"Yes, Xiaoxiao is right."

After Chu Xiaofeng's sense of taste failed, he did not choose to be examined at the Affiliated Medical Center of Jingyi University, but went to the Zhinan Affiliated Medical Center to find Mu Xiao.

Under Mu Xiao's arrangement, Chu Xiaofeng did a comprehensive inspection, but the final result was worrying.

As if he had anticipated this, the professor was unusually calm, as if he was accompanying a friend to see a doctor, and the sick person seemed to be completely different from him.

"Many doctors are reluctant to check in the hospital where they work, and everyone understands this."

As soon as Mu Xiao finished speaking, Zhang Wenwen took over the topic and said: "This thing is true, it has always been like this, I sometimes think about it, if I am sick, I will never do an examination on the side of Zhinan, in case I find out any nasty disease, then the pressure in my heart will increase inexplicably, this is probably a normal psychological defense." ”

"Psychological defense?" Mu Chun said.

"Huh? Am I wrong? Let's talk about an interesting thing, when I was interning before, there was a doctor in the same department who was particularly interesting, he has been working very seriously, almost all year round without leave, one day he proposed to take five days off, according to the holiday he can take five days off, we also helped coordinate the workload and working hours, he took care of his patients during the five days of leave.

I asked him at the time, and I said Jason, you don't seem to be sick and you don't want to get married, why do you suddenly have to take a leave of absence? ”

Hearing this, Mu Xiao said: "Zhang Wenwen, you can be regarded as a child who grew up abroad, why don't you understand basic politeness?" How can you have so many mouths. ”

Although he knew that Mu Xiao was joking, Zhang Wenwen was still arrogant, raised his voice and said: "I care about whether my colleagues are good or not, Jason was thirty-eight years old at the time, and he is not an age to worry about getting sick, right, I am a very old-fashioned and warm-hearted person." Zhang Wenwen desperately put a good person on himself, which really eased the depressing atmosphere in the car.

Then Jason took a leave of absence, and later we learned that he had taken a leave of absence to go to a hospital 80 kilometers away for hemorrhoid surgery, and as he lay on his stomach and was ready to undergo surgery, a pair of eyes stared at him for a long time.

Then the owner of those eyes asked, 'Aren't you Jason?' Why did you come to surgery when your hemorrhoids were so bad, by the way, do you remember that Linda from your previous internship? She's the nurse in the operating room, you should be able to see her in a moment, and Mike is in our hospital, so you probably haven't been in touch with us for years. Jason said he was stupid and that it was best to get him some anesthetic to forget about it. ”

"That is to say, he chose not to be known, and ended up in a hospital where he knew a lot of people." Mu Xiao said with a smile.

After saying this somewhat embarrassing anecdote, Zhang Wenwen's mood also relaxed a lot, and said with a smile: "Who said it wasn't, it was really a thousand choices, and as a result, he chose a hospital that knew so many people, and he drove 80 kilometers, and he still went to treat hemorrhoids." ”

"Anesthesiologists, operating room nurses, this is really hard to prevent." Mu Chun said.

"Who said it wasn't, after watching a round of illness, I thought I wouldn't meet acquaintances, who knew that they all ran out one by one during the operation, and there was really no way to do this."

Zhang Wenwen looked helpless.

"Real!"

After Mu Chun finished speaking, he shifted his gaze from Professor Chu's diagnosis report to the window, the sea at dusk, the street lamps that had just been lit, the orange lights sprinkled in the blue-gray air, and the weakness of the hesitation, the night had quietly arrived, but he was reluctant to leave during the day.

This is the stubbornness and sorrow of dusk.

It's beautiful, it's fragile, it's precious because it's fleeting.

Mu Chun thought that not long ago, the teacher of Fang Ming also encountered the same problem, and like Jason, he was unwilling to seek medical help in a place he was familiar with, so he traveled thousands of miles to Huanhai to find his proud protégé back then.

Fang Ming was caught up in the stubbornness of this dusk, caught off guard on the battlefield, he reacted quickly and went all out, but dusk wiped him off the picture scroll with a blue-gray cloud.

The professor's troubles are also in the same way, and his choice, like many doctors, is that he did not communicate with his most familiar colleagues in the hospital he knows best, but made another decision on his own.

This choice is undoubtedly important to the patient, and it is a strong hint that they feel that they are still in control of their own destiny, and it is the opposite of the shame and powerlessness of the disease.

Because in addition to damaging a person's body, disease will also wear down a person's will, making people have to face their own powerlessness and have to admit that they have no control over their own lives.

The feeling of powerlessness can be a devastating blow to a person, especially a man.

Mu Chun knew that he could think of these Mu Xiao, and he must also understand, as for Zhang Wenwen, maybe he was not a person who thought so much.

He looks very confident, just like Dr. Zhang, a high-achieving student who graduated from a top university, with outstanding looks and extraordinary temperament, except for not bringing out the neurosurgery department affiliated to Zhinan to the satisfaction of the dean, he is also outstanding in other aspects.

"I can do it, don't worry." Zhang Wenwen didn't know what to say to himself, or he wanted Mu Chun and Mu Xiao to feel at ease.

"Okay, I'm sure you can." Mu Chun suddenly encouraged.

When Zhang Wenwen heard this, he didn't know how to answer it.

At this time, the car had already come to the downstairs of Chu Xiaofeng's house, because Professor Chu's home was that kind of old-fashioned western-style building, and the parking place was particularly tight, so Zhang Wenwen asked Mu Chun and Mu Xiao to get out of the car first, and he drove around the back of the house, where the parking space was relatively rich.

When I opened the car door, a cold wind blew, and the loneliness of dusk was even stronger.

The atmosphere of the New Year spreads, and the shopping mall opposite Chu Xiaofeng's house is lit up, playing New Year's songs on a loop, and you can hear them after opening the car door.

"It's really cold." Mu Xiao said.

Mu Chun stood beside Mu Xiao, "Yes, it's cold, it hasn't been that cold for many years." ”

"Are you scared?" Mu Xiao asked suddenly.

Mu Chun pondered for a moment, and tears flowed from his eyes as the cold wind blew.

"I'm afraid." Mu Chun said.

"I'm scared too." Mu Xiao looked at the shopping mall opposite, but his thoughts were blank.

She waited for Mu Chun to say something, just say anything.

Mu Chun did say it, he said, "Let's face it together." ”