Chapter 483: Making Life Hopeless
Luo Yang's observation was very accurate, and Mu Chun was relieved, picked up the chair and put it back to the window.
Seeing this, Luo Yang rushed up to help, "I'll come, I'll come, I'll come." ”
"It's okay, I'll do it." Mu Chun said and handed the chair to Luo Yang.
"Hey, you're welcome." Luo Yang smiled and took the chair and put it in the distance.
Mu Chun returned to his seat and looked at Liu Feng, who sensibly ran back to the cabinet and rummaged through the cabinets.
"What are you looking for?" Luo Yang asked.
Liu Feng told Luo Yang about Luo Yang asking him to find the envelope, Luo Yang glared at Liu Feng, with a serious look of 'outsiders will not criticize you if I don't do it', Liu Feng looked embarrassed and stood aside and gave Luo Yang a seat.
After more than ten seconds, Luo Yang found the envelope, handed it to Mu Chun and said: "I didn't think that you wanted the envelope, so I just sorted out the copies of those letters and gave them to Dr. Mu Chun, as for the envelope, I didn't think you would need it at all, it's normal for Liu Feng to not find it, and I will be surprised if he can find anything." “
Liu Feng thought to himself, didn't I find this letter? When I found it, there was no envelope, and such a strange way of classifying documents was obviously adding trouble to other colleagues.
Mu Chun took the envelope and frowned after reading it.
The address on the envelope is very clear, around the Fengchuan No. 1 Prison in Hai City, and the zip code is also the zip code on the Toyokawahara side.
Mu Chun compared the handwriting on the letter and the envelope, it was completely from the same person, and that person was naturally Xiaoxiao himself.
This made Mu Chun have some questions, Xiaoxiao's previous letter was sent to Pan Guangshen's rental house, there would be no problem with this, Xiaoxiao naturally wouldn't think of asking Uncle Pan Guangshen Is this address your house?
The child is still relatively simple, and he will not think about whether the house is Pan Guangshen's problems, but if the address becomes a prison, even the child will feel a little strange, what is the reason?
The address of a prison, what will Xiaoxiao think, and what will Xiaoxiao's mother think?
According to common sense, Pan Guangshen likes Xiaoxiao so much, he will definitely hide his crime, but he doesn't want to cut off the correspondence, the more appropriate method should be to entrust his family or trusted friends to forward the letter, for example, Xiaoxiao's letter is sent to a worker's home first, and then the worker will transfer the letter to Pan Guangshen, so that although there is a slight delay in time, it ensures Pan Guangshen's image in Xiaoxiao's mind.
This should not be difficult to think of, it is not particularly difficult to operate, and it is unlikely to cause problems, the only question is when Xiaoxiao is going to go around the sea to find Pan Guangshen, what should I do at this time?
So Pan Guangshen would definitely not let Xiaoxiao come, but Xiaoxiao said that he had already saved up the money for the train ticket.
After coming to Huanhai, where did Xiaoxiao go to find Pan Guangshen?
According to the address on the letter, it is a prison, and it is impossible for Xiaoxiao not to understand what the words Fengchuan No. 1 Prison mean.
Thinking of this, Mu Chun suddenly felt that his eyes suddenly opened up, and the picture of a little girl standing at the door of Fengchuan No. 1 Prison suddenly appeared in front of him, and at this time, what the girl saw in her eyes was Pan Guangshen in uniform.
That's right, that's it.
Luo Yang saw that Mu Chun had been frowning and not speaking, looked at the time, and felt that it was almost time to get off work today.
"If a prisoner is sick, how will the prison treat him?" Mu Chun asked.
Luo Yang replied: "The prison system has an internal medical system, which can treat ordinary diseases, of course, there is no physical and mental health department, and if it is particularly serious, it will go to other hospitals for treatment." “
"Okay, thanks, I see." Mu Chun said.
"What do you understand?" Luo Yang looked at Mu Chun curiously.
Mu Chun suddenly opened his mouth and walked towards the office door: "Let's go see him, I think I know the root of the problem." ”
Luo Yang wanted to insist on his opinion, but looking at Mu Chun's determined expression, he realized that he might be an unassertive person, sighed, and patted Mu Chun's shoulder, "Okay, I can't stop you if you have to go, but can I watch from the side, I ask to go into the treatment room together." ”
Mu Chun hesitated for a moment and refused.
"Still don't, but ......" Mu Chun whispered a few words to Luo Yang, and then Luo Yang nodded, opened the door and walked to the single detention room where Pan Guangshen was.
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After seeing Mu Chun again, Pan Guangshen was silent except for silence, and not saying a word was all he wanted to express.
Mu Chun was not polite, and directly put Xiaoxiao's letter in front of Pan Guangshen.
"A person has no privacy at all, a prisoner has nothing personal at all, and I, a man, have nothing." Pan Guangshen said and shed tears.
It can be seen that Xiaoxiao is this man's biggest concern, maybe from the first day he was within the high wall, all the connections between the world and him are in Xiaoxiao's words, in his fantasy Xiaoxiao's smile, Xiaoxiao took the first place in the class again, Xiaoxiao participated in the sports meeting with his classmates, Xiaoxiao's composition was liked by the whole school, and Xiaoxiao learned to sing a new song.
"It's because Xiaoxiao, you want to see her." Mu Chun said slowly.
Pan Guangshen, who was frightened by Mu Chun's central matter, stepped back until his back hit the wall.
Shaking his head, crying, a man who was not afraid of eating glass cried into a ball, he sat on the ground, his back against the wall, crying and wailing, crying and laughing, Mu Chun was a little unbearable.
Luo Yang, who saw and heard all this through the crack in the door, couldn't help but shake his head.
Hey, why bother!
Luo Yang sighed in his heart.
"If your body is broken, you will never be able to see Xiaoxiao again."
"No matter how good my health is, I am in this place, this place, it is impossible to see her, what face do I have to see her."
Pan Guangshen's voice was almost engulfed in crying, his hands wiped his tears alternately, and he pulled up the corners of his clothes and wiped them on his face over and over again, and every time he just finished wiping, the tears continued to roll down.
I cried like this for nearly half an hour.
Mu Chun leaned against the other side of the wall, looking at the dry sycamore branches outside the window, every winter, looking at a single leaf without sycamores, he always felt that there might never be new leaves, maybe the winter would never pass.
Not to mention inmates like Pan Guangshen, even if they are ordinary people, they occasionally have the despair that they will never get better, and there will never be a turn for the better in life.
There was a time when a poet left the world simply because he lamented the depression of winter, and there was a time when there was a literary genre called the scoundrel school in Kyoto, and the representative writer Osamu Dazai wrote a desperate book called "Human Disqualification".
Many times, people go into a kind of despair, feeling powerless, feeling that there will be no turning point.