I have a dream that I want to be by her side all the time.

Yes, by her side, by her side, by her side.

Since I started to have self-judgment, I have returned to Xu Guo.

I don't remember much about when I was a fool, there are always some vague precedents flickering in my mind, but it's hard to connect them into a complete story.

At that time, there was only one thought in my mind, and that was to get the throne of Xu Guo.

It's not easy, and I need to be very physically and mentally involved in it.

There are many things that I don't pay attention to, especially about men and women.

The first time I saw her was at a banquet, and a lot of people came that day.

There are people who can sing and dance, and there are people who dance swords and swords, but no matter which one it is, she is the most dazzling person at this banquet.

Although I don't seem to be the only one who thinks she's dazzling.

I looked into Xu Ci's eyes and knew that he liked her too.

Even if he already had many women before, he still couldn't stop him from liking her.

I also have a feeling in my heart that I can't put into words, but I can't express it.

But I didn't expect that my mother would help me ask for her, and she chose me.

I looked into her eyes and rejoiced.

If this encounter is our 'past life', then in fact, I have too little interaction with her in this past life.

Even, it seems that before she said a word, she was already grounded in the Winter Sakura Palace.

I knew I couldn't have any objections at that time.

Because my father is still there, even if I believe in my heart that there must be nothing between her and Xu Ci.

Why believe?

Maybe I can't even tell why.

But it's believing, and that's an unconditional belief.

After she was grounded in the Winter Sakura Palace, I never had time to see her.

Because I know that the more I don't go to see her, the more protective it is for her.

But......

After all, he still couldn't escape his heart.

Or is it ......

I can't say what I miss.

I put on a face shield and met her in a different way.

She looked much better than I had seen her before, and was playing chess with someone who wasn't very good at chess.

After a few glances at the chess game, the other party estimated that she would win after taking two or three moves.

When I showed up, I was actually very nervous.

But she was different, she didn't have the slightest nervousness, and she didn't care who I was.

It was the happiest day I felt in this palace with her.

Until—

That Yan Qiushuang's ...... 不自量力 (zhugong).

I realized that I was not unrequited, and it turned out that the person she had always liked was also me.

It's just to protect me that he tries to stay by my side in another way that seems a little extreme.

The moment I knew the truth, I just felt like I was really stupid......

Naturally, I couldn't let her hurt me, so I had to say goodbye to her first.

But the heavens seem to be kind to me, and my Gu poison has been cured.

These days, I've known deep down that if I have to make a choice.

Her smile can be exchanged for one of my country.

In my mind, it's not that it's important, it's just that it's not comparable.

After the poison was cured, I chose to stay in the Winter Sakura Palace.

If she finds out one day that I'm lying to her, I'll push her down at all costs.

Anyway......

This thought has been in my mind for a long, long time.

Can't wait......

The time spent together in this life is too short, and I just want to be with her from beginning to end in the next life.

That is the greatest satisfaction in my heart.