Outside of the fire

One

I am the second son of the first family of the dignified Yan family, Yan Xian, my father is the city lord of Yanshang City, my mother is the princess of Nansheng, and my brother will also be the city lord of Yanshang City in the future, I have known since I was a child, I am super powerful!

I am a collection of thousands of pampering, especially my father, who is very fond of me, I listen to everything I say and do, obey my words, and do everything.

Except that my mother is super strict with me, I can be said to be the pride of the sky.

I always thought I could be so happy until - my mother died.

Two

I still remember that day clearly, I didn't even see her for the last time, and even the guards at home had a new batch, a batch that I had never seen before, and I began to panic.

Of course, I went to find my dad who loved me the most.

Before I could even say a word, my father severely reprimanded me, and then said that my brother killed my mother, naturally I didn't believe it, but this was said by my father, who had always loved me.

Before I could recover my senses, he brought in a new mother in the name of taking care of me.

The woman even brought a couple of boys, and they looked at my dad exactly the way I looked at him.

I know, the day has changed.

Three

All Yan Shangcheng knew that my brother killed my mother, and in order to take care of me, my father reluctantly married me a stepmother, and even regarded the son and daughter brought by the stepmother as his own.

I pretended to be well-behaved, and listened to them beat and reprimand me every day.

She said that as soon as the Nansheng royal family fell, she attacked my mother, but my father did not stop me at all.

She said I was a, my mother robbed her man, and I even robbed her son.

She said that my brother escaped and will never come back, and you can only starve to death in this mansion.

No way, who is my brother?

My brother is absolutely absolutely absolutely going to save me.

Want to starve me?

That's impossible!

I have to survive even if I eat every day.

Of course, how could I really eat if it wasn't a last resort, just kidding.

I know that my father loves face quite a lot, if it weren't for that, he wouldn't have given up this so-called true love Taoguang to spoil me for so many years.

After all, I am still the young master of the Yan family, as soon as I heard that outsiders were guests, I sneaked out to eat the osmanthus cake in the front hall, and in this way I ate the osmanthus cake for decades.

I even shivered when I smelled osmanthus flowers.

Four

One day,

I couldn't stand the hunger, so I sneaked into the sacrificial hall to steal some tribute to eat.

I was about to stretch out my hand, when I heard a movement outside, and I was frightened and hid in the cabinet next to the statue, who would have thought that the man actually opened the cabinet and then ......

Then I stared at her and covered each other's mouths at the same time.

When the voice outside was weak, she let go first, and said crisply, "You are ......"

I scratched my head, "Who are you?" ”

She whispered, "I accidentally fell from the sky, and then I fell here." ”

I saw that she spoke really and was very determined, and I asked, "Really?" ”

She nodded vigorously, "I don't know where this is?" I woke up and was here, and then they found out and fled for my life. ”

Suddenly, our stomachs screamed at the same time, and we smiled awkwardly at each other.

I took an apple from it, wiped it with my clothes, and reluctantly handed it to her, "Here you go, don't eat it all, just eat a little bit, and then put it back, they won't notice." ”

She wondered, "Then why don't you eat osmanthus cake?" ”

I subconsciously wanted to vomit, but when she saw that my face was not good, she didn't mention "that...... Have you eaten? ”

I held my head high "Of course, how could I ......"

Hearing the sound of my stomach, she gave me the apple very seriously, "That's, that's for you." ”

"I eat osmanthus cake, you eat apples, and when you don't like apples and like osmanthus cakes, I'll pay you back."

I was stunned, but I thought she was very good-looking.

Five

She hid here all the time, because she said that she had nowhere to go, and that the person she trusted most was me, and I suddenly developed a sense of responsibility and promised to take care of her.

On that day, those so-called brothers came again, and they asked me to kneel down and use him as a mount, which I had done more than a hundred times before, and I knelt down very lightly.

As the younger brother rode on me and whipped me, I saw the little girl and met her eyes.

I felt a burning pain in my face, and no matter how hard the whip worked, I had never been so ashamed.

After that incident, I didn't dare to bring her something to eat, so I just put it within her reach, and then prepared to leave quietly.

Unexpectedly, she hugged her waist and whispered, "Don't be sad, in the future, it will be fine in the future." ”

I wasn't upset, really!

Listening to her words, I suddenly burst into tears.

She patted me gently on the back, "It's okay, they bullied you, you can bully back later." ”

"No matter how hard it is, I will accompany you to wait all the time."

In my most desperate and lonely time, fate gave me one of the greatest gifts.

The two of us don't have anything to rely on, we are snuggling up to each other, and this feeling is not to say how good it feels.

It never occurred to me that this was the closest I'd ever gotten to her.

Six

My brother is back.

He pulled all the Yan family off the horse with sufficient evidence, and his former father knelt down and begged for mercy, but he didn't even look at him, he only hugged me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you like this, in the future, I love you."

I might have been touched if it was when I needed it most, but I don't need it anymore.

I know I can't blame my brother, he just doesn't want me to suffer, he can't imagine that the father would do this to his own son, he just wants me to live in peace.

He felt that all those hardships and difficulties were handed over to him, and I just had to laugh and be happy.

Luckily, if it weren't for that, I wouldn't have met Evening Fragrance.

I am idle and will not marry a concubine, even if my wife cannot be pregnant. I will not change my current vows either.

I proposed to her, and I knew it was going to be a good day for the rest of me.

Seven

However, it seems that Heaven always likes to give me a head start when I am happiest, and my wife, she, has lost her memory.

She had forgotten all the deepest memories between us, and she didn't even have any love for me.

She used to look at me with indescribable pity in her eyes, but now, only.

It was as if I was immersed in a cold pool, completely unable to move, and I didn't even want to believe that it was true.

I suspect that she has been taken away by someone else.

This suspicion was quickly rejected by me, this woman is my wife, she even has the same habits of her subconscious, it is not the same, it is just her memory.

I tried to get her to revisit the old place, back to the place where we had fallen in love, and maybe she could recall something, but she was vehemently opposed.

I had to let go of this obsession for the time being.

After all, it was also a bad memory, so forget it.

Eight

It may be that I have frequently mentioned her previous events before, and she is ready to go to work on her own.

I had to ask someone to help her privately.

She has no experience at all, and she is too impulsive to open a store indiscriminately.

In addition to taking care of work affairs every day, I also kept filling in the gaps for her, and I was very busy, and we saw each other even less.

I became more and more frightened, I saw her talking to men, I was terrified; I saw her smile brightly, and I was terrified; I saw that she was very cold to me, and I began to panic.

It's not right for me to have that mentality, I know, but I can't help it.

The experience of being abandoned in my childhood made me sensitive, and this sensitivity was completely healed by her, and now, unconsciously, it came up unconsciously.

It was as if I had gone back to the days of captivity in previous years, or worse, because this time willingly.

Nine

She is expecting!

It's great news that I finally have a child of my own!

I will raise her up, and I will never let her suffer the hardships I have endured again. I will hold her as a treasure for the rest of my life.

I even gave it a name, called Jun, Yanjun.

What a nice name, this kid is exactly the same as when Wanxiang appeared in my childhood world.

She is my salvation, my life, my hope to survive.

She said that I finally have a life that belongs only to me, and I am no longer alone in this world.

On that day, I saw a cute little dress on the street, and I couldn't move my feet, so I bought it, and I was full of fantasies about how glorious it would be for my children to wear it.

But the moment I entered the house, I realized that the child was gone.

Oh, no.

I tucked my little coat into my sleeve and went out as if nothing had happened.

Hopefully, nothing.

What to be afraid of, what to come.

I know, I'm done. If a person has no hope for life, then he is a walking dead in everything he does.

I never live for myself, I only live for those who love me. So I can't die.

If I die, who will remember you?

If I die, what will happen to my wife?

If I die, what will happen to my brother?

Actually, my brother has my brother's life, and my wife has her own life, but I'm the only one with Jun'er, just as she is the only one with me.

Ten

I watched quietly as her business slowly grew and spread at a visible rate, and I knew what she was doing.

If I expose her, I will never have her again.

She may never remember it for the rest of her life.

But what if?

A lot of things are talked about in vain, and it's useless to think about them, so it's better to live like this, what if? Maybe I'm just a little bit lucky.

Actually, if I had never met you, I could have endured all these hardships.

The time has finally come when fate will approve me.

When her methods were finally discovered, I even wondered if I had saved her and broken her wings this time, would she be mine forever?

But right away, I denied myself that she had the right to fall in love with someone else.

I thought it would be a big price, but I didn't expect it to be so big.

My sister-in-law died.

The brother hugged his sister-in-law's corpse and was dumbfounded, and his mouth was full of nonsense.

He looked at his sister-in-law more than I did.

The price was too great, and I thought the worst thing was to take my life, but it was more regrettable than taking my life.

If I hadn't indulged her, she might not have done this kind of thing, and she wouldn't have involved her sister-in-law.

I, ah, am really willful and presumptuous, relying on my own wishful thinking, saying self-righteous and affectionate......

Stepping on the affection of others, where is it noble?

I'm really tired.

I'm sorry, I'm really tired.

I wanted to tell her that I didn't like osmanthus cake at all, not at all. But lying in her arms, leaning against her, and seeing her crying, my heart tugged again, and I couldn't say anything. I only hope she is good, I only hope she laughs, I only hope she is happy for a lifetime.

Then don't think about it, don't think about it for the rest of your life.

Everyone says that bitterness comes sweetly, if it is this kind of sweetness, what is the difference between it and osmanthus cake?

Afterlife...... No more afterlives.