Chapter 17: The Rupture
Hearing what the counselor said, it was like a bolt from the blue, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared. Looking at the people around me talking and laughing, for some reason I felt that their smiles were so terrible, and the surroundings became silent, except that their laughter echoed in my ears endlessly, like cold and sharp arrows, straight into the softest part of my heart.
I cautiously slipped out of the room, and as I went out, I quietly closed the door, fearing that closing it too hard would draw them in. I walked outside, and that's when the original world returned. The sound of whistles and shouts mingle through the streets, and time never stops because of your downfall.
I walked down and sat on a step outside the police station, looking numbly into the distance, gradually, my eyes blurred, and the next moment, I could no longer hold back the pain in my heart, and I began to sobble on the cold steps, and tears fell to the ground.
At this moment, a warm palm patted me on the back. When I looked up, I saw that Jinx had appeared behind me at some point.
"The man actually cried his nose!" Jinx laughed when she saw me crying.
"What do you know, little brat!" Seeing Jinx taunt me like this, I tilted my head to the side with disdain.
Jinx jumped to the other side reluctantly, and said, "Is there something unhappy, say it to make me happy." Jinx chuckled. Hearing her say this, a wave of anger suddenly surged into my heart, I was sad, I didn't expect this guy to come and add fuel to the fire.
"I don't want to talk to you......" I said lightly, suppressing the anger in my heart, twisting my head to the other side.
Seeing that I seemed to be angry, Jinx jumped up and down with my head to the other side, and said, "Are you unhappy! Maybe I can help you share the burden. Looking up at Jinx, I saw her blinking at me with big eyes.
"Alas, forget it, you don't understand anyway." I replied, "But then again, when did you run out again?" ”
"Because I was bored, I came out. Tell me quickly, don't change the subject! Jinx pinched my face and said, it seems that I can't leave today without saying it.
"Okay, it's okay to tell you about it......" So I told Jinx everything I had done.
"Hahahaha...... "I didn't want to hit Jinx after listening." But he giggled, "So you were scolded and cried!" Hahaha...... "Jinx's thoughts seem to be completely different from mine on the same channel, but at this time, I saw her smiling so happily, but I couldn't get angry.
"Laugh! You keep laughing at me, and when you cry......" Seeing Jinx taunt me so mercilessly, I got up and was about to leave.
"I'm telling the truth! You're going to be angry and cry about this, how can you be like a little girl. "When Jinx saw me out into the street, she hurried after me.
"But then again, I can figure out why I've come to this point......" At this point, I seemed to remember something, and suddenly turned my head to Jinx, staring at her viciously.
"I finally know why I'm like this, it's all because of you!" I yelled at her, and Jinx seemed to be frightened by my appearance, and kept her head down and didn't speak, and the people in the street heard my roar and looked at me. I kept walking, and Jinx followed me like a fart.
"Since you came here, I haven't had a quiet day, and TM has lost money and TM is a drug dealer, and I don't know what happened to the school in the past few days......"
"Humph! You are ungrateful! At this point, Jinx shouted from behind me, "If I hadn't saved you, you'd have died!" ”
"Am I ungrateful?" At this point, I walked back and walked up to her, "You say I'm ungrateful?" Don't forget who gave you a place to live and who gave you a bite to eat. I've even spent a lot of money for you! I finally understand why my life is a mess, it's because of the game, it's because of you! I've been entangled since I played this game, and now I'm still running after me! I shouted hysterically, exhaled deeply, and after a long time, I finally said the words I had held in my heart: "You go, I don't want to see you again, and where you go has nothing to do with me now......"
With that, I turned my head and walked on. Jinx didn't continue to contradict me, but I could still see that she was still following my ass, looking at me with an aggrieved expression.
"Let's go......" Seeing that she didn't give up, I turned around and yelled at her again. Jinx finally stopped, and when she finally stopped, I forced myself not to look back. It wasn't until I had walked about a hundred meters that I slowly turned my head and looked at where I had just been, and at this time, except for the crowd of people coming and going, I could no longer see Jinx.
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When I got home, I was lying in bed, and the scenes of today's events came to my mind like a movie, and I wanted to put my head under the covers and fall asleep, but I closed my eyes and soon woke up again. On the table next to the bed, the hairpin I gave to Jinx was still lying quietly. For a moment in my heart, I hoped that Jinx suddenly knocked on the door, but now it was six o'clock in the afternoon, and a touch of gold appeared in the sky, perhaps, Jinx really couldn't come back.
"Jingle bell ......" At this time, the ringtone of my mobile phone rang again, and I took out my mobile phone to see that it was Tang Feng calling.
"You kid actually ran away and didn't say hello, today we helped Yasuo take care of a new room and was busy all afternoon, ouch can make us tired, you dog thief ran away without saying hello. If I hadn't been busy and didn't have time to call you, I wouldn't have suffered a long time ago. ”
"Oh...... I'm in a hurry, so I'm sorry I didn't let you know in advance. I pretended to laugh, but only I knew I was smiling ugly.
"Yo! Actually polite to me today, Jinx is also at home, you two ran away from work in the afternoon, we thought you two went to a tryst in a corner. ”
"Hmm...... What's wrong, are you coming over? "I said in a hurry, for fear that this afternoon's events would slip through.
"Originally, I called you and Jinx too, and we big guys went out for a meal together, but the club has an event tonight, and Director Ye and they still have something to do, so let's find another time to get together again!" Tang Feng said. And Tang Feng's words, I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
As night fell, I looked out the window, and in the bustling crowd, I didn't see Jinx either. A hint of loneliness flashed in my eyes, perhaps, what I said today was a bit excessive. At this time, I got dressed and walked out of the house......
Soon, I went to a staff dormitory of the Public Security Bureau and knocked on the door, at which point a man opened the door.
"Master Mu, it's a coincidence, I also said why didn't I see you today! Come on, come on, come in and see what I've done. "The person who opened the door was Yasuo, I walked into Yasuo's room, at this time, there were a lot of furniture in the room, among them, the most distinctive thing is that in the middle of the living room, Yasuo did not put a TV, nor a coffee table, but put a few scarecrows, and there was a wooden sword next to it, it seems that he is ready to practice swordsmanship here.
"Come, sit down!" I sat on the couch and brought two cups of tea.
"Why did Master Mu remember to come and see me, was he afraid that I would go out and cause trouble?" Yasuo said with a smile.
"No, no, how could I think that, haha......" Hearing Yasuo say this, I laughed awkwardly twice and said.
"By the way? You're a summoner, why didn't your hero Jinx come with you? Yasuo asked.
"Oh...... She said she wanted to go out and about, so I let her go......"
"Hahaha...... She's Piltover's number one prisoner, and you can rest assured of her. Yasuo said with a smile, and at this time he became very kind, completely lacking the murderous aura of the previous swordsman.
"Your Director Ye, you still don't worry about me until now, saying that I am afraid of causing panic when I go out, I am not very good now! "You're still so generous, such a little girl, you can go wherever you want, and you've met a summoner like you to adopt her, unlike me who has been wandering for so long." It's really envious, envious! ”
However, Yasuo didn't know that his words entered my heart, and my face suddenly felt a hot one, and I couldn't help but feel the tip of my nose sour when I recalled what I said to Jinx today.
"Mr. Yasuo, I still have something to do, so I won't bother you!" At this point, I got up and prepared to leave.
"Drink this cup of tea before leaving!" Yasuo shouted, but I waved my hand and signaled him not to send it before I walked back slowly.
When I got home, I was still alone, I opened WeChat and flipped through the address book, but unfortunately Jinx didn't have a mobile phone, otherwise I really wanted to call her and apologize.
Maybe it's time for me to make a video call to my mom, though. I thought to myself, I haven't contacted my family for a while, I contacted her once before, and I still asked her for living expenses. However, when he was at his worst, it wasn't his parents who gave him the last refuge.
The video was soon connected, and the mother's face appeared on the phone screen, she looked a little haggard, as if it had only been long before she had aged a lot. However, my mother didn't seem to be at home, because I didn't have the boxy white tiles behind her.
"Mu'er, ouch, why do you want to make a video for your mother today." My mother smiled when she saw me calling, but she was also very haggard.
"Mom, what's going on, I've been ...... at home lately" I wanted to find her something, but I didn't know where to start.
"At home...... At home, it's all right! This year's harvest is not bad, try to sell it at a good price, and then you can save the tuition for the next academic year......" Hearing my mother say this, an inexplicable sense of guilt welled up in my heart, remembering what the counselor told me today, I really don't know how to explain it to them.
"Mom, aren't you at home, where's my dad?"
"Ahem, I'm in the hospital, your dad, he's a ** sick prisoner again, I'll accompany him to prescribe two pairs of medicine and go back......"
"That'...... Mom, I want to see my dad, can you give him the video? However, unexpectedly, my mother suddenly fell silent at this time.
"Mom, what's wrong, isn't it convenient?" At this time, the mother couldn't help but shed tears.
"Mu'er, I'll tell you the truth. Your dad, he's been beaten......"