After a long time, Lin Xuan stroked her silky and smooth long hair, smiled and said softly, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

Jiang Qianyu glanced up at him, lowered his head again, put his face in his arms, and said softly: "You...... Is she to blame? ”

"I don't know."

Lin Xuan naturally knew who the "she" in her mouth was, and he was stunned for a moment before he exhaled, "I remember telling you something last time, so I know very well that I don't blame her......

When he said this, he was stunned for a moment before continuing: "Although I have not been married yet, I can probably imagine what it would be like to marry someone I don't love, and my father was ...... at that time She once tried to support the family by herself, but at that time, she was a girl who had never been out of the house at that time, and what did she know, not to mention that there were two burdens in the family? ”

When his parents divorced, he was only five years old, and many memories were blurred, but the shadow left at that time was a lingering nightmare, scolding, crying and even fighting, tear stains on her face in the morning, and even occasional bruises......

At that time, the material conditions were relatively scarce, but when she didn't get married, she was also pampered and spoiled by her family, and she couldn't say that her fingers didn't touch the spring water, but people in that era, even if they were girls, who didn't go to school anymore, and could stay at home for five or six years and never work in the field?

She went to school, read and wrote, and was once a beautiful girl who was a matchmaker who broke through the threshold and was praised by many elders in nearby villages.

At that time, most of them were relatives in nearby villages or villages, close to home, and it was convenient to go back to their parents' homes, but my grandmother did not give birth to a boy, so my grandfather raised a boy from his brother's family, so he was not treated by the elders in the family for the rest of his life.

Grandma was angry herself, so she made up her mind to marry her daughter to this village where she was unhappy.

But I didn't expect to pick and choose, and finally chose this marriage.

The old man has been teaching and educating people all his life, but he has not been able to teach his children well.

Lin Yi is drunk and gambling outside, and she is in debt, and she worries at home every day about how to make her son eat better and dress warmer.

Lin Xuan only remembered that at that time, she seemed to be changing her way to make food and wear every day, and some rags were carefully and skillfully put together by her, and they could also be turned into beautiful clothes, insoles, and socks until he graduated from elementary school, and the clothes and shoes and socks she was wearing were still made by herself, not bought with money, but more durable and beautiful than the ones bought.

With Lin Yi's temperament, everyone is gone, so naturally she won't let the things she made stay at home anymore, and she lost most of them, but in the end, she still left some of them, because no matter how young Lin Xuan was at that time, it was impossible for him to leave his bare ass all day long.

Poor couples mourn everything.

A penny is hard to beat a hero.

Lin Yi is naturally far from being a hero, in fact, in his previous life, before Lin Xuan's personality was completely mature, the more he grew up, the worse his relationship with him became, which is why.

In the process of growing up, he gradually understood some things, and naturally hated this father who was too incompetent.

Don't hate him, he can't give himself a good life.

I just hate him for forcing her away.

He naturally didn't want her to go, but she could save at home, and no matter how slowly the money was spent, it was getting less and less, so she, who had never been in the field, finally tried to learn to work in the field, and then took some money from her mother's family to get some small business.

Pancakes, dough, chicken racks, steamed buns, ice cream......

That's all she can think of and do, pushing the cart and asking for directions, turning around ten miles and eight towns, and also pushing melons and fruits hard, taking him to the town when he is still a little small, and walking the streets and alleys to sell shyly and rusty......

Women are weak, but mothers are strong.

When the little dot who often cried with snot grew up and saw this sentence, he was in an Internet café where he skipped class and played games.

When fighting, he always rushes to the front, beats people the hardest, and beats the most, he has never said a soft word and shed a tear, at the age when he sees his face as higher than the sky and heavier than his life, he cries like a dog in front of those partners who are in different situations but are all the same in the mess.

Wiping away his tears, he decided to go professional.

Don't try to mix it up.

You can't live like a dog.

If one day there was a goodbye, if she had heard from someone about herself, and how sad would she be to know that her son was living like that?

"You...... What's wrong? ”

Xiao Nizi, who found that her hair was wet, raised her head, panicked a little nervously and wanted to get up, stretched out her hand, and was blocked back by Lin Xuan.

Lin Xuan hugged her again, pressed his face to her hair, didn't let her see the tears on his face, sniffed, and tried to make his voice clearer, "It's okay." ”

To err is human?

People are not characters in the book, nor are they the positive and negative sides that can be seen at a glance like a coin, everyone has their own points and shortcomings, and people have to look forward after all.

It was impossible for Lin Xuan to tell Jiang Qianyu those things.

It's like he doesn't want her to know that he remembers that she recognized her.

Of course he didn't blame her.

It's just that......

How hard that woman had tried to raise her son, how desperate and helpless the woman had been to hold the old handkerchief that had been opened and empty after the little money she had saved had been stolen and gambled, how desperate and helpless the woman had been on her knees begging and crying and shouting that this child would be ruined if she stayed in this house......

None of this should be known or remembered.

Including him and her.

He's fine now.

She's also doing well now.

That's enough.

Better than anything else.