Chapter 382: I have comprehended the mystery of grief
Huang Taiyi.
Autistic.
The day after he returned home in tears, Huang Taiyi simply hid in his room and didn't want to go out.
In a sense, there is no way to go out.
How do I speak?
A question more philosophical than "what kind of garbage am I" has arisen!
After the implementation of the mysterious garbage classification, many people have a new understanding of themselves, and it is very important to learn to know themselves, which shows that this move is really indispensable.
Everybody is thinking, "What kind of garbage am I?"
Very philosophical.
Generally speaking, when it comes to the words "I" and "what", a lot of things become very philosophical.
So far, there is no particularly clear answer to this question, perhaps the so-called philosophy is exactly like this, focusing on a process of thinking, debating, and self-improvement, and it does not necessarily need an unchanging answer, and many schools of philosophy also believe that everything is not fixed, and the answer is the same.
There is no garbage sorting in the city at the moment, so people have not yet started to think about the philosophical category, which means that there is no experience.
So when faced with the ultimate question of "how to speak", Huang Taiyi's heart was blank.
Not the one that plays the game.
I didn't expect it to be mixed to the point where the character collapsed today.,Indifferent and mouthless type of characters are honestly not disliked.,Many times being cold is equivalent to a shortcut to brush up on goodwill.,Because there is a contrast and cuteness.,But there's no temporary change of setting at this time, right? It's not a production company that has changed, not to mention that reality is not doing animation, where is the production company.
The emperor couldn't think of an answer after thinking about it all night, and the result was more and more messy.
I even began to think about how high my favorability of myself was, a veritable state of refinement, and if I continued like this, I was afraid that I would split another personality and attack each other, should it be so terrible? Now even Xiao Boben doesn't dare to draw this plot.
You can't just stay still - about this matter, Huang Taiyi is still a little conscious.
Knock Knock –
There was a knock on the door.
Huang Taiyi realized that he had been in a daze all day, and it was evening, and Huang Scarlet Sword and Si Ming must have arrived home at some point.
Don't want to talk.
I just want to continue to be in a daze, if only time could stop, just keep being in a daze.
The door rang for a while, then it didn't ring anymore.
Maybe give up.
When a person mixes up to the point of being abandoned by everyone around him, there is probably no future.
Outside the door.
The two worried girls were relatively speechless.
"Big brother hasn't eaten since he came back."
Huang Scarlet Sword was looking forward to Si Ming being able to come up with some solution, but she had nothing to do.
The best way to come up with it is to kill it directly, otherwise she must have done it without hesitation before, however, this time Huang Taiyi's situation is really too abnormal, so she doesn't dare to start easily.
"I ...... Shall I try? ”
Si Ming has been hesitating, trying to convince Huang Taiyi well, but he always feels that this is too abrupt.
It seems that we can't wait any longer.
"If this continues, the eldest brother will become a waste person who will not be able to get out of the house for the rest of his life!"
The Imperial Scarlet Sword wasn't meant to scare people.
She really thought so, even though it didn't seem to make any logic, but it was still well-intentioned.
"I'm coming!"
This sentence made Si Ming make up his mind.
"Please! It's about the second half of my brother's life! ”
After solemnly asking for orders again, Huang Scarlet Sword returned to the kitchen and began to prepare dinner.
In fact, her mood is far from being as relaxed as it seems.
Some mixed emotions have been fermenting, waiting for the day when they will erupt, at least until now, no one knows, including herself.
Now Huang Taiyi doesn't know whether he is thinking or in a daze.
It's a fact that the brain is still spinning fast.
Thinking should also be thinking, but what exactly are you thinking about?
It's confusing, it's hard to tell.
It's strange to be able to think about the result, I don't have a clue at all, only a pig.
Knock Knock –
The door rang again.
The voice was completely different from just now, but it didn't need to be judged by the sound of the knock on the door, but by the breath.
The priest is outside the door.
Huang Taiyi wanted to continue to be silent, but his body involuntarily walked towards the door, his hands trembled a few times, and he still couldn't open the door.
I already remembered that Si Ming didn't need to continue to accumulate goodwill.
But I'm still scared.
Maybe what I am afraid of is not the rise and fall of favorability, but the change of a person's self because of this.
People always unconsciously find that they have become a different person, but they can't accept it in their hearts.
"Ancestors ......"
Si Ming whispered from behind the door, and she heard footsteps from far and near.
“……”
Huang Taiyi's response was silence.
After much thought, "opening" has become an undue burden.
"Ancestor, you are ...... Afraid of something? ”
After waiting for a while, Si Mingluo asked gently.
She didn't believe that the emperor would suddenly have any sudden illness, and what could knock down such a person was only the shadow and weakness in her heart.
Although she didn't know the cause and effect at all, she only knew that some things had to be borne by herself.
"Hmmm......"
Huang Taiyi finally broke the silence.
He had realized that Si Ming was probably the only person he could talk to today.
It's ridiculous to say, what comes to mind now is the body of Si Ming, if you switch to this body, maybe you won't have so much psychological pressure for a long time.
Isn't it scum to face a girl who cares about herself so much, and what she thinks of is "another person" in her head......
Yes!
It was as if a ray of light had fallen from the sky, tearing open a hole in the boundless darkness.
Is that what it is...... What does it feel like to be a scumbag?
The ghost made the gods, and the emperor didn't know how he opened the door.
He invited Si Ming to enter the door, and sat down in his chair, reminiscing about the glimmer of inspiration that he had just realized.
Perhaps, some things are not so complicated.
"Ancestor, I...... I don't know if there are some things I should ask, but ...... But such an ancestor is very heart-wrenching, and I want to know what happened. ”
Si Ming's words were intermittent, but there was only a break and no more time to think about the organizational language, which must have been practiced beforehand.
"Sort of...... To the sudden change of self...... Some dread. ”
After a few seconds of silence, the throat was finally able to make a normal sound.
The voice sounded a little choked, but it was not, how could a man cry casually, even in the arms of a lover.
"It turns out that my ancestors would think the same way, I'm sorry, I always thought ...... The ancestors were the kind who were brave in everything, and never thought about more...... I'm sorry. ”
Si Ming naturally thought of adding a humanistic view, which was very different from what Huang Taiyi really wanted to say, but the dialogue could be unexpectedly established, and there was no sense of disobedience at all.
After being able to join the humanistic view, joy and excitement, there is uneasiness.
There are still many unknown things in the future, and I am not ready to deal with even one of them.
"It's none of your business, no need to apologize, huh...... The more you do that, the more upset I become......"
Huang Taiyi looked at Si Ming, who completely trusted him, and his heart was even more uncomfortable.
In my life, having such a girlfriend is probably a blessing from drawing cards and not shipping in my previous life, but I want to be a scumbag, and even forcibly become a scumbag on the premise of not knowing how to be a scumbag, I will be relieved and happy because I found the inspiration to be a scumbag, can it be more excessive?
"Yes...... However, this is also a kind of gentleness of the ancestors, I ...... I also liked ......"
It's not the first time I've had sweet words, and Si Ming still can't get used to it.
But the "uneasiness" that she recognized as Huang Taiyi refers to the fact that the two of them will fight together in the humanistic view in the future, and she feels that the reason why Huang Taiyi didn't say it was because she didn't want to worry about it together.
Then again, at this time, ordinary people probably can't think of doing things like being scumbags, and the conversations between the two still have subtle intersections in different dimensions.
"Gentle...... That kind of thing...... Forget it, it's really embarrassing to say, it's so embarrassing. ”
Huang Taiyi's heart is being ashamed of being a scumbag, that's right, after calming down, he finally awakened the mystery of a scumbag!
As long as it's gentle enough, then everything is OK!
I don't know why I think this is the ultimate mystery.
"That...... All we have to do is stay together...... It doesn't matter, does it......"
Because she saw Huang Taiyi show some shyness up close, the shame in Si Ming's heart began to overwhelm her, and in the confusion she said lines similar to that of newlyweds preparing to face their future lives.
In fact, what I want to express is that I want to work together with the emperor to face all difficulties, which is actually a very bloody oath, probably ......
"With you...... Yes, as long as I can be with you, I can ...... some."
Huang Taiyi has already made a decision.
Regardless of whether Si Ming is a virtual personality or not, as long as she continues to exist, she must always treat her lover with an attitude.
Anyway, just be gentle with everyone......
There is nothing to be afraid of anymore, and there is nothing to fear when you have comprehended the ultimate meaning.
In fact, this is also a kind of subconscious atonement, and there is no doubt that what you are doing is a sin.
"Well, I'm not afraid of anything, if I have my ancestors by my side......"
The distance between the two people is gradually getting shorter, and at this moment there are only about twenty centimeters left.
Just one hint can kiss together, and maybe there will be a follow-up.
Si Ming's moist eyes and expectant look were already so obvious that they couldn't have been more obvious.
This atmosphere!
Huang Taiyi's body moved involuntarily, wanting to hug Si Ming tightly, not only because he wanted to keep her warm, but also because he wanted to calm the guilt in his heart.
"It's time to eat!"
Super loud sound at the door ** explosion.
Scarlet Sword stood there with a spatula in his hand and a superhero ready to go to war.
Deliberately, right?