At this time, it was late at night, as the lights went out, darkness and silence hit at the same time, and the entire room was flooded in an instant, only the neon light of the city late at night at the window drifted in with the wind, Jiang Qianyu turned his head to look at the gap left between the curtains, and subconsciously wanted to get up, but he lay down again, and said, "Close the window." ”

She likes to leave the window when she sleeps, but she must draw the curtains, Lin Xuan got up and opened the window a crack, pulled the curtains again, and went back to the bed to lie down, Xiao Nizi watched him go back to the bed and lie down, then he closed his eyes again, and it looked like he was really going to sleep.

Lin Xuan turned over and leaned over, stretched out his hand to hold her fragrant and soft body in his arms, Jiang Qianyu lifted his upper body, let his arm pass under him, and pillowed his arm in his arms, Lin Xuan lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the cheek, and said, "Tell me if you are stubborn." ”

"Hmm."

Jiang Qianyu followed, and also stretched out his arm to hug him.

To be honest, she still has class tomorrow, Lin Xuan didn't have any other thoughts when he hugged her at first, but he couldn't control it at all when he was next to her body, but Xiao Nizi didn't react, so he pretended that the thing that was on top of her had nothing to do with him.

Xiao Nizi is very picky about the sleeping environment, not that she must be absolutely quiet, but she can't see the light, and she can't even light up, which Lin Xuan only discovered when the two of them returned to their hometown with their parents during the summer vacation.

When the curtains were closed, the room was pitch black, but when the eyes adjusted to the darkness, they could still see something faintly.

The touch of the body in the darkness became clearer, the smooth calves, the soft cheeks, and the ...... underneath The repressed impulses were not calmed by darkness and silence, but grew stronger with time.

Lin Xuan tried his best to keep his breathing steady, but it was difficult to control all kinds of thoughts, what he had dreamed of, what had just happened in this bed, what he had tasted, still only existed in his imagination...... All kinds of scenes, tastes and fantasies made his blood flow and his limbs stretched, and he didn't feel sleepy for a long time.

When the basin of water was splashed on the bed, he had already made the most thorough decision about the relationship between the two, and it was not wrong to say that he couldn't help it, and it was not wrong to say that he deliberately teased it, probably because of the absurdity of the past, he finally found a sense of peace of mind in Jiang Qianyu, but it is difficult to say that this kind of "peace of mind" is reserved until after knowing that she is about to go abroad.

Since childhood, we have accepted the concept of materialism, believed in science, despised all superstitions, and added to it the social system of "feudalism", which has been abandoned by the times, but the more we grow up, the more we believe in fate.

Lin Xuan didn't know what to do with the word 'life', and he couldn't give a positive answer to whether he believed in fate or not, but he knew very well that as he experienced more and more and his thoughts became more and more mature, he believed in the cycle of cause and effect.

If the word "life" were to be interpreted in this way, he would have believed it.

Others are "a girl smiles at me and I start thinking about the name of the child in the future", but when he sees a girl who is beautiful, he starts to imagine what she looks like in bed, what kind of expression does it sound good or not......

No one has taught Lin Xuan how to like a person and what love is, so when he didn't learn to reflect and didn't learn how to love someone, he could only pursue the truth of practicing to get true knowledge, groping over and over again, and then getting lost in the process, which is not to blame him, after all, the process of practice is called * love.

The prodigal son did not change his money.

Put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the spot.

Isn't this too unfair to people who have not made mistakes and have to go through the ninety-nine-eighty-one difficulties of wandering between life and death in order to seek Buddha?

If this macro problem is concretized, it is that Lin Xuan, who has a clean body of eighteen years old, can the soul in his head who has had a lot of dirty stains be worthy of Jiang Qianyu?

It's like when he woke up in the hospital, he didn't realize that the girl in front of him didn't look like his girlfriend at all, but he still habitually reached out and hugged her and kissed and touched, if it wasn't for a slap, where was the use of waiting to take off her clothes today?

I was in bed and the girl in front of me was not my girlfriend, there could be too many explanations, such as I drank too much and remembered wrongly, such as the girl who slept last night was not a girlfriend but another appointment...... He even had the heart to praise himself for his good vision at that time, and this time the girl was so beautiful!

If Jiang Qianyu knew this, would she still lie down in her arms and sleep happily so obediently and softly?

Of course, this kind of emotion will appear sometimes, but only sometimes, Lin Xuan was stupid enough to take the initiative to confess to Xiao Nizi, isn't that brain-dead?

If you feel guilty, then you should not forget the teacher of the future, it is the most correct to be good to her, and she is immersed in the past and can't extricate herself, which is purely a head clamping the door and being kicked by a donkey twice.

However, this kind of rationality was not enough to completely calm his heart disease, so when he learned that Xiao Nizi might go to North America, Lin Xuan's sense of crisis was stimulated to the greatest extent.

She hadn't turned eighteen yet, and she was a few days away from her seventeenth birthday.

She's smart.

But this does not mean that she can also treat feelings without a teacher.

It was her first time in love.

And the probability of success in first love is too low, and with Lin Xuan's experience, this probability will be lowered indefinitely.

He had missed the repentance so he changed, what about her?

Emotionally, Lin Xuan is full of confidence in her, and he is willing to trust her to the greatest extent, of course, even rationally, with Xiao Nizi's character, this trust is also reasonable......

But!

There is a case for everything!

Lin Xuan, who had an unprecedented sense of crisis, was eager to increase his chips, so he had a stupid trigger, and after the idea of making the relationship between the two go further, it lingered.

This may be a bit outrageous.

But since it's a matter of time or time, it's not a bad thing anyway, so what's not to do?

After all, it's not cool alone.

He found too many reasons for himself, and when he really got to bed, he realized that there was no reason at all, and the instinctive impulse was enough to make him desperately rip off her clothes and separate her legs to enjoy her, if it wasn't for the sense of his urgent thoughts, Xiao Nizi would not have been busy running away just now.

But she changed her dress......

Isn't it more convenient for yourself?

Lin Xuan opened his eyes in speculation, but saw a pair of bright eyes in the dark, and was staring at him with some curiosity, unblinking, couldn't help but be slightly stunned, reached out and rubbed her hair, and said, "Haven't slept yet?" ”

Xiao Nizi closed her eyes again, her head arched in his arms, and after a while, she said sullenly: "You are like this...... How do I sleep......"

Lin Xuan's heart couldn't help jumping, Xiao Nizi obviously felt it, her body stiffened, and she didn't move in his arms.

Lin Xuan's heart warmed up again, he was not a wooden person, and in this kind of thing, men would think more and more optimistic—and at the same time, it was more unhealthy, so he took it for granted that this was a hint.

Otherwise, why didn't she sleep and take the initiative to mention it?

Since Xiao Nizi didn't sleep, Lin Xuan didn't deliberately keep her body motionless like just now, moved her tense muscles slightly, slid her arms down, and hugged her waist tightly, so that her body was closer to herself.

The close touch suddenly became more intense, Lin Xuan's heart was hot, and he couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva, and called softly: "Shallow." ”

"Huh?"

"What's your class tomorrow?"

"No class."

Lin Xuan, who was thinking about how to persuade her to skip class, was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but let go of his arm and looked down at her, Xiao Nizi opened her eyes and glanced at him, "There is no class in the morning." ”

Lin Xuan let out an "oh" and didn't say anything more, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and then kissed her cheek......

Xiao Nizi's snort quickly became sharp.

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After a long time, I only heard Lin Xuan gasp a little hurriedly: "Shallow and good, will you give it to me?" ”

In the darkness, she felt that Xiao Nizi shook her head very resolutely.

Lin Xuan tried to calm down, first withdrew his lower hand, hugged her tightly again, and kissed her on the cheek, "What's wrong?" ”

Xiao Nizi lay in his arms and said in a soft voice: "Why are you doing this all of a sudden?" ”

She asked this sentence just now, but Lin Xuan didn't care about it at that time, and when she asked again, she realized that Xiao Nizi seemed to notice that his mood was wrong, otherwise, with her character, she would not let him be so presumptuous when she didn't intend to let him break through the bottom line.

If Lin Xuan hadn't been carried away, he would have realized that this was actually a very simple thing, he had been relatively regular during this time, and suddenly he had to run to Xiao Nizi's bed to sleep at any cost, and it seemed that he was really planning to sleep with her, it would be strange if she didn't know that there was a situation.

Thinking about this, Lin Xuan hesitated for a moment, after all, he still couldn't tell her now, so he had to kiss her again and said, "I'll tell you later." ”

Jiang Qianyu let out a soft "um", which did not stop him from speaking and still did not stop moving.

Lin Xuan stretched out his hand behind her back again to unbutton it, Jiang Qianyu lay down under him, looking at him with big watery eyes, and finally just stretched out his hands and hugged him tightly.

After a long time, she bit her lip lightly, and her voice was low, softly, "Don't." ”

Lin Xuan looked at her eyes, he knew very well that what she said at the moment was not to refuse and welcome, but really not to.

However, he also knew that she wanted it as much as he did.

It's just that for her, this is a very important thing, and it has symbolism and meaning outside of this matter.

So she wanted it but said no.

However, he could ignore her subjective willpower resistance, after all, her body no longer resisted.

And......

I swear with the dignity of a man, and she will be very comfortable later.

Lin Xuan hesitated for a moment, the boiling blood in his body made him use an urge to continue at every moment, but in the end he didn't do what he wanted to do the most.

After finding that he was about to explode, Lin Xuan had to stop this kind of torturing himself, and hugged her tightly, trying to use this way of possession to calm another way of possession.

The answer, of course, is futile.

Xiao Nizi lay in his arms, obediently let him hold herself, and after a while asked softly, "Are you very uncomfortable?" ”

"What do you say?"

Lin Xuan glanced down at her, couldn't help but kiss her again, and then before another deep kiss, he stopped his sadistic behavior with great perseverance, hugged her again, buried his face in her soft hair, and called softly: "Shallow." ”

"Huh?"

"Do you want it?"

Xiao Nizi hesitated for a moment, then nodded lightly in his arms.

Lin Xuan bewitched in her ear: "Is that okay for me?" ”

Xiao Nizi gasped softly, but shook her head again.

Lin Xuan finally found that the lack of people's hearts was simply too reasonable, if it was in the past, he would not dare to think of this kind of treatment and enjoyment at the moment, but at this moment, he felt a little depressed.

He lay on the side, hugged Xiao Nizi and let her lie in his arms, stroked her soft hair and asked, "When is it okay?" ”

Jiang Qianyu was silent for a while before saying, "At least wait until my parents agree...... bar. ”

Lin Xuan smiled dryly: "You don't need to ask their opinions on this matter, right?" ”

Jiang Qianyu pinched him fiercely, "Who said this...... This kind of thing is up. ”

Lin Xuan said "um" softly, hugged her for a long time and didn't speak again, Xiao Nizi didn't make a sound, just lay quietly in his arms, and after a long time, she moved, looked up at Lin Xuan, and lowered her head again.

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This chapter is inevitably unsmooth because of the abridged version, so please forgive me.