[156] Jiang Qianyu's entanglement
Probably because Lin Xuan and Jiang Qianyu had just returned from a trip, their parents didn't say much about applying for the exam, presumably because they wanted them to rest for a night and planned to discuss it tomorrow, so after Lin Xuan came out of Jiang Qianyu's room, he went back to his room directly.
Sitting at the desk, Lin Xuan couldn't help frowning slightly.
Jiang Qianyu is a little abnormal.
After a little contemplation, he turned on the computer and typed in the title of the book that Xiao Nizi was reading just now.
"The Funeral of ***".
He had read this book once in his previous life, but because he read it relatively early, he didn't have such a deep ideology, and when he recalled it at this time, he couldn't remember too much, so he had to find the electronic version on the Internet and quickly browse and read it.
This book is based on the Jinghua time-honored jade shop "Qi Zhen Zhai" as the line, telling the fate of three generations of changes, the first generation of the owner Liang Yiqing is skilled, not good at words, dismal management, two daughters, no children, and then adopted Ibrahim, who went to Mecca to make a pilgrimage, that is, the protagonist of this book, Han Ziqi, as an apprentice.
Liang Yiqing took over the work of "Zheng He's Navigation Chart", which took three years, and when he was about to complete his energy, he broke Zheng He's arm and died in a hurry, the treasure ship was destroyed, and Pu Shouchang, the owner of Huiyuanzhai as a middleman, used and squeezed Qizhenzhai for many years.
In Huiyuanzhai for three years, Han Ziqi completed his master's unfulfilled wish "Zheng He's Navigation Chart", met foreigners, learned business experience, re-found his master and two sisters, and married his master's eldest daughter Liang Junbi, and re-established the name of Qizhenzhai.
Ten years of operation, Qizhen Zhai crown cover Jinghua.
Then the war broke out, in order to protect the treasure jade collection, Han Ziqi took his baby to the United Kingdom for refuge, Liang Junbi took his son Tianxing to stay behind, waiting for her husband to return, and her sister Liang Bingyu secretly followed the train to the United Kingdom because of emotional frustration.
During his time in the United Kingdom, World War II broke out, Han Ziqi and Liang Bingyu supported each other in the war, and they became affectionate for a long time, giving birth to an illegitimate daughter Xinyue, and at the same time, Liang Junbi, who was in Beijing, dismissed the old housekeeper because of suspicion, and Qizhenzhai went out of business.
After the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, Han Ziqi and Liang Bingyu returned to China, facing his wife and sister, in an embarrassing situation, and finally Liang Bingyu left alone, and his daughter was handed over to his sister Liang Junbi to raise.
Although she defeated her sister and guarded her marriage, Liang Junbi's temperament became more and more harsh and indifferent, and the new moon was not happy, and when she grew up, she fell in love with Chu Yanchao, the head teacher of the university, and then suspended school due to heart disease, Chu Yanchao helped her get through the difficulties, but Chu Yanchao is of Han nationality, and this relationship was strongly opposed by Liang Junbi, and finally the two broke up, and the new moon, who was in despair, finally learned the truth of her life experience, and then died.
During the Cultural Revolution, the children of the old housekeeper who was dismissed by Liang Junbi came to collect debts, and the Red Guards smashed open the secret room and looted Han Ziqi's treasured treasures, and Han Ziqi died in despair and regret.
After thirty-three years, Liang Bingyu returned to the ancient mansion, but all he got was a sentence "What you want to see, what you don't want to see, it's gone!" ”
She came for her daughter's birthday, but it became a dead sacrifice, and she saw Chu Yanchao in the cemetery, but she didn't know that it was her daughter's lover, who was pulling her favorite "Liang Zhu" before her death.
"The Funeral of ***" is more than 500,000 words, even if it is a quick glance, it is almost eleven o'clock after Lin Xuan finished reading, and he scratched his hair in front of the computer with some irritation.
The biggest entanglement in this book lies in the emotional line of Liang Bingyu's mother and daughter, Liang Bingyu can be said to have robbed her sister's husband, but she also knows very well that the relationship between herself and Han Ziqi is love, and her sister has no love, Han Ziqi also knows who the person he loves is, but he is bound by the shackles of morality, ethics, and family affection, so that he, the "Jade King" who once single-handedly pushed Qizhenzhai to the top, struggled and couldn't move.
The crescent moon is a continuation of the tragedy, the indifferent attitude of the "mother", congenital heart disease, and the love that is not accepted and recognized...... This is all her tragedy, but the final death, which can be said to be a relief.
That also seemed to be the best ending for her.
Although it is a little abusive, the book is a good book, but why didn't Jiang Qianyu read it early or late, but read this book at this time?
Turning off the computer, Lin Xuan opened the window and let out a long sigh.
In fact, he already had some premonitions and speculations in his heart when he finished eating, and now it can basically be said that it has been confirmed.
When he went out and bumped into his stepmother, even if it was his heart in two lives, he would inevitably have some emotional fluctuations, and there was a sense of guilt and guilt.
The stepmother will definitely see Jiang Qianyu when she goes home, Xiao Nizi just said those two extremely bold sentences, and even waited for the words of the declaration, she has never been in love for so long, and her mood is fluctuating, and then in that case, it was only a few minutes before the incident happened, and she bumped into the person who could not be seen and dared not to see.
Lin Xuan knew very well the crux of the problem, but in this situation, it was impossible to make things clear and say, that would only be counterproductive, Jiang Qianyu already had guilt and fear, and he could only increase her mental pressure by making things clear at this time, and then push her in another direction.
It's like a person who is stuck in a swamp, the more he struggles, the faster he sinks.
This kind of thing can't be talked about at present, it doesn't mean that Lin Xuan thinks it's wrong, in fact, no matter the law or even morality, he can't control it, it can be said that all the resistance comes from the closest people around him......
However, for a girl who is not yet 18 years old, this is tantamount to turning her back on the whole world.
Lin Xuan understood her feelings, embarrassed, entangled, dazed, guilty, and fearful...... There will be such a stage, and he has had such a stage, but when the decision is made, all the problems become one.
That's how to do what you want.
He has been very careful, step by step, small steps forward, lest the step is too big, or too close all of a sudden, it will scare her, that night in Weihai Hospital is an uncontrollable accident, and finally become a help to success.
After more than half a month of travel, everything went smoothly, and the most difficult thing for him was also resolved on the plane.
At that moment, he even felt like he had her whole person.
However, it's a pity that this is a matter of two people after all, even if he is a human being in two lives, he has enough depth of thought and vision after being reborn, and he is working hard to grasp the direction and scale, after all, it is Jiang Qianyu who has a problem on his side.
After all, she is still young, so she doesn't need to be in a hurry.
The top priority at the moment is to find out whether she is in a panic for a while, not adapting to the relationship that has crossed the line, and not daring to go forward, or is it ...... Going to give up?
originally thought that the matter with Xu Qingru was over, and then I could imagine the good life of living together in college, but as a result, such a thing happened, Lin Xuan was still a little depressed in his heart, opened the door to go to the bathroom to wash, and looked in the mirror when he brushed his teeth, always feeling as if it was a retribution from heaven.
It seems that there is an unknown existence that dominates everything in the dark, looking at him from the mirror, and said to him very mockingly and contemptuously: "Didn't you reject Xu Qingru? Don't you make people sad and think it's good for others? Didn't you say that the attitude must be resolute? Now that your sister wants to give up, do you think she's doing it for your good, and you think you have to be resolute? ”
"Poof!"
Lin Xuan, who was rinsing his mouth, sprayed a mouthful of water with toothpaste foam directly onto the mirror, and then watched the water splash on the mirror, and the water with white foam attached to the mirror and meandered downward.
In the blurred mirror, he scolded expressionlessly: "Silly comparison! ”