A person's smile is contagious, and his smile is the best of the best. Xi Youpeng, a boy next door who is as warm as the sun, however, the sunshine boy also has his own troubles.

Since he fell in love with Liu Zixia, he fell into a crazy journey of chasing love, but Luohua deliberately flowed ruthlessly, and his ruthless refusal again and again made Xi Youpeng depressed, and he was depressed, and he only drank all day for fun, which was completely decadent.

Li Xiaoyue also persuaded her good tablemate, but unfortunately she was never able to help him get out of the shadows. Looking at Xi Youpeng, who was sleeping on the table, Li Xiaoyue shook her head with a wry smile, and continued to open her books and read. "Isn't that the case with you? It's just that everyone's way of venting is different! ”

"Brother Yue~" I don't know how long it took to come, and a weak voice came into Li Xiaoyue's ears

After Li Xiaoyue heard Xi Youpeng's weak voice, she turned her head and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I~" Xi Youpeng looked at Li Xiaoyue with frowns, and thousands of emotions came to his heart, and he didn't know how to speak.

Looking at Xi Youpeng's messy hair, godless eyes, and bloodless face, Li Xiaoyue couldn't help but feel distressed. "The bright boy of the past ended up like this, how can it be difficult to have a love word!" Putting away the sadness in her heart, Li Xiaoyue smiled reluctantly, and caringly helped Xi Youpeng smooth his hair and said softly: "Say it slowly, it's okay!" ”

Xi Youpeng grabbed Li Xiaoyue's hand tightly, and his eyes turned red unconsciously.

"I'm dropping out!" Xi Youpeng finally said it in a snort, and you can see how reluctant he was to make this decision.

And these few words were like a heavy mountain pressing down on Li Xiaoyue, catching him off guard.

"Why!" Li Xiaoyue almost roared out, as if one of her cherished things had been snatched away by someone else.

At this time, they were in class, and when they were yelled at by Li Xiaoyue, all the teachers and students in the class couldn't help but look at the two of them.

"Classmate, please don't disturb classroom discipline!" The teacher helped his glasses and said solemnly.

Li Xiaoyue was furious at the moment, and after being disturbed by the teacher, she immediately pointed to the door and yelled at her: "Get out of here!" ”

The audience was silent for a moment, and then some good students applauded one after another, shouting to the teacher in unison: "Get out~Get out~ Get out!" ”

"Hmph~ a bunch of garbage!" The teacher was too lazy to take care of such a class, so he packed up his textbooks and walked out of the classroom. "Anyway, it's not that I don't want to teach, and the principal will be embarrassed to talk about me again! When the time comes, I can also ask the principal to let me change classes" Thinking of this, the teacher smiled at the beginning of the school and returned to the office in a happy mood.

After the teacher left, the class was lively, everyone cheered, and some even banged on the table. However, Li Xiaoyue was in no mood to care about this group of guys at the moment, just staring at Xi Youpeng with a complicated expression.

"Shut up all and give Lao Tzu back to his place for self-study!" Jiang Zi stood up and yelled at the class, then glanced at the class with a fierce gaze. Bullying the good and fearing the evil is the true portrayal of this group of students, and after being yelled at by Jiang Zi, they obediently quieted down.

Jiang Zi slowly retracted his anger after seeing that it was quiet, and walked over to Li Xiaoyue and asked, "What's going on?" ”

And Li Xiaoyue shook her head and said lightly to Xi Youpeng: "If it's because of Liu Zixia's matter, then you will disappoint me too much!" Where there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower ......"

"My heart is dead, sorry to disappoint you!" Xi Youpeng lowered his head, not daring to look directly at Li Xiaoyue's gaze anymore.

"Is there no room left?" Li Xiaoyue sighed, and wanted to make another last struggle.

Xi Youpeng sobbed softly and shook his head slowly.

"Get out of here!" Li Xiaoyue closed her eyes in despair.

Xi Youpeng could hear Li Xiaoyue's disappointment in himself, and after wiping away the tears from his eyes with his hand, he got up and bowed deeply to Li Xiaoyue: "I'm sorry!" As soon as the three words were finished, Xi Youpeng turned around and ran out of the classroom, the rushing figure clearly revealed reluctance, but unfortunately he still left, walking in such a hurry, he didn't even have time to say goodbye.

The most hurtful person in the world is only one feeling. On this road, Xi Youpeng fled in despair, but on this road, who has never been lost? The book says that you should never fall in love with someone at the age of seventeen or eighteen, because he or she will be the most unforgettable and the most painful for you.

On the edge of the bamboo forest at the school, a boy was sitting on the ground and weeping, the wind was still blowing, but it couldn't blow away the boy's sadness.

"What kind of body does a big man cry and cry into! Stand up for Lao Tzu! Everyone still couldn't rest assured that Xi Youpeng was down, so they followed, and after seeing him crying sadly, Li Xiaoyue pulled Xi Youpeng up and hugged him and cried. The boy has tears and doesn't flick, but he hasn't reached the sad place!

"I'm sorry, I was too heavy!" Li Xiaoyue helped Xi Youpeng wipe away the tears on his face, and said apologetically.

"Brother Yue, it's me who is wrong! I can't let go of her, my heart hurts, blood is dripping all the time, I live like a madman every day, maybe the only way to get out of here is the best choice, I have no way but to escape, I'm just an ordinary and cowardly person! Xi Youpeng hugged Li Xiaoyue tightly, and seemed to be much more relaxed after saying what was in his heart, and his tears slowly stopped.

"Who can really let go? You're already good! Li Xiaoyue sighed and patted Xi Youpeng's back comfortingly.

Seeing that the two of them were no longer crying, the prawn smiled and said, "Let's go to the bar!" It can be regarded as helping Xi Youpeng practice. ”

Ignorant age, ignorant love. I simply thought that this was love, this was all I had, but when I thought about it many years later, maybe it was nothing......

"Let's go!" Li Xiaoyue took Xi Youpeng's hand and led him out of the bamboo forest.

Because school hasn't been out yet, everyone can only skip class over the wall. "Brother Li, this is the last time!" After Li Xiaoyue meditated in her heart, she took the lead to climb the wall, and then stretched out a hand to pull down the next person.

Brothers are as big as the sky, and in the eyes of this group of people, learning or something has never been taken seriously.

Youth is used to squander, in youth, after smoking, alcohol and brothers.

But after many years, when everything changed, the once loud brother suddenly became ridiculous.

In the small restaurant at the entrance of the school, the brothers are still full of tables, but they have lost the lively atmosphere of the past, and they are lifeless.

"Don't sit stupidly, everyone toasts Youpeng!" Jiang Zi saw that everyone didn't speak, so he took the lead in creating an atmosphere.

"Come ~ come ~ come ~ come! Whoever pretends to be dead today if he drinks half of it is my grandson! The prawns took the lead in making a drink, and then looked at Xiaoqiang and smiled with a smile.

"Holy! Do you think Lao Tzu is a vegetarian? Xiaoqiang was angry when he saw the prawns like this, and he was also dry after speaking.

"Tsk~" The prawns made a disdainful sound.

Because they were afraid that the two would have another quarrel, everyone toasted the two of them to block their mouths.

One, two, three...... After eating a meal for more than three hours, everyone drank and walked staggeringly, and in addition to empty wine bottles in the box, there were still empty wine bottles.

"Wow~" Xiaoqiang couldn't help but spit out. At this time, the prawns and the little five people also vomited, and there were a few more white sticky objects on the street in an instant. "Goo~" Li Xiaoyue swallowed hard and forcibly swallowed back the desire to vomit.

"Haha~ Little Five, why do you have two!" Lao Zhao pointed at Xiao Wu with his fingers and dangled around, his whole body was red.

"Bell~" The bell rang for class, and everyone slowly returned to the classroom with each other's arms.

The afternoon was Brother Li's class, and Brother Li wanted to say a few words about everyone because of the morning's events, but seeing that everyone was drunk like this, he didn't blame anymore, shook his head and continued to class.

The breeze gently blew into the classroom, and after being blown by the wind, Li Xiaoyue seemed to be stimulated, and her desire to vomit became stronger and stronger. It was useless to endure it, Li Xiaoyue lowered her head violently and spit in the classroom. The pungent breath wafted through the classroom, and the other few who hadn't vomited before they smelled it. Suddenly, the vomiting of several drunks and the exclamations of classmates rang out.

Brother Li shook his head when he saw this, ordered someone to bring fine sand to cover it up and clean up the vomit, and ordered several students to send Li Xiaoyue and others to the school dormitory to rest.

Maybe Brother Li has been disappointed in our group!

Although Li Xiaoyue was already drunk, the moment he looked at Brother Li in a daze, he seemed to be sober again.

It's just that in the friendship between teachers and students and brotherhood, he finally chose the latter.

In fact, he has always been very sensitive!

Lying on the bed in the school dormitory, Li Xiaoyue's eyes became heavier and heavier, and finally fell asleep slowly.

......

The sky was drizzling, washing over and over again.

I love words, and I like the faint sense of loss and sadness that comes out of my eyes. My writing is very average, and I don't study very well, but I still like to simply tap the keyboard again and again. It's just a simple record of my mood, my happiness and sorrow, my all. I like to write about myself and don't depict it from someone else's perspective. Writing my story, later, clicking on the old diary, I can still vaguely feel the emotions at that time.

I wasn't supposed to be a lonely kid, I had my own friends and my own fun. But why am I still lonely? There are only two kinds of people in my life, one is a friend, someone who cares for me; One is the enemy, the one who makes me look cold. I wasn't destined to be a good student, as my family said. I fight, smoke, drink a lot......

But who will know why I am so depraved?