Worried that his expression would not be able to make Hong Ling understand what was going on, Mu Chun drew an M on the table, and said to Hong Ling after the drawing, "This is the place where the third stroke, here, there are actually two identical blueberry flavors, I was confused, how can it be arranged like this."

So I chose a new letter, this time for simplicity, I chose a C, and then, when I ate a dozen of them, it was wrong again, two of the same chocolate flavors lined up together......"

Hong Ling couldn't help but laugh when he heard this.

This doctor ...... Is there also a disease.

"So, what's the matter with you? Six cuties and more. ”

"I am ......"

Hong Ling actually wanted to say that her situation was somewhat similar to that of Dr. Mu, and it was also because of various reasons that she had to eat, so she ate six, and she couldn't eat more cold food, and she ate six ice creams after dinner that day, and finally vomited and diarrhea in the middle of the night, and was sent to the hospital in the emergency room and was diagnosed with acute gastroenteritis. Just wanted to speak, but felt that he shouldn't say it, because gastroenteritis didn't seem to be a good thing, Hong Ling faintly felt uneasy, once he said this kind of word, something bad would happen.

No, she can't say.

"Because you have to eat?"

Seeing that Hong Ling didn't speak, Mu Chun asked.

"Hmm...... Sort of. ”

"Do you feel that way? I don't want to eat it anymore, I don't want to eat it at all, but I have to eat it, as if something terrible will happen if I don't eat it, or you don't want to eat another ice cream thing that you don't want to do, you want to refuse but you can't. ”

After Mu Chun finished speaking, Hong Ling was stupid, she felt that she was hiding it well, speaking of which, since she stepped into the hospital, it seems that those annoying thoughts have not appeared, this morning has been much better than usual, how to say it, it is the kind of when those annoying thoughts do not appear, Hong Ling subjectively wants to let them appear and they will not appear.

Just like now, listening to the doctor's chatter, thinking about how to answer him, or listening to his equally strange things, I didn't have any strange thoughts at all during that time.

Tell me something more.

Hong Ling thought in his heart.

It's scary.

Ask me some more questions, anything.

"Have you ever forced yourself to do anything?" Mu Chun asked very casually, as if he was asking Hong Ling if he wanted to drink milk.

"I ...... Probably yes. Hong Ling replied by biting his lip.

"Can you tell me what's going on? Or under what circumstances did it happen? ”

Asked this, Hong Ling shook her head, she didn't want to say, those things were too embarrassing, she wasn't ready, she couldn't say it, she couldn't say it, what if she was ridiculed if she said it.

Before he could speak, or laugh, Hong Ling's face turned red.

"I have met patients like you, many times, such as forcing himself to walk to school every day, and he can obviously take the bus, which can save half an hour, such as every time I see a bus with an odd number of license plates, I must take an even number of buses; Another example is that I have a patient who washes his hands every day, many, many times; If a female patient goes out to wear lipstick, she must superimpose 5 colors; There is also a patient who counts the numbers when he eats, and eats 7 grains of rice at a time, 7 grains of green beans at a time, and 7 grains of corn at a time, and if he eats braised pork for that meal, he will definitely eat 7 pieces. ”

Hong Ling was not the slightest surprised after listening to Mu Chun's words, her expression was still stiff, obviously she was a sophomore in high school, no matter how she looked at it, she was a beautiful girl, wearing a hooded white sheep's horn coat, both pure and beautiful, but unfortunately there was indescribable panic in her clear eyes, and there were deep dark circles on the edge of her eye sockets, far from the depth that a girl of this age should have; This dark circle bears the traces of years of torment, like the moonlight at night, and when you look at it through a telescope, the crater above still contains a deep uneasiness, and the secret of loneliness is engraved on the originally bright face.

Sophomore in high school, girl, what kind of secrets will be hidden that are difficult to tell people?

Mu Chun is not one who is interested in secrets, but this girl's secret has become a torture for her, not only torture, but may even make her life unable to function properly.

It's a bit too cold to compare life to a machine, but the reality is that life can't stand still, the sun will rise, the stars will shine brightly, and whether you're happy today or not, everything is still alive and well.

Hong Ling's machine was stuck, or rusty, she was uncomfortable, she didn't know how to say she was uncomfortable, she may have struggled and tried, but she couldn't help it.

But this girl was sitting there, on that wooden chair, and she was coming to the Garden Bridge Community Health Center, and she knew very well that this was the fifth floor, and there was a clean sign hanging on the outside of this clinic - Psychosomatic Department.

She must have come to talk, she wants to be understood, she wants to know that her situation is not impossible to change.

"I didn't have what the doctor said."

After Hong Ling finished speaking, her head hung very low, so low that Mu Chun could only see her greasy hair, and the red dots and scratches less than a centimeter hidden in her hair, some of which had scabbed, and some of which seemed to have just formed wounds, and there were still many white dandruff adhered to between these wounds and hair, and people who were densely afraid would definitely feel uncomfortable when they saw it.

Mu Chun didn't seem to see this at all.

But Chu Sisi felt that something was more and more wrong, the problems that Doctor Mu Chun just said, Hong Ling didn't know if she had them, but weren't these problems very familiar to her.

Doctor Mu Chun is suspecting that this girl has the same disease as her in high school?

Chu Sisi's heartbeat became very fast, faster and faster, and there was even a desire to ask if the girl was deliberately not admitted, if there were also these problems, they could communicate, and she was willing to help.

But Hong Ling stood up, she didn't want to say, she wanted to escape, she wanted to go home.

"I'm sorry, I didn't have any of what the doctor said, I'll go home first, next time, next time."

Hong Ling didn't look up, she could have stood up and left, but her medical insurance card and medical record card were still in Mu Chun's hands, so she had to find a way to get the doctor to give her these two things before she could leave.

Just when Hong Ling was so flustered that she didn't know what to do, her medical insurance card appeared under her sight.

"Let's go back first, don't be afraid, there can be a way." Mu Chun stood up after speaking, and said for fear of Hong Ling's embarrassment, "I'm going to have a meeting in a while, otherwise you can come back on Wednesday or Thursday, okay?" ”

Hong Ling nodded, and a "good" was inaudible.