Early April.

The temperature is rising day by day, and the annoying catkins are gradually flying again, and a gust of wind blows, and the white velvet on the ground can still roll up a small vortex.

Before you know it, a year has passed.

On the fifteenth day after the vernal equinox, between mid-spring and late spring, it is Qingming.

The day of the holiday.

"You're really not going?"

"You go quickly, I'll sleep a little longer."

Why don't you hold the quilt and turn his back to Qin Guanglin, who is facing the door, and wave his hand without looking back.

"Okay, you remember to eat well at noon, I may come back late...... Go to my house for dinner. ”

Qin Guanglin instructed, saw that she closed her eyes and did not move, shrugged her shoulders and went out, "Okay, I'm leaving." ”

In some places, there is a rule that women can't sweep the tomb, but his family doesn't care much about this, Qin Guanglin still wants to take him to see it, but she refuses.

"Why not? Why don't you take her to show your dad? ”

drove to the door of the house to pick up the neatly dressed Qin's mother into the car, and she also asked this question after she sat down.

"I'll go back when I get married, I don't have that yet, don't worry." Qin Guanglin didn't say why he didn't want to go, so he drove straight to the cemetery in a perfunctory manner.

After so many years, sweeping the tomb is not so much mourning as a habit, the expressions of the two people are not too heavy, and the atmosphere in the car is not depressing, Qin Guanglin accosted Qin's mother from time to time, and came all the way to Beishan Cemetery.

"Would you like to buy a bouquet of flowers?" Qin Guanglin parked the car and saw the flower shop next to him coming and going, and asked casually.

"That's enough for him to eat, what flowers do he want."

Qin's mother carried the fruit snacks on her hand, as well as some food in her own bag, "Let's go, there are quite a lot of people." ”

The distance is not close, the sun has risen at this time, and there are many people leaving the park and entering the park.

Qin Guanglin answered, didn't say more, carrying paper money, incense candles, and a small bottle of liquor, followed Qin Ma into the cemetery, turned left and right along the stone road, passed by tombstones, and finally stopped in a corner near the corner.

This is the most humble kind of mausoleum, not only the location is remote, the space in front of the tomb is also very small, fortunately there are only two of them, otherwise three or five relatives and friends will not be able to stand in front of the tomb.

The tomb has the advantage of a small tomb, but after a while, Qin Guanglin has already cleaned up the surroundings, and Qin's mother squatted down and opened the bags one by one, and placed them neatly in front of the tomb, while whispering something.

Qin Guanglin looked at the photos on the tombstone, and did not show much sadness, some were just deeply missed.

"Say a few words to your dad and make him happy." Qin's mother tossed the burning paper money a few times, let the flames jump up a few times, and after burning more thoroughly, she stepped aside and gave Qin Guanglin the place.

Qin Guanglin stepped forward and squatted next to the brazier to take Qin's mother's place, grabbed two handfuls of paper money and threw them in, and the fire suddenly became even stronger.

"Dad, I've made money this year, I'll burn more for you, and your favorite Bai Niu Er, it's not good to drink too much wine, my mother gave you a whole small bottle."

"This year I looked for a job, it was not bad, I worked hard for almost a year, a lot of things happened in the middle, and I became a preparatory director...... You probably don't know what the director is, in short, he is an official, in charge of people, anyway, it's very good, there is a lot of money, benefits and treatment, I have opened four rings, full payment, hehe......"

“…… By the way, did my mom tell you just now, I also found a girlfriend and am ready to get married...... Well, I prepared it myself, she doesn't have an idea for the time being, you have to bless the two of us, let us get married early, give you a big fat grandson or granddaughter, and the incense of our old Qin family will continue. ”

"It's not me who blows, you're a prospective daughter-in-law, you can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen, and the stir-fry is called fragrant, which is better than what my mother makes...... Anyway, you can't eat it, so when we get married in two years, let her fry two dishes, and I will bring you the wine, but I don't know if you can take it......

She's a teacher, an elementary school teacher, isn't that good? What's more, she's still a writer, a big writer, and she's published two books...... Oops, I forgot to bring it to show you, next time, next time, bring a whole set to show you, and see how good the girlfriend I found is. ”

Qin Guanglin pulled the brazier and whispered to the photo on the stele.

Although the person is no longer there, the family relationship will not be washed away by time, no matter whether there is another world or not, I always hope that my father knows that everything is okay.

Seeing that Qin's mother was not nearby, he moved his body and leaned forward, and grabbed some paper money into the brazier and threw it in, "She is sometimes a little inexplicable, as if she is hiding something from me, because we had a fight a while ago, and she took aliens...... No, what kind of Qimen prediction was used as an excuse, I was so angry that I slapped the table and scared her, and she cried and asked me if my hand hurt...... I couldn't bear to make any more noise when I saw her crying, thinking that this is it, such a girl, even if she hides something, she will definitely not hurt me, right?

…… She also donated 80,000 yuan, and all the manuscript fees for writing the book were donated, such a kind-hearted girl, I can meet a really profitable person, hehe...... I want to open it, there are some things that I don't say if I don't say it, I don't want to say it now, and I will definitely tell me when I should tell me in the future, right? Talent is the most important ...... The point is that when she cried, I panicked, and there was nothing I could do. I want to be with her, I want to marry her, it's definitely not okay to quarrel, you should know how to back down, right? Do you think I have a point? …… Hey, with that said, when we get married, bring her here to show you, and you'll know how good she is. ”

After saying all the things that he was holding back in his heart on weekdays, Qin Guanglin's whole person was a lot more relaxed, and he chattered until all the paper money was thrown into the brazier and burned to ashes, and the fire gradually subsided, and he stopped talking.

"Dad, if it's not enough to spend, you can give me your dream, and I'll come over and burn a few bundles for you...... Just now on the road, I saw that other people's houses still burn mobile phones and paper houses, and the little girl won't burn them for you, and wait for the next time I come to bring you a house and a car to burn over.

I'll go first.,Give me your dream if you want anything.,I don't know if you have a signal over there.,I'll take it with you next time.,The kind with a charger.。 ”

patting his body and standing up, waiting for the fire in the brazier to be extinguished, Qin Guanglin muttered a few more words, turned around and left.

"Would you like to change my dad to a better place?"

"I'm used to living in it, and it's not comfortable to live in the old place."

Qin's mother and Qin Guanglin walked out of the cemetery along the stone road, it was close to noon, and they got into the car together and drove out for a while, Qin's mother suddenly sighed, a little emotional.

"If your dad were still here, it would be nice to see you grow so big."

"Who's to say it isn't?"

Qin Guanglin responded with a word, and sighed slightly in his heart.

The world is impermanent, how can there be so many ifs.