks on the Internet, and specially called to comfort him, Lin Yi also told Lin Xuan that Jiang Ya quarreled with people on the Internet, which made her angry, which made Lin Xuan feel a little moved, he knew very well the public opinion environment on the Internet, where would the stepmother pay attention to and care about these in the past, and now she would argue with others.

In this case, on March 18th, sky ushered in the most promising battle for the first win of the season, the opponent is the LMG team that has not won in the same group confrontation so far, before the game starts, many people are ridiculing that this is a battle for who is the most rookie team in the LPL, and more people don't even have the desire to look at this kind of rookie pecking game.

Because it was the weekend, there were three games, and Lin Xuan they started at two o'clock in the afternoon in the first game, and played until more than five o'clock, fighting three rounds, Lin Xuan and they finally failed in the third game, and were ended by the opponent in a wave at the ancient dragon, in the voice of the commentators "Congratulations to LMG for winning the first victory of the season", Lin Xuan sat in his seat and was stunned for a while, before he packed up his peripherals in Zhang Heng's comforting voice, got up and returned to the backstage.

Lin Xuan didn't expect to recover the news of Jiang Qianyu.

A few days ago, Sky's games were mostly in the evening, Jiang Qianyu's side was in the morning, she got up before six o'clock and could see the highlights of the first game, although the ending of the game was definitely not exciting for her, but after all, it didn't have much impact on her schedule, so Lin Xuan didn't persuade much.

And today is two o'clock in the afternoon to start the game, her side is two o'clock in the morning, and she saw five o'clock from two o'clock in the morning, but in the end what she saw was a fiasco, listening to Xiao Nizi's gentle and persuasive voice, Lin Xuan was distressed and guilty, wanted to comfort her a few words, but didn't know how to speak, and finally just smiled: "Don't worry, I'm not so fragile, don't you still have a chance?" Okay, after the game is over, hurry up and go to bed, and I'll wake you up when I get back. ”

Coaxed Xiao Nizi to sleep, on the way back to the base, Lin Xuan closed his eyes, didn't say a word, and the scene of Xiao Nizi watching the game under the light flashed in his mind for a while, and after a while, he passed all kinds of pictures of the game just now, and when he returned to the base, he said that he was not very comfortable, and then went back to his room, lying on the bed quietly, and unconsciously tiredness swelled up, Lin Xuan asked the voice assistant to wake him up after half an hour, and soon fell asleep.

When he woke up, the alarm clock hadn't gone off, Lin Xuan turned off the alarm clock, got up and washed his face, and when he arrived at the training room, except for Jiang Yingxue, everyone else was training, Lin Xuan knew that he was about to finish eating, so he didn't rush to turn on the computer, standing behind Xue Yunqi and watching him play for a while, but he heard Liu Handong say: "Is the new hero coming out?" You haven't seen it, it feels a little powerful. ”

Zhang Hengqi said: "What hero? ”

Liu Handong seems to have just finished a game and is watching the exposure video of the new hero, and replied: "It seems to be an ADC, called the Daughter of the Void, Kaisha, it looks quite dazzling, mainly because the original painting is good-looking." ”

Xue Yunqi said: "I've seen it, and I don't feel very bad." ”

Zhang Heng asked, "This big move...... It feels like an assassin. ”

Lin Xuan was stunned for a moment, only to realize that the hero Kaisha will be officially released in the next few versions, at this time, obviously no one has realized what kind of changes this hero is about to bring to the LPL division, but in the final analysis, the strength of the hero still depends on its operator, even if there is no Kaisha as a hero, what should happen will still happen, but since she has become one of the heroes who carry the glory of the rise of LPL due to fate, then it should be hers, it is hers.

After dinner, Lin Xuan had a conversation with Zhang San and Ren Fan, and put forward some suggestions for the next training, he was the captain and commander, and in fact, he also had the responsibility of half a coach, this kind of conversation was not strange to others.

Coming out of the conference room, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, Lin Xuan calculated the time, called Xiao Nizi, told her to get up, and said a few words half-coaxing and half-chatting, and hung up the phone when the training match was about to start.

Before the start of the training match, Zhang San came to make the on-the-spot selection, and Lin Xuan also followed a few words, but inadvertently found that Jiang Yingxue beside him was staring at him, and said a little strangely: "What are you doing?" ”

Jiang Yingxue stared at him for another two seconds before saying something very strange: "Awake? ”

Lin Xuan was stunned for a moment, Jiang Yingxue saw his stupid expression, and looked at the screen expressionlessly, Lin Xuan saw that she didn't care about herself, so she had to turn her head and ask Xue Yunqi: "Do I look like I haven't woken up?" ”

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I have a shameless thought.,Isn't it still owed more than sixty chapters that haven't been repaid.,The second day is more than a debt?