Luo Bai squeezed past the crowd blocking at the door, and saw that the inside of the supermarket was actually renovated, and some new activities were held.

However, Luo Bai didn't plan to join in the fun, but went upstairs and went straight to the food area. Soon, she bought everything she needed: a handful of dry noodles, ten eggs, a handful of vegetables, a few bags of instant noodles, and two bottles of milk.

It was dark, and the orange light stretched the figure very long, and suddenly Luo Bai felt a little lonely. Since she was a child, she has not felt mother's love, and father's love has disappeared at a very young age. She tried desperately to please everyone around her, trying to get their care, but she was ......

However, fortunately, the kind couple took her home for a happy summer vacation and sponsored her to go to school, otherwise she would have been like those girls in the village - married as a wife in her teens, she is very fortunate and cherishes her current life. There's hope as long as you're alive, isn't it?

Luo Bai remembered the experience of returning home this time, and it was indeed good to say, but at least they did not force her to marry like everyone else. How good it is now, the whole family is not hungry, except for the usual need to send a little money back, he is completely free, no matter what he does, he will not be disturbed.

……

This night she had a long, long dream, in which she returned to elementary school, the feeling of being isolated and bullied, lingered around her again, little Luo Bai just leaned against the corner and cried, she was a child without a father and mother, everyone bullied her. His father died young, and her mother ran away.

She only has grandparents, but grandparents only like boys, only the boys of Aunt Luobai's family. Therefore, no matter how that younger brother bullied Luo Bai, Luo Bai could only endure it.

She dreamed again that in junior high school, everyone treated her like a sidemate, and when it was time for recess, they would let her buy a lot of snacks, and God knew she had never eaten those things, and she longed for them. However, she has no money, so she can only study hard to change her fate. However, those people did not let her study, and threw away her things every day and hid her textbooks......

Finally got through high school, as long as she survived the last month, she could ......

No-no-no, the bright red blood wrapped around Luo Bai's body as if consciously, and she was almost out of breath.

"You go to die!"

"You should have died a long time ago!"

"You are a lone star, a who reckons your father and mother, your short-lived ghost father, you killed ......"

"If you still dare to refuse our Luoyang senior, let's die ugly!"

"Die! This building is very high, you should hurry up! You garbage, living is wasting air, and dying is polluting the land. ”

……

Countless voices poured into the ears like magic sounds, making the pain unbearable. The sound of dripping water has been lingering in my ears, the pungent smell of fish, that is, it is blood all over the ground.

"Ahh With a scream, Luo Bai finally woke up.

She sat up from the bed and kept talking, "I didn't, I didn't, I didn't...... Woo, I'm scared, Dad, they all pinch me, I hurt so much, ahhh I'm in so much pain! Luo Bai hurts! It's dark, they're so ...... It's scary...... No, don't...... Don't come near me......"

Luo Bai held his head and kept hammering his head, why did his head hurt so much, why did so many voices not disappear...... Why? Why? Do this to me? I...... What did you do wrong?

"Ah......" Luo Bai beat herself in pain, why is it so painful, why is it so painful, why is she so terrifying? Was she just a mistake? Why did she come into this world?

Her head hurt even more, the kind that almost exploded, she couldn't describe it in words, her chest seemed like something was blocked, and she couldn't even breathe.

"Hah...... Ha...... Ha ......"

The feeling of dying, Luo Bai even felt the black aura of death around her, maybe she was about to die, maybe, this is the end, perhaps, she has been struggling to live a good life, it's all wrong!

She's really miserable! Can anyone give her a knife? It's painful!

……

"Knock knock knock, knock knock, knock knock......" The WX call rang suddenly, Luo Bai was still in that painful state, and after a few minutes, the call hung up.

"Knock knock knock, knock knock......" The WX call rang again, but Luo Bai still didn't answer.

The third time, the phone rang.

“I wanna be here right by your side，I wanna be the only one，Can i hold you tonight and forever……”

Luo Bai seemed to have recovered from that state, she was still panting heavily, bending over with difficulty, and got the charging mobile phone on the bedside table.

"Hey, why did it take so long for Bai to answer the phone?" There was a familiar voice over there, Bingyue asked anxiously.

"I, ha, I, no, uncomfortable." Luo Bai was still very uncomfortable, and it was very difficult to speak.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I, I'm fine......" Luo Bai took a deep breath slowly, trying to relax herself in her heart, and finally with her efforts, she was visibly comfortable.

"Don't be in a hurry to hang up the phone, I don't have classes in the morning, make an appointment with you for breakfast, you wait for me."

"Hey......" Before Luo Bai finished speaking, Bingyue hurriedly hung up the phone, for fear that Luo Bai refused.

This will Luo Bai has eased up, and plans to take some melatonin before going to bed tonight, if it doesn't work, then go to the pharmacy tomorrow to buy some soothing brain tonic to drink, which should alleviate this state. Before, she had survived out of this state, and now she didn't want to continue to fall into this pit.

The world is wonderful! She still has a lot of things to do, she still wants to go to Tiannan and Haibei to taste all kinds of delicacies, she wants to be happy, along with Niuniu's part. She can do it! After all, she doesn't want much, it's simple, happy and happy, she doesn't need to be rich and rich, peace and security are blessings.

……

About half an hour passed, and Luo Bai also cleaned up his emotions, tidied up the room, washed his face, and waited for Bingyue's visit.

“I wanna be here right by your side，I wanna be the only one，Can i hold you tonight and forever……”

As soon as the bell rang, Luo Bai, who was waiting on the side, immediately picked up the phone.

"Hey, I'm downstairs with you!"

"Okay, I'll pick you up." Luo Bai hung up the phone, hurriedly kicked on his slippers, locked the door with the key and went downstairs.

Soon Luo Bai received Bingyue, and the two went upstairs together.

"What's wrong with you in the morning, what's the weird sound?" Bingyue asked confusedly.

"It's nothing, it's just a little dry throat." Luo Bai's eyes flickered a little, and she tried to fool her by, not mentioning the specifics of that matter.