Gu Yiping gently wiped away Pan Jing's tears, and as soon as he dried them a little, Pan Jing's tears soaked his fingers again, again and again, the so-called tears raining down like nothing but that.

"It's useless, there's no one like me in this world, no one like me, I'm just a monster.

You don't know how hesitant I was to be with you at that time, I liked you so much that I felt how unworthy I was because of the existence of this leg.

Jing, believe me, I just want to love you better and become a man who is truly worthy of you. And this leg is the devil who hinders our love.

I don't want to be with you with a mutilated body, you know? Why don't we have children, why do I always get hurt, why do I never let you be on the left side of my body, I don't want that dirty and ugly thing to touch you, you know? I love you, but I'm inferior, I'm an ugly person. ”

Mu Chun suggested that Pan Jing take Gu Yiping back to rest first, Pan Jing agreed, and after listening to Gu Yiping's heartfelt words that had been backlogged for many years, Pan Jing still had a glimmer of hope, hoping that it was just a nightmare.

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"Why did you come up with a new condition, I just understood a little bit about the [hemispatial neglect] before, why is there another [Body Integrity Identity Disorder] now, what the hell is going on? I doubt you studied medicine on Mars. ”

Shen Zifeng unceremoniously poured himself a cup of coffee, and tore two wafer biscuits and stuffed them into his mouth.

"Are you hungry?"

Mu Chun wondered.

"Can I not be hungry?"

"You're overstressed and over-eating."

"What do you mean?"

Mu Chun put "Persona of the City Paladin" into the drawer, tore a wafer biscuit for himself, and said slowly, "Do you have a bad stomach, but your appetite is very good?" ”

"How do you know?"

"What did the Chinese medicine doctor say?"

"Ah, seriously, what's going on? Is it also a neurological pathology? ”

Mu Chun shook his head, "I don't know the cause, but as far as I know, it's not just Gu Yiping who has such a problem, in fact, there are many such patients hidden in this world, especially your surgery and orthopedics, it should be very likely that you have encountered such a patient." People with Body Integrity Identity Disorder believe that one of their limbs does not belong to them. In their eyes, being able-bodied is a mistake, which is somewhat similar to men and women who wish to be transgendered, with the former feeling that their limbs are growing wrong, and the latter feeling that they are wrong about gender.

The biggest thing these patients have in common is the desire to have their limbs amputated, which will become stronger and stronger, and finally they feel that they have to do it, so they start a planned amputation attempt. Some people have their own limbs amputated, often with their left leg cut off from the knee down. Some people try to injure a limb, such as sawing it partially with a chainsaw, or freezing the limb, resulting in severe damage to the limb, and then go to the hospital where doctors have to amputate it.

Gu Yiping's injury half a year ago was said to be a fracture caused by a slip when cleaning the fish tank, but in fact, he planned to freeze his left leg and then sawed off the part below the knee. But there may have been some problems along the way, such as Pan Jing suddenly coming back. ”

Shen Zifeng stretched out his hand and touched Mu Chun's forehead.

Mu Chunhou leaned back and dodged, "What are you doing, the physical and mental department doesn't have the hobby of your department." ”

"What, what hobbies do we have?"

Shen Zifeng said sharply, "I'm just looking to see if you have horns on your head, why can't I find these things you said in any book, not even on the website." ”

"Isn't there anything in Nature and Global Science for Medicine? What about the paper repositories of each country? ”

Shen Zifeng felt that he was being ridiculed, and became more and more angry, "Is it that you can't understand my words or what I said you can't understand." ”

"Well, that's the way it is, I still have patients behind me."

Hearing Mu Chun say this, Shen Zifeng laughed out loud, "There are still patients behind you?" What time is it? Where is the patient? Let me see the registration system. ”

As he spoke, Shen Zifeng, who was tall and long, turned the computer screen, and in the empty queuing interface, there was indeed not a single patient.

Shen Zifeng tugged at the corners of his mouth, smiled evilly, reached out and grabbed the mouse again, and clicked on the outpatient records of September and October.

"It's only less than ten in total, Doctor Mu Chun, this Lin Xiaogang is still the first patient in the emergency room if I'm not mistaken, and this Zhao Min and Zhao Ping are the same person, I have heard many people talk about these legendary stories, and they can be regarded as the grotesque stories of Huayuanqiao Hospital."

This Zhao Min is a patient on the family planning side.

There is also this Gu Yiping, you see, Gu Yiping is a surgical patient. ”

"How many of your real patients are there, oh, there is one named Chu Shenming, there is another Li Nan, and then there is Liuyun, isn't this Wu Fangmei just making every department dizzy, just the old lady who almost didn't go to family planning and gynecology to nag, and Hu Peng, who came to register recently. How many patients in a month? ”

"Ah, that's it, look at it, how pitiful, you still rub my coffee here for nothing, is this appropriate?"

"What's inappropriate, we don't have it in our office yet, it's a big deal to send you all the incurable diseases to the fifth floor."

Mu Chun immediately smiled when he heard this, "That's what I mean, please, please, I must send the patient to me, and ah, do you want Dr. Shen to take a look at it, your stomach is really bad, or go to the Chinese medicine to check the pulse, the dampness is very heavy, the dampness is very heavy." ”

Ridicule is ridicule, what Shen Zifeng is most concerned about is what to do with Gu Yiping's symptoms?

"Is there a cure?"

"There is no good treatment, but if the family is willing, they can still try, but the effect is worrying."

"What do you mean?"

"If you really want me to say it......"

Mu Chun stretched, "If you really want me to say, it's best to amputate my leg." ”

Shen Zifeng never expected Mu Chun to say such an extreme treatment plan, and a sip of coffee sprayed directly on the computer screen.

"You're wasting food, Dr. Shen."

"Doctor Mu, did you say this kind of thing casually as a doctor?"

"Yes, Gu Yiping's biggest wish in this life is not to have this left leg, if he can't meet this wish, he may not have a good life in this life, and he will be depressed."

"Who would want to saw off one of their legs, do you know what orthopedic surgery looks like?"

"Well, you know, it's like a carpenter."