Four

After a few days, Wang Fan was very proud. Director Ma often handed over some materials to him to write. Sister Zhang always encouraged on the side, saying that she should be angry and not let down Director Ma's hard work. He also listed many city leaders who were born with a pen, worked hard and had a good future. Wang Fan was very grateful and excited, and felt that his eyes were full of clouds and brilliant brilliance. But there is not a single material that Director Ma does not want to revise beyond recognition. Over time, Wang Fan seems to really understand that his writing and ink skills are not as good as Director Ma's, and he is extremely dissatisfied with the poems and prose he creates. borrowed Jia Baoyu's words and blamed himself: What Laoshizi! vowed not to subscribe to literary publications again, and the literary supplements in the newspaper were no longer interested in browsing. Occasionally, when a literary friend asks about creation, Mr. Warwick smiled and said, "I'm too busy, I'm too busy, how can I have time to write?" But in his heart, he expressed great contempt: still doing that thing, pediatrics! A few years ago, I was so naïve, what kind of creation! became more and more modest in front of Director Ma, and studied the materials revised by the boss carefully. Later, a bold idea of revolutionary significance was born: to work hard for more than ten years to write a monograph on official documents of organs. It turned out that he found that the investigation reports, empirical materials, and other articles that are commonly used by the organs today, whether in terms of genre or style, have never been studied from elementary school to university, and what can be seen in Xinhua Bookstore is the "Encyclopedia of Chinese Applied Styles" and the like, which are not discussed in many genres commonly used by the organs, and completely ignore the principle of integrating theory with practice. This is the principle of Marxism! I'm afraid that there are no monographs in developed countries. Socialism has been in the country for thousands of years, and no one has studied the popular style of this party and government organ, so is it okay? The research task of this topic has now fallen to me Wang Fan historically. I will definitely fill the gap in this field of social science research. When Wang Fan thought of this, he had a sense of martyrdom, and he was a small person who was about to achieve a great cause.

He was hesitant: should he report this bold idea to Director Ma? If Director Ma knew about his grand ambition, he would definitely be impressed and would definitely be more important. Then I wondered, would it be seen as arrogant? A person who has not passed elementary school math also wants to attack the Goldbach conjecture?

At last, he could not hold it back, and at a meeting of the whole room for democratic life, he talked about this lofty ideal and expounded it for a full 15 minutes, which was the first time he had made a long-term speech with a clear eye since he joined the work. Sure enough, all four were shocked.

When Director Ma made a summary, he praised Wang Fan: "Comrade Wang Fan's ideas are very meaningful. Young people should learn from him, and the key is to learn from his spirit of reform, pioneering spirit, enterprising spirit, and innovative spirit, Comrade Wang Fan ......"

Wang Fan was so excited that he could hardly help himself, but his expression was calm. This is not only because Director Ma so highly praised his various spirits, but also because it is the first time that he calls himself Wang Fan instead of Xiao Wang on such a serious occasion. He felt much taller. I remember that at the opening ceremony of the first semester of the university, the president said that he also addressed the comrades instead of the students, and he immediately became excited. After joining the work, he became Xiao Wang, and he felt very kind. But under normal circumstances, the title of this little character is condescendingly called by others, and now that you have been promoted to Comrade Wang Fan, how can you not be excited?

Director Ma's praise seems to have definitely changed his position in the office. Of course, colleagues call comrades in informal occasions not very officially, but it seems disrespectful to call Xiao Wang again, and most of them are called Brother Wang, and that tone is even a little flattering. Director Ma still called him Xiao Wang, and he listened very kindly. Although he had never been in love, he felt that this must be the feeling when he heard his lover nickname himself.

Wang Fan has 120,000 confidence to work in the agency. He felt that he should also create a mature image of himself in an all-round way, so that others could see that he was an authentic Comrade Wang Fan instead of Xiao Wang. After careful reflection, he carefully designed himself. Words and deeds should be more sophisticated, capable, appearance and image still need to be revolutionary, of course, the small flat head should be retained, the yellow canvas satchel must be removed, replaced by a black briefcase. I thought that carrying the white-washed yellow satchel was very chic and free, and even Li Xiangnan carried it, but now that I think about it, it is simply the tail of the sour poet's temperament, and it must be like what Ah Q said: click!

So Wang Fan spent fifteen yuan and six cents to buy a black briefcase, sandwiched it under his left armpit, and shook it with his right hand very dryly. No one else seems to care about his satchel revolution, let alone appreciate the far-reaching significance of this revolution. Wang Fan was happy, because it showed that his evolution from a poet's temperament to a cadre's demeanor was a smooth transition. The best effect pursued by reform and opening up is a smooth transition! Otherwise, what if prices fluctuate, people's hearts fluctuate, and society shakes?

By chance, the satchel revolution made him understand some truths. That day, a colleague said his briefcase was chic and asked where it had come from. Speaking of this drifting word, Wang Fan often listens to the cadres of the organs on weekdays, and vaguely understands its meaning, but does not delve into it. Today, I saw that my colleagues had linked themselves with the drifting characters, and I couldn't help but study it slightly, the original meaning was very rich, but it was from "Erya" to "Shuowen Jiezi" to "Kangxi Dictionary" to "Cihai", even the universe of foreign words has not been explained. Wang Fan couldn't give an accurate definition of this drifting word, which probably means that it doesn't cost money to eat, smoke, and get things at the grassroots level. Anyway, it didn't cost money, that's absolutely true. One thing seems certain, and that is that this drifter is not the same thing as sitting at home and receiving tribute from others. Sitting at home with Erlang's legs, the old man is full of spirit, accepting tribute from others, that practice, to put it mildly, is simply accepting bribes! And drifting up at work, that's natural. After careful and careful consideration, Wang Fan also found that the cadres not only made the problem of subsection clear from the problem of corruption, but also made the language style obscure and dashing. Wang Fan even thought that the expressive ability of literature and art is really too limited, how can a novel be expressed in such a highly artistic language? How is film and television performed? This drifting word is simply profound and mysterious!

The words come back to the front. The colleague asked Wang Fan where his briefcase came from? He said, where and where, he paid for it. He was telling the truth, but his expression was noncommittal. He didn't want to deny that the briefcase had drifted in. Because he also found that his colleagues seemed to be like this, never confessing that he was drifting, nor denying that he was not drifting. It turns out that people have a tacit consciousness - people who can't float outside are definitely a waste and will be looked down upon. But this drift, although it does not hinder integrity, is always a little bit of that.

Since Wang Fan deeply understood the meaning of drifting, he sometimes deliberately took the opportunity to establish the image of drifting. But do it in moderation. Because after all, he is a person who has studied Marxist philosophy, and he understands very well the relationship between quantitative change and qualitative change. To be honest, Wang Fan's qualifications are too shallow, and he has no job or power, so there is almost no chance of drifting. I bought a new pair of leather shoes that day, and some colleagues saw that they were produced by the city's Luyao Leather Shoe Factory and asked if they were floating, and the tone was a little admiration and envy. Wang Fan hurriedly shook his head, no, no, he bought it himself, and it cost forty-eight yuan. The expression was tenfold more noncommittal. The colleague became more and more disbelieving that he had bought it, and swore a gamble, and finally gave in, saying that he had at least bought it at the ex-factory price. Wang Fan had no choice but to nod and say, don't hide it from my brother, it's really just the factory price, thirty-six yuan. Unexpectedly, the colleague's heart was also moved, and he insisted on borrowing Wang Fan's face and buying a pair for him. Wang Fan was helpless, generously promised, easy to say, I will take the time to go tomorrow at noon. At noon the next day, I had to pay 12 yuan to buy a pair for my colleague. Fuck, ten days of food is considered yellow.