Chapter 94 The author is confused
Recently, I haven't followed the new one because I'm stuck.
I don't know how to write it down.
How to say it.
I couldn't convince myself.
Writing and writing, I agree more and more with Bai Guicai's words, maybe it is a portrayal of my heart, and I can't refute it.
Although there are many beautiful things to refute, none of them can touch my heart, and there is no reason why I can prove that the white ghost is wrong.
I may be sorry for Yi Qiufeng's readers' great expectations, but I may not be able to control my brother.
I dug myself a hole that I couldn't seem to fill.
I haven't put pen to paper for the last few days.
I'm thinking, I'm thinking.
What the hell am I writing for?
The original intention was because the protagonist of Dun Yong was too hard, and I wanted to give him an open life, so that he would no longer be hard, and by the way, he would vent his own mental problems.
Later, I wrote and wrote, and everyone began to slowly agree with me, saying that I wrote well, saying that the plot was bad and interesting but interesting, of course, there were also readers who said that mine was rubbish, but I wouldn't care, because of course what I wrote was good, and I was such a genius author, hahaha.
People~, that's it.
When you are recognized, you want more recognition, and because you want more recognition, you start to suppress yourself and start to please everyone.
I'm also a layman, I want to be liked by more people when I'm liked, and I want to be recommended by more people when I'm recommended, and I think about what posture to use to please readers.
Hahaha, it's a little embarrassing to say, when the editor said that my book was going to be put on the shelves and signed, I was happy for a long time, thinking that I could slowly become a god, and then it slowly began to swell, what Tang family three less tomatoes and tomatoes, they are all garbage, from now on, there is only one great god in the online literature world, and that is me Ye Lianyue.
However~, the reality is, Nima, I can't write it, how to please the author, how to be ravaged by this female character, how to do this villain, will readers like it? Will there be collections, recommendations, and rewards? There is only a little bit of recommendation, and there are not many collections, hey~ It's really enough, every day to live such a day.
I feel like I've changed.
The original intention is no longer there, where is the dream?
Pleasing yourself, which is the first requirement of bad taste, and then I have turned away from it and started to please you?
Oh my God, I feel like I'm a duck, for the tickets in your hands, I carry my ass and open the chrysanthemum for you to play?
The more I rub it, the more I think about myself, the cheaper I become.
No, sure enough, I still have to please myself.
There are already a lot of unpleasantness in life, and in order to survive to please everyone, if the virtual world can't let me do as I want, then I might as well die.
In reality, I'm a piece of garbage, so what I want to live is projected on Sima Ghost, who is what I want to live the most, and it's also the disgust that makes me exist.
Let's take an analogy, for example, Wang Sicong is uncomfortable pretending to be forced in front of you, but if you are Wang Sicong, is it very uncomfortable?
And then I beg you to stop voting for recommendations.
Especially Ryosuke-san, vote when you have time, don't do it, you're smashing my face with money, don't force me, really don't force me, I really can't write it, don't want a ticket, don't smash my face (please use Su Daqiang's expression here)
Whew~ When I wrote it, I felt much better.
Sure enough, it's still the best day to please yourself and let yourself go.
Dun Yong's addiction is actually almost there.,It's starting to fade slowly.,Now I want to write about Xuan Fantasy Xiuzhen.,I used to write a book called (Seeking Teachers) Xuan Fantasy Xiuzhen.,This may be my pinnacle work.,But I've written more than a dozen chapters that Baidu can still search.。
It's almost the same, and after a few days of ticket evasion, I came back.
Finally, the evil book ghost pen once again pays tribute.
I don't know when to stop for the rest of my life, and I am willing to encourage you together.
Ye Lianyue: I'm a trash and unscrupulous author, thank you for accompanying me for my bad taste.