Sixty-one, Drifting Boy • Spring Rain Arrow
After listening to the words of the Buddha, the ghost Jizo showed disdain.
"Isn't that your kindness, what a mystery? ”
"You just said it was an illusion. Buddha Jizo replied.
"Don't play meditation with me, I mean that kid looks like En'er. ”
"Do you remember En'er, do you remember the appearance of Aluo?"
"What stupid things to say. That's your son, your woman. I don't remember. Why, are you going to stop me now?"
"I'm not trying to stop you, I just don't want to regret it anymore. ”
"Maybe it's the illusion of a demon bald donkey that can make you look like this. Coward, have you been able to put an end to the regrets of your life?"
"Why don't you take a closer look at that child?" said the Buddha, repeating his opinion.
"It's just an illusion. Ghost Dizang snorted coldly, the sleeves of his robe were raised, and a huge palm covering the sky smashed down.
The giant palm fell in the air, and the moment it met the lotus, it was like passing through a cloud of light and shadow, smashing the earth into a puff of smoke and dust in vain, but the lotus law and the child were indifferent.
The ghost Jizo used another trick to move the huge rocks on the two mountain peaks, and the power of the majestic earth splitting suddenly struck.
Unexpectedly, as soon as the two boulders approached, they were ejected by an invisible force.
Onijizo missed repeatedly, and his frenzy gradually retracted. With an evil look, he looked back at the Buddha Jizo.
Most of the golden Dharma body of the Buddha Jizo has been separated from the body of the ghost Jizo, and one leg straddles diagonally outside.
Together with the hideous white dog beast, it also transformed into a golden head, which slowly separated.
It's an amazing scene. Out of a shell, a completely different person emerged.
Buddha Dizang smiled slightly, it was an almost gentle, almost weak force.
"What's that? Even the barrier between the world and hell has to be broken by me, how can there be such a thing. Onijizo asked, squinting.
"Even you are confused. When I created you, I wanted to no longer be confused, no longer confused, no longer obscured by the strangeness of this world. ”
"I'm just asking you what it is, don't come to such a famous place, why don't I have any doubts, the indecisive person is you. Ghost Jizo said indignantly.
"At first, I thought that if I practiced the supreme wisdom of Prajna, I would be free and free from the constraints of that person.
It wasn't until I met Aro later that they took her away and didn't even leave me with En'er. I just discovered that the so-called wisdom of Prajna is a floating shadow in the face of love.
Later, I created you, and I thought that with pure strength, I could break free from the shackles and break all boundaries, as you said, even the barrier between the world and hell can be broken.
However, they still do not get freedom and freedom. There are still too many things that can't be broken, broken, burned, or broken. ”
"What's that, tell me quickly, how can there be something that my strength can't break?" Ghost Jizo's originally violent and resolute eyes showed a slightly suspicious and anxious look.
"That's in the past. Buddha Jizo, calmly and gently replied. At this moment, his Dharma nature is gradually rounded, and he is no longer the poignant and pleading appearance he had at the beginning.
"In the past?En'er?hallucination?" Onijizo asked repeatedly, his doubts growing more and more, and his power gradually disintegrating.
"En'er, even if they are our children, they are just passers-by in your and my lives. The one who really can't be broken is ourselves. ”
Ghost Jizo looked at the child in surprise, "That's us? What? Isn't that En'er? How can it be us?"
"Every time you make a move, don't you see anything the moment you kill that child?"
"Kill me, my attacks were bounced back by the space-time barrier, are you saying this on purpose to make fun of me? You bastard, you must know that I am a strong man you created. ”
"Didn't you see anything?"
"A child like En'er, a hallucination, in a lotus, on the other side of the space-time barrier," Ghost Jizo said bluntly, "Do you see anything different?"
"I saw my mother, and every time you killed that child, she held us in our swaddling arms again and again, and was kicked out of my father's mansion and beaten and humiliated by everyone. ”
"Mother, who is Mother?"
"My mother was a beautiful woman, at least as far as I can remember. ”
"Then why did the father drive away the mother?"
"It's not the father who wants to drive away the mother, it's the father's mother who wants to drive the mother away, the father loves the mother deeply, but she doesn't like the mother, the mother comes from a humble background. ”
"Hahahaha, you and your father are really similar. However, my father is luckier than you, at least he saved you and your mother's lives. You can't even protect the lives of En'er and that woman. Hahahaha. ”
"Then my mother also disappeared, about twelve or thirteen years old, and one evening, when I returned to the humble hut, my mother, who had never left the house, was gone, and my eldest brother took me back to my father's house. The Buddha said to himself, not knowing if he was reminiscing or if he really saw any vision.
"Big brother, that sanctimonious and scheming big brother, have you never suspected that he killed his mother?"
"I thought about it later. Otherwise, there wouldn't be you. ”
"Hahahaha, I vaguely remember these, but I don't remember about my mother and what hut you said. ”
"Oh. Do you remember when my eldest brother took me home?"
"yes. At that time, he took a few family members and took you to a deep mansion in a horse-drawn carriage. However, even though it is a home, it is only a room in the deep back garden, where I can eat and live with my people. But at that time, you didn't feel left out and discriminated against, right? ”
"yes, I've always thought it was a very good time. Later, he arranged for me to become a monk in Ximing Temple. Anyway, that family can't accommodate me, so I just go to the monk. ”
"Big brother is really scheming, cleverly arranged for you to build a strong Vajra, learn tantric techniques, and ensure that you meet the emperor and teach him Buddhism. ”
"Thinking about it later, maybe everything was indeed manipulated by him, but I didn't feel anything at the time, until I met Ah Luo, who was like a spring rain full of hope, falling on my world that had long since dried up. ”
After speaking, the Buddha Jizo fell into the memory.
"But she is the emperor's concubine, you know her identity, you still lure her, and let her conceive your child, you are not very bold as a man, but you are not small. The ghost hid his mouth crooked, teasing.
"It seems that you have appeared since the time my eldest brother took me back to the house. I thought I created you. By the way, do you remember what Arrow looked like?"
"Hehe, of course I remember, if it weren't for that woman, how would you have released me from that shadowy place?
I remember the first time you went to give a lecture to the emperor, and the lecture was the "Diamond Sutra" translated by Master Kumarosh, and you skillfully integrated Buddhism with the world, and the emperor liked it very much.
At that time, she was summoned in the emperor's imperial garden, and she was only one of the emperor's many concubines. The first time we met, she was probably attracted by your handsome and intelligent demeanor. She looks at you, hey, hey, hey, as if she's going to eat you raw.
A resentful girl who has lived in the deep palace for a long time, a young man in the prime of his youth.
Yes, although you were already a little monk at that time, your appearance was very handsome and outstanding. Sometimes when you're washing, I can't help but take a few more looks.
Later, you also found out her feelings for you, how can you resist such love when you are young. Even if I was hard-hearted, I couldn't help but be tempted at that time.
I remember the fourth time I was summoned, when the emperor was out hunting, and the two of you became a good thing in your monk's tent. Hahahaha.
It's because of his age and his long stay in the deep palace. She's so proactive, even a little crazy. When she tore off your robe a few times, I remember you were a little frightened.
Immediately burned by her crazy lust, her plump and tall breasts, snow-white thighs, and bewitching body writhing like a snake, tsk. In a few moments, she sucked your soul out. ”
"I didn't expect you to remember this, I was really happy at that time. Why, don't you only appear when I'm angry?"
"I don't know. All I know is that one day, I slowly wake up, in your dark corner, what am I to you? love, hate, anger? You don't know yourself, how can I know, maybe I am the beast in your heart.
When you are overwhelmed by her raging lust, frightened. The darkness that holds me in your heart becomes unusually weak, and I am like a beast out of the cage, conquering the hungry woman. If I hadn't helped you, how would you have satisfied her? I'm afraid she wouldn't have bothered to date you again in the future. ”
"The beast of my heart, love, hate, anger, is that? Or are you just someone else, who lives with me. ”
More than half of the body of the Buddha Jizo has been separated from the body of the ghost Jizo.
The white dog beast also gradually split into two heads, and the neck was gradually separated.
"It's all because that woman is too greedy, dating days are getting more and more, and she is pregnant with your evil seed. She is a woman who rarely wins the favor of the emperor. In order to cover up the scandal, you actually used tantric techniques to change a prostitute into her appearance and bring her into the palace.
But the matter was still revealed. Although you had not been cultivating Tantra for a short time at that time, and you were obsessed with women, your Tantric Technique should not be seen through. You never wondered why the prostitute's identity was revealed?"
"Doubt. There are some things that don't need to be doubted. You've been hiding in the shadows and watching everything, you don't know it. Didn't you tell me all the so-called truths?"
"Oh. Yes, I exchanged the truth and got my freedom. Hahahaha.
Then, didn't you just say that when you look at the child in the lotus, you see something different from the past? On the other side of the plane, don't you see more of the truth there?"
"The truth is all falsehood. Every time you kill that child, that child's fate will be reset, and the fate will be different. You and I used to care too much about the so-called truth.
Sometimes, the so-called truth is nothing more than a failure to accept reality. You're right, I'm too weak. When it comes to his opinion of himself, Buddha Jizo seems very calm. Decades of grievances, unforgivable self, have been relieved.
Through the past self, be honest with each other. It is also a kind of spiritual practice.
"You really don't hate anymore?
You really don't want to know anymore, did Master or Senior Brother betray us?
And the eldest brother, what role did he play in that terrible killing? He could have interceded for us in front of the emperor. After all, Ah Luo is not a favorite concubine.
You don't hate the emperor?
Isn't it a conspiracy for you and your mother to be expelled from the house?
More than a decade later, my mother disappeared out of thin air. The eldest brother took you back to your father's mansion, but he didn't give you a name, only let you eat and live with the same people. Even my father won't let you see him. Aren't these the calculations of the big brother?
Then, under his every arrangement, he sent you to Ximing Temple to become a monk. Even, you were summoned by the emperor and met that woman, wouldn't it be his means?
There is also the emperor, he has so many women, and he talks about the benevolence of his subjects every day, but because he doesn't like a woman and falls in love with someone else, the thunder is furious, and the woman and the newborn child are beaten to death, and they fall to death. Such an emperor, what is cute to wear. I also want us to pray for the Tang Dynasty to have the wind and rain go well, phew.
Our destiny is like a piece of rotten wood in the Great Flood, torn apart.
Don't you want to find the person behind it all?
Don't you want to know who caused us to be displaced and miserable all our lives?
If you find him, you can change all that, right?"
As the separation of the two Jizo intensifies, the oni Jizo slowly reveals his complete thoughts.
Buddha Dizang remained unmoved, and replied calmly: "If we find someone who controls everything, can we change everything? Isn't the person who is controlling our whole life behind our backs really ourselves?" ”