There are not many things in the box, an MP4, there are not many people who have practical use for this thing, but Zhou Zhiru has always used it, which Tang Qian also laughed at her, and she really can't keep up with the times in this regard.

All that's left is a letter, a girl's stuff like a drifting bottle, with lots of small paper balls in it.

Tang Qian turned on this MP4, but it was actually fully charged? It seems that Zhou Zhiru's parents are still charging this gadget. Otherwise, it can't be fully charged. Tang Qian opened the small white MP4, which contained a lot of songs, but it could be seen that only 3 were played most often. One is called Meeting in the World, one is called Once Upon a Time, and the other is called I shot myself.

Look at the number of plays are more than a thousand. Tang Qian clicked on the first song, this is a song by Dr. Chen, although Tang Qian is now playing in the United States and does not listen to many of these songs, and there is no big market for Chinese singers in the United States for the time being, and it is difficult to hear it in the streets and alleys, but Dr. Chen's voice is still very quickly in his ears.

The rhythm is very comfortable and soothing, and the first line is sung like this...... The stars and the moon are hidden on the sea......

Tang Qian first opened this not very expensive but quite delicate drifting bottle, there was a cork on it, peeled it off, and then poured it into the small box, and began to open the tightly crumpled paper balls and look at them again. Some of them are very early, the earliest can be traced back to Zhou Zhiru's junior high school, and they are all innocent things of girls, such as I read a book today, the male protagonist in it is so handsome, I really want to be with him, or if I can score 100 points tomorrow, or I hope I can change seats with XXX...... In high school, the handwriting became more beautiful, and the things involved began to go a lot deeper than in junior high school.

For convenience, the parentheses below are the lyrics of the song being played.

A tall freshman came today, but it seems that he has a bad temper, but he has a lot of personality. (Where you and I have met)

I took one more apart, and there was another one about myself.

He's really handsome in basketball, he's violent, and his muscles are good-looking, am I a little obsessed? Ahh I can't mutiny. (Travel back in time, come here)

He actually led our ghost school to win the first place in this year's National High School Basketball League! And I've actually become a fan of this team, am I crazy? My beautiful flower boy Oba~ (The breeze is swaying, and the drizzle is also wandering)

Okay, Miss Ben is served, I think I, the aesthetic orientation has changed, I like this kind of sports boys, he ...... Well, I'm going to be the manager of the school basketball team, and I'm not here to get in touch with him. (Dancing in the clouds, deep in ultramarine)

I seem to have someone I like, it's not Lu Oba or Cai Oba, is it him...... I actually dreamed of him. (You're in a dream, I don't want to wake up)

I like him very much, Miss Ben admitted, admit it, let's go talk to him today, try him, with Miss Ben's beauty like a flower, is it not easy to take down him, a stupid boy? (There will be you in every dream)

I'm really ...... I'm so angry~ This idiot goose, this idiot goose, he ignored Miss Ben's show of love? I don't believe it, I won't be able to take you before I graduate from high school! Hmph~ (Every big fish will meet)

I'm really convinced~ I convinced, I graduated from high school, and he didn't make any progress with me~ What's the point of just being a friend, Miss Ben wants you to be my boyfriend! But in college, I can still continue to harass you! Hum! As the so-called sincerity goes, the golden stone is open~ Miss Ben has time~ (The journey of life goes on and on)

He really applied for Xiangcheng University, it's very good, it's close to me, Miss Ben's chance is here~ Happy and happy~ Dumb goose, wait for me to conquer you~ (Do you use wind and rain)

He actually, he actually went to the United States like this? My plan of conquest, my favorite male silver, is it just flying? Miss Ben isn't happy. (Autumn goes to spring, begonia flowers bloom)

……

Looking at it, finally the things on the paper ball have changed. Not the handwriting, but what was written on it, began to change. Even through the paper, you can still feel the hesitation and helplessness of this little girl who has just become an adult at that time.

The song played was also switched to another song, called Once Upon a Time.

I didn't feel very well, I couldn't take any medicine, I had a check-up in the school hospital, and the doctor in the school hospital asked me to call my parents, and then asked them to take me to a tertiary hospital for a check-up. I don't feel very good, so there won't be any major problems. No, just kidding, I'm only 19 years old, okay? I'm still an 18-year-old girl, okay? (I remember when I was a teenager earlier, everyone was sincere)

I have blood cancer, I ...... I'm only 18 years old, how can I be? Impossible. I'm going to double-check. Definitely! There must be a mistake! Definitely! (The small shop selling soy milk is steaming)

I really have blood cancer, it's still very serious, my parents have changed their faces, I know, I can't escape. (The old days have slowed down.)

Although the survival rate of the surgery is only a few years, I still decided to do it, I have at least a few more years to live for myself. Yes, it's your own time to live for yourself. (In a word, in a word)

The surgery was successful, but the survival rate was less than 20% for five years, so I had to do something I had to do. I'm going to look for him in the United States. I don't have time to like anyone else. Don't waste any more time, just go. (Carriages and horses are slow)

My parents have agreed, and in the last time, I will do what I want to do, I don't want to end up without even a memory. It's a bit unfilial, but I still want to do it. I've only been around for a few years, haven't I? Tomorrow, airfare, USA. (Interlude)

I'm in the United States, things are not going well, he's not doing very well in the United States, and he's still rolling in the lower leagues, I should get the NBA agent's license as soon as possible, go to register as soon as possible, the domestic preparations have been made, it won't be difficult. (Early morning train station)

He actually joined the NBA so quickly, but it was still a small role, but what happened to that female singer? Taylor, do you know him well? …… Well, they know each other very well, this article continues to write, I am very depressed, but there is no way, there are some things I tell him that he will definitely let me go to the hospital for treatment, I don't want to go to the hospital to waste time at all. (Long Street is dark and no pedestrians)

It seems that a lot of people like him, these American girls are quite open, but they are also ...... It's okay, I'm actually like this, and being really with him actually hurts him. Yes. I'll just do my job and help him work hard in the NBA. (Only enough to love one person in a lifetime)

He's an All-Star, I'm really happy for him, he's really amazing, and he deserves to be the man I fancied. Manual smiling eyes one~~~ (the former lock is also good-looking)

Today I officially negotiated a sneaker contract for him, I didn't expect this fool to have his own professionally signed sneakers, really, there won't be a day when he will be "notorious". (The key is exquisite)

He won the championship, his fame became even greater, and now you can already see a lot of people wearing his jersey on the streets of Los Angeles. (You're locked)

This season he led the team to the West Finals on his own, and I saw his face, very disappointed, very disappointed, very disappointed, but I'm sure you'll get back up, you don't need anyone's help, right? (People get it.) ）

MP4 to the next song.

I have to help him get an upright character, otherwise he will offend people too much, too straightforward, and it will be easy to offend people and cause the public's disgust. (What is the situation, in fact, there is no need to say)

He led the team to win the championship, he became FMVP, this was his peak moment, and he also kissed Taylor. Congratulations to him. Really congratulations. I'm happy for him, too. I'm going to go to the bar tonight, count the time, my time is almost up. How long do I have left? (Anyway, people come and go, and everyone is injured)

It seems that my condition has started to deteriorate again, and it has finally started. My life, begin ...... Is the countdown ticking? Hehe~ I'm going to eat heavily spicy Chongqing hot pot today~ I haven't touched it for several years~ (What is the difficulty, let him grow casually)

I've been eating what I want lately, and it's really delicious, it's all so delicious. I'm going to help him organize the Tang team tomorrow, otherwise I don't know if I don't have time and energy. (Anyway, the world is impermanent, there is no need to climb over the wall at night)

The condition has worsened again, is it really about to run out of time? It's going to be over here, I'm going to have some time for my parents. His own wayward time is coming to an end. By the way, he misses his parents too, so I'll help him take it. Damn the disease, the body hurts more and more. (Until I can't see my desires)

Let's change into this professional outfit today, I should also be myself, I haven't worn such youthful clothes for a long time, look at the mirror, in fact, I'm still quite beautiful. If you are white-faced, you don't need to get whitening injections, right? (What color am I)

I took a lot of photos with their family today, and I felt like I went to their house for dinner in high school, which is really good. (If you're not really tired)

I'm supposed to be back home after this All-Star weekend, and that's the last time I've gotten around. (How to allow the body to fade gradually)

When I left today, I finally couldn't help it, I took the initiative to hug him for a long, long time, he was really too tall, so I didn't have the courage to do it anymore. If I fail, I'll still have to save face, right? But he certainly didn't notice that little trick, and I left a lipstick mark on his chest, but unfortunately I didn't have a chance to push hard, so it was really light, maybe ...... No one like him will find out and wash it. Never mind. So be it. (Didn't I choose, that fierce red)

Gone, America, goodbye agent Zhou Zhiru. (That night, I shot myself)

Spend time with your parents, I was willful enough some time ago, chasing enough memories, now turn off all external contacts, and leave all the time to them. (I look at my own wounds)

I really hate the hospital, I'm going to go in again, I don't know if I'll be able to get out this time (one more shot)

There is no newer date to go in here, and Tang Qian only then realized that the last time he saw her was during the Toronto All-Star Game in February last year. It turns out that he has ignored her for so long......

That's why she said let me treat Taylor well. (That night, I shot myself)

That's why she took me for a photo that day. (I look at my own wounds)

That's why she took the initiative to hug herself for so long on the day she left, and it was the first time she took the initiative to hug herself in about five years in the United States. (Then smile politely and say sorry for messing you dirty)

Tang Qian picked up the letter a little blankly, he felt that the letter was a little heavy, heavier than a 500-pound barbell, perhaps, he didn't realize that his hand had begun to shake slightly uncontrollably.

The letter is not very long, the handwriting is from good to poor, and it should have been written several times.

This place is really uncomfortable, there is the smell of disinfectant water everywhere, I hate this smell, I want to eat delicious food, I want to eat hot pot.

……

Is this what it feels like to wait for death? He's won again, it's really great, he's now one of the most well-known athletes in the country and even in the world. I'm so happy for him.

……

I asked myself, if I hadn't been sick, would I have competed with them? Definitely, I'm a proud little princess, am I? What is Taylor? I'm the first person to know him, okay? I'm in the best order of appearance.

……

I've been in a coma a bit often, and I don't know when I'll wake up next time, or if I'll be able to wake up next. When I woke up, I wrote, I felt like I was bleeding all over my body, and it smelled of blood every day, which was really uncomfortable. I'm a little princess who loves cleanliness. I want to take a shower.

……

I can't see things clearly, and for the first time I think my handwriting is ugly, and such ugly words, is it really my handwriting? Will this be the last time? He won again, well, come on, Emperor Tang.

……

I can't see it anymore, I don't realize it, I don't know how to write these words, I just write by feeling, I feel the countdown. That idiot goose, I haven't called you that for a long time, you have to come on, I'm ready to leave...... I'm really unwilling, I'm really unwilling. You know what? I......

……

This letter is gone here, the word I actually wrote is only half of it, and the last paragraph is completely unformatted, and even some of it is still overlapped. But all this is telling Tang Qian, this is the process of how a girl left the world.

There is no expectation, she is indeed gone, the girl with a ponytail I saw for the first time, the girl who wears professional clothes in the United States to help herself work all day, the girl who has always liked herself silently, is really gone.

In the last half of the year, she spent most of the year struggling, and she never received any news from herself.

I didn't even see the last one.

Tang Qian didn't know if he had put down the letter, he looked at the MP4 There was a special file called it, if you come, please click on it. Tang Qian nodded mechanically, it was a familiar voice. It should have been recorded in advance.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, there are some things I don't want you to know, I don't want to show how great and bitter I am, you just think I don't want you to see me ugly. I really want to save face. That hug goodbye is the best way. Also, you don't remember, this MP4, but it's the first MP4 we've heard a song together. It was raining heavily that day, so I had this chance. Okay, I'll sing you a song, you don't know, I've always been very good at singing, if there is nothing to do, I may go to the talent show to be a singer, hum, I have been an agent by your side for so many years, it's really cheap for you.

As soon as this song came in, Tang Qian knew that this song was the three he had just heard.

Once upon a time it was slow –

I remember that when I was young, everyone was sincere and sincere, and what they said was a word.

Early in the morning at the train station, the long street is dark and without pedestrians, and the small shops selling soy milk are steaming.

In the past, the sun became slow, the carriages, horses, and mail were slow, and there was only enough time to love one person in a lifetime.

The locks in the past are also good-looking, the keys are exquisite, and if you lock them, people will understand.

I shot myself -

What is the situation, in fact, there is no need to talk about it, anyway, people come and go, and everyone is injured.

If there is any difficulty, let him grow casually, anyway, the world is impermanent, there is no need to climb over the wall at night.

If you are not really tired, how can you allow your body to fade gradually.

What color am I, is it my choice, that fierce red.

That night, I shot myself once, I looked at my wounds, and then politely smiled and said sorry for soiling you.

One more shot, until the makeup on my face was completely ruined, until I couldn't see my longing to wait, and then slowly and gently sprinkled beautiful on the ground.

Some things are said to be said at all.

No matter how much cooperation you have.

If you are not present.

The final ending is a meeting in this world.

But she didn't finish singing this song, because this little girl actually collapsed while singing, and her emotions were too much to sing anymore.

It might be funny usually, but now Tang Qian can't laugh at all, and he doesn't want to laugh at all.

……

Forget it, forget this one, stupid goose, I'm really leaving, although I'm just a passerby in your life, but you're all I like.

I haven't loved it, but I did, and that's enough, and a lot of people leave before they have had a chance to like it, right?

Okay, take care, I'll bless you on the other side.

Good bye.

……

It's all over, all of a sudden, it seems that he has gone through most of Zhou Zhiru's life again, and when he saw that the final message was also over, Tang Qian didn't know what he was doing, looking at the small box in his hand, he stayed and stayed until he couldn't help but twitch all over.

PS: Okay, it's over, this person is actually a semi-real rewrite of a friend of Xiaozi's friend in reality, and this character was also this fate from the beginning, if you are careful, you should have found it, and it was not a sudden filling of the pit. Silently loving someone, or as Zhou Zhiru said, silently liking someone, that thing is the best portrayal Xiaozi has ever seen.

Then, I hope that every boy who is silently liked and paid by girls will be brave and sensitive, and don't miss it. Because sometimes you think it's a long time, but time can be directly terminated at any time.

Okay, let's not talk about it, it hurts to talk about it, if you can listen to these three songs, maybe it feels better to listen to them while watching them. Good night, Xiaozi is also tired, good night, I wish you all a good dream~