Xiao Lin sat opposite Mu Chun, his hands trembling slightly.

Mu Chun sat quietly, with the novel in front of him, but he didn't pick it up.

When Chu Sisi came back with the makeup case, she bumped into Mu Chun's eyes, and she quietly stepped back without stepping into the outpatient room.

Mu Chun's eyes seemed to have been paying attention there, and in Chu Sisi's opinion, he must have something to say to Xiao Lin, and it was inconvenient for her to be there.

What could it be?

It must be about Kobayashi.

She didn't want to eavesdrop on the patient's treatment, since Mu Chun deliberately did not let her in, then the patient's privacy should be protected, which a law student may be more sensitive than a medical student.

Mu Chun and Xiao Lin sat for fifteen minutes.

The sun outside the window is getting brighter, and the morning mist has lifted, and it is a picturesque autumn day with blue skies and white clouds.

"If you want to do a brain tomography, you'll need to bring your health insurance card."

Mu Chun tore open a piece of chocolate, chewed and spoke, and did not forget to put his finger to his mouth and lick the chocolate on his finger.

"Won't you eat a little? Don't want to eat it? ”

Kobayashi shook his head, trying to restrain his desire for sweets.

Mu Chun put the novel aside, took off a piece of A4 white paper from the printer, took two pens, and scribbled on his fingers.

Xiao Lin bit the straw tightly, and the orange juice bottle that had obviously bottomed out was firmly held in her hand, the straw in her mouth had long been flattened, and the paper straw gradually melted and stuck between Xiao Lin's teeth.

Mu Chun admired his paintings with great interest, and held them up in front of him to look at them again and again.

"Kobayashi-san, have you ever painted?"

What do you mean? Kobayashi didn't understand.

"When I was in junior high school, I studied for two years, and I only knew some simple sketching basics."

"That's a cylinder, a circle, a cone, a pyramid triangle or something?"

Xiao Lin nodded confusedly.

"That's easy, there's just a triangle and a circle."

Xiao Lin looked at the picture drawn by Mu Chun, it was true that there were only triangles and circles, but she didn't understand what these triangles and circles meant.

I'm afraid it's hard for anyone to understand at a glance.

Mu Chun admired himself for a while, and was very confident in his creation.

"The triangle in the upper left corner is the liver, and the small circles gathered on the right are your fat. The oblong in the middle is your muscle, and there are blood vessels in the muscles, and inside the blood vessels are your glucose and insulin. Do you understand? ”

Kobayashi nodded.

"When a person has diabetes, they need to check their blood sugar levels, how do you usually test them? Do you use a blood glucose meter? ”

"Sometimes it works, but ......"

"But you don't have that much time to spend every day on blood sugar tests, insulin-releasing drugs on time and in the right amount, or insulin therapy, do you?"

The tears that had just stopped for a short time flowed again.

"I was like this when I was very young, diabetes, diabetes, diabetes ruined everything for me."

"Diabetes has ruined a lot of people's lives."

Yes.

Hearing Mu Chun say this, Xiao Lin cried even harder.

"Nobody understands, no one, I have no friends at all. Ever since I was in elementary school, I felt like they were whispering behind my back, saying things like she was sick, and I wanted to say, I have diabetes, and I can't blame it, a lot of people in my family have it. But who is going to listen to you? They would say, "That guy is so pathetic, he can't eat snacks between classes, and he can't drink strawberry milk." ”

"They don't think you're like them, so they don't approach you."

"Not only that, but later, I don't know how to be friends with them, as long as I talk to others, there is a voice in my heart saying, don't be like this, don't think about making friends, they will dislike you."

"It's just different, but it's disgusting enough."

Mu Chun's tone was very calm, like a voiceover, without the slightest emotion.

But Xiao Lin was already crying, perhaps because of her unstable blood sugar, she was extremely emotional.

Chu Sisi also heard Xiao Lin's cry in the treatment room opposite, the cry was no longer the soft voice when she spoke, it was lively and sweet, and the cry contained a low resentment.

It's been too long, a girl that no one likes, it's hard to feel at school, and loneliness is a kind of devastating thing.

"It's really disgusting, you won't understand it, and people who haven't experienced it won't understand that kind of disgust. A look, a tone, or just a lesson, anytime...... You can feel ridiculed and said something bad. ”

"You're just sick, and you can't be blamed for that."

"No, it's my fault, they're right, isn't diabetes not fat? Why is she so fat, diabetes and everything is fake. ”

"Those classmates who speak ill of others really deserve to die."

Hearing Mu Chun say this, Xiao Lin stared at Mu Chun with her listless eyes, as if she had seen a monster.

Why does the doctor talk like that?

Is this a doctor?

"Isn't it? If I have the chance, I will take revenge on those people. ”

Mu Chun waved his fist at the air, his face was angry, as if he really wanted to hit someone.

"However, after entering the university, it is much better, everything is different, I have friends now, and we are happy to rehearse together."

Kobayashi's face was filled with happiness.

"Is it because you've lost weight? Diabetics lose weight to be very careful about their diet, and I guess you must be willful and quit carbohydrates casually. ”

"I don't understand either, I've had enough, but you can see I'm fine now, and I'm going to rehearse later, and we're going to perform next month."

"Is it a dance?"

"How do you know?"

"Your body looks like you're dancing."

"I like ballet, but my mom is against it, she is against me doing a lot of things, but ballet is the most unacceptable thing for her."

"Ballet temperament is very good, your flexibility is also good, it must be no problem to open the figure eight, give me a performance, by the way, I don't have the kind of mat you use, a mat for practice."

"Actually, if you dance professionally, we don't need any mats, we are on the floor of the dance studio."

Mu Chun interjected: "No, no, that's the floor of a special dance room, otherwise I'll buy a yoga mat, by the way, it's a yoga mat." Then you come again, and give me a performance of the eight-character open, the one-word horse kind. ”

Why are you putting on a show? Xiao Lin thought to himself, what's more, if you don't wear a dance costume, it's really not easy to do these movements.

"But you were very fat when you were a child, how come you are still very flexible now? It's really unusual. ”

Mu Chun stood in the middle of the floor and jumped a few times, "This floor is too hard, no, it is necessary to change to some more elastic floors, so that you can practice." ”

"Well, it's not easy for men to practice, especially if you're not ...... Younger. ”

Xiao Lin said hesitantly.