Chapter 826: Are You Complaining About Me?
But he didn't speak, but the emperor couldn't help it, and said in a deep voice: "This rehabilitation, you feel comfortable, right?"
Hearing this, Zhang Chenglin just said lightly: "It's just a belated truth, what's comfortable or uncomfortable?"
His words made the emperor's face sink a little more, and said, "Are you complaining about me?"
Speaking of which, the two also had a heart-to-heart relationship back then.
One is a young emperor who has climbed up through the bloody rain, and the other is a high-spirited heir of the Medicine King Valley.
It should have been sympathetic.
It's a pity that that was only once.
That appearance is a bubble that bursts when you poke it.
Thinking of the past, the emperor's mood was also a little low, and he added: "You are also right to complain about me, after all, it was ...... I did it on purpose. ”
When the emperor said this, there was a rare sense of guilt in his expression, but Zhang Chenglin, who saw it, sneered.
His expression was a little casual, looking at the emperor's appearance, and said, "Now there are only you and me, why should the emperor be like this?"
Who is it for?
Although Zhang Chenglin didn't say this, the emperor had been friends with him for many years, and he instantly saw what the other party meant, and his eyes were a little dark: "Why do I want to act? Zhang Ziyao, I just want to talk to you about what I think." ”
The emperor's voice sounded a little sad, but unfortunately Zhang Chenglin didn't feel anything, just sneered and said: "What you say in your heart, the grass people are very honored." But one thing I hope you know is that Zhang Ziyao is dead, and the grass people are Zhang Chenglin, and they have nothing to do with your bad debts. ”
As soon as these words came out, the emperor didn't know what to say for a while, he has always been able to speak well, but now in front of Zhang Chenglin, he felt as if he had punched cotton and had no strength.
In the end, he could only say to himself: "I could have investigated the events of the past, but do you know why I condemned you? ”
Yes, he has been jealous of the person in front of him for a long time.
After a long time, those resentments took root in my heart, and finally became an existence that was difficult to rest every day.
So later, he knew that Zhang Ziyao was likely to be innocent in this matter, but he also indulged the ministers to frame and slander him.
However, he never thought that Zhang Ziyao would die.
"I originally thought that when you entered Beijing, it would be okay to sharpen your sharpness at that time, but I didn't want to, but news came from the border that you died in Lingnan. ”
The emperor's eyebrows and eyes were full of guilt, but in Zhang Chenglin's eyes, he only felt hypocritical.
He ruthlessly broke the emperor's self-guilt and introspection, and his eyes were full of mockery: "The emperor naturally doesn't want me to die, after all, your good son still needs me to save him." Isn't it?"
If he didn't squeeze out his use value, he would die, and the emperor would naturally feel sorry for it.
Don't you think it's ridiculous to tell him what kind of feelings you have now?
"I admit that I do have this idea, but ...... You should know why I'm like this!"
The emperor seemed to be poked by him and remembered the sore spot of the year, and his voice brought out a little unwillingness: "Besides, you know best in your heart why you entered the palace back then!"
Everyone in the world says that the goods are the emperor's family. But only the emperor knows that the reason why he, Zhang Ziyao, entered the palace to be the head of the Tai Hospital, was not for fame or profit, but for a person.
One, someone he can't think of in his life: the Empress of Western Chu!
If there is really something between them, the emperor can still deal with it justifiably. But on the contrary, the two of them were affectionate and polite, which made the emperor seem unreasonable to even pursue it.
What's more, Zhang Ziyao covered it up too well, not to say that it was the first queen, and even he himself only vaguely spied a few signs after the queen became pregnant.
However, it was this sign that planted an unwilling darkness in his heart, making him uncomfortable every day.
After the death of the first empress, the emperor originally wanted to kill Zhang Ziyao together, but it didn't work, and there was still that child.
Gu Mingyuan's body is too weak, and he has searched all over Xichu, but there is no more suitable doctor than him.
So even if it was cholera at the border later, he just thought about giving the other party a punishment, but he didn't think of taking his life.
Because Gu Mingyuan's body does not allow it.
But he didn't expect Zhang Ziyao to die at that time, just as he didn't expect Zhang Ziyao to be alive before.
Years of resentment were poured out, and the emperor felt a lot more comfortable, but when he looked at Zhang Chenglin, he saw that the other party's eyes were full of contempt.
He waited until the emperor finished saying everything in his heart before he said word by word: "You are right about this, not for her, what do you and I spend with you?"
Back then, he did enter the palace because of the first queen, and he was indeed in love. But he dared to vouch for his life, he never divulged the slightest friendship, and the queen didn't know the depth of his affection until he died.
And after he entered the palace, he thought that he had never done anything sorry for the emperor, even the child was saved by him, and the emperor resented him, but he didn't admit it.
Hearing Zhang Chenglin's words, the emperor was a little depressed for a while, gritted his teeth and said, "You really ......"
Zhang Chenglin was too lazy to listen to his nonsense, sneered, and said: "Is it interesting to mention the old past? Besides, why did she die back then, you really don't know in your heart?"
This sentence made the emperor speechless.
Back then, the first empress was poisoned for the emperor, and it was Zhang Chenglin who saved her. After that, he told him that if he wanted to live, he would never have children.
Even if she goes to hug a concubine and raises her under her knees, with the credit of the first queen, the emperor will definitely not treat her badly.
But that stupid woman forcibly exchanged her life for a child.
Seeing the emperor's remorseful appearance, Zhang Chenglin closed his eyes, and just threw him a pill casually when he said those poisonous words, and said, "This is what Gu Mingyuan asked for for you, and it is also the only one in the world." After that, you and I have nothing to do with each other. ”
That pill could last his life, and it would keep him safe for at least two years.
For so many years, he has been living in the shadow of the past, and now that he has spoken, those people in the past do not have to see each other again.
It wasn't until Zhang Chenglin left that the emperor came back to his senses a little, looked at the empty hall and the back of the other party leaving, and squeezed the pill in his hand for a long time.
It's just that in that expression, there is a bit of desolation in the end.
......
When Zhang Chenglin walked out of the palace gate, he only felt that his mood was suddenly brightened.
As if something from the past has been removed, those vague memories are no longer as profound as they were back then, and even when they think about it, there is only peace left.
In the end, it's in the past.