Chapter 1048: Twisted Happiness

Little Black Carbon Observation Diary No. 15......

As usual, today I came to work with Jeluka and Little Black Charcoal.

Little Black Charcoal's body, has quietly put down two sealing magic arrays, that is, on the day Carlos and Seattlek came, the arrival of the two did not disrupt the original plan, that night, when Little Black Charcoal was asleep, Jieluka and I still quietly hugged her, went to the Mage Guild, and sealed the magic array.

Although I have been worried about the side effects of the two sealing magics since then, what impact will it have on Xiao Hei Tan, but according to the observation during this time, this effect is really minimal, almost imperceptible, Xiao Hei Tan is already silent, rarely shows expressions, even if the feelings are suppressed, it is difficult to find, as for the physical effects......

Well...... If the cultivation of Xiao Heitan Tong Guò in the past half a month has become a little heavier, the skin is no longer as rough as before, and the thin body that originally gave people a lifeless body has an extra vitality, which is also an impact, then I welcome this side effect very much.

Of course, this kind of change, in addition to not allowing Xiao Hei Tan to do those heavy jobs anymore, and try to let her eat well, every night, when Xiao Hei Tan is asleep, I will also quietly use healing techniques to help her warm her body, if you do enough of this, Xiao Hei Tan still has no change, it can only mean that her body has already collapsed and is in a state of irreparable destruction.

Fortunately, this is not the case, and seeing Xiao Hei Tan getting better day by day, Jieluka and I are very relieved, as if we have seen our relatives go through the dangerous period, and we are sincerely happy.

Now, sitting in the courtyard, watching intently at my work, the little black charcoal is gone, wearing a simple dress, and the bare limbs are still thin, but not the skinny and bony of the past, if it can be nourished for a few more months, it may be able to be described by a beautiful word like slender.

Some dark skin no longer looks obvious dry and rough, but exudes a faint luster, which may not be able to be described as smooth and delicate, but it can be seen that Xiao Heitan definitely has this qualification, it should be said that her body is a natural beauty embryo, and now it is just slowly recovering to the form it should have.

A rare long silver hair is still so eye-catching, and it has not been trimmed since they met, after all, the diamond-shaped crystal fragment on the forehead is still very conspicuous, and Xiao Heitan seems to be very accustomed to and enjoys the feeling of bangs completely covering half of his face, "seeing the world through the gaps".

On the whole, Xiao Hei Tan now feels like a young girl from a civilian family, perhaps because of picky eaters or poor families, and some malnutrition and stunted growth.

"Stupid, where are you looking, work hard, don't you hear? The piece of iron in your hand is weeping, weeping that you have been picked by an incompetent forger."

Without hesitation, his head was knocked by Ma Daao, this guy, once it is related to something related to blacksmithing, he will become a devil, and his six relatives will not recognize him, and sometimes he will be beaten and scolded even if he blinks his eyes.

Thanks to this, after half a month of hard study, I can now use portable blacksmith tools to barely repair the durability of the most basic equipment, and if I return to Rog's camp, if I am still a pink newcomer, this alone can be favored by countless teams.

It's a pity, it's just a matter of ifs, and it's only a craft that can repair rudimentary equipment, and for me it doesn't have any use at all other than loading X.

"Well done, that's it, be careful, every mine is alive, imagine it's your lover," Marda'Or's voice echoed through the compound.

I can't imagine what it would be like to hit my lover with a hammer.

I complained to myself like this, and I continued to beat in a muffled voice, no way, the current Ma Daao is a devil incarnation, and it is useless to say anything.

"Little black charcoal, look at it, you can't learn from your father so useless in the future."

Behind me, Jieluka's cold voice came, this guy actually said bad things about me behind my back, trying to hit my tall image in Little Black Tan's mind, and then replace him, what a despicable elf.

Xiao Heitan looked at his mother, and then at his father's back, his squinted eyes opened a little, shook his head slightly, and responded timidly in a low voice.

"Daddy...... Very hard......"

Look, see it, the eyes of the people are bright, not to mention my family's little black charcoal, Jieluka, you want to say bad things about me in front of the little black charcoal, you don't have any.

Hearing Xiao Heitan's answer, I couldn't close my mouth with a smile, and naturally I was beaten by Ma Daao's hammer again.

Little Black Charcoal is still the same as before, like a timid foraging hamster, even if a gust of wind blows, he has to tighten his neck, look up nervously, and his clear and moving voice exudes a strange magic in the whispering, which makes people can't help but be fascinated and want to hear more of her voice.

It's a pity, I don't know if it's affected by the sealing magic, or if this character has been stereotyped and difficult to change, taciturn has become the main tone of Xiao Heitan, she usually doesn't talk much, mostly shaking her head or nodding her head, but if it is said that it is a three-no attribute, she will occasionally show a smile with a sense of timidity and maturity, and when she takes care of the three iron thorn flowers, she will also show a very dignified expression.

Therefore, the temperament of the little black charcoal makes us feel like we are shrouded in a layer of fog, with a hazy mystery and agility, even if we are very close, there is still something hidden in the heart that cannot be understood, even the smile, like a flower in the fog, the moon in the water, has a hazy beauty, but it seems to be broken at the touch of a light.

How do you describe this feeling? It's as if you've entered a very clear [Table-GE] route, but I don't have a clue about how to enter the ending route of [Li-GE], so can it be said that it won't be until the second week or reincarnation to trigger the mouth?

Let's go on like this for now, as long as the little black charcoal can be safe, even if it's just a table for the time being, it's okay.

On the Mage Guild's side, the elven mages and alliance mages have not stopped researching, although these two sealing magic arrays only need to be used for a month or two, and when the matter of the painful worm is solved, it will not be of much use, and there is not much value in researching.

However, the two groups of people who usually don't look at each other are in unison at this time, and they all say that as a top magic researcher, if they don't improve these two sealing magic arrays with zài defects, it will violate their own work discipline, that is, they will tarnish their good reputation, and they will be idle if they are idle.

Really, after listening to Carlos, do you think I will still believe the saying "idle eggs hurt and nothing to do"? If you want to help, just say it, what's so shy about this kind of thing, otherwise this dark continent will simply be renamed the tsundere continent.

In addition, it's the news of Carlos and Seattlek, Carlos is an honest man, and he is also a good man, knowing that his paladin resistance is the highest, so he took the initiative to search the area of the city of divine punishment that is the most numbing to the scalp, and after ten days, it is said that the harvest is good, and it is estimated that the crystal fragments on the side of the city of divine punishment will be completely recovered in about a month.

I hope he won't encounter any too difficult strong enemies in the City of Divine Punishment, but I guess Carlos is willing to welcome such a strong enemy to appear, so as to hone himself, at least catch up with the strength of his old friend Angelil, as long as it is not a pervert like the regenerative medicine Selson, he should still be able to deal with it.

On the other side of the River of Fire, Seattle is in charge, and the hot molten slurry there is just right for his fanatical temperament, well, it is said that it is, anyway, I think he is quite willing, as long as there is a fight, a strong enemy, and a drink, he is willing to let him go wherever he goes, saying that he is simple-minded, but he is a rare barbarian with a high IQ.

It is worth mentioning that when I first met the two of them, I could perceive that their strength had improved a lot, at least not the speed of improvement under normal training, of course, this was not surprising to me.

From the letters sent by Accra from time to time, I have a general understanding of their situation in Camp Rog and Harogas, although I am not as unlucky as I, a quasi-tragic emperor, and I have encountered a pervert with the strength of the power of the world like the reborn demon Selson, but it is not as easy as an outing, it is said that there are domain-level monsters in Camp Rog and Hallogas, and the two of them have also gone through a lot of hardships to defeat the enemy, and this process is thrilling even if it is not nine deaths.

Of course, the two of them are also clear about my experience in Kurast, otherwise why would Carlos know at a glance that the sudden appearance of Jeluka is the Twelve Horsemen and my personal maid.

For the top masters of the pseudo-field like Seattle and Carlos, who only need a breakthrough opportunity, a strong opponent is naturally the best catalyst, so it is natural for the strength to improve, although the old drunkard said before that it will take at least two or three years for two people to break through to the realm of the realm, but I think that geniuses can be predicted, and even geniuses among geniuses can be predicted, but geniuses who are favored by God cannot be predicted, and Carlos and Seattlek are obviously such people, So even if it comes out of the mouth of an old drunkard, it may not be accurate.

So, the only thing I'm wondering about now is whether the two of them have broken through to the realm level, and if you calculate carefully, although it seems that a lot of things have happened during this period, and it feels like it takes ten or twenty years to fill these things, but in fact, the time that has passed since the last martial arts competition is only close - less than two years, and the old drunkard's words were said at the martial arts conference.

Suddenly, inexplicably, I had a sad sigh that my life in the past two years was really colorful, why is it sad? I don't really understand, who can answer this question for me?

Forget it, anyway, after this mission goes back, that Seattle guy will definitely be eager to continue training with me, and then you will know how far his strength has improved, as for Carlos's strength, anyway, according to the general game setting, his strength should be on par with Seattlek, and it is not much higher.

"You guy, you're distracted again"

Mardao's roar rang out again, along with my head.

It's finally time to rest, and Jeluka brought lunch with her, and for Marda'o's share, this guy should be snickering, this is one of the twelve inheritors of the elf clan, and it is also the lunch made by the intelligence chief, and it is not something that can be eaten casually.

"Come, little black charcoal, come over Uncle Ma Daao's side."

Half a month has passed, and he seems to have accepted the name of Ma Daao, and as soon as it was time to rest, he immediately turned around and waved cordially to the little black charcoal sitting there.

Don't do something suspicious in front of the other person's father, bastard

Putting down the sweaty hammer, I waited for Ma Daao, this guy, at the beginning, he was righteous and awe-inspiring, saying that for the sake of the safety of hundreds of thousands of people in the Demon Fortress, he wanted to make a black hand on Xiao Heitan, I guess I will bring up this matter now, except for me and Jieluka, the first one to jump out against it is him.

After careful consideration, I came up with an amazing answer, that is, this guy is actually a hidden Lori control, or a daughter control.

In the eyes of Xiao Heitan, Ma Da Ao is a kind uncle, but at the same time he is also his father's top boss, no matter what considerations, he can't refuse Ma Da Ao's invitation, so he can only sit next to him timidly, and I and Jieluka are sitting opposite, a small square table, which is soon filled with Jieluka's lunch, the staple food is a large pan of fried dough cakes, with dipping sauce and some green vegetables and shredded pork, half of which is going into Ma Daao's stomach.

Do you want Xiao Heitan to go out and make some friends?

Recently, Jieluka and I have been discussing this issue, and we are sitting together to facilitate the discussion.

It is true that for Xiao Heitan, parents are the most important, without parents, she is an orphan, no one to take care of, she can't enjoy the warmth of family affection, no one will pay attention to being bullied, and she will starve.

However, for happiness, parents are only the most important part, not the only one, among which friends of the same age are also an indispensable part, girls will have close friends of girls, and boys will also have good friends of boys, this is a truth since ancient times, and it is an irreversible fact.

Therefore, the topic of our exchange is, Xiao Hei Tan has been here for half a month, and he should be almost used to it, and he has accepted such a family setting, and now let her go out for a walk to see if she can find other components that make up happiness?

After discussing it for a full day, this issue was finally settled temporarily, and I continued to play the role of a money-making father at Uncle Mardao's place, so as not to let Xiao Hei Tan come over on a whim when he was playing outside, and it turned out that it was still his father's workplace yesterday, and now there is a suspicious sign at the door such as "XXX group that makes the world more lively" or "World Front after death".

By the way, the sign hanging at the door now is not at all suspicious "Light Sound Blacksmith Shop".

On Jeruka's side, she is naturally responsible for protecting Little Black Carbon, damn it, if she doesn't become a Hell Fighting Bear, it is obvious that her strength is relatively large, and she should stay to do these heavy work, and will follow ...... Ahem, no, it's the task of protecting the little black charcoal that was entrusted to me.

Despair of this unequal world between men and women.

As a result, the sixteenth of Xiao Heitan's observation diary became a sentence like "All day today, my empty father was beating a hammer in the blacksmith shop".

Then, until the twenty-first day.

"Or hang out alone?"

At night, while secretly squatting in the corner with little black charcoal, engrossed in taking care of the thin back of the three iron wattle flowers, Jieluka and I muttered to each other.

"Yes, there is no contact with other people, that's it...... Hanging out all the time. ”

Jeluka nodded, in order to make my fool fully understand, she straightened the bangs on her forehead, squinted her eyes, and made an empty and gloomy appearance like a hundred ghosts walking at night, imagine that the little black charcoal wandering in the streets and alleys in this way, if she was dressed in a wide white robe, wouldn't she be a lonely ghost girl wandering on the road?

"I don't want to make contact with other people......"

I pondered, this is an unexpected question, although Little Black Charcoal accepted me and Jeluka, but her door to this world is not open, those squinted eyes to see the outside world, for her is still a wolf and tiger land, of course, it is impossible to contact other people, and even if she is touched, she will run away.

"Or ...... Pick some kids your age to approach her? "Jieluka built yì road.

"No, Little Black Tan's intuition is very keen, and she will definitely notice it if she does this." I grabbed my hair and replied in annoyance.

If it weren't for the concern that the identity of my parents could not be exposed, I would have taken Little Black Carbon back to Rog's camp directly, and let her get along with Veras and Siros Echolu, with these kind and gentle girls, why can't I open Little Black Charcoal's heart?

"No, absolutely not, the illusion used is already the limit, if even friends have to cheat like this, is this still called happiness? This is just a false happiness, and if it is discovered, I am afraid it will be hurt even deeper. ”

"Then what can His Royal Highness do?"

Jian yì was refuted useless, puffing out her small mouth, and Jeluka stared at me tightly and asked.

"This ......" I was speechless for a moment.

Hypocritical happiness...... This unpleasant statement reminds me of a little ghost.

Since I can't accept the outside world, I have to ......

"For a short time, that's all I can do."

muttered in a low voice, from the bottom of my heart, I was extremely reluctant to choose to do this, but I couldn't think of any other way.

"Since we can't create hypocritical happiness, and Xiao Hei Tan is not willing to contact the outside world, we can't change her for a while, so we have to do this, just give Xiao Hei Tan [Twisted Happiness]."

"Twisted happiness?"

Jeroka tilted her head for a moment, then suddenly cast a compassionate gaze, took out a bottle of birth control pills and stuffed it into me, as if to say, young man, it's time for you to take the pill.

"Don't jump to conclusions, Alice, Alice, you should remember."

Yes, the foolish ghost who gnawed on your relic, the Crystal Tree.

"I don't know, I don't know anything like the ghost of the Ten Thousand Year Alternate Holy Maiden, and I don't want to know."

I don't know why, Jieluka suddenly tilted her head in anger, since you still know that she is a candidate saint for ten thousand years, doesn't it mean that you already know her information very well.

"Now I can only make a template for the little ghost, and I'm done......" I muttered in Jeroka's ear.

To put it simply, it is to create the awkward character of a little ghost for Xiao Hei Tan...... Uh, no, it's happiness, awkward happiness, personality is still forgotten, if there is one more ghost like this, my life will have to end.

As long as Xiao Heitan feels that as long as there is a world of me and Jieluka, it is a qiē and happiness, isn't it? There is no fixed definition of happiness, the key is to look at the other person's thoughts.

"Is this really going to work?" Jeroka was skeptical.

"It's okay, we've learned from the past." I'm a misnomer to mean that the car in front is a little ghost.

"But how?"

Jieluka put forward the most crucial point, yes, what should be done to make Xiao Heitan feel that the two of us are one qiē, everyone else is superfluous, as long as we are happy.

"Love, just go out and spoil her."

I confidently came up with the phrase "save the world with love", which is theoretically the same as "saving the universe with song".

Jeluka was speechless.

"But if you do this, what will become of the little black charcoal in the future?"

Jeluka is not against this construction, but in her own heart, she is extremely willing to do so.

"It's okay, it's okay, think about it, that stupid ghost has been twisted for thousands of years, and now she is gradually accepting Veras, if it's only for a month or two, the symptoms should be very mild, as long as you bring her back to Rog's camp later."

"Yes...... Is it? ”

Jeluka's expression was a little gloomy, and the bottle of the birth control pill she was holding in her hand was about to be scratched.

"Stupid, if you want to come to visit Xiao Hei Tan, just talk to me, even if it is the end of the world, I will let you meet Xiao Hei Tan."

I rubbed the hair of the lost yellow maid and said softly.

"His Royal Highness the Prince is a fool, not only a beast who wants to make the virgins of the world pregnant for himself, but also a big fool."

Jeluka lowered her head and muttered angrily, what a fool, the person I want to see the most is you, big fool.

“……”

Isn't it useful for the Duke of Beasts to pinch him? Anyway, when will there be such a bridge as "making the world's virgins pregnant", is it from the Duke of Beasts series of Duke Ambition?

Oh no.,I seem to be able to memorize the titles of books gradually.,Remember the titles of these hardcore H books that seem to be able to impregnate girls just by looking at them.

So, after making a decision, the content of Xiao Hei Tan's observation diary No. 22 was enriched again, creating this kind of distorted happiness, it was not possible, a person, in addition to contact with his parents, always had to contact with other things, but Xiao Hei Tan was different, she was afraid and rejected the outside world, because of this, it was possible.

As long as I believe that I can give Xiao Hei Tan all happiness, and pour this belief into the doting on Xiao Hei Tan on weekdays, I believe that it is not difficult to achieve the goal, in addition, the side effects of the Elf Sealing Magic Array on Xiao Hei Tan's body, which have suppressed feelings, according to our observations, are not nothing, and it seems to be stricter than those elf mages say, to describe this side effect simply, is to create a layer of iron wall around yourself, and refuse to intervene in any strange feelings from the outside world, That is, no new feelings will be born.

However, I will not suppress the existing feelings, so fortunately, both I and Jeluka are classified into this iron wall, and it is precisely because of this that I boldly propose a distorted happiness manufacturing plan.

Of course, after this incident, the sealing magic with this side effect must still be lifted, I don't want to artificially create a second little ghost like the distorted feelings, although this distorted feelings can satisfy the man's possessiveness, but compared to this, it is more important to let the little black charcoal live a normal life.

By the way, I sympathize with Ma Daao, he was obviously excluded from the emotional wall of Xiao Heitan, if you want to blame those elven mages, cough cough.

So, in this emotionally closed environmental container, Little Black Carbon enjoys the fatherly and maternal love that I and Jeluka poured all their might, and this love is real, excluding the reason for solving the crystal fragments, Jieluka and I also sincerely hope that Little Black Carbon can live happily, and I really like to love this little girl.

Little Black Carbon Observation Diary No. 25:

The effect is remarkable, and under the doting of me and Jieluka, Little Black Carbon has become more and more dependent on us......

Little Black Carbon Observation Diary No. 27:

Is it my delusion? At noon, because I accidentally put the food crumbs on the corners of my mouth, in Ma Da'ao's envious eyes, Xiao Hei Tan affectionately helped me wipe it clean, and ate those minces, because I saw the appearance of my father wolf Bèi, or because I felt the warmth and happiness of this action, she showed a momentary smile, and at that moment, I seemed to see Xiao Hei Tan's squinted eyes widen a little, and I saw the beautiful pupils that had been hidden.

Little Black Carbon Observation Diary No. 32:

Today is the day of the move, and the enthusiasm (?) in Mardao With the help of the funding, we finally left the simple and dangerous little stone cave and bought a small house in the civilian residential area of the demon fortress, which we had wanted to do for a long time, although there was nothing inconvenient to live in a small stone cave, but monsters infested and people's hearts were unpredictable, and it was difficult to guarantee that there would be no ill intentions.

Jieluka I am not worried in all aspects, whether it is her strong strength, or the appearance created by the illusion, I believe it is very safe, it is the little black charcoal, nourished by a good environment, the appearance is more and more cute and beautiful, it is easy to be targeted by the strange uncles, and move to the fortress of demons, at least within the jurisdiction of the alliance, not many people dare to act rashly.

Little Black Carbon seems to pay attention to the concept of home, and it can be seen that she seems quite happy about her new home.

Little Black Carbon Observation Diary No. 37:

Today, Ma Daao said that he was sick to his stomach and had a holiday (Ma Daao's tears in his eyes: It's obviously your kid who wants to contact his daughter to make me find such an excuse for being aggrieved), and we took Xiao Hei Tan to the bottom of the demon fortress that had been lost for five days for a long time, and picked wild vegetables near the edge of the prairie in the suburbs.

During this time, something happened that was worth paying attention to.

Walking beside him, holding a basket in his hand, he lowered his head and carefully looked for the little black charcoal on the grass, and suddenly asked in a whispered and timid voice.

"Mom and Dad...... Why is it so good to me......"

At that time, I didn't know if she was asking me, or subconsciously talking to herself, whether it was simply out of curiosity why she was so doted on by her parents, or whether she asked it with a heart that had been hidden in her heart.

None of this matters, what matters is how I should answer, Xiao Hei Tan's gaze seems to be slightly tilted to this side, looking at me timidly and seriously through the fine bangs.

This is definitely an opportunity to improve the favorability, can be answered, because the little black charcoal is our only one, is the motivation for us to live, in the five years of disappearance, under the ruthless whipping and labor of the dwarves who rescued us, we just think that there is still little black charcoal here, we must go back to the family reunion, so we have been persevering, our only hope in the future, is to see the little black carbon can grow up healthy and happy, start a family, until the moment before closing.

There are so many soulful sentences that can be used to move people's hearts and touch the heart.

But I couldn't say a word of these words, I don't know if it was out of my heart that I couldn't bear to lie to Xiao Hei Tan anymore, or whether I was moved by Xiao Hei Tan's serious gaze through his bangs.

So, I just squatted down, looked at the little black charcoal in parallel, reached out and touched her head, and said softly.

Because, we want to make the little black charcoal happy.

Eye to eye, silence.

After a moment, Xiao Heitan wiped his eyes, nodded, put down the basket in his hand, and buried his thin body in my arms.

The moment I threw myself into my arms, I suddenly looked like a dazzling look, a contradiction I had never seen before, both happiness and sadness, as if there was as much happiness as there was sorrow, obviously it was a feeling that could not coexist, but it grew and entangled.

Hopefully it's just my delusion, mmmm.

Today is the thirty-seventh day of becoming the parent of Little Black Tan, and it is a full fifty days before the arrival of God's birthday......

Don't blame Xiao Qi for being lazy, this plot is really difficult to write, and I just happened to encounter troubles at work, so I didn't spend enough time to conceive and write my feelings delicately.

So, whether you like it or not, it is estimated that there is still a little bit to enter the ending, in order to avoid everyone questioning, Xiao Qi promised it first, since Xiao Qi led the dragon soul grass out, the ending is absolutely impossible to be.

The reason for writing this plot, in addition to honing the writing, by the way, the second world's demon fortress was passed, but also because some bastards often muttered in QQ, "Qi Niang, do you have a grudge against the necromancer, your sister has written more than five million words, how many shots does the necromancer have", "Qi Niang, the harem team must gather seven professions (the barbarians really spare me)".

So that's it, and I really haven't played the role of a necromancer......

Finally, let's discuss with everyone, don't call me Qi Niang anymore, okay? OTZ