By the time the three-month shooting was over, Qiu Ping's skin had begun to molt severely.

"How so? Doesn't it tell you not to take drugs frequently? Why is it that all the skin is molting here, and there is still bleeding underneath. ”

The doctor did not think at all that Qiu Ping, who had skin allergies, had no time to take medication in the past three months, and she was wearing makeup every day, applying makeup and removing makeup more frequently than usual.

On the way back to the company, Shen Xiaoyun's simple teachings have always been around Qiu Ping's ears:

One pound more meat and ten less chances.

If you don't put on makeup, it's hard to save the fairy.

If you don't work anymore, you go to shoot and eat, Luo ~ Li's big stomach is still a good selling point.

It's all the era of looking at the face, if the face is not good, no one will ask you to shoot it, otherwise you can shoot it yourself.

Qiu Ping shook his head, the lights of the subway were reflected on the glass door, Qiu Ping suddenly had a trance feeling as if he heard a voice, "Jump down, so that you will never be tired again." ”

I'm really tired, I haven't rested for several years, I'm really tired.

But hasn't Sister Xiaoyun always been with her, the girls in the company are very hard, and everyone works the same.

Thinking of this, Qiu Ping regained his spirits and unconsciously took out a painkiller from his bag and threw it into his mouth.

She couldn't remember the first painkiller she had taken today.

Originally, after shooting at twelve o'clock at noon, Qiu Ping finally had a face that could see people, she walked to the props room to find a wig, and suddenly heard someone talking in the props room.

It's Sister Xiaoyun. Qiu Ping didn't dare to disturb, so he waited at the door.

I only heard Shen Xiaoyun complain, "If I hadn't brought her out, I really didn't want to care about her, let her go after filming the cosmetics video this time." ”

"Sister Shen, don't be angry, Qiu Ping isn't very hardworking."

"She doesn't work hard at all in the Internet celebrity circle, if I can have half of you, I don't have to work so hard."

Qiu Ping thought that he had heard it wrong, and Sister Xiaoyun, who was so good to him on weekdays, would never say this.

But a month later, she was dismissed, and Shen Xiaoyun didn't give him a penny of the year-end dividends he had promised.

Qiu Ping always felt that he was not doing well, he was depressed, he couldn't eat, and he couldn't sleep.

Every day at noon, I changed my clothes and took the subway to the company, and when I arrived at the door of the company, I rang again and said that I had been fired.

One day, at the subway station, Qiu Ping heard another voice shouting, "I'm too tired, don't make any effort." ”

In this way, she walked to the track where there was no separation door, leaned forward, and almost collapsed.

"Don't do that."

A gentle voice stopped her, and a pair of gentle hands, a face as pure as a snowflake.

"There's nothing you can't get by."

The gentle voice said again.

Qiu Ping hurriedly covered her face with her hands, but fortunately the subway came, and she fled into the subway like a rat drenched in the rain.

The man Qiu Ping knew that day was Yu Li, and for more than a year after that, that is, Qiu Ping's fifth year in the city, Qiu Ping, who had no friends, listened to Yu Li's voice every night when she couldn't sleep, and gradually she felt that this voice was the best gift to her from the world.

Later, she knew that Yu Li also had long-term stomach pain, so the two talked about painkillers, and Qiu Ping knew that there were still people in the world who took painkillers as candy like her.

"At least we didn't take ~ drugs, did we?" Qiu Ping asked Yu Li teasingly.

"Yes, who said that people need to live for a long time, I think the feeling of happiness in the moment is also important." Yu Li said.

"If one day you are completely disappointed in this world, let's go to the end of the Sea of Roses, to another world."

Qiu Ping's unintentional words became the fuse of the Red House incident.

"Painkillers are addictive and will treat your stomach pain, but over time it will also make your stomach really problematic; It will make you happy and calm, and over time it will also make you more irritable, or always want to sleep, and it is uncertain what kind of problems everyone will have after taking different types of painkillers for a long time. What is certain is that there will be a problem and it will affect your nervous system. ”

After Mu Chun finished speaking, Qiu Ping suddenly stood up, "Then I don't want it first, I'll go first, doctor, don't be embarrassed." ”

Mu Chun felt the pain in his chest pass through again like a poisoned arrow.

"Are you going to finish what you haven't done for Tingtingyuli?"

Mu Chun asked like this, and Qiu Ping, who was originally weak, suddenly became firm, "I just don't know."

"You're sick, it's not fate, you're sick,"

Mu Chun said with difficulty, "Not only are you sick, but there are many people, you can save them, Qiu Ping, you can save them." ”

When Chu Sisi came back, he saw Mu Chun's face as dead as ashes, thinking that he was going to have an inexplicable high fever and be unconscious like last time.

"Teacher, it's okay."

Mu Chun replied with difficulty, "It's okay." ”

After Qiu Ping left, Mu Chun called Liu Yiming, saying that he wanted to meet this slim man.

Whoever started the trouble should end it.

The meeting time was set for ten o'clock on Thursday morning, and the slim Yuli Mu Chun saw could hardly stand up.

"It's not that he doesn't eat, it's that he refuses food, he just wants to sleep."

Ma Lu told Mu Chun that Yu Li's parents refused to see the son, but contacted the police to ask how Yu Li's property would be calculated if he was sentenced.

"How can there be such parents in the world?"

Ma Lu shook his head and glanced at Yu Li, who was half-lying on the ground.

Yu Li didn't feel anything, it didn't matter at all, what kind of parents he had, he didn't expect it for a long time.

This world is lonely people, and once lonely people are with normal human society, they will be scarred.

"I'd love to see what kind of person you really are?"

Mu Chun said.

"You see, that's what I am, a listless person."

"You're taking too many painkillers, and you have a disease that can be treated."

Yu Li shook his head, "I don't want to be treated, in fact, I want to go to the end to see what it's like, but unfortunately I can't tell those who believe in me and like me, it feels good to have someone like me." ”

"How many days have you been asleep?" Mu Chun asked again.

"For many days, I like to fall asleep, I don't feel anything when I fall asleep, it's more comfortable than taking medicine, so I have a kind of switch, as long as I turn on this switch I can sleep all the time. I think many people have this switch in their bodies, as long as they turn it on, they can sleep forever, isn't that switch called? ”

Mu Chun was a little surprised, this word, how could it be, how could Yu Li know.