Is there anything worth living in life?

No, there are no worthwhile people, nothing worthwhile.

When you're in pain, people think they're at least living better than you; When you're lonely, the people around you hide far away; When you want your mother to hug, your mother dislikes you; When you wait until Dad comes back, you remember that Dad has always wanted a son.

If you don't study well, your classmates will laugh at you for coming from a very small and poor place; You want to tell them that your hometown is not small or poor, and that they think you can even lie in order to fit in.

It's clearly the truth, but no one will really see it, and everyone believes it to be true if it's clearly fake; Obviously, there is no salvation in this world, but there are still people who push those sober good people into the abyss.

"This is a checklist, you can go to the surgery first, and then my suggestion is that you do another electrocardiogram, by the way, there may be some problems with the lungs that I'm worried about, and how are you sleeping?" In general, people with poor stomach will most have sleep problems, and you should have anemia.

I'm really worried.

Also, from your neck, although you are absolutely perfectly proportioned above your collarbone, but in my opinion, there may still be thyroid problems, you are a little small, I don't know if you have been deficient in calcium since childhood, if there is indeed a calcium deficiency problem, then it may be caused by thyroid problems; Also, do you have back pain or something? ”

Mu's series of questions almost stunned Xu Dan.

"What? Doctor, you say it slowly, although I have studied nursing, but you say it so fast."

Xu Dan's shame turned red.

"Well, it's a gastrointestinal checklist, thyroid function test, electrocardiogram test, trace element test, and lung X-ray test, it's best to do another one~" Mu signed a checklist and put a checklist in front of Xu Dan, and finally exhaled, rubbed his hands, and looked carried away.

Xu Dan just wanted to question Mu, why did he do so many examinations, but he heard Mu say: "Actually, I still want you to do more examinations, anyway, you should have a physical examination, but" Mu Yan stopped peeling off his fingernails.

"What other checks are needed? I think that's pretty much enough. Xu Dan said resignedly.

Obviously she had a point, but she still spoke very carefully, making others think that she must have done something wrong and making the girl unhappy.

"Doctor, are you feeling unwell? Do you find work very depressing or something? Xu Dan asked tentatively.

Mu looked at her innocent big eyes, watery, and really had a deceptive power.

"Then I'll check." Xu Dan stood up suddenly, took the checklist Mu gave her, turned the mountain and walked towards the door, she walked very slowly, and suddenly fell to the ground.

Mu didn't actually notice it, because Mu was looking for paper under the table.

So Xu Dan shouted, "Ah, it hurts." ”

Mu didn't hear it either, because when Xu Dan shouted, the construction site outside the window happened to make a "boom" sound.

Xu Dan felt very uncomfortable, isn't this trick useful.

After Mu finally found the paper and climbed back to the chair, he realized that there was a person sitting on the ground.

"What's wrong with you?" Mu asked.

"I just fell, I sat for a long time just now, and my feet were numb." Xu Dan turned his back to Mu and replied.

"That's right, don't stand up first, this floor is with a plus function, you wait a little, wait a minute, I'll give you a look at the plus function, this floor is very expensive, specially bought for practicing dance, it's not a big problem to sit for a while, and it should be good for your leg numbness." Mu walked around the room, blindly like a hamster.

Xu Dan turned to look at Mu in confusion, "Why is the doctor walking around?" Is there something urgent about it? ”

Mu sighed and gave Xu Dan a thumbs up, "You are so amazing, you can actually see everything, you are simply a confidant little sister." After Mu finished speaking, he pushed the coffee machine hard, and complained on his lips, "This coffee machine is too heavy, I remember that it shouldn't be here in the coffee machine." ”

After checking the coffee machine, Mu ran to the treadmill again, and didn't know what he was looking for on the treadmill.

"Is the doctor looking for something? What are you looking for, does it matter? Xu Dan asked.

"Ahh Mu Yue said faster and faster, and the last few words were almost superimposed.

In fact, Xu Dan's legs were not numb, and she didn't really fall, all she was waiting for was that Mu should approach her or reach out to help, who knew that Mu not only did not approach Xu Dan, but instead walked back and forth in the corner away from the door, just like a hamster who kept stepping on wheels.

When I think about how often he speaks, it's more like a hamster.

Like, it's kind of interesting.

Xu Dan thought to herself, suddenly, she thought of a good way.

If you don't advance, I will advance, and if you retreat, I will retreat.

It doesn't seem like a good way, but in Xu Dan's experience, this seemingly unreasonable method is a very useful method in the relationship between men and women.

Man, sometimes it's like this, you stare at him, he wants to escape, and you will be sad when he escapes, and then he will occupy the leading position from above, and he will not care about your feelings.

Speaking of which, these truths are not difficult to understand, but some girls naively think that men have sincerity in them.

Of course, Xu Dan believes that there may be, but she doesn't need it, and with the departure of that adult, she no longer needs and will not believe it.

When a man escapes, you run faster than him, when a man stands in place and is unwilling to take a step forward, you should immediately take a step forward, to walk elegantly, beautifully, and even for quick success, but as long as you are willing to move, you can generally earn a lot of chips.

When the chips accumulate to a boundary value, the situation will be completely in her hands.

This feeling of being in control of your life is really delicious.

Xu Dan said apologetically, "Doctor, can I ask you a favor?" It's a bit unpleasant. ”

"No please? Ah, what a profound word, I really doubt that my language was taught by a calligraphy teacher. Mu scratched his head and said casually, his eyes were still busy looking for the so-called remote control.

Xu Dan smiled stupidly, his smile was really washed in the rain like a flower like a dream.

"Doctors are so interesting, I've heard people say that Chinese is taught by math teachers, math is taught by physical education teachers, but I've never heard anyone say that Chinese is taught by calligraphy teachers, and many calligraphy teachers are very cultured, and a teacher with good calligraphy should teach Chinese and it won't be very bad, isn't it, doctor." After Xu Dan finished speaking, his smile became more and more shy.

Especially the last sentence that seems to be asking "Is it, doctor", even with a bit of girlish shame.

Mu shook his head and ignored Xu Dan's meaning, but explained it seriously and seriously, as if he was really afraid that Xu Dan did not understand his meaning, "No, no, no, I don't have the slightest discrimination against the calligraphy teacher's language level, on the contrary, I think that saying that the Chinese is taught by the math teacher is a bit offended by the math teacher, and the math teacher is seriously dissatisfied."

There are any bad classes that are said to be taught by the physical education teacher, which is even more unreasonable, the physical education teacher has been hacked for decades and has never complained, which shows that the physical education teacher is very cultivated, so I think this statement is really inappropriate, neither to please the Chinese teacher, but also to offend other teachers.

But I mean it differently, very differently.

The Chinese language was taught by a calligraphy teacher, which means that I can actually write those words, but I don't know what it means. I see? This is a medical metaphor for a type of dyslexia.

Ah, sorry, I said again that you don't understand. ”

Mu walked around like this, Xu Dan didn't remember what he said before, and stood up by himself unwillingly, and only after standing up did she think that she just wanted the doctor to help her.

Xu Dan walked out of the outpatient room very elegantly, and then turned to Mu and said, "Doctor Mu, thank you, I'll go for an examination." ”

Mu was also a little surprised, he actually went to check?

What is this Xu Dan thinking?

After Xu Dan left, Mu returned to the seat and lay down, there was no patient on the registration system, and it seemed that Xu Dan was the only one before noon. It takes more than an hour to two hours for all these examinations to be completed, and there is no need to queue for the ECG, and the other items depend on the number of people who are examined on the same day.

Since Shen Fan left, the efficiency of the laboratory department does not seem to have kept up, the new doctors are still not skilled enough in terms of technology, and the interns are said to be lazy.

The work of the laboratory department is inherently repetitive and tedious, and it is possible to be inefficient.

Xu Dan's visit is not strange and really unreasonable, first of all, she should have deliberately come to Huayuanqiao Hospital to find cardiology, since everyone has read so many articles about the suicide of live broadcast girls, as a party, Xu Dan himself should also read this kind of article, and it is really not difficult to find the cardiology department of Huayuanqiao Hospital from the article.

If you put a little effort into it, it will not be difficult to find Bai Lu who is hospitalized in Zhinan.

If Xu Dan wants to know this information, I am afraid that it will be sorted out in less than half an hour. The heating in the room was a little stuffy, Mu turned down the temperature a little, and found that the sound of the air conditioner seemed to be getting louder and louder, not just the roaring sound of the warm air coming out, but the machine seemed to have some problems.

Such a loud sound must have affected the treatment.

Mu Ning thought for a while, and suddenly remembered that there were also some noisy voices in Xu Dan's live video, and those voices were not audible clearly, so Mu asked Liu Yiming to remember to investigate, but there seemed to be no follow-up until now.

Maybe the police are interrogating He Ping

Judging from the current situation, Xu Dan's suicide has gone through several stages.

Stage 1: Xu Dan sent Qiu Ping the room number of the suicide live broadcast room

Stage 2: Xu Dan commits suicide and disappears in the video

Stage 3: Mu and the police come to investigate

Stage 4: Xu Dan disappears

Stage 5: Xu Dan took the initiative to appear at the police station and accused He Pingqiang~ and violent injuries

Stage 6: Full media attention

The whole thing looks like a suicide story, but is it really that simple? Is Xu Dan going to see a doctor today simply to find a psychiatrist to treat her depression or is there another reason?

Is this reason related to He Ping?

Why do you have to come to me for treatment?

Mu suddenly thought that the key to this problem was himself, if he just wanted to treat the disease, why did Xu Dan have to come to the Garden Bridge? Just because he's famous now?

Xu Dan seemed to have said just now that she wanted to commit suicide, and she knew that Mu had a way to deal with this disease.

What faith does this sentence contain?

Mu thought that maybe it was related to the previous cases, or maybe she believed the things in the article and thought that Mu could save people who wanted to commit suicide.

If you have paid attention to that concert, you may also feel that Mu is very interested in human mental health problems, and it is possible to come here.

It seems that there is nothing particularly unreasonable about inference according to normal logic.

After all, he is now circling the sea, and Mu is also a well-known doctor.

But Mu still felt that something was wrong in his heart, and the most important reason was that this person was Xu Dan.

The question is not why patients go to Garden Bridge Hospital for treatment.

It's not that patients who want to commit suicide go to Garden Bridge Hospital to find Mu treatment.

It's why Xu Dan came to Huayuanqiao Hospital.

The crux of the matter should not be those conceivable reasons, but Xu Dan's reasons.

Who is Xu Dan?

Who is this gentle, pretty, effeminate, butiful, sweet girl?

She was the streamer who committed suicide on a live stream?

A poor girl who was violated as a child?

Is it a mysterious woman who disappeared after a suicide attempt?

A loner who is plagued by depression and is in a state of grief?

Is it a victim of accusations against the popular trumpet player Qiang~ and domestic violence?

A patient with stomach bleeding?

A fan of pursuing idols?

A great fan who pursues the success of his idol?

Or is it just a patient who needs the help of a cardiologist?

Who is Xu Dan?

If it weren't for Mu's participation in this rescue operation, would Xu Dan have thought of coming to the heart department to find him today?

Mu felt that this matter was probably far from being as simple as it seemed now, and perhaps the real thoughts behind it were far more incredible.

A strong uneasiness and a little tired, he turned on the treadmill and ran for a while, put on another cup of coffee, and then he saw Fang Ming walking in like a ghost with a depressed face.

Isn't Wednesday morning supposed to be a busy time for surgical clinics? How could Dr. Fang have time to come to the fifth floor?

"Do you want coffee?" Mu asked.

"You're too serious, I still want to see how you don't look serious." Fang Ming said.

I? Too serious?

Ha?

In Mu Xin's heart, Little Godzilla fought once, and Little Ultraman was petrified into "Stone Age".

"Then I'm not serious, doesn't Dr. Fang Ming have to go to work? Running around during work hours is because you think that Dean Jia is protecting you, and others don't dare to say anything, right? Mu deliberately raised his voice and said.

"You!" Fang Ming looked at Mu in shock. "Have you been thinking about me that I didn't agree to let the fifth floor out as a cardiology clinic, have you? Have you always been obsessed with this matter, have you never really let go? ”

"Of course! I'm notoriously stingy! I never invite guests to eat, or AA, or I don't eat, and I will not leave a list of patients to other departments, especially your surgery, what I do every day is to study how to let patients do all the examinations in my place unconsciously. Mu raised her chin and looked like a brutal and beautiful girl.

After speaking, probably thirsty, he picked up the cup and put it to his mouth, opened his mouth to drink, and sprinkled it hot.

Seeing this, Fang Ming instantly turned his head, "You deserve it, stingy people won't have good coffee to drink." ”

"Did you take the wrong medicine, did you deliberately come to trouble me? Do you think your surgery is really that good? Who cured your patient Qiu Ping in the end? Mu asked Fang Ming in a questioning and disdainful tone.

"In this way, can Dr. Mu directly cure Zhou Ming with a cardiac method? Magic, magic, the doctor has magic, you use your magic to get the thread out of his stomach. Isn't it a magical Doctor Mu? Not to be outdone, Fang Ming retreated.

Mu put down the coffee cup, took two tissues, and wiped the tens of thousands of floors clean, and then realized that his white coat and the light blue shirt inside were basically unwashable.

It wasn't a big deal.

But he's going to Zhinan to find Mu Xiao this afternoon!

Isn't this Fang Ming making trouble for him?

"Doctor Fang Ming is saying that I'm going to threaten me with a knife, of course I won't take a scalpel, I was just standing on the operating table in a daze and pulling the hook and thread in the surgical rotation back then, and I don't necessarily have the ability to find the mess all at once, but there is a specialization in the surgical industry, there is a specialization, why do you take something that I must not be able to do, is this appropriate? Is this still what a cultivated doctor should say? Mu definitely didn't believe that he would lose to a surgeon with a scalpel in his words.

Isn't this a sign of a cardiologist!

Never.

Speaking of which, next year's [Wonderful Showdown] will invite him to participate in the show, this is a great opportunity to make money, anyway, as long as you talk, you can make a lot of money if you don't get it right.