Chapter 290: Chitose's first love letter to Xu Mu in the side story
You said your name was Xu Mu.
You said you wanted me to kill you with my own hands.
You say because I'm the only one you're in love with.
Only I can set you free.
But I ......
Reluctant.
- Chitose
I've never liked to write letters, because I think the words spoken are far more powerful than what is written on paper.
But what I want to say to you, I can't say to you personally.
Then write it down, the first love letter I wrote to.
Before this, I didn't know what it was like to love someone, I just knew that I should have a hard time falling in love with someone.
Because it is a wonderful thing to be moved, it is difficult for me to be moved.
But when I saw you, I was moved and came to me unconsciously.
I want to write you a love letter, and where I put pen to paper, I am full of thoughts about you.
In my own world, I used to be a very single person.
I like to be alone in my own world in everything I do, and I don't look down on anyone but my family, thinking they are Muggles.
I like to be alone and don't like to be lively.
The songs I like will be listened to over and over again in a single loop, just like now I like you, paranoid and love over and over again.
I can't walk you through every season, but I can guarantee that from the moment I fell in love with you, I will do my best to stay with you.
Even if I live, even if I die.
Xu Mu, I don't know if we will meet in the future.
Will you still be the Xu Mu who moved my heart when I saw you, but I know that the moment I see you, maybe I can't walk.
I've never blushed, but I feel like I'm sick all of a sudden.
When I think of you and see you, I will blush and breathe shortly.
This is a long time ago, I think it is only a little girl to have emotions, but now they are generated in you one by one.
I can also say that I can go, but this love is so high that it is difficult for people to move an inch.
What should I do if I can't walk......
It's like what you told me when you met me for the first time.
Kiss, hug, hold high......
I want to be a different Chitose and fall in love with you.
I don't want you to take the initiative in everything, and I passively accept all the good you give me, but I can't return the same love to you.
You have told me that you love me ten thousand times more than I have given you.
In every life to come, I will work harder to get closer to you and work harder to be good to you.
Let my love for you be as good as you are for me?
After you left, I always had a feeling in my heart that I couldn't get over it.
I would always ask myself if we could have spent two more days together if I hadn't saved others.
Did I push you to the brink of death?
I thought, if you're still here, you'll be able to gently pat my head and tell me, don't worry, it's all with you.
Yes, you are always like this, always by my side, doing everything in your power to protect me, and disdainful of all the others around you.
Such a Xu Mu has changed his mind, if I fall in love with someone else one day, how sad should I be......
But I know you won't......
Sometimes I wonder if we met a long, long time ago, when you were in danger and I became a warrior and saved your life.
Life after life, you come to repay me, so you will be so good to me.
Xu Mu, the next time we meet, no matter what kind of identity you and I are.
No matter what is the murder of your father's enemy, the first time I see you, I will definitely step forward and find a way to tug at your heartstrings.
Then I will say to you: Brother, I fell in love with you at first sight.