At first, after that thought popped up in her heart, she was reluctant to admit it, and she didn't even dare to verify it.

Later, every time she met with Yan Nanchen and Yan Chengyi, she saw the entanglement and blame in their eyes, and she couldn't help it anymore in her heart, so she went to investigate, hiding from everyone to investigate.

The results of the investigation confirmed what she had in mind, and since then, she has fallen into endless self-blame.

Yan Nanchen saw that she didn't speak again, she had been like this all these days, he was used to it, and comforted her a few more words, and left the courtyard.

Back in his yard, Yuxiao was preparing lunch, and when he saw him coming back, he stepped forward and asked, "When will the Seventh Prince come back?"

Yan Nanchen held her hand and led her to the table and sat down: "I said that I would return to Beijing at the end of July." ”

"It's good to come back, if you don't come back, I think the princess will be sick. ”

Yan Nanchen's eyebrows were tangled, and he sighed heavily: "Bring me a pot of wine." ”

Yuxiao looked at him and persuaded: "Don't drink, you see that you have lost a lot of weight recently, and drinking hurts your stomach." ”

"I'm worried!" Yan Nanchen's face was sad, "If Nanwan knows the true cause of her mother's death, how should she deal with herself?"

Yuxiao looked at Yan Nanchen, moved her mouth, sighed, and finally didn't speak.

Yan Nanchen picked up the chopsticks and said, "After lunch, you go to Fenglan's courtyard and ask him to send some food to Nanwan, who must not have lunch." ”

Since the death of the Yan family, Yan Nanwan has been in low spirits all day, and Feng Lan also moved to Yan's mansion in order to comfort her, and Guiyin naturally followed.

"You might as well go with Lan Gongzi. Yuxiao looked at him, "You and the master have seen her very few times during this time, and the princess is a person with a clear heart, so you will be noticed by the princess." ”

Yan Nanchen suddenly remembered Yan Nanwan's question, and the alarm bell sounded in his heart, put down his chopsticks, and hurriedly walked out.

Seeing that he was in such a hurry, Yuxiao also got up and shouted, "Where are you going?"

"I'll go find Feng Lan, and you eat by yourself first. ”

If it weren't for Yuxiao mentioning it, he wouldn't have felt that he and his father had indeed been too alienated from Nanwan recently.

Yan's death, if they don't blame Nanwan, it's fake, but one is a mother, one is a sister, one has returned to dust, and the other is still alive in the world, so naturally the latter is more important.

They all understood in their hearts, but every time they saw Nanwan, they would inevitably show some blame, and they were afraid that Nanwan would want to find out more, so Yan Nanchen and Yan Chengyi reduced the number of times they went to see Yan Nanwan.

The two of them never expected this layer, although Yan Nan was hit hard at the moment and was silent, but she was a really smart person, if she came back to her strength, she would know that something was wrong if she thought about it a little.

Feng Lan was cooking soup in the small kitchen in the courtyard, he knew that Yan Nanwan must not have eaten yet, and coupled with the irregularity of her last three meals, her stomach would inevitably be unbearable, so he was going to boil some soup and send it over.

Guiyin stood at the door of the small kitchen, looking at Feng Lan's focused appearance, her heart was sour, thinking that if Feng Lan could treat her like this, it would be to let her go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, and she didn't blink an eye.

"When will the princess get better?" Guiyin couldn't help asking, "I don't think the princess is such a delicate person, even if the pain of losing her mother hurts her heart, it won't make her sad for so long." ”

Feng Lan looked up at her and said unhappily: "In your eyes, the death of a loved one is so unimportant?"

Gui Yin rarely saw him talk to himself in such a tone, and he also realized that Feng Lan was angry, and explained: "I didn't mean that, I just think that the princess is not an ordinary woman, she shouldn't be like this......"

"Then what should she be?" Feng Lan became more and more unhappy, "No matter what kind of woman she is, she has the right to be sad and grief. She is a human being, and she should not be like an iron plate, invincible. ”

Guiyin pursed her lips, stopped talking, and turned to leave the small kitchen.

Anyway, whatever she says now is wrong, so she simply doesn't say it.

Feng Lan had Yan Nanwan in her heart, so she naturally felt that she should be whatever she wanted. But as an outsider, based on her understanding of Yan Nanwan, she felt more and more that Yan Nanwan was wrong this time.

Yan Nanchen walked into the courtyard and looked at Guiyin sitting in the courtyard, and asked, "Where is Feng Lan?"

Guiyin pointed to the small kitchen: "Make soup for the princess." ”

To be honest, she was indeed a little jealous of Yan Nanwan in her heart.

has a brother who loves her, a husband who puts her on the tip of his heart, and a confidant and friend who does his best, such a life is really unattainable for her.

"Feng Lan, you come with me to the courtyard of the South Evening. Yan Nanchen walked into the small kitchen.

Feng Lan saw that he was in a hurry, thinking that something had happened to Yan Nanwan, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with Nanwan?"

Yan Nanchen realized that he had overreacted, and eased up: "Nan didn't have breakfast in the evening, I just went to her yard to see that she didn't have lunch, I want you to go with me to have a look." ”

"Okay, you wait a minute. Hearing this, Feng Lan breathed a sigh of relief and picked up the boiled soup, "I made soup for her, and I'll send it to you together." ”

Yan Nanchen stared at Feng Lan for a while: "Okay." He turned and walked out of the kitchen.

If Nanwan met Feng Lan first and married Feng Lan, she would be very happy.

Feng Lan put the soup in the bowl, put together a few side dishes that had been fried before, and took it out of the small kitchen, looking at Yan Nanchen: "Let's go." ”

Yan Nanchen glanced at the food he was holding in his hand, nodded slightly, and beckoned to the little guy standing on the side: "Hold the food." ”

The little servant stepped forward and took the food from Feng Lan's hand.

Guiyin saw that the two were leaving, and said, "I'll go with you." ”

Feng Lan didn't speak, Yan Nanchen didn't object, and the three of them went to Yan Nanwan's courtyard together.

Dusk Shu persuaded Yan Nan to have dinner at night, Yan Nan just didn't move, only said that she had no appetite, when she was helpless, she heard the footsteps outside the yard, and looked at Feng Lan coming, as if she saw a life-saving straw: "Lan Gongzi, you are here, go and persuade Miss! I said that she would not eat, she didn't eat last night, she didn't eat this morning, and she still refuses to eat." ”

When Feng Lan heard this, her eyes were filled with distress, she nodded, took the food in the hands of the little maid, walked into the house, looked at the person sitting in front of the dresser, and gently put the food on the table: "I heard that the twilight book said that you haven't had lunch yet, I boiled the soup, you come and taste it." ”

Yan Nanwan listened to Feng Lan's voice, turned her head to look at him, looked at the food on the table again, got up, and walked over: "Don't cook next time, I don't eat much." ”

"You have to eat if you don't eat much. Feng Lan said warmly, handed the chopsticks to her, "Sit down and eat." ”