Chapter 175: Born to be a Human
Chapter 175
"Grandma Yuanmei, you..."
was asked so suddenly, Zhu Jian was a little flustered, he just chatted with Grandma Yuanmei about some family things in the past few days.
He hadn't even mentioned much about the Thousand Hands Clan, and Grandma Sonomi hadn't asked him about it.
However, looking at the old man's eyes, Zhu Jian didn't want to deliberately hide anything.
"Then my answer may disappoint you, until now, I haven't thought about it carefully, because my mind is not smart at all, and every time I try to think about it to the end, I can't think of anything."
"I can only think about it, go through it."
Pillar didn't know how he could be so open to an old man he had only known for a few days.
Maybe no one has ever been able to say anything about the confusion in his heart.
It's been more than ten years since I've been in the Hokage's world, but maybe it's because I carry another memory with me as soon as I come here, so Tsuruma has always lacked a sense of belonging here.
He originally thought that this sense of belonging would gradually develop as he became more and more valuing the people around him.
But this world, which originally belonged to anime works in the eyes of Tsuruma, is still so strange to him sometimes.
"It seems that you are not confused."
For the answer that she was not satisfied with in this column, Grandma Yuanmei was indeed extremely pleased with the smile: "I think the most important thing in life is accumulation." ”
"You just need to understand this, and sometimes, you don't have to solve something."
"If you accumulate enough, there will be a result in the end."
"It's like your feelings for Mito."
Grandma Yuanmei said with a smile, she didn't know much about the things between the pillars, but the wisdom of life accumulated from a long life experience was sometimes really unimaginable.
"Do you love her?"
"Of course, I like her a lot." Pillar replied without thinking.
"Like and love, in fact, there is no boundary, you don't need to deliberately distinguish between them, isn't that life too tiring?"
"Like to a certain extent is love, and love itself comes from liking, from your own heart."
Grandma Yuanmei can always grasp everything that the pillars want to express.
"This emotion is uncontrollable, so like you said yourself, wait and experience it."
"But the most important thing is how to accumulate, and the decision is always in your hands."
"One day, when you're like me, you have to close your eyes, and then you think back on your life, in fact, there's nothing to worry about."
Grandma Yuanmei laughed and said, "Oh, isn't it too unlucky for me to say this, obviously you are still young." ”
"It's okay, thank you for telling me this."
Suddenly, he couldn't help but think that the old man who was about to come to the end of his life in front of him was actually young, and he was confused like his current self.
What kind of life should it be?
Life can't be repeated, this is common sense, but this common sense has been broken in the pillars.
The ancients said that nine times out of ten, there are unpleasant things in life.
But some people say that life must be happy.
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Since the conversation with Grandma Sonomi, in his spare time, Tsuruma began to think seriously about how he could achieve the grand goal he set when he killed for the first time.
Zhu Jian knew that as a traverser, he didn't actually bring too many advantages, because his previous learning accumulation was too little.
He only has the advantage of being familiar with the plot, and he has good luck.
And the goal of the pillar is very general, he doesn't want to be forced to do things against his will again,
For this reason, he has to be above the basic laws of this world, and in the world of ninjas, the way to do this is pure.
Just be strong enough.
But being strong, it's not just enough to be strong.
There are a lot of things to do and what can be done, in fact, he has completed the initial accumulation of missions in various places in the ninja world in the past few years.
It's time for him to think about what to do next.
In the eyes of the pillars, there should not only be a threat from the Uchiha clan.
After becoming a thousand-armed pillar, the ninja world should not only have Madara Uchiha, a possible opponent in force, for him.
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On the twelfth day of Mito and Tsuruma's stay in the Uzumaki clan, Sonomi's grandmother's life finally reached the end.
"When I fall asleep this time, I'll throw away the kunai on that table."
Grandma Sonomi told Mito that the broken kunai was the only relic that her son had used during his lifetime.
She had always kept the kunai very well.
Because that's the only thing she misses.
So Mito didn't understand why Grandma did this.
As if knowing what she was thinking, Grandma Sonomi almost used up what little strength she had left, and gave Mito a final smile: "Kunai is used to hurt people, so it shouldn't be used to worry about the dead." ”
"It's only now that I have the courage to face my thoughts, when I can't control them and it's about to disappear."
"However, this is only the most pessimistic thought, the end of life does not mean the end of life, maybe, I will meet them soon."
Before Grandma Yuanmei's words fell, her gradually blurred vision suddenly became clear, and then, she saw several figures that haunted her.
"What can be seen, what can be seen..."
She kept muttering, her voice getting softer and softer.
Grandma Yuanmei was so tired that she couldn't resist the sleepiness that made her slowly close her eyes.
Before closing the eyes, there was no more sparkle in the pupils of those eyes.
But when the curtain really closed, there was a tear that cleared the eye, and then slid down the cheek.
She was laughing, smiling at Mito.
Sensing that Grandma Sonomi's chakra fluctuations have completely disappeared, her pulse and heartbeat, and all her vital signs have disappeared, Mito, who had been controlling her emotions, can no longer suppress the grief in her heart.
Mito was in tears, but she couldn't cry when she looked at the last smile left by Grandma Sonomi before she died.
Tsuruma was with the girl, Uzumaki Ashina stood behind, and the wooden house was filled with members of the Uzumaki clan from the inside out.
Suddenly, Mito, who was teary-eyed, raised his eyes, stared at the pillar and asked, "Maybe Grandma has really seen the person she wants to see." ”
"So, shouldn't I be happy for her?"
"Yes, grandma already told you, didn't she?"
"I also think he must have seen it."
Tsuruma wasn't just comforting Mito, because in the world of the Hokage, people go to the world called the Pure Land of Bliss after death, and there is such a thing as a soul.
And in the chakra, there is this magical nothingness, but the energy that does exist.
"Great!"
Mito threw herself into the arms of the pillars, she seemed to be happy, but the next moment, in the arms of the pillars, she couldn't help crying anymore.
Losing can be understood, but it doesn't mean that heartache can be avoided.
To be born as a man, and to be born as a man.
But to be able to live in this world is the greatest luck.
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