After a month, Li Xiaoxiao left her job and didn't go out at home all day. Li Xiaoxiao's mother began to be really worried, and when the seven aunts and eight aunts came to the door, they could only ask Li Xiaoxiao not to go out in their rooms.

Although she was in the room, Li Xiaoxiao also heard the conversation between her mother and relatives in the living room.

Speaking of which, it is a declaration that there is a future, and Xiaoxiao's job is also found by the company.

It's better to get married later, and your daughter can still spend more time by your side, which is really blessed.

When Li Xiaoxiao and Chu Shenming broke up, she didn't feel that there was anything she couldn't live on, on the contrary, in the second week, she also went on a short trip with her newly met little boyfriend, and also posted a news that only Chu Shenming could see, but Chu Shenming seemed to have not seen it at all and disappeared from her world completely.

Although the newly met little boyfriend also likes Li Xiaoxiao, but after getting along for less than half a month, he felt that Li Xiaoxiao completely regarded him as his previous boyfriend, buying clothes and bags, and the little boyfriend probably couldn't stand it, so he found an excuse to break up.

Since then, Li Xiaoxiao only slept in the middle of the night every day, slept until noon the next day, and continued to sleep after eating something casually.

Did you come to Huayuanqiao Hospital because your mother said, you either go to find Chu Shenming, if you don't want to go, your mother will help you go and beg him?

How can such a thing be sought?

The two of them naturally like each other when they are together, and if they are not together, how can they let their mother beg for it, let alone their mother, Li Xiaoxiao herself has never thought of begging Chu Shen.

But the ghost makes the god worse, she is immersed in the habits of the past life, she sees something delicious, she thinks of eating with Chu Shenming, and when she sees the new good-looking bag bought by her colleague, she thinks of sending a message to Chu Shenming, and when a new movie is released, she wants to ask Chu Shenming when he will go to the movies.

The new restaurant wanted to pull weeds, so he couldn't help but pick up his mobile phone and send a message to Chu Shenming.

For nearly ten years, it has become a habit and dependence, and on weekdays, it is the same as taking the subway to and from work, and I don't pay too much attention to it, but suddenly one day the subway is gone, and I feel that I am not used to it, and gradually Li Xiaoxiao has become Li Xiaoxiao who is now sitting in front of Mu Chun after remembering and forcing to forget again and again.

"Xiaoxiao, can you watch me talk?"

Mu Chun stretched out his hand and shook it a few times in front of Li Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao's hair looked like it hadn't been washed for many days, it was greasy and greasy on the scalp, the eye circles were a little puffy, but the skin was very dry, and the corners of the mouth were slightly molting, which looked like a vitamin deficiency.

"Xiaoxiao?"

Mu Chun shouted again.

"Ah, Doctor Mu, I was distracted just now."

"Would you like to eat something today?"

Mu Chun handed over a soda biscuit.

Li Xiaoxiao ate it.

"How's your diet lately? Is it a bit of a overeating or not eating at all? ”

Xiaoxiao shook her head, "Sometimes I don't feel hungry at all, but if you eat, you can eat all the time, just keep eating." ”

"Is there anything you'd like to do?"

Li Xiaoxiao shook her head.

"How was the last medicine? I'd like to give you some more nutrients, nerve-boosting drugs and stuff like that. ”

"Okay, last medicine ......" Li Xiaoxiao paused for a while.

"You didn't eat it, did you?"

Li Xiaoxiao nodded.

After going back, Li Xiaoxiao forgot about taking medicine, or she didn't remember prescribing medicine at all.

"Do you want to find Chu to explain the theory?"

Li Xiaoxiao's eyes suddenly flashed with a trace of sadness, and then dimmed.

"No, I guess I'm just used to it, and I can't get out of it."

"I'm glad to hear you say that."

"Huh? Why rejoice? ”

Li Xiaoxiao looked at Mu Chun blankly.

"I'll ask you a few questions next, Xiaoxiao, you know very well that you and Chu Shenming have passed, right?"

Xiaoxiao nodded, yes, she knew very well, and she didn't think about starting over, after all, they were separated, and she also had a new relationship, which started suddenly and ended suddenly.

"Are you not motivated or interested in doing anything?"

"Yes, basically."

"If you use [0 points], [1 points], [2 points], [3 points] to represent "not at all", "occasionally a few days", [many days], [almost every day], can you understand what I mean?"

Xiaoxiao thought about it and nodded.

"Have you ever arrived in a depressed, depressed or hopeless mood?"

Xiaoxiao compared 1 point with her fingers.

"Difficulty falling asleep, restless sleep, or sleeping too much?"

Xiaoxiao scored 3 points.

"Fatigue or lack of energy."

3 points.

"Loss of appetite or eating too much."

3 points.

"Feeling bad or feeling like a failure, or disappointing yourself or your family."

3 points.

"Difficulty concentrating on things, such as reading a book or watching TV."

2 points.

"Movement or speech is slow enough that others are already aware of it, or vice versa—irritability or fidgeting, moving around more often than usual."

1 point.

"It's better to die or hurt yourself in some way."

0 points.

Mu Chun breathed a sigh of relief, "Very good, Xiaoxiao, you did a great job." ”

"Is there one? I find it amusing and frustrating to hear these questions. ”

"Can you tell me more about that? Xiaoxiao, I hope you understand that I am very happy and grateful that you have come here to find me. ”

"Why do doctors say anything? Don't you think I'm here for trouble? Because of what Chu stated. ”

"I care more about your feelings, Xiaoxiao, if the problem of love has a knot, I will accompany you to untie it slowly, okay?"

Xiaoxiao burst into tears, tears blurred her vision, and she turned her head to see her tears dripping onto the dark green dress, turning into a deep, deep imprint.

"I'm dependent on my old life."

"People are dependent on a certain kind of life, even on a life with a certain person."

Mu Chun spoke very slowly, as slowly as possible, so that the sound was neither too loud nor too soft.

He spoke slowly in a volume that Li Xiaoxiao could hear clearly, without too deep feelings, and it would not seem too calm and indifferent.

Sound is sometimes a weapon, like a knife, that cuts through a person's protective layer, and everyone has his protective layer.

That's the skin outside of the skin, transparent, colorless, invisible, and odorless. But everyone is different, if this protective layer is violated, the people inside will feel uneasy, will be afraid, will resist or escape and retreat.

Either way, it was something that Mu Chun didn't want to happen.

What he has to do is often to merge into this protective layer, to gently lift up, to gently put down, to moisturize things silently.