[204] The past of the stepmother
This answer was obviously unexpected by Jiang Qianyu, she was slightly stunned, and then suddenly, nodded, and asked suspiciously: "How do you know?" ”
Lin Xuan was speechless for a while, this should have been the secret that Uncle Jian accidentally confided in him after he was drunk a few years later, it was not difficult to find a reason now, but he didn't want to lie to Xiao Nizi unless it was necessary.
Jiang Qianyu saw that he was a little embarrassed, so he gave him a blank look, then took out his mobile phone, lowered his head and fiddled for a while, and quickly raised his head again and said, "Take a look." ”
As he spoke, Lin Xuan's mobile phone rang one after another, he opened his mobile phone and looked through several photos, most of which were taken when they went on a trip some time ago.
On the beach, in the mountains, at the station, on the plane, half-body, full-body, one-person, and two-person.
Lin Xuan thought for a while, handed her the phone, and said, "Take a picture for me here." ”
Jiang Qianyu said "um", took his mobile phone, put it in his trouser pocket, and then turned on the camera with his mobile phone, and saw Lin Xuan staring at her a little strangely, a little annoyed and angry, and glared at him fiercely: "What are you looking at?" Your phone is too broken, and I can't take pictures with my phone. ”
Of course, Lin Xuan wouldn't be very brain-dead and say that they were all the same mobile phones that his stepmother bought together, and obediently walked to the side to pose, while Jiang Qianyu acted as a guide, "It's beautiful here, it's beautiful there, a little left and right, look at it, look at it with your eyes, smile sincerely......"
Then he said "oops", and said "Don't laugh anymore, it's so ugly", and after disliking Lin Xuan, he smirked "hey, hey, hey" for a long time.
After taking a few photos, she looked at it and asked, "There are so many photos, is there anything else to shoot?" ”
"Yes."
Lin Xuan nodded knowingly, walked over and turned her phone into the front camera, "There is still a group photo missing." ”
Jiang Qianyu turned his head to look at the backyard of the house next to him, there were a few green bamboos covering the eaves, and he snorted softly, the smile on the corner of his mouth was sweet, but his tone was slightly disgusted: "Who likes to take pictures with you?" ”
Of course, disgust is disgust, and taking pictures still has to be taken.
Then he also helped carefully select a few photos and asked Lin Xuan to wait for them to be sent out, Lin Xuan saw that there was only one photo with her inside, so he found a few more photos of the two of them and asked how these were going.
Jiang Qianyu squinted at him, his bright eyes were full of doubt, "Are you really willing to send it?" ”
Lin Xuan smiled: "Of course." ”
The corners of Xiao Nizi's mouth couldn't help but tilt slightly, the pear vortex was shallow, and her smile was sweet, but she quickly pursed the corners of her mouth and snorted softly: "People are not like you who have no face and no skin, one is enough." ”
Of course, Lin Xuan also understands that it doesn't matter if there is a photo with her, and it won't attract much attention, but if it's all photos with her, it will seem a little strange, and the reason why she asked is just to make her happy, seeing her say this, he sent out a few photos through the circle of friends.
His careful thinking obviously couldn't hide it from Jiang Qianyu, but considering that he was trying to make himself happy, he didn't bother with him, so he glanced at him, and then came over to look at his mobile phone, and said a little funny: "You just send pictures, don't even say a word?" ”
"What is there to say?"
Lin Xuan put away his mobile phone, sat there and looked at the sunset in the sky, and sighed softly for the first time.
You can't say what you want to say, and you don't want to say what you can say.
Jiang Qianyu didn't ask anything anymore, sat beside him with his knees bent, quietly watching the sunset, and then saw Lin Xuan looking over, and turned around, looking a little speechless and stopping.
She asked strangely, "What's wrong?" ”
Lin Xuan shook his head and said, "It's okay." ”
Jiang Qianyu stretched out his hand and grabbed his waist, and said fiercely: "Say." ”
Lin Xuan hesitated slightly, and then said: "After so many years, you should know a little bit about my father's temper and personality, although it is much more mature and better than when I was a child, but there are still many problems that have not changed, just like the uncle I met on the train, or that bad temper, but my mother's words, I didn't find anything bad, so ...... Well, it's curious. ”
Jiang Qianyu glanced at him, the hand on his waist let go, then glanced at him, withdrew his gaze, folded his hands on his chin, rested on his knees, and looked at the sunset in the distance.
Lin Xuan held her hand and said softly, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it." ”
Jiang Qianyu turned his head to look at him, the golden-red sunset sprinkled on her delicate face, the skin was like jade, the fine fluff was clearly visible, and under the glow of the sunset, it seemed to be plated with a halo, with a thrilling beauty.
It's just that the expression is distressing.
She smiled softly and shook her head slightly, "Actually, it's nothing. ”
Then he paused, then looked at the sunset again, and said softly: "My dad cheated." ”
This was a somewhat surprising answer, but there was nothing too surprising about it, Lin Xuan reached out and took her small hand that was stacked on her knee, held it tightly, and then let out a soft "um".
Jiang Qianyu turned his head to look at him, then turned his head, snuggled on his shoulder, and said faintly: "Mom is a very smart woman, but it's a pity...... According to her own words, she just thinks she is smart, because really smart women know how to restrain their edges, but she didn't understand it before and didn't disdain it, and sometimes she will be too strong. ”
Lin Xuan nodded, expressing understanding, but just like Xiao Nizi just now, he did not open his mouth to evaluate right and wrong.
Jiang Qianyu snuggled up to his shoulder, looking at the clouds in the sky rendered by the setting sun, "Mom, before, huh...... It should belong to the kind of character that is rigid on the outside and soft on the inside.,That injury was also quite miserable.,After completing the divorce procedures.,The same day he took me back to China.,It's also since then.,The character has become more and more gentle.,And then I met my father.,Somehow they were together.。 ”
Stepmother and Xiao Nizi originally lived abroad?
This is something that Lin Xuan didn't know before, but he was also a little abrupt, because under normal circumstances, after the parents divorced, it did not mean that they would have to cut off contact with their children, and they had never seen Xiao Nizi's father appear in these years, and it was a more reasonable reason to be far away from the ocean.
He nodded, didn't ask anything, reached out and rubbed her head, let him rub his hair messy Xiao Nizi sniffled, and continued: "When I was very young, my parents were very busy every day, but they were also very strict with me, let me learn this and that, and when I returned to China later, I was not very sensible, so I was worried that my mother was idle, so my life must be even more sad." ”
She snuggled up to Lin Xuan's shoulder, tilted her head slightly to look at him, and couldn't help laughing, "Am I stupid and selfish?" ”
Lin Xuan reached out and pinched her greasy nose, "It's stupid to ask like that." ”
Jiang Qianyu shook his head and broke his nose away from his fingers, did not seek revenge on him, withdrew his hand and hugged him with one arm, his cheek was against his shoulder, quiet and well-behaved, his eyes and tone were different and gentle, "As a result, after returning to China, my mother became more and more gentle, and no longer forced me to learn this and that, but I began to be interested in many things, of course, there are some I am not interested in, she thinks that I must learn, or will force me to learn, just like etiquette classes, body classes, I don't like it very much, because one is too boring, It's so painful that I've cried for a long time...... You're much happier than me, and if there's something you don't like, your mother won't force you to learn. ”
She raised her face again, her expression and tone became much lighter, "But it turns out that her decision was right, she only felt hardship when she was a child, and she only understood the benefits when she grew up, you see, I am so much better looking now." ”
As she spoke, she let go of Lin Xuan's arm, held his shoulder with her hand, followed his example, hung her legs on the side of the floor, kicked it up gently, showing off her slender and well-proportioned long legs, turned her head to look at Lin Xuan, stretched out her arms, and showed her graceful and feminine figure.
She looked at Lin Xuan, obviously a little ashamed, but she still proudly straightened her chest, her soft and slender waist was stretched straight, the pink T-shirt was propped up in a full arc on her chest, and then it was empty, her already slender waist was lined with more and more slender, and she couldn't hold it, like a landscape painting with ups and downs, exquisitely undulating, concave and convex, bright and clear eyes, crystal shining, looking at her without blinking, her eyes were shy, confident and proud, and she looked more and more charming and moving.
Xiao Nizi, who was a little bolder, quickly found the direction that Lin Xuan's eyes were staring at, her face turned red with shame, and she stretched out two fingers to gouge out his eyeballs, "Look at it again and pull out your eyeballs!" ”
While intimidating fiercely, he hurriedly lowered his arms and sat down again, Lin Xuan couldn't help laughing, his eyes teased, and teased: "No matter how good-looking you are, isn't it cheap for me in the end?" ”
Jiang Qianyu didn't expect him to say such explicit words, glared back at him, jumped down from the floor, walked out of the forest with a straight face, Lin Xuan quickly grabbed her wrist, just like last time in her room, one walked forward, one dragged back, as soon as the force was wrong, Xiao Nizi screamed "ah", and was dragged back into his arms.
The surface of the reinforced concrete floor slab was rough, Lin Xuan had already suffered a loss just now, so when he saw her leaning towards him, he was busy helping him, he was originally sitting relatively far away, leaning forward, Xiao Nizi pressed her hand on his chest, and stabilized her body.
"What are you doing?" Xiao Nizi, who was obviously still annoyed that he was talking nonsense, just stabilized her body, and glared at him angrily.
The relationship between the two has obviously crossed the line, Lin Xuan is no longer willing to drag on like this, and promised not to force her, but he can't always be so ambiguous, he originally wanted to take this opportunity to make the relationship clear.
It was a great opportunity just now.
But it's a pity that he said the wrong thing for a while, whether Xiao Nizi is ashamed or annoyed, she has already destroyed the atmosphere after all, and it is a little inappropriate to mention such a sensitive taboo at this time.
However, last time, his stepmother asked some questions intentionally or unintentionally, and Lin Xuan didn't know if she had noticed any clues, but he didn't dare to bet.
He and Jiang Qianyu are at best a "pseudo-blood relative" relationship, although they have the name of brother and sister, but whether it is legally, ethically or emotionally, there are no brother and sister taboos, so he found out early that he liked her, but he never had any psychological burden.
The only thing I am worried about is the obstruction of my parents and relatives.
In this homecoming, Lin Xuan has always had a lot of confidence in convincing his parents.
It wasn't until he met the couple on the train, especially the rough-looking man, that he was very touched and realized a problem that he had been ignoring before.
At that time, Jiang Qianyu asked him why the uncle obviously didn't arrive at the station, but because he understood that it was a shirk, he would rather take his sick wife to give up his seat and run to another carriage, or pretend to get off at the station.
There is a better way to fix it.
But he chose the most intense one.
The young woman sitting by the window of the car smiled and mocked twice, the first time when the husband and wife were talking, and the second time when the two left for another carriage, Lin Xuan later guessed that she should be able to understand the couple's speech.
Morality aside, this young woman's ridicule is actually not unreasonable.
She smiled and mocked twice, probably expressing the same meaning.
To die is to save face and suffer sin.
But in reality, too many of us are doing such things.
Jiang Qianyu asked Lin Xuan at that time, puzzled, and he didn't have this idea.
Lin Xuan's answer was: "Inferiority, so proud." ”
Humble and proud.
Because of low self-esteem in your heart, you should be more proud.
This is human nature, a kind of psychology that generally exists in the hearts of people.
This kind of inferiority complex is not only in money, but also in feelings and reputation.
In terms of what Lin Xuan was considering, what he ignored was the harm caused by his parents' divorce, and in modern society, divorce and remarriage are already a very normal thing, but it cannot be denied that some colored eyes, or rumors, still exist.
And it's here to stay.
Lin Xuan wasn't sure if his stepmother would leave any shadow because of the divorce in the past, or if he had an inferiority complex, but he was sure that his father would definitely have it.
Lin Yi rarely went home in these years, just because he couldn't face the rumors left by the past divorce, and those gossips had been filtered to most of them by the time Lin Xuan could hear them, but even so, Lin Xuan knew a lot of malicious rumors.
In this case, when the time comes to learn about him and Jiang Qianyu, the others will not be left alone, and Dad Lin Yi will definitely be the one who is resolutely and fiercely opposed.
The first thing he could think of was not the legal and ethical "reasonableness", nor the wishes, feelings, and happiness of his son and daughter, but the kind of gossip, ridicule, and jokes that might appear after this matter was spread.
The feeling of being treated as a joke, he couldn't get out of it the first time, and he definitely didn't want to go through it a second time.
In "Lolita", it is said that there are three things that people cannot hide, cough, poverty and love; The more you want to hide, the more you want to cover it up.
Lin Xuan didn't know if some of the questions from his stepmother last time were due to his thinking too much, or if she really noticed some clues, but liking this kind of thing will always reveal itself when you don't know it.
It's not easy to hide, especially in front of the people closest to you and who know you best.
If this hazy and ambiguous state was discovered now, and encountered unimaginable opposition, Lin Xuan didn't know if Jiang Qianyu would have the determination and courage to face it.
She is not yet eighteen years old, which is the best age of life, fresh and beautiful, but also too fragile, because she has not experienced the polish of life at all.
Selfishness is human nature, but if she is not sure that she also likes herself, Lin Xuan will not be so selfish as to pull her into the water for her own selfishness, once the matter between the two is exposed, it is completely possible to imagine what kind of storm this reorganized family will encounter.
However, she also likes herself.
Lin Xuan was very sure of this.
A rebirth, reborn, Lin Xuan completely got rid of the absurdity of youth in his previous life, he began to think seriously about life and love, because he missed it, he didn't want to be wrong again, he lived comfortably during this time, but he was definitely not confused.
He was only eighteen years old in this life.
But many issues have been able to be considered clearly.
Since you like someone, you won't give up for reasons other than she doesn't like herself.
Even if it will be hindered and opposed, it is not a great rebellion, it is not a violation of nature and reason, and it is not an unforgivable wrong......
He wasn't wrong.
So I firmly believe that there will be a way not to hurt anyone.
Of course, the result is good, but the process must be tortuous and arduous, and he is ready to point to Qianfu coldly.
Isn't it just a 1v9 team battle?
Of course, before the outbreak of the team battle, he still has to work hard to communicate with his assistant, the next road has always been a duo, and the real world is all mortals, there is no gap between the king and the bronze, how can the adc without the auxiliary company save the world?
Team battles can break out at any time.
How can you let the auxiliary continue to be angry?
Thereupon......
Lin Xuan, who felt that time was indispensable, looked at Xiao Nizi staring at her bright eyes with shame and annoyance, turned his heart sideways, and while standing up, he hugged her with his arms, and held her head with his palms a little domineering, and then under the gaze of her wide and bright eyes, he bent his neck slightly, adjusted the angle, and lowered his head and kissed her at the moist cherry lips that opened slightly without knowing whether she was shocked or wanted to speak.
Between men and women, there is nothing that cannot be solved by a kiss.
If there is, then kiss for a little longer.