After returning to the outpatient room, Mu Chun's original running plan was adjusted to half past four in the afternoon.

Wash your hands, change into a lab coat, press the power on the coffee machine, and turn on the computer.

A set of actions is smooth and vibrant.

After the sting, everything recovered, and the psychosomatic outpatient room, which had been blocked by most of the light in the new building, was much brighter than it was in February.

Mu Chun took out a black notebook from the locked bookshelf drawer and put it on the table.

One glance at the registration system revealed not a single patient.

'Fifty outpatients a day? Ding Jiajun's ridicule made trouble in Mu Chun's heart again.

A swarm of bats flew gracefully in ballet shoes.

It is also accompanied by the music of "Swan Lake".

Fortunately, Fusheng stole a moment of leisure, and Mu Chun re-examined the crisis intervention system construction plan submitted to the "Mental Health Annual Meeting".

This plan was completed by Mu Chun and Zhang Wenwen together, and Mu Chun revised it three times after completing the first draft.

Every time he re-reads this plan, Mu Chun will have a sense of loss that he still hasn't done his best.

He likes to work in a planned way, so that he can avoid inefficiencies and repetition, but in this plan, Mu Chun feels that checking a hundred times is not considered repetitive work.

This should be taken as seriously as a suicide signal.

Many people who seek help through suicide signals are not taken seriously, which leads to the recurrence of suicides that could have been avoided.

Especially the negligence of family members and the neglect of those around them.

Of course, none of the gods has written down their teachings, and they must take seriously those around them who have suicidal signs for help.

These signals include: suicide planning, buying tools, and telling others about their suicidal intentions.

Mu Chun realized that not to mention that ordinary people cannot recognize suicide signs, even professionally trained people may not be able to identify and successfully identify risk factors for suicide, including:

(1) Sudden crisis events (real or perceived loss).

Ding Jiajun's original risk factor was the death of Annie Chen, which was a real loss for Ding Jiajun, and the grief caused by this loss was painful and difficult to heal in a short time.

At this time, Ding Jiajun is at the center of grief, which is equivalent to being in the center of a black hole.

The grief of this sense of loss has the same power as a black hole to devour everything.

It makes people fall into powerlessness, but they keep getting stronger, and people can't escape.

(2) Self-blame or other loss-related emotional states (abandonment, anger).

There are many kinds of abandonment, one is the abandonment of the real state, such as the breakup between a man and a woman for various reasons.

Another type of potential abandonment, or spiritual abandonment, such as the inability of a parent to make their children feel loved while they are alive, or even a strong sense of abandonment, can lead to a long period of sadness, low self-esteem and even poor social skills.

There's anger in that, too.

This anger is hidden, hidden in feelings of inferiority and helplessness, and is often more likely to turn into disgust with the very existence of one's own life.

One can imagine how a person who is always rejected by his surroundings and feels rejected by his parents can proudly believe that his existence is valuable.

Even if that person originally had such self-confidence, it would be forcibly modified by the surroundings to the point that they had no self-esteem.

People who have lost their self-esteem can easily fall into the mire of death.

The abyss is not made in a day, like freezing three feet is not a day's cold.

And falling into the abyss is sometimes really just one step.

Deng Lin's anger was directed at herself, she struggled, tried, even screamed, and finally she angrily slashed the knife through her wrist.

At least some of these people are still unlucky, but Ding Xiaoyun and a few other boys in the Far North will never come back.

Adolescent suicide is very different from adult suicide, for example, most people have experienced some loss, failure, and depressive events, and most people can develop the necessary resilience to protect themselves from these events. These abilities are developed through oneself and those around them (family, teachers, and peers). But not everyone can develop this ability. Adolescents have a stronger need to seek self-worth from others, and when they accumulate low self-esteem due to isolation or lack of affirmation, they will in turn become more dependent on relationships with others, craving self-esteem in relationships with others, and when they are not satisfied or the relationship fails, their self-worth level will drop sharply.

The simplest example is that some students who seem to have excellent character and academics suddenly jump off a building, and the people around them don't know what is going on, in fact, it is likely to be a long-term accumulation of low self-esteem, because of a small incident (the teacher criticized him in class), which directly leads to an irreparable extreme incident.

Impulsiveness, reckless behavior, self-defeat, or self-harm are patterns of behavior that point to suicidal intent.

Although the years are quiet, some people are unable to move forward due to their burdens.

Life is sometimes fragile and fragile.

Thinking of this, Mu Chun plans to write a suicide warning sign assessment and a suicide intervention manual that ordinary people can understand.

He scribbled in his notebook, and Zhang Mei sat in the chair opposite him for two minutes, and he didn't notice it.

"Mu Chun!" Zhang Meike didn't have the patience to continue wasting time, although she had come to the Huayuanqiao Community Health Center today with the intention of thanking Mu Chun.

"Huh?" Mu Chun was obviously startled and shivered like a rabbit.

"You're also a little famous, can you not be so difficult to get into the hall of elegance?"

Zhang Mei frowned, delicate makeup, exquisite clothing, and exquisite mockery.

Mu Chun nodded at the same time, "What Lawyer Zhang said is, I don't know if Lawyer Zhang came today to bring any good news?" ”

"Good news? What do you think? ”

Zhang Mei stood up, walked to the coffee machine, and put down a cup.

Mu Chun also wondered, her high heels were so loud, why didn't she notice her coming to the office just now?

The sound of these high heels should be heard clearly as soon as you step into the corridor on the fifth floor.

Zhang Mei turned around and walked back to his seat, took a sip of coffee and said, "Is there any milk?" ”

"And milk?" Mu Chun stood up and opened the refrigerator, and there were indeed two 200ml bottles of milk in the refrigerator.

'I guess Chu Sisi bought it?' Since it was Dr. Chu who bought the milk, he should naturally honor Lawyer Zhang Mei. ’

Mu Chun took the milk out of the refrigerator and handed it to Zhang Mei.

"Last time you said that you still need to add something to the physical and mental department, what do you want to add this time?"

"Huh?"

Zhang Mei was suddenly so generous, Mu Chun was a little embarrassed.

"Don't pretend, don't I know you yet? Say, what do you want to add? Is it used to treat patients or to improve the quality of Dr. Muchun's working environment? ”

After Zhang Mei finished speaking, she looked around the outpatient room, and at a glance, everything seemed to be bought by her, and she couldn't help but laugh.

"It's kind of like a private clinic configuration." Zhang Mei looked at Mu Chun and smiled, "I see that there are some studios outside that claim to be healers and their business is also very good, and they also specialize in treating some rich people, do you understand Dr. Mu Chun?" ”

The word healer Mu Chun seems to have heard it a few times recently, and it is true that he doesn't understand it at all.

Mu Chun told the truth - I don't know much.

Zhang Mei asked Mu Chun if she was considering opening a private clinic herself, which might be better to protect the privacy of patients.

"There are no plans for this for the time being, and there are many patients in the hospital who need treatment."

"A lot of patients?" Zhang Mei smiled kindly.

"Yes, many patients, considering that a course of physical and mental treatment may need to come to the hospital many times, in terms of the number of times, there are really many more patients than last year."

Mu Chun thinks that there is nothing wrong with his statement.

Zhang Mei agreed, and after chatting about some things, Mu Chun finally said: "Lawyer Zhang, you came here today to see what else needs to be added to the physical and mental department?" ”

"This is one of the purposes, and there are indeed several other things related to Dr. Mu Chun, one is that you, Lawyer Chen, and Pan Xiaoqing suddenly left at the charity reception, where did you go?"

"This matter, this involves privacy, and it's inconvenient for me to answer."

Zhang Mei also expected that Mu Chun would not answer her question well, and she wanted to thank Mu Chun this time, no matter what strange methods he used, in short, after disappearing with Mu Chun for more than an hour that day, Chen Weiwei was like a different person, it should be said that he had changed back to his former appearance, even more cheerful than before, and the business of the law firm was back on track.

Zhang Mei is a smart person, and she knows not to say some things too clearly, as long as everyone understands what is going on in their hearts.

She also knew that the only person who could change Chen Weiwei in such a short period of time was really Mu Chun.

"Okay, privacy should be respected, so what do you want to buy?"

"A set of drums."

Without waiting for Zhang Mei to finish speaking, Mu Chun said the request.

"You're really welcome." Zhang Mei smiled, smiling very happily, and the white pearl earrings looked lively and bright in this smile.

It seems that Zhang Mei is really in a good mood today.

"Drums? Jazz drums? ”

Zhang Mei doesn't know much about this instrument.

"That's it."

Mu Chun seemed to have been prepared for a long time, and took out a piece of paper from the drawer, on which there were several sets of drum patterns.

"It's painted?" Zhang Mei looked at the well-painted "product introduction picture" in his hand, and couldn't help but ask again, "Did you draw it?" ”

Mu Chun nodded casually, "Just draw casually." ”

Where is this casual drawing, this hand-painted ability is not a little bit or two.

Zhang Mei thought to himself, is it really a real person who doesn't show his face? Although this Mu Chun is not very serious, this painting is indeed remarkable, it is completely like a professional background.

"You learned to draw when you were a kid?" Zhang Mei's curiosity is getting stronger and stronger.

"We study medicine, sometimes we can't remember things, it's much easier to draw, do you want to see other things I painted, such as the heart, liver, gallbladder, spleen, kidneys, and bladder or something? By the way, I'm most proud of women's ......."

"Enough!"

Zhang Mei stretched out his hand to stop Mu Chun, "Don't say anything more." ”

Finally, the doctor's attitude changed slightly, but he immediately returned to his original form, and it was outrageous when he said it.

When Zhang Mei's gaze turned from the drawing paper to Mu Chun, he found that Mu Chun was no longer in his seat.

"Mu Chun?" Zhang Mei subconsciously shouted.

She glanced at the location of the door behind her, but she didn't notice Mu Chun walking out from behind.

"Found it!" At this moment, Mu Chun happily held a dozen drawings with organs and swayed in front of Zhang Mei's eyes.

"I don't look." Zhang Mei was a little angry.

"Oh, what I want to show you is eyes."

"Eyes?"

Mu Chun said happily: "What I am best at is painting eyes, as well as the micro-expressions of characters, do you want to understand it, it is very useful for a harmonious relationship between husband and wife, in fact, I think I will sort out these paintings a little, and then give a more feeling book title, such as "From the Husband's Expression into His Inner World", what do you think?" Someone should be willing to buy this kind of hand-drawn book. ”

"Are you asking me?" Zhang Mei asked.

"Of course, I also want to ask Chu Sisi, you said that these paintings can be edited well, with text, can they be turned into a love bible of "Let Your Boyfriend Be a Transparent Man"."

"I don't know."

Seeing that Mu Chun was getting more and more excited as he spoke, Zhang Mei was a little interested in the drawings in his hand.

"Yes, you're a lawyer, don't you want to tell if the person you're talking to is lying by facial expressions?" Mu Chun smiled maliciously and raised his eyebrows at Zhang Mei.

"You're enough for Mu Chun, how much is this set of drums?"

"No, it's really good that you get to know it, I'm very good at studying these expressions."

Zhang Mei reluctantly took the drawings handed to her by Mu Chun and reluctantly flipped through them.

With this flip, Zhang Mei's eyes were firmly attracted.

The delicate and delicate expressions of these characters, from the whole to the part of the close-up, are almost as delicate as those taken by a camera.

"How did you do that?" Zhang Mei's voice trembled slightly.

"I just draw casually, and if I can publish it and make money, I can spend it in more meaningful places."

"What do you want so much money to spend on? You are a doctor, do you have a family, what do you need so much money for? ”

Mu Chun nodded politely, and then seriously agreed with Zhang Mei's point of view, and then said: "Lawyer Zhang, there are many patients who need help, how much can I do in a physical and mental department?" Money is certainly a good thing, if you really want to help more people, isn't it? ”

Faced with Mu Chun's sudden seriousness, Zhang Mei felt hot in his eyes for a while.

Soon tears were rolling in his eyes.

Zhang Mei thought to himself, "What's going on, why is this Mu Chun suddenly like a different person." Forget it, it's better than the unserious Mu Chun before, he looks so serious and full of sympathy, it's really unbearable. ”