Joanna Reed said she had learned from the news media that Enke's wife, Teresa, would hold a press conference at 3 p.m. Looking at their watches, Zhuo Yang and Joanna decided to go directly to the AWD Arena press center.

With some distance to go, the two had to get out of the car and walk, and from the morning onwards, about 35,000 Hannover citizens spontaneously went to the AWD Arena to pay their respects to Enke, including not only Hannover 96 fans, but also a large number of Madiburg fans.

As people gathered, a large open space at the exit of the stadium was covered with flowers and candles, and many people were mourning in Nke's No. 1 jersey. Zhuo Yang saw the mad dog and the bald head Cliver in the crowd, and everyone greeted each other slightly, and then walked towards the press hall together.

Enke and his wife Theresa met during his time at Borussia Mönchengladbach, and Teresa later accompanied him to Lisbon, Portugal, and then to Barcelona. After arriving in Hanover, Teresa gave birth to her daughter, Laura. But Laura was born with a heart condition and died during surgery when she was less than two years old.

On the day of the surgery, Nke was playing, and the new season had just begun, when Zhuo Yang had just transferred to AC Milan. After Laura's death, she was buried in Emped, a small town about 20 kilometers from the center of Hanover, where Enke and Laura lived.

Now it is widely speculated that Enke's death is related to his daughter Laura, because the place where he happened is only 200 meters away from Laura's cemetery.

Accompanied by Martin Kinder, Chairman of Hannover 96, and Chief Superintendent Higzer of the Hannover Police Department, Theresa, who looked haggard, came to the press conference. Despite her sadness, Teresa tried her best to maintain her dignity and calmness, she was a strong woman.

From Teresa's mouth, people learned about the root cause of Robert Enke's abandonment of life - depression.

Enke's first severe episode of depression came in 2003 during his time at Barcelona, when he was triggered by a huge psychological stress caused by a defeat on the pitch. But that year, Enke was advised by Teresa, through medication and psychotherapy, and soon he was brought back to Hannover by Coach Linin, and the symptoms disappeared.

Enke's depression has relapsed this year, and the symptoms are worse than they were years ago. Teresa advised him to be brave enough to open up about his condition and actively seek treatment, as Deisler did. But this time, Enke didn't listen to his wife. He is afraid that the disclosure of his depression will affect his participation in the World Cup in South Africa.

As a result, Enke hid his illness and naturally did not take any treatment measures. Recently, his symptoms have become severe.

The human body is a complex organism that is made up of a variety of substances. In the final analysis, people's thoughts, emotions, senses, etc., are all kinds of substances at work. The pituitary gland secretes something called dopamine, which controls a person's happiness. A large part of depression is caused by a decrease in dopamine secretion by the pituitary gland.

According to the medical community, about 7 out of every 100 people suffer from some degree of depression, and the United Nations World Health Organization analyzes that nearly 2 out of every 10 people are depressed. The big difference between the two data is that many people don't know they have depressive symptoms or even have heard of it.

In fact, depression, like a cold, is a very common physiological disease. The Western medical community vividly describes that depression is like a black dog lying on its head all the time! In Europe, depression is also known as blackdog.

Zhuo Yang had heard of depression before, but had never learned about it, and he knew about depression like most people: Are you thinking too much? Why can't you think about it so much? You should be brave enough to face the pressure!

At the end of the press conference, Zhuo Yang, Joanna and others went to comfort Teresa. Teresa said that when things are dealt with, she may sell her house in the small town of Emped and take Leila back to Mönchen to start her life again.

Leila is a little girl adopted by Enke and Teresa this year, and is not yet a year old. Later, a psychologist analyzed that the timing of Enke's adoption of Leila was not good, and the appearance of little Leila would make Enke recall more of his daughter Laura, who had been dead for less than three years, and would aggravate his condition.

Enke and Teresa also have eight dogs, and Teresa says that she plans to give them all away, and asks Zhuo Yang if she wants one. So, Zhuo Yang remembered Enke's Dalmatian called 'Voldemort', which he had given him.

"King, our chief superintendent would like to ask you to come over for a moment." Sergeant III Warren Braun came over and said.

Zhuo Yang was a little surprised, but he still followed Warren to the small office next to him. "Mr. Zhuo Yang, please don't mind, it's just a routine job." Chief Superintendent Higatzer said.

Although Enke's death is already very clear, it is an unnatural death after all, so some investigations still need to go through procedures. The police questioned Zhuo Yang because Enke had called Zhuo Yang half an hour after leaving home, and this was the last number Enke had dialed before his death.

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Until attending Enke's funeral two days later, Zhuo Yang was in a state of confusion, and his heart was full of self-blame.

He didn't know what Enke wanted to talk to him, maybe it was just a casual exchange of pleasantries between friends, which had no practical meaning and didn't matter at all. But Zhuo Yang felt that if he had answered the phone that day and refunded his ticket and went to have a drink with Enke, the rest of the matter would never have happened.

He can't get over this psychological hurdle!

Many people came to the funeral, 100,000 Hannover citizens saw off Enk, and 30,000 Hannover 96 members came to bid farewell to their captain. Hannover 96 and Madiburg both came, and Menchengladbach, Benfica, Barcelona and Tenerife, where Enke played during his lifetime, sent commissioners to pay their respects. The teams that Rien Rien Rien played for in the Bundesliga and Enke held a moment of silence before the game, including Barcelona's home game against Malaga.

The German Football Association and the national team also came with many people, Loew, Bierhoff, Grandpa, Balak, Kahn, Piggy, Trolls. Grandpa said that there are a lot of depressions among professional footballers, Deisler is, Kahn too, and there are many people he knows, and Grandpa wants to do something about it.

At the funeral, Zhuo Yang also met an unexpected person - Mourinho.

In 1999, Enke followed the old coach Heynckes to Benfica FC in Portugal, but after one season, Hai's father-in-law left the class, and it was Mourinho who replaced him. Although Mourinho has only been in Benfica for a few months, he has been very optimistic about Enke during his tenure, and the two have been in contact from time to time.

Jose Mourinho told Zhuo Yang that he had advised Enke when he learned that he was planning to go to Barcelona in order to play in the Champions League. Because Mourinho knows Barcelona football very well, Enke is the kind of traditional goalkeeper in the small penalty area, and the Barcelona goalkeeper needs to often stand on the line of the big penalty area to play the backline.

In Mourinho's view, Nke would have to completely change his goalkeeping style if he is to succeed at Barcelona, but that is almost impossible.

Whether you like Mourinho's style or not, he is undoubtedly one of the most knowledgeable people on the planet, some of the top ones.

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Kou Ko refuted Zhuo Yang's idea.

"You don't have any responsibility in this matter, Brother Zhuo Yang, everything is your delusion. Mr. Enker's call may have something to do with his tragedy, but your answer to the phone has nothing to do with it. ”

"If it hadn't happened later, would you still feel guilty for turning down a friend's invitation because you had to return on time?"

"Yes, that's it! Since your decision is perfectly normal and there is nothing wrong with it, you are not responsible for anything that happens later. ”

"Brother Zhuo Yang, don't punish yourself with other people's mistakes."

Kou Ko is more assertive than she is 20 years old, and she firmly disagrees with Zhuo Yang's adoption of the Dalmatian dog named 'Voldemort'.

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