Chapter 1084: Side Story: Nian An's Monologue (1)
My name is Du Nian'an, a person who doesn't like to talk much, doesn't have much interest in anything in this world, and has never let his heart fluctuate because of anything.
Until, I met Chizakura.
Their family lives next door to our house, which can be regarded as childhood sweethearts.
She lived next door to me from kindergarten to elementary school to high school, but we barely crossed paths.
She seems to be a very cowardly person, who is submissive in everything, and does not even dare to speak loudly to the stray cats and dogs on the street.
I've seen her follow me a few times, and I didn't pay attention to it at first.
Later, I just heard from others that this girl liked me, but I didn't take it to heart.
After all, there are so many people who say they like me since I was a child, but I hardly have any fluctuations in my emotions about liking.
If I take everyone who likes me to heart, it will be too tiring.
I just like to work on topics like things that are beyond this plane.
One day, however, I noticed that my mind was slowly changing.
At first, I didn't feel any emotion when I knew that Chizakura liked me, I didn't take it for granted, but I also felt that it had nothing to do with me.
Because if you don't get a response from the other person, then this emotion called 'crush' is a person's business.
However, even if that little fool is not so good, some people like it.
What I remember the most was a chubby boy who wore a blue and white short-sleeved shirt and black-rimmed glasses all day.
He buys breakfast for Sakura every day, and although Sakura has made it clear to him, he is still so persistent.
One day, he fell while running laps in the playground, and no one came to help her.
Chizakura handed him a handkerchief and took him to the infirmary.
I don't know why, but at that time, I had a very flustered feeling in my heart.
I was worried that this person would always be good to her, and she was moved.
I was worried that the little girl who always followed me to and from school would disappear one day as soon as I turned around.
When I had this emotion, I knew that I wasn't the same person who wasn't too interested in anything.
Later, I asked my mother, who has a lot of experience in love, and he said that my name is this: Spring Heart Sprout.
I felt like I was really upset by her, and I would pay attention to her from time to time.
If she doesn't catch up with me after school, I'll follow her.
Of course my tracking was a real tracking, and she wouldn't have known about it.
Until, on the day the college entrance examination results were released, she was bullied by several people, and I finally had a chance.
A chance to go with the flow and confess to her.
Since the day I was with Chisakura, in all the time since then, someone has asked, there are so many girls in this world, you are so good, why did you choose Chisakura.
Once upon a time, I thought about this question too.
My life was not as thrilling as my parents' and even the exact opposite of their story.
I didn't have to wait for someone to show up, and I didn't have to be with someone.
I didn't fall in love with Chizakura at first sight, or maybe I was too young at that time and was still very ignorant of the word love.
Even if I fell in love with her at first sight, I don't think I knew it.
Because of her appearance at that time, I felt that there could be such a stupid girl in this world.
But her stupidity is different from many people, it is a kind of stupidity with indescribable gentleness.