Chapter 502: Between Talking and Hesitating
Chu Sisi thought he was ready...... But when she sat down and faced Mu Chun's eyes, she hesitated again.
Still is...... Forget it.
"Is it about returning patients?" Mu Chun asked slowly, trying to maintain an emotionless tone.
Seeing that Chu Sisi had something to say but couldn't open his mouth, Mu Chun was also slightly nervous in his heart, as if the heart was tied with transparent tape, and it went around again and again.
On the surface, there didn't seem to be anything special, but Mu Chun knew that Chu Sisi had something on her mind in the past two days, and this was not only because of the fear and anxiety caused by the injury of the ophthalmologist at Fengchuan Central Hospital, but she also had other concerns.
Most likely it is related to the patient.
As a supervisor, Mu Chun is naturally responsible for helping Chu Sisi solve the problems encountered in the treatment of patients, and at the same time, as Chu Sisi's teaching doctor, Mu Chun is more concerned about Chu Sisi's learning and growth in the hospital, as well as her safety.
Now, Mu Chun's chest ached faintly, as if the [Crisis Warning] was sounding an alarm.
"Impossible, there are no patients who may commit suicide recently, although Bai Lu is very emotionally unstable, the probability of suicide is very low, although Li Mu has not come to the follow-up for two weeks, it also means that his condition is quite stable.
From Grandma Hao Xian, Mu Chun has clearly understood that there should be no cat abusers around Li Mu..... Neither himself nor his wife is worried about whether he has a habit of abusing cats, although his irritability cannot be completely improved because this matter is clarified, after all, his work pressure has not been effectively alleviated, if he can't change the high-intensity working environment, Li Mu's irritability and emotional out-of-control will still occasionally flare-up, over and over again - these are problems, but they are not the most urgent problems.
作为智商高于常人,又有极强独立工作能力的李牧,认清和调整情绪虽然疲劳,但多少都有效果,沐春并不是特别担心。
Who else will there be?
Could it be Pan Guangshen? No, Pan Guangshen's emotions have changed. From despair at the beginning, and thus biased behavior, it gradually turned into still having hope for the future.
This expectation is pinned on Mu Chun, and Mu Chun knows it.
Pan Guangshen knew that it was impossible for him to achieve Xiaoxiao's wish, he was in prison, he was not a free person, how could he see Xiaoxiao?
If it can't be done, I'm afraid this thing will have to travel to Marvel movies to make it possible, or use science fiction methods - such as quantum crossing.
Maybe Pan Guangshen can try to cross against a prison wall every day, and quantum travel may happen once in 10 billion attempts.
But the probability of 10 billion times is infinitely close to "impossible", because time is limited and human life is limited.
Therefore, this is an impossible idea for Pan Guangshen. Starting from his own pre-existing disease, he was paranoid about making himself dirty and sloppy by eating indiscriminately, and even making his illness worse day by day, which was the most difficult attempt, and there were two meanings behind this attempt: either I would die, or I would have the opportunity to go to a hospital outside the prison system. As for whether it will work, or even whether he will have an acute poisoning reaction directly in prison because of eating those unhygienic things, he can't think about it.
At some point, once the human mind enters the corner of the wall, just like the robot does not set up the "barricade U-turn" function, it will only rampage in one direction, and after encountering the wall, it can only consume power in situ until it consumes all the power.
Then, in the midst of all his despair, Fengchuan No. 1 Prison suddenly invited a psychologist to help treat the inmates for the first time, and the impact on Pan Guangshen was very huge.
First of all, he never thought that things would change in any way. As Luo Yang told Mu Chun, the high wall is a desperate thing, although it is not really high, it is not without windows, and it is not that there is no opportunity to bask in the sun, but the high wall will make people desperate and make people no longer have expectations, because everything is meaningless, and the life that has become the most reminiscent thing, but there is nothing except memories.
The greatest thing to have is to have no future.
This is a sentence that many prisoners, no matter how many books they have read, will think of it, it sounds very philosophical, and it is very painful to think of the painless moaning of a philosopher.
But Pan Guangshen is not the reason why Mu Chun is flustered, Mu Chun knows that he is looking forward to it, and he is expecting Mu Chun to bring him a miracle.
And Mu Chun is also constantly thinking about how to do this well.
It's just too hard to say.
Could it be Liu Dan or Fang Ming?
Fang Ming does look very serious, but like Li Mu, Fang Ming has strong self-control and a very sober mind, even if he is occasionally unconscious, he will constantly look for ways to adjust his life to a controllable state.
Therefore, Fang Ming's sleepless work for two days and one night, as well as the next three days and two nights of isolated sleep, were actually a way for his body and brain to find a way to regulate.
He did this in order to adjust the state of his life, not to allow it to lead to deeper chaos.
As for Liu Dan, he is a [companion], and he has experienced a lot in his formative years, if he does not defeat him, he must have gained a lot of wisdom for survival, so Mu Chun believes that Liu Dan will not have anything to do, maybe what he needs is to be alone and think.
Xie Xiaofei? Fang Jia's daughter? Who else? The man in black that Ding Jiajun talked about on the phone? Could it be Gong Hai, who is about to make the final weekend?
After ruling them out one by one, Mu Chun focused his attention on Chu Sisi's face.
"Sisi?" Mu Chun shouted softly.
"What...... What the? Chu Sisi was startled, just over a minute ago, her thoughts were caught in the dormitory building of Sumichuan Medical College, the noisy girls' dormitory and Zhou Gang squatting in the corner of the bathroom.
These fantasies broke into Chu Sisi's mind more and more, and she was a little scared, but she couldn't open her mouth anyway.
She was like stuck.
"My supervising teacher is your father, Professor Chu Xiaofeng, in order to help me overcome psychological obstacles, to help me understand the relationship between me, the disease, the patient and the world we live in from a relatively objective perspective, the professor is very patient with me, in the two years of supervision and teaching, he tolerated a lot of my mistakes and shortcomings, I am not a doctor who will not make mistakes, I will also, no one can be perfect, the role of supervision is not to find fault with your problems, let alone push you to become a lonely doctor, Sisi, do you understand what I mean? ”
Whether Chu Sisi can understand or not, Mu Chun is not sure.
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