Recalling the little bits and pieces of love between the two and the college career they spent together, Mu Chun's heart was full of joy, he sat down on the stone, looked at the contemplative lake in winter, a gust of wind blew, a lonely plane tree leaves fell on the lake, the water rippled, and for a moment, Mu Chun seemed to see another face on the lake.

Sure enough, he didn't sleep well, Mu Chun looked at the sycamore leaves, until it floated into the crack in the stone on the other side of the lake and no longer moved with the wind, Mu Chun stood up, and probably understood what happened to Mu Xiao.

He recited Heine's "Doppelganger" again in his heart, this time in Chinese.

Mu Chun had already made an appointment with Chu Xiaofeng the night before to visit Professor Chu's house on the afternoon of January 1, Chu Xiaofeng was very happy and said, "My great doctor is always welcome." ”

When he walked out of the subway station, Mu Chun's dizziness had improved a lot, and the discomfort caused by insomnia had almost disappeared.

After the sun submerged to the clouds, on New Year's Day, there was a little New Year's atmosphere on the streets and alleys, and the old house where Chu Xiaofeng lived was in the bustling area of the center of Huanhai City, and it was only a 3-minute walk from the subway station.

Mu Chun's pace was a little fast, not because the appointed time had arrived, but because Mu Chun wanted to see Chu Xiaofeng earlier, he had a very important question, and the teacher should be very clear.

Although it is the New Year, there are not many pedestrians on the street at one o'clock in the afternoon, Mu Chun thought, even if young people come out on a date in such a cold weather, they should go to the mall or the cinema, who will blow the northwest wind outside to press the road.

Pulling the collar, Mu Chun continued to hurry, and suddenly looked up and saw Mu Xiao walking towards him.

"Mu Xiao?" Mu Chun asked.

"Huh? I remember you, you are the fan at the door of the flower shop" The girl smiled happily, because she remembered Mu Chun and felt very happy.

"Huh? I'm not" Mu Chun hurriedly explained, and felt that this explanation was wrong, so he changed his words and said: "Well, yes, little watermelon, such a coincidence." ”

"I'm really sorry, I was in a hurry that day, I'm still in a hurry today, what should I do, there is no way to talk to you for a while, otherwise you can leave me a message in the background, I'll go first." Little Watermelon said goodbye to Mu Chun apologetically.

Mu Chun became more and more sure of his thoughts, and he should be able to understand it when he saw Professor Chu.

Chu Xiaofeng's home is not there, and the two-bedroom room is full of all kinds of books.

When Mu Chun entered the door, he saw Chu Xiaofeng packing up the cup, as if a guest had just come before, Mu Chun didn't ask much, found a chair and sat down, and casually flipped through a copy of "Hesse's Selected Poems", and after reading it, his mood calmed down a little.

Chu Xiaofeng happily served fruit and tea to Mu Chun, just like he used to entertain guests who came to the door for the New Year.

Mu Chun had no choice but to say: "Teacher, I have been looking for you for the New Year, and I haven't brought any gifts, it's true." Mu Chun scratched his head, he really didn't remember that today was New Year's Day, and New Year's Day was also the New Year.

Chu Xiaofeng laughed heartily, and the brown turtleneck sweater took advantage of his round face, looking more kind than Professor Chu when he was a student.

"It's rare for Dr. Mu to come to me, I don't know if I, a teacher who is about to be inferior to a student, can answer for you." Chu Xiaofeng said naturally while holding up the teacup.

Mu Chun got straight to the point and said that because he saw Mu Xiao at yesterday's citizen concert, he couldn't remember whether Mu Xiao and himself had no contact with him after the second year of study.

"It's weird, teacher. I completely remember everything between me and Mu Xiao before my second year of research, but after my second year of research, that is, after Mu Xiao went abroad, I don't seem to remember everything clearly. Mu Chun said calmly.

"Are you sure you remember everything before your sophomore year? Don't remember everything after your second year of grading? Can humans really trust their own memories? Chu Xiaofeng said.

Mu Chun took a deep breath and replied, "Although human memories may not be reliable, and no one can say that they remember their past completely, memory constitutes an important part of why we are who we are and why I am Mu Chun. ”

"Ah, I'm afraid Mu Xiao can stand your bookish anger, then again, do you talk like this to patients? But I heard that you are very~" Chu Xiaofeng chuckled as he spoke.

Mu Chun's face was a little hot, "No, teacher, I just thought the question asked by the teacher was very meaningful, so I still said my thoughts, we are not a treatment now, I want to talk about me"

"You never speak clearly when treating patients, but now you are deliberately speaking unclear to gain the sympathy of patients? Deliberately showing weakness and making the patient unconsciously say more? This trick is really more useful than open-ended questions, you see me, I accidentally fell into the trap of Dr. Mu Chun's friendliness, but I care and sympathize with Mr. Mu Chun. ”

Chu Xiaofeng was smiling all the time, very elegant and kind.

Mu Chun took a reed orange and grabbed it in his hand, and after coiling it in his hand for more than a minute, he put it back.

"The teacher still remembers Anna's story." Mu Chun felt that it was not a way to go around any further, so he planned to cut directly to the topic.

According to Mu Chun's judgment, if Mu Xiao really had that kind of trouble, it was impossible for Professor Chu not to know.

And Anna's case should be able to show the professor to the point what the purpose of his Mu Chun here today is not to learn the technique of talk therapy, nor to really come to pay New Year's greetings.

Mu Chun was very anxious, because that person was Mu Xiao.

Anna, a patient, can be said to be one of the most important patients in the history of psychoanalysis, and it is said that she was the human beings at that time who turned their eyes on the subconscious to treat patients, and it was from Anna that she began.

Anna, who was 21 years old at the time of her treatment, was unmarried and came from a Jewish family in Vienna, and when she first went to the doctor, she complained of a chronic cough and nothing more.

But this cough was really strange in the eyes of Josef, the attending physician at the time.

Josef, who was then a collaborator of the famous psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud, felt that Anna was unwilling to tell the truth in the treatment, but there was no way to get rid of the cough problem, so he hypnotized Anna.

Under the influence of Freud, many physicians at that time would try to hypnosis patients during treatment, summoning the suppressed subconscious to confront them face to face.

Dr. Josef succeeded in using hypnosis to evoke Anna's buried memories, reconstructing the ** that led Anna to go to Josef's side instead of simply going to the internist for cough treatment.