[440] Don't let it go (10,000 words today)
Lin Xuan didn't really hate being stupid.
If it weren't for the fact that Xiao Nizi sent a message asking him to change the cat litter, he was watching "Golden Vase Plum" with relish.
Tired and half-dead to change the cat litter, Lin Xuan sat down in the living room to spread out the book again, and before he started to read, he caught a glimpse of a bright light flashing outside the window, he put down the book and walked to the balcony, and saw that the sky was getting more and more gloomy, stratus clouds were like ink, and there was a blazing electric light.
It's going to rain.
Returning to the living room and picking up the mobile phone, Lin Xuan sent a message to Xiao Nizi, and soon received a reply, the military training was canceled, and she went home immediately.
Within a few minutes, sparse raindrops fell in the air, Lin Xuan took an umbrella and went out, Xiao Nizi had already taken a taxi back, the distance was already close, Lin Xuan didn't wait a few minutes at the door of the community, she also arrived at the door.
Lin Xuan never likes small umbrellas when buying umbrellas, he likes the old-style long-handled umbrella when he was a child, and the small umbrella is more conducive to enhancing contact when helping his sister play umbrellas
- If she likes you, you can also get close to her with a big umbrella without offending her, and if she doesn't like you, taking the opportunity to contact will only cause her to be disgusted.
There is really no need to let both of you get wet for a little bit of success and more than enough to lose...... Well, he actually just thinks it's too much of a loss to help girls get wet with umbrellas, and buying a big umbrella is for his own good.
Men, just be kind to yourself.
As soon as the two entered the community, the rain increased, and the sound of "whoosh" immediately filled the whole world, and the raindrops were wrapped in the high-speed brought by the five thousand meters in the air and crashed into the umbrella cloth, and the small body also became extremely heavy, and it was very powerful to put it on the umbrella cloth.
"Did you train?"
"I've practiced, I've been in the queue for a while."
"So you just went to the playground and had a break, and then asked me to change the cat litter?"
"Am I in that image in your mind?"
"Yes."
"You say it again?"
"Scheming girl."
"You say it again?"
Lin Xuan moved the umbrella outward, staring at her, "Do you want to say it?" ”
Jiang Qianyu glared at him with bright eyes, "Say." ”
"I'll leave that to me in the future."
"Hmph."
Xiao Nizi raised her chin and snorted, her eyes looked at the rain curtain outside the umbrella cloth, she looked very arrogant, but her feet slipped coldly, Lin Xuan hurriedly reached out to support her, Xiao Nizi looked down at her feet, her shoes were already half wet, but the corners of her mouth still had a sweet smile, she hugged his arm and snuggled forward.
"It won't be going to go down for long, will it?"
"Probably not, I didn't see it."
"Then we'll see."
"Look."
"Okay."
"Nothing to do later?"
"Probably not, why?"
"I don't think I've heard you play the piano much."
"Who said that I practice a lot at home?"
"That's different."
While chatting, the two walked along the stone road in the community with an umbrella, and soon arrived in front of the building where they lived, but Lin Xuan had no intention of walking over and continued to walk forward.
Xiao Nizi, who was accustomed to turning around and going home, was obviously stunned, and Lin Xuan noticed that the powerful passage of his arm came, and it quickly weakened and disappeared, still just the soft touch of hugging his arm.
"What's the difference?"
Jiang Qianyu didn't seem to notice that she had just walked by, and continued the nourishing chit-chat just now, she tried her best to make a look that she didn't notice anything, but where was Lin Xuan's face, and her delicate cheeks were stained with one or two fine droplets of water at some point, and her skin became more and more white and tender like jade, revealing a slight flush.
Lin Xuan didn't see it, and took her around the community in a circle, and the situation outside was in a hurry, giving him a good excuse to let Xiao Nizi stick tighter, and the elbows could often feel soft and full touch, which was enough to offset the discomfort of the trousers and shoes being gradually soaked.
I don't know how many times I passed by the building I lived in, Jiang Qianyu finally couldn't help it, stopped and raised his eyes, looked at him with those bright eyes, and asked how long do you want to turn like this as if he could speak.
Walking in the rain is romantic, but it is far from as pleasant as imagined, especially the longer you walk, the greater the discomfort in the rain.
Lin Xuan looked at her strangely, and then showed a look that he had just noticed, "Have you arrived?" So fast...... I didn't even notice if you didn't say it. ”
The embarrassed, angry and funny little Nizi reached out and pinched him twice.
went upstairs to change their clothes and take a bath, Lin Xuan quickly finished washing, changed his clothes and stepped on slippers to put away "Golden Vase Plum" first, and then took another copy of "The Siege" to watch in the living room.
Xiao Nizi didn't wash it for too long, and soon asked him to blow her hair, Lin Xuan dried her hair according to the previous process, Xiao Nizi went to get yogurt snacks again, Lin Xuan washed the fruit, and then played the piano and read a book.
The heavy rain outside the window is like a waterfall, which makes the indoor scene more and more warm, quiet and beautiful.
The black grand piano is very huge, Xiao Nizi in a black suspender dress sits in front of the piano, with black hair and black skirt and black piano lined with snow-like skin, with a slender chest and a slender neck, like a beautiful swan falling into a pond, and unintentionally showing the noble and elegant demeanor to the fullest.
The slender white jade fingers were slender and flexible, caressing the keys like a dance, and the clear and pleasant notes echoed in the room.
"The Maiden's Prayer".
This is the work of the Polish pianist Badajewska when she was 18 years old, the genius composer died at the age of 24, and most of her works are unknown, but this one is widely known as "The Prayer of a Maiden", which is one of the most popular piano pieces in the world.
Written by a girl, also known as a girl, it is naturally a work that reflects the girl's heart, the overall style of music is soft and cheerful, gentle and beautiful, it is Jiang Qianyu's favorite song, she also has a very high talent in music, and she likes it from the heart, and she has practiced since childhood, and it can be called quite attained.
It's a pity that the music is high and low, after playing a piano song, she stroked the keys with her hands, and looked at Lin Xuan with anticipation and joy, but saw that there were books on the table, banana peels and yogurt boxes were thrown in the trash can, but people were leaning on the back of the sofa and were already asleep.
"Hey! :
She was angry and laughing, and pressed two notes very quickly, but Lin Xuan still didn't wake up, so she shouted angrily.
Lin Xuan woke up from the dream, and when he saw her angry expression, he reacted quickly, coughed, and said without a red face and a heartbeat: "I played well, you see me so drunk, the aftermath is lingering, and I don't know the taste of meat for three days." ”
"Nasty!"
Jiang Qianyu didn't get angry about this, and glanced at him angrily, "I'll play it again, and I'm not allowed to sleep again." ”
Lin Xuan immediately shook his spirits and promised in a loud voice, "I promise not to sleep, I was drunk just now, and I want to appreciate it this time." ”
The door was not closed, and he looked at it twice from the door, and then walked in with his tail cocked, and walked around at the feet of Xiao Nizi first, and found that the master ignored it, so he meowed twice, and he couldn't hear it clearly in the sound of the piano.
It then paced and jumped onto the sofa, looking up at Lin Xuan, Lin Xuan was showing his attentive appreciation, and he was indeed listening carefully, so naturally he didn't pay attention to it.
The poor little milk cat lay there and licked its fur by itself.
When Lin Xuan saw her when he listened to the music, he suddenly liked this cat a little - he loved the house and the cat.
This kind of life makes people feel happy when they think about it!
With such emotion in my heart, I am more and more glad that I made my decision at the beginning...... Isn't it just breaking your legs...... Left leg or right leg.
"How?"
"Too wise."
"Huh?"
"Uh...... I mean it's so wise to listen to you play the piano......"
Under the same sky, different lives separate different people into different worlds.
Mu Bangli had already put down his things at this moment, and walked out of the dilapidated six-story dilapidated building where five or six families lived on each floor, the sun was scorching outside, and the heat was unbearable, he identified the direction, and walked south along the dilapidated and dirty street to meet the sun.
He called his dad yesterday, his dad has to go to work, and his sister has to go to school, which he knows, but his mother, who thought he would be at home, was not at home, which made him a little surprised.
The key is in the shoes at the bottom of the shoe rack at the door, so he doesn't have to worry about not being able to enter the room, but it's okay at home, and he can't stay, so he still plans to go out and find his mother.
Mom should go to pick up garbage, her mood is sometimes unstable, no one is willing to ask for her, and the family is not at ease, so when she is free, she will wander around picking up garbage and selling it for money.
She doesn't have a mobile phone, she doesn't know how many steps she will walk every day, Mu Bangli only knows that it takes an hour and a half to go to the beach to take a tricycle here, and she often goes there to pick up things, and goes back alone.
She has time to pick up a lot of things, she can sell a few cents a little more, and she will buy him or his sister a little snack, so what he longed for most when he was a child was that his mother could pick up more things.
At this time, when I think about it, I can't wait to take the time machine back in time, and slap myself who was eating ice cream at that time and say, Mom, you pick up a little more.
On such a hot day, she didn't know how far she had to walk with those things on her back and how much sweat she had to shed for those few cents.
Mu Bangli didn't know where the woman who often got sick and crazy was at the moment, he could only rely on his intuitive judgment to find it.
Can't call Daddy, he said yesterday that he wanted her to wait for him at home today, and if he knew that she would go out to pick up garbage again, he would lose his temper.
I didn't look at the weather forecast I don't know how many degrees, but I think there are more than 30 degrees, he walked less than a mile and his whole body was sweaty, his pants and T-shirt were very uncomfortable on his body, and he wanted to wave to the master to stop when he saw the tricycle on the side of the road, but he never said it, let alone stretched out his hand.
The prize money of this competition plus the red envelope sent by the boss totaled more than 20,000 yuan, and Mu Bangli did not directly hit the dad card, but stored it in the card himself.
He felt that he should be able to afford to sit in the car by now.
But when I think of the person I want to find, I feel that it is a sin to have such thoughts.
Continuing further is the Economic Development Zone, since it is called a development zone, it has not yet been developed, and there are new factories everywhere, and there are large areas of wasteland in the field of vision, as well as newly built cement roads.
He continued along the road, looked at the time, had been walking for an hour, and still did not see the figure.
After another hour of walking, crossing a large desolate field, and the seaside embankment could already be faintly seen at the end of the field of vision, Mu Wanli slowly adjusted his breathing, wiped two handfuls of sweat, wiped his eyes with his short sleeves, and continued to walk forward with the thirst that was about to smoke in his throat.
I secretly thought that I was a little squeamish to play for a while, and if I did it like this, I would definitely not be so uncomfortable.
When he walked to the beach and still couldn't find anyone, Mu Bangli was a little frustrated, but he quickly regained his spirits and went home on a different path.
It was already close to eleven o'clock, and the sun in the sky was getting hotter and brighter, as if it was trying to prove its majesty with a scorching heat that almost set the air on fire.
When Mu Bangli finally passed by a factory, Yu Guang glanced through an alley and saw a familiar figure.
People who have been exhausted by life naturally do not talk about delicacy and beauty, short stature, less than the height of their father's shoulders, dark skin, sweat soaked through their clothes, and are arguing with the security guard at the gate of the factory.
Mu Bangli breathed a sigh of relief and raised her heart at the same time, and hurriedly ran over, she saw that her son did not show much surprise, just quarreled with the security guard indignantly, but when she saw her son coming, not only did she not have more courage because of this, but she did not have the fierce momentum just now, and she didn't have to pick up the things that she thought others had thrown away, and dragged a wide and dilapidated gray hemp bag to ask her son to go with her.
It was a mineral water bottle that people drank by themselves, and they were thrown into a corner of the door, and there were several plastic water bottles in the corner, which seemed to be kept and sold by the security guards themselves - this matter was the fault of the mother, Mu Bangli did not speak out or persuade, but followed the woman silently as when he was a child.
The difference was that he was a little stubborn and took the gray sack into his own hands.
When she is not sick, she is actually not much different from ordinary people, but her temper is a little short-tempered - but in front of her father, she will become extremely sensitive and cowardly, probably because she has been beaten by him.
When Mu Wan's head swept over these, there was not much mood swing, but some feelings that he didn't know how to describe spread out from his heart to his limbs.
There wasn't much to say between the mother and son, wiping their sweat from time to time, or identifying the direction home, and of course more often than not, she was looking for something to pick up and sell for money.
The sun was hotter, and Mu Bangli saw an empty dilapidated tricycle coming towards him, turned his head to look at her and asked in his family dialect: "Why don't you take the tricycle back?" ”
She looked at her son with wide eyes and great surprise.
Mu Bangli glanced at her, and continued to walk forward with the gray sack on his back.
The tricycle master who drove by the tricycle itself, and his face was covered with traces of life, slowed down significantly, looking at the mother and son, as if he was saying something, Mu Bangli didn't hear it, only heard the words of the old mother with a local accent: "Don't, don't." ”
He didn't look at her, but the look of her impatiently shaking her hand in refusal came to mind.
I've seen it so many times that it's like a knife carved into my mind.
"You can't tell your dad I'm not home." She suddenly thought of something and admonished.
Mu Bangli replied with a sullen head: "I know, I didn't tell him." ”
I don't know how far I walked, the sun was stronger, the sweat was more, and my throat was drier, but she suddenly stopped him, "Wait." ”
Turning her head, she took out a small white plastic bag from her pocket, which contained some coins and bills, five cents a dime...... The largest face value is five dollars, and she never puts more than five dollars on her.
She took out a coin and handed it over, "Thirsty, aren't you?" Go buy water. ”
Mu Bangli hesitated for a moment but then stretched out her hand to take it, she put the coin firmly in her son's palm, and added: "I drank water when I came, and I am not thirsty." ”
Mu Bangli looked at her dark and rough face and chapped lips, did not speak, turned around and walked to the small shop next to her.
She reached out to take the pocket, but he didn't give it, and grabbed it in his hand.
She didn't insist on taking it, she glanced at the refrigerator in front of the small shop, and continued to walk forward without expression and nostalgia.
Mu Bangli walked to the refrigerator and stopped, turned his head to look at his mother who continued to walk forward in the scorching sun, and then looked down at the ice cream drinks and mineral water of different colors in the refrigerator, and hesitated.
The words Jiang Jingbai said last night sounded.
"If you want to change something, you should have your own personality and opinions, and if you don't go against the trend, it is impossible to change."
He didn't really understand what it meant to go against the trend, he hadn't read much, but he vaguely understood what it meant.
Pulling open the refrigerator with his hand, the cool air on his face lifted his spirits, as if his whole body was comfortable, but he continued to hesitate.
He didn't hesitate for too long, for fear of wasting people's household appliances, and for fear of being thought that it was just to feel more about the air conditioning.
Pick up two pieces of ice cream.
Put it down.
Pick up two more bottles of green tea.
Put it down again.
Finally, pick up two bottles of iced mineral water.
Clench.
Don't let it go.