Chapter 517: Between Truth and Falsehood
This logical chain that seemed to be true was soon interrupted by Mu Chun again.
Mu Chun thought that if Zhao Min was with Peng Yan with Zhao Ping's personality, many things would seem to be very logical.
Zhao Min is happy because she is pregnant, as long as she imagines that Zhao Ping and Peng Yan have a child, Zhao Ping will naturally be happy.
Zhao Min works hard in the Far North University Dance Troupe, she is full of enthusiasm for her work, even if she is pregnant, she has not delayed Lin Xiaogang's rehearsals and large-scale activities such as college joint performances, which are still a bit too tiring for pregnant women.
I'm afraid that Zhao Min has been reluctant to accept pregnancy check-ups not because the pregnancy is fake, but because she is afraid, she is afraid to know that she may have a miscarriage, and she is even afraid to let the doctor touch her body to check the condition of the fetus.
This fear was a negative method taken by her brain to avoid miscarriage from happening again.
If I don't trust the hospital, I won't be hurt by it.
This kind of thinking is actually very common, for example, people are always not allowed to say "death" or "4", or if they see a white circle drawn on the ground, they should walk around and not step on it, so as to avoid unnecessary bad things.
These all seem to be in line with inferences, and they are all very stable and complete in a logical chain.
The problem is that if this logical chain is completely correct, it should never have a miscarriage, let alone begging the doctor to help her with the abortion as soon as possible, she doesn't want this child, and the worm in her stomach is not the child.
Because the real Zhao Ping's attitude towards the child is, "Doctor, please, you must let the child be well, I can die, but please let the child be well." ”
The real Zhao Ping or Zhao Ping's personality is absolutely impossible for the doctor to help her remove the child.
Mu Chun stood up and poured a cup of coffee, looking at Banxia on the windowsill who seemed to be exactly the same every day, thinking about Banxia's inexplicable flower language - love and hate.
Hate!
Mu Chun suddenly realized that miscarriage and insects are a strong hatred and disgust, from this point of view, re-understand the whole thing, it is possible that Zhao Min's personality suddenly woke up in the morning, she realized that she was pregnant with her sister's lover's child in her womb, and she realized what a shameless thing she had done, so her first reaction must be, how can I have this child, how can I have this child.
What a dirty, disgusting thing this child is, a person who wants to deny the thing itself when he hates it in the extreme, so she thinks and believes with great confidence that she is not pregnant, that she is a monster in her belly, just like in the plot of science fiction movies like "Alien", she is not pregnant, there are bugs in her belly.
So she yelled, she went everywhere for help, she frantically called for the doctor to help her get rid of the worms.
That's right! That's it!
And soon after Mu Chun appeared, Zhao Min instantly turned back into Zhao Ping, Zhao Ping knew that there was Peng Yan's child in her womb, and she wanted to protect it no matter what.
If there is an emergency 3, Zhao Min will go crazy again at any time, and may suddenly act to hurt herself, because it is simply an impossible task for a woman to complete such a thing as a miscarriage by herself.
But shame and sin are hard to change, like a raincoat covered with barbs, this pain cannot be avoided and cannot be avoided, so what to do?
Only to hurt yourself.
Yes, Incident 3 is likely to be the last thing Mu Chun dared to imagine - suicide.
Compared with hurting herself, the best situation at present may be to let Zhao Min stabilize in the personality of Zhao Ping, who wants to protect the child, which is the best for her and the child.
Mu Chun suddenly felt a dull mood, he leaned back in his chair, his eyes looked at the piano, and imagined in his mind that if one person could become another person forever, it might not be such an unacceptable thing.
The work of the psychosomatic department is always accompanied by a kind of space and time helplessness, the doctor has no way to treat the patient when the patient does not appear, and Mu Chun can't always put a camera next to Zhao Min to watch her, is she going home? What happens when you get home? There's really not much a psychologist can do.
Mu Chun knew that Zhao Min had the contact information of the hospital and his phone number, and if there was really chaos, he could only hope that Zhao Min would give him a call.
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When he got off work, Mu Chun saw Fang Ming in the outpatient hall and didn't leave, so he stepped forward to say hello, but Fang Ming said, "Do you have time to have a meal together?" “
When Shen Zifeng on the side heard it, he hurriedly said, "Then I thought I was going to go, Director Fang, I didn't have anything to do at night, I was very empty." ”
"Well, then read the book I brought you last time, and learn the new surgical robot course, if you don't keep up with the times, after the new building is built soon, I'll see if you are more valuable than the new surgical robot."
Fang Ming smiled and kicked Shen Zifeng slightly. Shen Zifeng, who was tall and thin, could only glance at Mu Chun with his mung bean sesame seeds, and then reluctantly said, "Then Doctor Mu Chun will help me take care of Director Fang." ”
"Take care? I? Mu Chun hurriedly shirked and said, "No, how can I take care of Director Fang Ming, I can't take care of it myself." ”
"Don't be so modest, you are a big doctor now, many people know you, my patients have mentioned to me whether this painkiller is useless, the plaster is useless, and the physiotherapy is useless for thousands of years of knee pain, you can find Dr. Mu from the physical and mental department on the fifth floor to see." Fang Ming patted Mu Chun on the back as he spoke.
"It's impossible, if the surgery can't treat it, the most I can do here is to open a consultation order or send it back to your surgery." Mu Chun continued to be tirelessly humble, with a fearless attitude determined to carry out modesty to the end.
"No, I can't cure a lot of things, and there are more and more, but it doesn't matter, let's go to dinner first, and when we have a full meal, we will have the strength to see the patient, I know a particularly good local restaurant, I'll take you there."
After Fang Ming finished speaking, he took the lead and walked out of the hospital gate.
Shen Zifeng wanted to make one last effort, but before he could speak, Fang Ming took care of him, "You must understand the course of robotic surgery in advance, and in the future, we will cooperate with those extremely in-depth cooperation, and there are more opportunities for cooperation than you and me on the operating table together." ”
"So exaggerated? Okay, I'll hurry back to study, you guys eat more, eat more, you're too thin, too thin. After Shen Zifeng finished speaking, he walked towards the subway station.
Fang Ming shook his head, turned around and asked Mu Chun, "Are you used to walking or am I going to drive?" ”
"Let's walk, it's more comfortable to walk when you sit down in the outpatient clinic for a day." Mu Chun replied.