Chapter 399: Maybe
"Do you think I'm going to make a compromise to you and let you beat you up?" Looking at the big devil's breezy appearance, Li Zicheng showed a hint of ridicule on his face, and then under everyone's gaze, he continued: "Do you really think I'm afraid of you?"
"Or do you really think you're likeable?"
Hearing Li Zicheng's words, Fang Bai couldn't help but be stunned, he had seen all kinds of Li Zicheng, but it was the first time he had seen such a calm and indifferent Li Zicheng.
"What do you want to say?" Fang Bai didn't take out a ruler as soon as he came up, he was not the kind of teacher who would beat people indiscriminately without saying right and wrong, maybe there was more violence than reasoning, but it didn't mean that he was unreasonable.
"Actually, I hate you, do you know?!"
"Every time you think you're on the side of reason, and then you punch and kick us, have you ever asked us what we think?"
"Do you really think we're willing to be beaten by you?"
"You always put on a noble appearance that I beat you for your good, do you think that justice has always been on your side?!"
Every time Li Zicheng said a word, he would take a step forward, until he walked in front of the big devil, his voice became more and more high-pitched, and finally roared with all his emotions, the whole person's face turned red, the abandonment of his companions, and the oppression of the big devil made him explode again.
He's just a teenager, a teenager in his early tens, in the face of all this, he can smile innocently, he can look at all this optimistically, but he can't stand the big devil's picture of me beating you for your good, that's really disgusting......
"Can you still sing the so-called I want to understand you better? Do you really understand us?!"
"Whew!"
Li Zicheng tilted his head and spat disdainfully at the feet of the big devil.
"Why do we have to do whatever you want us to do?"
"Are we your puppets, are we your slaves?"
"Why should you be beaten if you can't meet your standards, you will be beaten if you can't jump rope, you will be beaten if you can't write essays, you will be beaten if you can't play badminton, and you will be beaten if you can't even reach the top ten in the competition!" Li Zicheng's heart-rending voice moved everyone......
"I asked, do you have to be like a dog, wagging your tail in front of you and begging for mercy so that you won't be beaten?"
"Does everything have to be at your disposal before you're satisfied?"
"I'll just ask you, yes! no! Yes!!!!"
Li Zicheng clenched his fists, looked at the big devil and roared.
And in the corner of his eye, a crystal teardrop faintly flickered.
Is the big devil a good man? Yes, but he certainly won't be a good teacher!
Everyone looked at the angry Li Zicheng on the stage in shock.
"My Li Zicheng is beaten to death, die outside, jump off the mountain, and I will not listen to any orders from your big devil again, absolutely, it is impossible in this life!"
As if after venting the anger in his heart, Li Zicheng ran towards the outside of the classroom without paying a second ......
Ask if you're not!
Just ask you if you are!
I'll just ask you!No!!
Li Zicheng's words made Fang Bai stunned in place.
Looking at Li Zicheng's back running out, in the depths of his memory, the shadow of a certain student gradually overlapped with Li Zicheng, making Fang Bai stupid and at a loss.
......
"Teacher Fang, I want to be a great painter in the future!"
Fang Bai and the little boy sat on the stairs outside the classroom, and the little boy told Fang Bai about his dream, and this was his dream.
"Very good, the teacher supports you!" Fang Bai smiled and touched the little boy's head.
"Teacher Fang, can you tell my parents that I don't want to go abroad!" the little boy looked at Fang Bai hopefully.
"What's the matter, isn't it good to go abroad?" Fang Bai was stunned for a moment and asked with a smile.
The little boy shook his head firmly: "Don't want to, you won't be able to see my good friends when you go abroad, and I don't want to go abroad......"
"Okay!" Fang Bai nodded, "If you can get into the top ten in the class in this exam, I'll help you talk about it!"
"Pull Hook!" the little boy held out his little thumb.
One big and one small hand were connected.
"Don't cheat if you hang yourself on a hook for a hundred years!"
However, the picture is stuck here.
All the pictures are broken and reassembled again.
What Fang Bai was holding in his hand was the little boy's suicide note, and a couple in the distance slowly left with tears in their eyes, looking at the suicide note in his hand, Fang Bai had a sense of remorse from the heavenly spirit cover straight into his spine, and his brain was starved of oxygen at that moment, and he almost couldn't stand on his feet......
The little boy is a middle-of-the-bottom child in the junior high school class he leads, although the grades are average, but he is lively and active, and he is very active in everything he does, like this kind of child, every teacher likes it very much.
Moreover, this little boy's mouth is very sweet, just like Luo Xue, carefree, and he will say hello when he sees the teacher, which is very likable.
But in his world, there is one thing that he doesn't like, that is, his parents want to take him out of the country and don't let him learn to draw......
Sometimes, the child's world is very simple, he thinks that many things can be solved very simply, and he puts all his hopes on Fang Bai.
He studied hard, studied hard, just to hit the whole class of ten.
The little boy thought that if he was admitted to the top ten in the class, everything could be solved, and if Fang Bai, as the head teacher, went out, he could continue to learn to draw without going abroad......
And when he returned to his home with his report card, he found that his parents were packing their things and preparing to leave the country.
Children's tolerance may not be as strong as we see, they like to be cranky, and they are easy to let go of their preconceptions about you because of your explanation.
He quietly used his home phone to call Fang Bai.
But it has not been able to get through.
He fought for a long, long time.
He wanted to ask Mr. Fang why his parents were taking him abroad.
But the unreachable phone call was like the last straw that broke the camel's back......
One of the pieces of paper in the entire suicide note is written crookedly with a black pen, these three words are like using a knife to deeply engrave an imprint on Fang Bai's heart, and you can see the tear stains on it, and the words written down are wet and blurred.
And the remaining piece of paper writes about the little boy's experience, as if writing a diary, writing everything down.
Accusations against parents, resentment against teachers, dissatisfaction with the world......
Fang Bai could imagine how helpless the little boy was at that time.
The thin body was lying on the table and choking, maybe he could never understand why the world was not as beautiful as he imagined, why he wanted to do what he could never do.
Obviously, he has worked very hard to fulfill other people's requests, why can't others do such a small request from him......
At the bottom of these whys, there is a line written in pencil.
Perhaps, I didn't do enough.