"How could there be any misunderstanding? Even if there was any misunderstanding, she didn't take my concern for her to heart, did she? I bought her clothes, cooked breakfast, lunch, and dinner for her, at that time I was still interning in the hospital, and I had to endure a lot of pressure every day. But what? She likes to paint, and spends her days watching art exhibitions and mingling with young painters. You know those young painters, artists, their brains are too romantic, how can she stand a 9-to-5 doctor like me? ”

"But she may have done nothing, nothing happened, just your imagination?"

"What's the matter, don't you like someone else if you don't accompany me all day long? Even if you don't like someone else, it's a disappointment to me, I love her so much, and I treat her so well. ”

Pan Jing hurriedly comforted, "Yes, yes, I believe that you must be a very good person to your girlfriend, but your girlfriend can't understand it." ”

"In short, I want to scold, don't scold me for being uncomfortable."

"After scolding, you look very uncomfortable now."

Mu Chun sat back in his chair heavily, "Your husband doesn't care about your feelings." You see, a girl of yours came over to help him get justice, and he himself was like a nobody. ”

Pan Jing nodded, as if he had been told what he was thinking.

In fact, Pan Jing has always had a suspicion that Gu Yiping was injured because of something she didn't know.

Things started more than a year ago, and Pan Jing felt that her husband Gu Yiping seemed to have something on his mind.

In fact, when he was in love, Gu Yiping often wandered outside the world, sometimes he suddenly stopped saying this, and sometimes he suddenly fell silent while eating.

At that time, both of them were immersed in love, and Pan Jing didn't think too much about it.

Gu Yiping is a person from the Gu family, and the family conditions are also good, after getting married, the two moved to live in a community near Huayuanqiao Hospital, the house is on the first floor, and there are two large yards.

Gu Yiping will go home after work, and he is not busy with work, he has nothing to do to grow flowers, raise fish, and build some greenhouses, ponds and climbing trellises in the yard.

"He is a man of taste, ideas, and a good family."

"That's good, much better than my girlfriend."

Pan Jing really wanted to complain, "I'm talking about the man Gu family, what kind of girlfriend are you talking about, is it comparable?" ”

Looking at Mu Chun's aggrieved look, he was embarrassed to say it.

"But he betrayed you anyway."

"Ah, I can't say that he really betrayed anything, it's just that he seems to have a lot on his mind."

Pan Jing talked about Mu Chun's request to go back to find photos of her previous wounds, "There should be photos in his mobile phone, but now there is no one." ”

"Is it all clear? Is there any ulterior secret that you are afraid of being discovered? ”

"How do you know?" Pan Jing asked in surprise. "How do you know there's a secret?"

"It's normal for a man to have some secrets on his phone."

"Yes, once more than half a year ago I accidentally saw some of those photos on his phone, as well as videos. I didn't mean to look at his phone, I just saw it by accident. ”

Mu Chun didn't question it, and Pan Jing continued, "But, those photos or something, I think maybe they are normal needs that men have." ”

"But you don't think that's the case, it's not a normal need, let me guess, is it some mutilated human body photo? Not only will you not feel pleasure when you watch it, but you will feel creepy. ”

Pan Jing was completely frightened by Mu Chun's words. The feeling of fright outweighed even the fear of seeing the photos at the time.

"How do you know? Do many people have this quirk? ”

Mu Chun shook his head, "No, most people still pursue the beauty of harmony, it's just that some people in the crowd will like this kind of incomplete beauty, everyone's way of looking at the world is different, and their understanding of completeness is also different." ”

"Does this have anything to do with his injury?"

Pan Jing is indeed a smart woman, Mu Chun nodded, "Maybe it's related, I need to talk to your husband, do you think it's necessary?" ”

"Why do you ask? If it's related to health, it's natural to talk about it, so why do you ask if it's necessary? ”

It seems that in the eyes of one woman, if the husband's problem is not because of another woman, they are willing to face it.

Shen Zifeng's side also quickly completed the dressing change.

Mu Chun left Pan Jing in the outpatient room, and he walked to Gu Yiping's side.

"I don't like this leg very much."

"Why? Doctor. ”

"Because I once met a patient like you, who repeatedly tried to remove his leg, because he felt that it didn't belong to his body anyway, because of this extra leg, it was really painful."

"Do you really know?"

"It is true that there is this disease, it is called [Body Integrity Identity Disorder], in fact, it is nothing, everyone has a different understanding of the integrity of the body, but most people think that we are like this, complete limbs and such a form is normal, some people will feel that their arms are redundant, some people think that their feet are redundant, if they are crippled. Like you, I guess, you'd wish you were a crippled knight. ”

"Ah, yes, I wish I could live in a wheelchair forever, but that's not fair to Jing. I don't know what to do, in fact, I started to have this problem more than ten years ago, how good it would be if human beings didn't have this leg, such thoughts lingered, just like a nervous disorder, but how to tell others such a thing, who would understand. ”

"Your wife thinks you're in love with someone out there, and thinks you don't care about her, it's all because of this annoying extra leg."

Gu Yiping was not sad, but discussed his injured leg like talking about an extra acne on his face. "It would be nice to take it off. Even if it's expensive. Doctor, can you think of a way? ”

"You must have thought of a lot of ways to do it yourself."

"It's really painful, and it's never been better, just more than when I was younger, when I was a teenager, I wanted to get rid of this thing, I wanted to take it away."

Saying that, Gu Yiping beat his leg desperately, if he had a sharp axe in his hand, maybe he would really cut off his leg.

"Additional surgery, non-therapeutic surgery, there should be no hospital in our place that would agree to it."

"I've learned a lot, over the years."