Chapter 219: Those Memories
After getting closer, Tang Liu stopped the carriage and asked Ye Lingling to call Mu Jing.
After that, the three of them got out of the car together, and Tang Liu put the horse and the carriage into a storage artifact that he had made in the Star Dou Great Forest that could hold living things, and then walked towards the gate of Silves City with the second daughter.
After entering the city, the three agreed to meet at the south gate in the evening, and then separated.
However, in fact, it was just that Tang Liu and the second daughter were separated. After all, Ye Lingling doesn't have much self-protection ability, and letting Mu Jing stay with her is also to deal with any emergencies, and both of them are girls, so they should be able to have a lot of common topics in shopping.
As for Tang Liu, after separating from the second daughter, he walked straight towards the Great Fighting Soul Arena in Silves City.
When he came here again, he was also a little embarrassed, after all, this was an important turning point for him.
During the day, the Fighting Soul Arena was not open, so Tang Liu just stood outside and watched quietly.
After leaving Heaven Dou City, a big city where the Martial Spirit Hall was very powerful, Tang Liu didn't change his appearance anymore, he just stood on the street with his original appearance.
Naturally, the face is the focus of attention of the crowd no matter where you are, constantly attracting passers-by.
But Tang Liu turned a blind eye to this, and just quietly looked at the gate of the Fighting Soul Arena, his eyes seemed to pass through the fine iron fence gate, which looked a little gloomy even in the sun, and saw the competition platform all the way.
Then, looking at how the former boy above cut off the head of a rakshasa in one step as if he was almost crazy.
watched the boy for the first time but was extremely ruthless, and wiped out seven lives with his own hands neatly.
watched the teenager flee back to the hotel where he was staying in despair, locking himself in the small bathroom.
Tang Liu followed the footsteps of the young man all the way, and then just stood downstairs in the hotel where he used to be, looking up at the room he had stayed in.
Look, the distracted boy curled up in the corner and trembling.
Memories can't help but drift back to the distant past.
When was the last time you had such a gaffe?
At that time, the results of the high school entrance examination just came out, and he was admitted to a key high school in their city.
Before he could taste the joy of joy, he was crushed by the various expenses that were then thrown at him mercilessly.
Plus, he's a child, what can he find to support him?
The teenager who had just finished compulsory education was very confused at that time.
What should he do?
Have you given up studying?
But he knew that entering society early would be an even more difficult situation waiting for him.
At that time, he also shrank like that.
It's not complaining or resenting anything, it's just that my mind is blank, but I have to force myself to think about what can solve the problem.
Just like this time.
The brain was blank, but it was constantly forced to remember the fallen heads, the dead expressions on each head. Then each of them, with a hideous expression, approached him, as if to devour him.
He forced himself to calm down, hypnotizing himself with "they are all heinous people", so that he could feel better and accept this fact more quickly.
However, it didn't work.
Because there is a concept that has always been ingrained in his heart.
Even if those people are heinous.
He also has no right to trample on and take their lives at will.
He didn't go all out to decide whether anyone lived or died.
That's up to the law.
So he used the phrase "I'm no longer in that world, and the laws there don't apply here." If I don't kill them, they'll kill me" to try to convince myself.
But it still had little effect.
He still remembers that at that time, even the system was surprised by his performance.
"The host's mental state has been detected to be extremely unstable. Warning, please try to calm down immediately, otherwise irreparable consequences will occur. ”
It was as if he hadn't heard, his brain still trapped in the hallucinations.
"Warning, the host's mental state is on the verge of collapse!"
The system kept repeating that sentence three times.
But Tang Liu still didn't get any better.
So the system seemed to sigh, and then said softly: "Start the emergency measures." ”
With a blue-gold light lit up.
The illusory blades of grass enveloped him in a cocoon.
The gentle breath filled him like a liquid.
Vaguely, someone seemed to be humming some kind of nursery rhyme.
That melody didn't sound like a beautiful piece to Tang Liu's soul from the modern era.
But there seemed to be some special magic that made his heart quiet all at once.
In a trance, he seemed to see someone at a certain moment, just humming this song to him softly.
When he tried to see it further, he found that all the illusory images were gone.
The blades of grass around him were as if they had never appeared.
There is only that gentle atmosphere, as if it is still lingering around.
At the same time, the scene in front of me has changed.
I don't know where the mountains and forests are.
There was silence all around, only a fire crackling and burning.
His arrival woke up a man sitting cross-legged there.
When he saw the man, he was stunned for a long time.
That person was also stunned for a long time when he saw his appearance.
Then, silently, he walked over to the man and sat down against him.
The man didn't know what was going on, but after hesitating for a moment, he gently took him into his arms and patted him on the shoulder with his broad palm.
He quietly looked at the flames, and through the dancing flames, he remembered everything about himself.
Seeing how he crossed countless hurdles with difficulty, and then planted himself in a poisonous book, and then planted headlong into a tenderness like a dream.
Although the tenderness of that person is not obvious at the beginning.
But every uncomfortable night with a headache and brain fever, that cool soul power is always the biggest reason for him to sleep peacefully.
He thought about it, and he calmed down completely.
There used to be so many hurdles that I stumbled over.
So why can't we pass this hurdle now?
And he figured it out too.
The reason why I was able to cross so many hurdles was just because I had a reason to do my best to cross them.
And now, he has a new reason.
It is precisely this reason that has allowed him to cross this hurdle.
also allowed him to complete the transformation like rebirth.
Changed him almost completely.
And that reason, for most people, is only something that can be enjoyed at birth.
He wanted a home.
A simple, but complete home.