Chapter 559: If I could share it with you
Zhou Gang saw that Mu Chun's appearance was a little serious, and he suddenly felt uncomfortable and restless. Originally, after a month of patient treatment by Dr. Chu, Zhou Gang already felt much better, and he no longer felt nervous and uneasy from time to time, why did he suddenly become a doctor today, which made Zhou Gang like a stuck computer system, and he didn't know what to do.
"What's uncomfortable? Is the cervical spine not very good? Mu Chun asked.
Zhou Gang's cervical spine is indeed bad, but how can this doctor see at a glance that his cervical spine is not good?
While thinking, Zhou Gang subconsciously reached out and touched his neck.
"Do you often feel a little soreness in your right shoulder?" Mu Chun asked again.
"It seems to be true." Zhou Gang touched his right shoulder again after listening to Mu Chun, speaking of which, the right shoulder and upper arm often have a feeling of soreness, how did this doctor know this?
"What's the doctor's name?"
was suddenly told by the doctor that he had two problems with himself, and Zhou just realized that the doctor in front of him was more experienced than Dr. Chu no matter how he looked at it, could it be that he was the director of what kind of department?
When I was speculating, I only heard Mu Chun say, "Doctor Mu Chun, it's okay to call me Doctor Mu, I'm the director of the Department of Physical and Mental Health, will you come to me to see a doctor in the future?" ”
"Not good." Zhou Gang was embarrassed.
"Why is it bad?" Mu Chun asked.
"It's nothing, I just think Dr. Chu Sisi is quite good, and I see it well on her side." Zhou Gang shook his head and replied reluctantly, looking like he was unwilling to lend erasers to the primary school students at the same table.
"Tell me what you've seen. Did Dr. Chu tell you that if your cervical spine problem continues like this, it is likely that one day you will suddenly not be able to lift your right hand? ”
Zhou Gang was startled, then shook his head.
"So has Dr. Chu prescribed you sleep aids, and have you been sleeping hard lately?"
"There are some of them, but Dr. Chu Sisi didn't think I needed to take sleep aids." Zhou Gang replied.
Of course, Mu Chun knew very well why Chu Sisi didn't prescribe sleep aids to Zhou Gang, the reason was very simple, Chu Sisi didn't have the right to prescribe.
But this point does not seem to be clear to Zhou Gang, in Mu Chun's opinion, there are two reasons why Zhou Gang does not understand whether Chu Sisi has the right to prescribe:
1. Zhou Gang, like most patients, thinks that the doctors who see patients in white coats sitting in the outpatient room in the hospital are the same, and they don't think about the fact that there are doctors who can't prescribe medicines, and that prescribing drugs is what all doctors will do in the eyes of patients.
2. Chu Sisi told Zhou Gang that he didn't need to take sleeping aids for the time being, which Zhou Gang did say.
Zhou Gang sat on the chair a little absent-mindedly, always thinking about looking back and knowing that the door behind him was closed, even if he looked back, he couldn't see anything.
After taking a sip of coffee from the cup, Zhou Gang's feeling of uneasiness became stronger and stronger.
Originally, Zhou Gang was in a very good mood last night, but I don't know why Zhou Gang's mood would become better as long as he thought that the follow-up appointment with Dr. Chu was approaching; Or a few days after coming to the Huayuanqiao Community Health Center for follow-up, Zhou Gang felt at ease and felt a sense of comfort in the spring breeze.
Just last night, Zhou Gang didn't sleep with that favorite underwear in his arms for the first time in years.
Since he was a teenager, he secretly hid this dress, and when he slept, he always put it next to his pillow and held this woman's underwear like a child holding a doll.
Every morning, he folded his clothes and hid them in the bottom of the drawer.
This is his secret, and even Chu Sisi has not confided in him.
Although Zhou Gang has collected a lot of women's underwear over the years, Zhou Gang's love for this underwear is incomparable to any other underwear.
He once thought that even if he got married one day, he might not be able to do without this dress.
In the past year, Zhou Gang has become more and more uncomfortable with his behavior, which is why he came to the hospital to see the physical and mental health department, a whole wardrobe of women's underwear, Zhou Gang sometimes feels like a huge black hole, and there is a hideous woman's face in the black hole.
He wanted to touch that face, but he was afraid of that face, which was not young or beautiful, and gradually Zhou Gang discovered that the face in the black hole was the owner of the dress, a relative he did not know at all. When Zhou Gang was a teenager, that summer, Zhou Gang saw the little aunt washing her hair on the marble countertop of the kitchen with a basin, and she was wearing a pink vest that had become a little transparent because of the water.
At that time, Zhou Gang was still a small child, and he had just begun to have some longings and fantasies about women, and this dress became a maltose wrapped around his heart.
Zhou Gang didn't deliberately steal the dress, how it got to him, Zhou Gang himself can't remember clearly.
In short, he would not admit that he stole the dress.
Since that summer, Zhou Gang has never seen the aunt again, nor has he remembered what her face looks like, and all he remembers of the woman is her wet neck and translucent blouse that reflects her complexion.
But in the past month since he got to know Dr. Chu Sisi, Zhou Gang has rarely felt disgusted with his behavior, and Zhou Gang can't figure out the reason.
But he did look forward more and more to seeing Dr. Chu every week, and he did enjoy the relaxing time after each follow-up visit more and more, which could last for several days, and when it was about to disappear, when the original anxiety and struggle returned, and when it was the second week of follow-up time, Zhou Gang was immersed in anticipation again.
He thought it was very good, although it was only a short hour, but Zhou Gang was able to chat with Chu Sisi very happily, and in his opinion, Chu Sisi also enjoyed chatting with him.
Even, Zhou Gang felt that he was not afraid to talk to others on weekdays, and he was no longer afraid that the people around him would see what weird habits he had, and a few times when Zhou Gang turned out these underwear one by one, he no longer felt any blush and guilt, and the guilt had almost become an old antique in the past world, and he felt very relaxed all over, and this ease even made him grateful for the room of women's underwear he had collected.
Zhou Gang is looking forward to sharing these changes in his body with Dr. Chu, and he is looking forward to being able to share his wonderful feelings in Dr. Chu's quiet listening.
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